hey everyone!!!! I’ve seen a lot of posts recently about people taking breaks and hiatuses, and I regret to inform you that I too, will be taking another hiatus.

as some of you know, I had just returned a few weeks ago after being on a bit of a break for a while. it felt so good to be back and catch up with you all, but it truly feels like a chore to keep up with this account at this current time. this has absolutely nothing to do with any of you guys - it’s cliche, but it’s truly the whole “it’s not you, it’s me” thing.

so I initially took my little break because I felt extremely overwhelmed in my personal life. obviously the circumstances we’re all facing right now is affecting us tremendously, but in all honesty, I’ve been battling anxiety, depression and bipolar disorder since I was a teenager (so like, over 10 years now). writing was a very therapeutic method for me to help balance my thoughts and emotions, and I’m truly so proud of my writing as well as all the feedback I got from my fics here, so thank you, all of you, from the very bottom of my broken heart. that being said, I have had absolutely no desire or motivation to write anything the past few months and being active on this account makes me feel worse about that. I’m probably in the deepest depression I’ve ever been in, and truthfully just cannot put in any effort in this blog right now.

I’d like to remain hopeful that this isn’t permanent, I know I’ll want to come back especially once season 2 is released, but for now, I need to focus on myself and my mental health. I also need to focus on finding employment as well, and just don’t have the time or desire to be active here right now.

I’d like to thank everyone who follows me, all the mutuals I’ve met, all the love I’ve received, and all the incredible feedback I’ve gotten on my fan fictions. it’s truly meant so fucking much to me and I cannot thank you, or express my gratitude, enough.

for my mutuals who would like to stay in touch, please send me a private message so we can exchange socials!! I’ll be somewhat active on my twitter account and would love to connect with you there.

thank you all so much again for everything and for giving me a little bit of light at the end of my very dark time tunnel.

I love you guys so much, and I hope to see you guys soon.

all my love,

luna.

pogue style, baby 🤙🏻

tagging some mutuals below:

@spilledtee @pogue-writings @rudths @jjmaebank @maybankiara @milamaybank @drewstarkey @drew-starkey @drewsephsmiles @rudeths @shawnssongs and any other mutuals please message me if you wanna keep in touch 💕✨

We love you Luna just take your time! You deserve a break 🥺❤️ come back whenever you need to. Love you so much

I love you so much el 💞💞💞💞

my mental health is about to plummet because of all this bullshit drama. i’m not even involved, but reading the tumblr drama gives me a fucking headache. this shit used to be fun and honestly it’s a hot ass mess rn and i’ve found it easier to just… not log on at this point. this is coming from someone who was literally addicted like a month or two ago.. seeing as i’m starting school again soon, and i don’t want to see any more of this anon hate bs, i’m probably gonna start being less active. honestly, i haven’t rlly been logging on much anyway, maybe just a couple times a day to check notifs and maybe read. on top of that, i’ve got some school shit and there’s unnecessary drama going on rn in my personal life that’s just pissing me off so.. it’ll probably be beneficial for me in the long run but just so y’all know and don’t think i’m ignoring you: yes i am distancing myself from tumblr lol, no i am not ignoring you. i may be on every once in a while so don’t be surprised if i’m like reblogging or something. ultimately, my goal is to distance myself and focus more on the important shit so ya! 

if y’all wanna keep in touch in any way, lmk cos i’d be more than happy to exchange instas or something but other than that, i probably won’t be answering messages much (unless it’s like rlly urgent idk).. 

anyway love y’all <3

tagging some pals and ppl i’ve recently talked to just so they’re aware: @goldenhanna @spideymyluv @stfukie @butgilinsky @drewsephsmiles @girlsru1eboysdroo1 @jmaybanks @kikifromtheblock @lefthandwritings @mayraki @ptersparkers @sguymon21 @starksweasley @mermaidssonshipss @socialwriter

laylaaaaa 🥺🥺🥺💜💜💜

y’all idk if it’s the hair, or the filter or if it’s the outfits but these looks are just fucking everything.

yeah, you’re right drew... fuck

morning glory (w/ hockey rafe)

lil bit of morning vacation sex with hockey rafe. 

warning: nsfw, 18+. overstimulation, oral (female receiving).

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tagging some moots to get this goin’: @thevortexclubposse @sortagaysortahigh @rafecameron @scandalousfemale @pit-zuh @anonymous0writer @pogue-writings @storiesbymads @softstarkey @drewsephsmiles @drew-starkey @diverdcwn @girlsru1eboysdroo1 @heywards @jjmbanks @wtfstarkey @ims0golden @outrbanks @ptersparkers @langdonlovey

Fix You (Request | JJ Maybank x Reader)

a/n: i listened to anyone by demi lovato while writing this and i got super emotional about it? anyway here’s some more of my rambling once again! also, anon, you didn’t request who you wanted the pairing to be so I made this one JJ! 

request: yes. “will you do 87 and 58 from the prompt list ? maybe angst with a fluffy ending 🥺” - prompt 58: “is that blood?”

word count: 3,905

warnings: angst, fluff, swearing, mentions of violence and abuse

“the five times JJ cries for you. and the one time you do for him.”

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If you were to guess how many times JJ Maybank had cried in his life, you’d probably guess zero. You were wrong. So wrong, in fact. And the worst part? Most of his tears were shed because of you. Not because of his father, or the pain he had endured from him. Not from his mother leaving and never returning. But because of you. Just you.

JJ laid out on the mattress in the spare room of John B’s house. Hacky sack in hand, tossing it up in the air and catching it. Repeatedly. Over and over. As did his thoughts about you. Like your hands. Your fingertips gently trailing up and down his arms. Your lips. And how the corners of them would slightly turn up whenever he glanced your way. Your eyes. Oh, your eyes. How they glistened and softened when you looked back into his. JJ was brought out of his thoughts when his hacky sack dropped on his face, forgetting to catch it once the image of your soft smile raced through his mind. JJ sighed, breathing out a loud huff engrossing John B’s attention.

“Girl problems?” John B’s voice came through the open door. Not cynical or sarcastic, but actually.. caring. Concerned? JJ glanced to his best friend who was leaning against the wooden frame, arms crossed against his bare chest. The sunlight from the open window in JJ’s room casting a golden glow on his already golden skin. 

JJ nodded, sitting up straight and swinging his legs over the edge of the bed to face John B. “It’s just like.. I don’t know, bro. I talk to her and shit and I try to be different. Like. Not like the real JJ.. like the JJ I think she wants me to be. The JJ I think she deserves. You know?”

“I think you’re trying too hard, bro. I get you don’t wanna tell her about your dad and stuff right now but trying to be a different JJ isn’t going to win her over. It’ll push her away, dude. Chicks can sense that shit. She’ll know you’re acting different toward her than you do us. And she’ll get pissed. Trust me, bro. Just.. just be you, JJ. Just be you, bro.” 

JJ nodded, switching his gaze from John B’s eyes to out the window at the trees swaying gently in the breezy wind. He felt a few tears escape past his eyes and trickle down his cheeks. Hoping John B didn’t see, he quickly wiped them away and shook his head. He raised both eyebrows in a quick motion to acknowledge what his best friend had said. Maybe he was right. Maybe JJ shouldn’t try to act differently at all. Maybe JJ should just be JJ. Just be him. He scoffed. As if you’d ever like the real JJ. That was the first time JJ had cried for you. Because of you. 

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“I think I’m going to head out.” You nervously glanced at the group in hopes you didn’t just make things weird. You weren’t in the mood to deal with JJ’s bullshit tonight, so after he spat out a stupid remark about you, you decided to call it a night.

“Come on, don’t leave yet. JJ’s a dick, everyone knows that.” John B’s voice pleaded as his eyes did the same. You could hear JJ scoff. You sent him a soft smile but shook your head. You grabbed your bag that settled on an old log that sat atop the sand as you made eye contact with Kiara. She pursed her lips into a thin line, understanding why you were leaving but unsure of what to say. It was fine. You tried to assure her of that. Everything was fine.

You flashed your crew a quick peace sign before turning on your heels and walking back to the road to your car. You fumbled with the contents in your bag before pulling out your keys. You didn’t hear the footsteps running toward you. 

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i can actually picture rudy acting this out you wrote it so well??

😭😭😭 WOWWW thank you so much omfg I’m glad you enjoyed it!!!

jd & rudy selfies >>>

Gotta do it

I don’t care what news I get I just want this stupid potato dog on my dash

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Do it do it

YES

i scrolled through this multiple times and i couldn’t NOT reblog it

#don’t smoke kids!

500 follower blurb night??? 🥺

if anyone needs me i’ll be quietly sobbing happy tears into my pillow

i just wanna thank y’all so much for willingly choosing to follow me and support me and, especially, befriend me?? i can’t believe there are 500 of you now, i just hit 400 at the beginning of august??

i have made the most amazing friends, found the most supportive people and i am incredibly grateful i decided to take the plunge and watch obx and dive back into writing again

the last celebration took a lot out of me, so i thought it would be fun to try a ✨blurb night✨ (realistically it’ll be a blurb couple of days assuming it doesn’t flop, my masters is finishing up this week with a mock three day designation exam)

rules: there are no rules, just kidding, just send me a prompt (specify which list and which #) from the following lists (or make up your own if u want) and an obx character

hug prompts

love prompts

angst prompts (you know me, i can’t resist angst)

dialogue prompts

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