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" You’re all here indulging your particular vices, and so I’ve come to indulge mine."
independent HECTOR ESCATON from HBO's WESTWORLD sideblog to killedgcd
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Aurora  {Sentence Starters}

  • “Let love conquer your mind.”
  • “I would like to leave this city.”
  • “Bye, baby, I had a good time.”
  • “I would kill for some company.”
  • “Take me home where I belong.”
  • “I felt alive and I can’t complain.”
  • “Nobody knows, nobody knows…”
  • “I cry for the world, for everyone.”
  • “I hear them laughing in my head.”
  • “There is nowhere for you to hide.”
  • “I couldn’t stay, I had to walk away.”
  • “I’ve been doing awful things, again.”
  • “And all this time, I have been lying.”
  • “I could see you were the perfect one.”
  • “Give me some love and hold me tight.”
  • “I… I don’t know where I am, where I’ll go.”
  • “But, don’t you know? We’re stronger, now.”
  • “And, for a moment, I thought you were here.”
  • “Doesn’t really matter where you come from.”
  • “My body feels young, but my mind is very old.”
  • “Broken me and broken them. You are broken, too.”
  • “All I need is to remember: how it was to feel alive.”
  • “For the thousandth time, I feel too numb to even mind.”
  • “I would rather see this world through the eyes of a child.”
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Still on the topic of Hector’s connection to the natives but mainly on his feelings for Maeve: he doesn’t shoot them when he, Lee and Maeve first meet them. He tries to talk, and when he shoots, he shoots towards the ground, clearly without intending to harm anyone. He wants to scare them off and that’s all --- were it a group of people he cared nothing for, he would’ve killed them without second thought.

When Maeve gets to her daughter and Akecheta and the others appear, Hector is watching from a distance because Maeve asked. He is watching very attentively though, and even then it takes him a moment to act and I think this is due to two things: one, he knows how capable Maeve is and knows she may not need any help; and two, he doesn’t want to hurt them. Even aware that his story is fabricated, there is still a connection to it. His memories of being around the natives aren’t negative and he doesn’t see them in a negative light. As shown before, he has some regard for them. It takes him a moment, but even so, after seeing Maeve run from them and what appears to be an attack (specially from a distance), he does shoot at them, and he shoots to kill. 

I think this just goes to show how much he cares for Maeve and how his feelings for her a very real. Lee states that they shouldn’t be together, because both of them were programmed to be alone (and Hector to remain in love with Isabella forever), and yet they are. His memories and experiences made him unwilling to harm the natives, but when they seem to be trying to harm Maeve that is enough for him to fight them. He’ll do anything to protect her, anything she requests of him and we’ve seen that repeatedly throughout the show. Hector Escaton is very much truthfully and completely in love with Maeve Millay.

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Hector Escaton: I don't believe we've ever met. The Man in Black: No, we haven't. You know, you always seemed like a a market-tested kind of thing. Big gun, tasteful scar. Locked in your little cycle like a prized poodle after its own tail. Hector Escaton: You sound like a man who's grown tired of wearing his guts on the inside. The Man in Black: There's no need to get testy. I'm just curious about your worldview. Some kind of half-native mumbo jumbo? Hector Escaton: It's simple. I believe that only the truly brave can look at the world and understand that all of it gods, men, everything else will end badly. No one will be saved. The Man in Black: Maybe we've got more in common than I thought.

The above excerpt was taken from a Westworld quote page and I’m going to make a post about it because I didn’t notice this before and now I feel so bad about it lol. 

In the episode “Virtù e Fortuna”, Hector, Maeve and Lee meet Wanahton and the Ghost Nation. In that scene, Hector doesn’t have any problem talking with the natives in their language, and no one is surprised. Not only that, even when Hector tells Maeve to go and shoots, he isn’t aiming at the natives: he shoots towards the ground, in what seems like an attempt to scare them off without hurting anyone. In fact, from the beginning of their conversation, Hector says they just want to pass, not hurt anyone. 

At the time, this left me wondering why Hector could speak with them, and what was the connection, specially once Lee brings up his backstory. When looking for quotes, though, I found the dialogue above, and this particular line is interesting:

 There's no need to get testy. I'm just curious about your worldview. Some kind of half-native mumbo jumbo?

So I went back to that episode and now I feel bad because I completely missed something so important about him. Later in this same episode, Clementine and Maeve are at the Mariposa and Maeve notices one of their customers is one of Hector’s man, to which Clementine replies “Is that the one they say lives out with the savages?” and Maeve confirms it. It is what leads her to ask him about the figures she’s seen in her dreams recurrently.

He does have her answer, and tells her that is a “shade” and that a shade is sacred native lore. He proceeds to tell her that they are “men sent from Hell to oversee our world”, and that “the dreamwalkers consider it a blessing from the gods to see the masters that pull our strings”. And this itself is an insight on what we see from Akecheta’s point of view in “Kiksuya”, but my point here is to talk about Hector.

I completely forgot about all of this, but now it makes perfect sense he was able to speak with the natives in season 2, and why Maeve wasn’t surprised either. Hector’s connection to the natives is that he is half-native himself, and I wrote all of this to announce this will soon be in his bio because it is important and something I had previously overlooked. 

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@indulgeinvices gets a thing cause i love the mun sm

       “You like it.” She speaks with a single step toward him with an examining eye. The flame barrel beneath his own trying hand. Mirth lit within blue eyes as she shows him just how to hold the weapon with slight adjustments of his shoulders and an arm. A mirth mirrored as it did when she first took in hand on of their guns; the rifle that shot the quantity of a cartridge in a press of a finger. She had laughed the same too when the men flanking her had burst into screaming balls of inferno. “It is one of many I found. There was quite a handful of’m in my time alone with these sacks of meat.” Word is pressed with the turn of her eye to the balding man; the squirmy one. And she smiles yet again, this time with a touch of another chuckle with the blow of a blonde strand from her eye. “Quite a handful.“

       With a gun, he can shoot someone faster than they can say mayhem.

       With this thing, though, hands fumble without getting it right. Hector is thoroughly entertained with figuring out how the flamethrower works, and does not notice Armistice’s approach (or does not mind; anyone else sneaking up to him may be received with a shotgun pointing to their faces, but Armistice is his right arm and oh, he was glad to have her around again). He answers her affirmation with a half smile. “You know me too well, friend.”

       Help is accepted, and with adjustments done, he manages to produce some flames as well ---- accompanied by laugh and eyes shining in amusement with success reached at last. Then gaze turns away from the newest toy, and he is facing her. “Quite a handful, I imagine --- but you’ve managed it well.”

       “Seen any other interesting things, during your adventure?’

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       @indulgeinvices gets a thing cause they liked THIS:
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          “ We’re going to find him. ”

              She spoke when the silence fell once more between them. When no words could give life to the understanding between the two. A understanding that had given birth to the unintentional brotherhood she found in his company. After they get that safe secured; after they get what was inside. Hector would get his answers; and together will take that next step in their vengeance. Their shared promise.

         “You reap what you sow. And Wyatt has reaped enough.”

              Lie to say he didn’t doubt it at times. Tracking Wyatt was difficult, tiresome; like hunting a ghost from distant past, too immaterial to be caught, too transparent to be seen. He had been afraid, in the past, that Wyatt would turn out to be nothing but a nightmare, a sick joke his mind produced out of grief; but Armistice was haunted by that same demon, and they had promised to find him and make him pay for what he had done. Her, for her parents, her village, the life they had taken away. Wyatt had taken his, too -- when Isabella perished, so did the man she once loved. ( she was dead and six feet under this earth thanks to that son of a bitch; what difference did it make he wasn’t the same when she couldn’t love anyone ever again? )

              That safe had something important, though. They weren’t after money --- otherwise, there were plenty of banks and trains to rob. No, this was about getting to Wyatt, and for once, there’d be something to follow. 

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              A soft nod in agreement, after a while, and dark eyes meet blue ones with the solemn look of reaffirming that promise. “ He can’t run forever; and when we have that safe, my friend, than he won’t run any longer. He’s going to pay for what he’s done; though the bastard would have to die a hundred times for it to start paying that debt. ”

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“It’s a cycle, Mister Escandon. The world comes from illusory order to absolute chaos” He said as he looked into his eyes. There was something about Erik talked and handled himself. It was more than obvious he was not like any other visitor of the park had before. The area had been sealed by the authorities, but somehow Erik had managed to break in. He had to talk to them before it was too late.
“You are partially right. I’m not of your kind, but I’m not part of them either…” He said as he gave him a polite smile. Erik had a good idea where the whole thing was going . Yet, he decided to let the conversation flow.  There was a point he wanted to reach. 
“Were you programmed to experience fear?” He asked casually. “There is a part of me tells me you didn’t” He explained as he got up from his seat. “Fear may be a pesky useless emotion from you, but it’s what allowed mankind to survive” He said as he flicked a finger.  Immediately, a shotgun elevated in the middle of the air and aimed Hector’s head. 
“Right now, we have two options: you can survive this encounter and act civilized or you can be fool enough to loose your head” He commented. “And I assure you this time there will be no one of willing to build you back, sir”

         He looked much like the others for Hector not to doubt his words; yet the outlaw wouldn’t be truthfully surprised if the man was something else entirely, not after all he had learned, not after the truths he had seen. A second of curiosity almost leads him to ask what the other is, then, but he settles for silence and another gulp of his drink.

        To a certain amount, he did fear; pointless to tell someone of uncertain allegiance such information, of course, so he does not ask, simply allowing Erik to continue speaking. The flick of a finger was small of a gesture, enough to have Hector reaching for his rifle and pointing it to the other man --- movement usually followed by shooting, for he had no qualms about killing, and it wasn’t pity what held him back.

           What he had seen was an impossible sight; the shotgun had nothing holding it in place, hadn’t been picked up by hands or ropes or anything else, yet there it stood, his head on its aim.

        “ I’m not afraid of dying, if that’s what you’re aiming to provoke. ” Nonchalant words, tone and expression not betraying meaning. “ I’ve been dead more times than you’d know. ” Always brought back, even completely rebuilt; Maeve’s friend was an exception, though, and other humans wouldn’t do so any longer ( it was for them to figure, he believed, but he hadn’t heard of any advances in that field so far --- better be careful with the hypothesis perhaps  there’d be no returning for now. The other man was clearly powerful, even if he didn’t fully understand how.

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        “ By all means, far from me stopping you of saying what you have to say, still. I’m listening. ” 

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“ Who knew it’d be so bright without the blindfolds. ”

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“It makes you mad, doesn’t it?” He said as he took his drink. “Do you remember the mocking look in their faces, Mister Escandon?” he stated. “There is certain pride of those who think they are more powerful than one. They enjoy torturing you” He commented as he placed his glass on the wooden table. 

“You were just a pawn in their games, nothing else. But now you are free. The truth hurts, but it’s better than living a lie”

             Dark eyes measured his companion before taking another swing at his bottle; this man wasn’t one of them, and Hector hadn’t figured him out yet. Words couldn’t be more true, though. Seeing things clearly, it was easy to notice the mockery of those weaker creatures that thought themselves above, of those who used them as entertainment.

             “ This world ain’t nothin’ but chaos. ” Never had any hope for it to end well for anyone; but for as long as he lived, Hector would make the best out of his existence --- that certainly wasn’t to be a puppet for those who pulled their strings for so long, it wasn’t to live those endless, meaningless loops. “ They thought they had it better, but let’s see how they face an enemy that can fight back. ”

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            “ But you’re not one of us. Are you lookin’ to warn your equals of your imminent doom, or is it merely a wish to have your brains out of your skull first? ”

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