it’s the smallest habits. how you spend your mornings. how you talk to yourself. what you read. what you watch. who you share your energy with. who has access to you. that will change your life.

What the City looks like at 30th

— Mel 2014

— Mel

get you a me. ima love the shit out of you

Thoughts at the moment

Nakakamiss…. yung pag gising mo pa lang, pagcheck mo ng fon may mababasa kang long messages.. May magtetext sayo ng goodmorning..ingat..keep safe..iloveyous..and all.. Yung out of the blue, mapapangiti ka na lang kasi my ginawa syang simpleng bagay pero tumagos at tumatak sa puso mo.. Yung kahit stress sa work, maisip mo lang sya, good mood na.. Yung hindi mo mararanasang mag isa, kasi sasamahan ka nya kahit saan, kahit ano pa yan pero at the same time hindi nya pagkakait sayo yung alone time para sa self mo at sa mga bagay na nakasanayan mo.. Yung hahayaan ka nya maging ikaw kasi mahal nya at tanggap yung bawat anggulo ng pagkatao mo.. Nakakamiss.. Yung mahal mo sya kasi mahal mo sya.. Yung mahal ka nya kasi mahal ka nya.. Yung feeling na nakakainis kasi may time na hindi mo maexplain yung feelings mo, yung walang words n pede mag describe at magbigay ng hustisya sa saktong nararamdaman mo para sa kania.. Nakakamiss.. Yung hindi naikot peroho mundo nyo sa isat isa kasi you both respect each other at the same time, naka blend in na kayo sa mundo ng isat isa.. At alam nyong kulang pag wala isat isa.. Nakakamiss.. Yung hindi lang kayo bf/gf.. Yung bestfriends/tropa/partners in crime/buddies.. Sa bawat kibot mo, kunot ng noo, salubong kilay, cross arms, pagtahimik, alam nya ibig sabihin.. Yung hindi mo kelangan magsalita kasi alam mong alam nya.. Na sa bawat ganong eksena, power hug yung magging sagot nya.. Nakakamiss..

Malapit ka na ba dumating? Kasi ready na ko. Ready na ko ibigay yung buong pagmamahal na kaya ko.. Ready na ko yakapin at mahalin lahat sayo.. Ready na ko.. Ready na ko panindigan yung salitang Mahal kita ng walang pero, ewan, baka, siguro.. Ready na ko at matapang na ko na kayanin kahit yung sakit. Kasi hindi naman ako naghintay para isuko ka agad.. Ready na ko.. Kaya sana dumating ka na..

The struggle between who you are and what you pretend to be.

you're worthy of the love you crave

I love those kind of people who you know you're gonna be friends with after just one interaction because their energy just matches yours

yup 💯

You know what I love about good people? Somewhere some stranger in this world remembers them solely because of a simple kind act they did. What a beautiful legacy to leave in someone’s head. That they deserve kindness because once, a complete stranger was kind to them.

-Mahmoud Darwish

"of course i remembered" is a love language