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Yeehaw Bröthër

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mangolover

Old Habits Die Hard - Ikevamp Arthur angst fanfiction

Title: Old Habits Die Hard
Prompt:  “Oh dear, you can go to the bitch you fucked behind me.
Fandom: Ikemen Vampire  / Ikevamp
Pairing: Arthur X F!MC
Genre: Angst
Warnings: talking about realpse, cheating, strong language
Spoilers: There are some spoilers here, no doubt. They won’t really mess up your experience while reading his main story, but be aware of them.
Word Count: 1000+
Description: F!MC and Arthur get together, but Arthur wasn’t ready to change his ways and he relapsed and cheated on MC, resulting in her leaving him n the 19th century France while she returned to present.
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Arthur has always been known as the frivolous playboy of the mansion. She was aware of that from the first time they met and he tried to get her laid, using his charisma and sweet talk only to get harshly rejected. But something about his ocean blue eyes and hair had her intrigued. She felt herself oddly drawn to him for whatever reason and no matter how much he wanted to be hated by her, she couldn’t stop her shameless thoughts from forming in the back of her mind. She desired him, she wanted to change his ways and make something that will last with him.

Every time they went to do their detective business together, her heart sang merrily because she could spend more time with him. It was one of those things that put a stupid, goofy smile on her face whenever she would look back on them, if only they weren’t so painful now.

He was a vampire with cold fangs that sunk into her skin on more than one occasion, hoping it will scare her away from his broken form, but she didn’t want to give up. Perhaps, it was her stubborn nature that gave her strength to continue to her goal, or perhaps it was love she felt for the doctor by the name Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, a mystery writer that loathed his own creation and that still struggled to solve one mystery.

How to keep her as far away from him as possible?

He never intended on harming her, he started to feel affection towards her himself, their feelings becoming mutual, but the fear that rooted itself deep within his bones long, long time ago wasn’t allowing him to admit them. He wasn’t worthy of love and the little rabbit that she was, she should’ve never fallen for a wolf like him.

Theo knew of his monsters they were best lads after all, no matter how hard he tried to deny it. But even before they met her, he knew that one day Arthur’s ways would be the end of him. That man couldn’t let go of the past and he only continued to torture himself every time he would write another Sherlock Holmes novel, yet he kept doing exactly that. He loathed himself more and more with every heart he broke while chasing after pretty skirts in town, yet he couldn’t drop the act. He wanted people to see what he wanted them to see. He tried so hard to believe in that himself, to believe that he was in fact, a playboy with a heart locked away, but he knew that wasn’t the case. Theo knew it too, hence why he wanted to bring them together.

She would’ve been the one thing that will write his life story differently, she would close that old book of his past that haunted him from when he was still alive and write a brand-new book, book filled with affection and change. But no matter their efforts, Arthur knew very well what that would mean and he couldn’t do it. That was too big of a step for him, he was too afraid of falling, like a child that was just learning to ride a bike. He wasn’t ready to close that book, instead he needed to write one more chapter, chapter that will lead into the new book his assistant was already plaining everything about.

If only that damned fear wasn’t standing in the way of their happiness, he could’ve been a happy man now. Man that lived showered in happiness and love. But that damned destiny had other plans. She decided to write his own book by her own plans and rules. And her rules were simple, a love story between a human and a vampire was deemed to be tragic, no matter how hard anyone tried to change that.

He wanted to be happy, there’s no point in denying that. He wanted to smile with his heart again, to love and be loved. He finally got enough courage to take that step, to skip the ending of his first book. He finally admitted that he loved her and they got together, skipping one full moon to stay together. Theo was finally happy for him, his lad was ready for a change, hondje surely was the best thing in his life.

But old habits die hard and fears can’t be forgotten. The dread he felt in his bones after they started dating, after it wasn’t just a one-night stand anymore, it started eating him alive. He wasn’t read for this. He tried to fight it, a path to change is a hard and rocky one, but no one was prepared for what was to come.

Arthur relapsed and went into his old state again. He needed it for just one more night, to be free, to finally be able to close that chapter in his life. And by doing so, he broke her trust, leaving her heart with a deep and bloody scar…

He admitted to everything to very next morning and he could tell by her red eyes that she had not gotten any sleep. It was too much for her to bare. But Arthur needed that comfort… He wanted reassurance, but he wasn’t worthy of it in her eyes anymore.

She awaited the next full moon, ready to leave this as a faded memory even if her painful heart was still throbbing in her chest. Arthur learned of her going away and for the first time in almost a whole month, he got out of his locked room and chased after her.

“Luv, please, please look at me!” He begged with quivering voice as he tried to take hold of her delicate hand, but she pulled it away.

“Leave me alone Sir Doyle,” that was like a shot to his heart. It was a cold way to tell him to back off. She didn’t want anything to do with him anymore.

“P-please, don’t leave me! I-I need you by my side…” he was crying now, desperately begging her to stay with him.

"Oh dear, you can go to the bitch you fucked behind me.” Was all she uttered before she opened the door that would permanently get her away from there, from him. She stepped through it and it slammed right into Arthur’s face, the loud bang covering the sound of their hearts completely shattering and destiny laughing in their faces…

The end.

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I was gonna joke "mom phineas and ferb are gaslighting me" then realized they kind of do technically gaslight candace and now I am losing my mind

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froggierboy

phineas and ferb literally actively TELL linda that candace is telling the truth in many episodes. often they tell her "we built a rocket today" or some shit. it's linda who doesn't take any of her children seriously; she believes that candace makes things up or exaggerates and that phineas and ferb are playing pretend. on top of everythinf else going on i can NOT accept phineas and ferb slander on my dash today

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rhoga

Heart attacks symptoms are different for women. I recently learned this. 

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veggiebaker

Everyone should know these things.

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131-di

thanks to mainstream media and being unable to show breasts on TV, way too few people know about female signs of cardiac distress, and impending heart attacks. they only know about the “pain in the left arm” male symptom.

i had all these symptoms once and they sent me right to hospital

it was scary bc i didnt know these were the symptoms for female heart issues

Please, please, PLEASE, reblog this. i don’t know if I did save or called false alarm, with my boss’ life tonight. I felt I was being a bit paranoid, overreacting, but I told Mirage my thoughts and he, after reading over the article I showed him, immediately sprung into action and then shooed her off to the hospital. I don’t know if I did or not, but I knew she’d been super stressed. She’d off-handedly commented on her arm tingling and I asked her if she felt queasy on a hunch. I went to look at the symptoms and we went from there.

Holy shit, I didn’t even think the symptoms would be different between men and women. This is so hugely important and I don’t understand why we aren’t taught this. 

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moonblossom

One of the other symptoms that doesn’t get talked about , especially in women, is a “feeling of impending doom”. I am not even kidding, that is a legitimate diagnostic criteria. Please - if you are feeling any of these symptoms and a sudden onset of “Holy shit the world is ending” do not let anyone tell you it’s “just nerves” or “just heartburn” or something.

Keep these in mind ESPECIALLY IF YOU’VE GOT HEART DISEASE IN YOUR FAMILY!  So many more women die from heart attacks than because they don’t recognize the symptoms when they’re so different. Please stay safe and stay informed.

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monchursouls

Boost

Oh look at that. Those are all symptoms (yes even the impending doom one) I felt last week before going to hospital after all. Would have been nice to know beforehand, but after all I had suspected a heart attack 🤷🏻‍♀️

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dspressed

Just a reminder that Vincent van Gogh did not eat yellow paint to make himself feel happy, he ate paint, and drank different chemicals because he was suicidal and this is why he was not allowed in his studio while having breakdowns. He also did not paint starry night and his other great works because he was depressed, he painted most of them while he was in recovery and demonstrated his hopefulness and love of the world through this. Most of his great works were painted from his room at a hospital. Van Gogh’s depression should not be glorified. His hope and effort toward a better life, as well as his recovery from depression should be glorified.

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Me at 10: I can read at a college reading level and and so literate! I’m going to Harvard!

Me now: haha oof it do be ruff tho

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nam-jonie

me and my 2 friends giving up studying for 3 quizzes and 2 presentations and playing among us at 3 AM has to be the biggest mood of the month

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stimman3000

youtube.com/watch?v=tc-jMrxgPsw&t=47s

this is cool but why is it shot like the intro credits of a crime drama

if you told me this was from an episode of Hannibal where he makes chocolate w human blood i would 1000% believe you

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Breonna Taylor

Born June 5, 1993. Killed by police March 13, 2020. Her life matters. Breonna Taylor worked as an EMT, and she aspired to be a nurse. She was working during the coronavirus crisis. She had no criminal past and was guilty of no crime when police murdered her as she slept.

Source: O: The Oprah Magazine

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