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The Sqwerls Nest

@hammocksqwerl

Randomness and Fandomness 34, transmasculine non-binary, they/them or he/him
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teethcult
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nessynoname

SCIENCE TUMBLR, EXPLAIN!

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kedreeva

Hello that is a touch lamp and basically it uses something called capacitors to turn off and on. Capacitors in touch lamps store charges and when those charges are altered, they activate an oscillator responsible for turning the lamp off and on.

Humans have what is called body capacitance; we can store tiny electrical charges in our bodies and use them to activate touch sensors (which is why your phone's touch screen works, too, and why it won't work if you're wearing cloth gloves that aren't conductive), for example, altering the charge in a capacitor like the one in this lamp.

The cat doesn't have enough body capacitance to set this lamp off, but it IS conductive enough to relay a human's charge. So when the human makes contact with the conductive bare skin of the cat's nose, their charge travels through the cat to the lamp through their toe bean, activating the lamp. Fur is not conductive, so it won't do it when the human just pets the cat.

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There’s a reason a sewing kit includes scissors, a wood shop has a saw, and a kitchen is full of knives. In order to build something, to create something on purpose, you have to be prepared to cut away what’s extra. A bolt of cloth does not a blanket make, a piece of wood a shelf, nor a loaf of bread a sandwich. When you snip off frayed bits of string, cut the wood into shape, or slice the end off a loaf of bread you are creating, with the act of removal, something closer to what you desire. 

Now let’s say you’re not sewing a blanket, you’re not building a shelf, not making a sandwich. Let’s say you’re crafting a life in which you are happy. You will end up removing things. You’ll leave partners, stop talking to family members, let go of friends. You’ll move apartments, lose jobs, change wardrobes. And you will feel their absence. You’ll look at the scraps of cloth, the odd angles of wood, the stale end of the loaf. But that cloth couldn’t keep you warm and that tiny corner of wood can’t store books. You wouldn’t be full from that little bit of bread or happy with that person. In the art of creating there is the act of removal and it is essential. 

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A good thread on whether “queer” is a slur and if it should be used or not.

“If I am unashamed of being queer, you do not get to give that word BACK to the fuckwits who made it a slur.”

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dani-kin

you do not get to give that word BACK to the fuckwits who made it a slur

EVERYBODY WHO CAME OUT BEFORE YOU HAS TAKEN THE ROCKS AND BOTTLES AND MADE THEM INTO SHIELDS AND WINDCHIMES

Holy motherfucking shit. Don’t fucking come at me about Queer is a slur. I FUCKING KNOW IT IS. It was hurled at me like a fucking spear all through my youth. I know it’s a god damn slur. And it’s mine. You don’t get to take it away from me because you can’t take also away the scars it gave me while I was standing in front of my younger queer siblings in this community. 

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jenroses

always, always reblog this one.

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kyraneko

If my enemy swings a sword at me and I take that sword away from them, it’s my sword now. And the person telling me I can’t use it because it belongs to my enemy and I have to give it back to them sounds quite a bit like an enemy themselves.

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excalibelle

^^ god that analogy

THIS.

Vilifying the word “queer” is a way of erasing certain identities within the queer community; it is not a rational or valid complaint against the word itself. Because if it were rational, its opposers would also be vilifying practically every other word by which we have ever called ourselves, as almost all of those words have been previously used to oppress us.

No community that deploys such exclusionary tactics against its own has ever survived. We cannot afford to start now.

Specifically, villifying the word “queer” is a way of trying to build a resurgence of the utterly failed homophile" movement that predated Stonewall, in which rich upper-class white cis gays and lesbians aggressively excluded everyone else in order to sell themselves to mainstream society as “normal”.

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Disabled people being killed off or cured in stories tells us very clearly that we are not wanted and it fucking hurts

Do you not want to be cured, though? Say, if you had the chance to live without your disability, would you not take it?

  1. No I do not want to be cured of being disabled, many disabled people do not, I am not the problem to be fixed, society is.
  2. Even for those who want to be cured, curing characters does nothing for them except remove representation

And even for disabilities that are solely or almost solely negative, like illnesses, curing a character that has a disease that cannot be cured in real life removes the representation to those people still living with the disease. I’d love to see representation of people with joint pain, and i’d fucking love a cure for my pain. But I wont get one. And curing a character when the people their representing can not be cured only serves to tell us “you can not be happy until you’re cured.” and we can’t be cured, ie we can’t be happy. Don’t even get me started on disabilities that aren’t bad like autism or deafness.

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turtwig387

Curing characters does nothing for them except remove representation

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Nat2020 Giveaway

Hello Travelers! 

As promised, once I hit 6,969 followers, I would do a giveaway. I had originally planned to launch this giveaway on January 1st, but family emergencies occurred so it is starting today, January 10th, 2020. Let’s make this year a smashing success, with two nat20s in a row! 

This giveaway will have TWO prizes

The 1st place prize will consist of :

  • a custom made 8 oz candle, just for the winner, in any scent combination (even ones not in the shop) – we will work together to make something that is unique to you!
  • a campaign notes notebook 
  • a custom made d20
  • Valued at $50 USD

The 2nd place prize will consist of:

  • a custom made d20
  • two bars of soap in any combination available in the shop 
  • Valued at $39 USD

The Rules: 

  1. You must be following @dnd-apothecary . Yes I will be checking. 
  2. 1 Reblog = 1 Entry. Enter as much as you like, do not spam your dashboard with it
  3. If you have multiple blogs, please tag your reblog with your main blog name!
  4. Do not tag it as giveaway, or it will mess up the notes for everyone and no one will win. If you want to tag it as something, tag it as #nat2020giveaway (either to keep track of your reblogs or to blacklist it)
  5. The giveaway will be active from today, January 10th, 2020 through January 31st, 2020 11:59 pm Central time
  6. The winners will be chosen via Random Number Generator
  7. You must have your messages open February 1st, 2020, as I will be contacting the winners via messages. If no response is had from the winners by February 2nd, 2020, I will choose new winner(s).
  8. This is open world wide, and I will cover the cost of shipping

Extra Info: 

  • No purchase necessary to win, purchasing things will not increase your chances to win. 
  • This giveaway is not associated with Tumblr, etc
  • Prizes will be sent out after February 15th, 2020, based on how complex the custom items are.
  • If you don’t feel like testing your luck, please visit my Etsy Store (50% off nearly everything, free priority shipping after $35 [USA only on that, sorry])
  • You don’t have to continue to follow after the giveaway but hopefully you’re not just following me for the chance at free stuff
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I have waited ALL FUCKING YEAR TO POST THIS

Santa is coming tonight.

And none of us are getting ANYTHING CUZ WE’RE ALL A BUNCH OF DISGUSTING PERVERTS

But that’s fine.

I bought myself the Loki costume in Minecraft, so its a Merry fucking Christmas for me!

Happy Holidays, followers!

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the fight is harder each year.

gotta keep going because nothing ever stops.

you deserve to be new and whole.

Can someone explain what’s happening besides someone being reborn?

In the first comic, which is from the Warrior’s point of view, the Warrior has defeated the Monster, who jeers that there will always be another Monster to fight. The Monster dissolves into mist, leaving another tiny, baby Monster in its place. The Warrior picks up this helpless new baby Monster and carries it away. They will try again and do better this time.

In the second comic, which is from the Monster’s point of view, the Monster says that this has to happen; it can’t come with the Warrior, and there will always be another.  It tells the Warrior to use what they have learned to fight.  It wants to die knowing that the Warrior has hope for the future.  It dissolves into mist, and the exhausted Warrior collapses. The new baby Monster comes and brings the Warrior some water in a leaf.  Because we are reading this in the Monster’s voice, we realize that it is a new Monster, but also somehow, magically, the same.  We also see that the Monster is not inherently evil.  It is only very strong, and inevitable.

The third comic is a dialogue between the Monster and the Warrior.  The Warrior is exhausted and horrifically wounded. The Monster is also horribly maimed.  They are both dying. The Warrior doesn’t want to fight anymore.  The Monster tells them to rest and heal. The Warrior hands over their amulet, and we see the Monster’s paw become a hand just before they both dissolve into mist.  It clears, revealing that the Monster has turned into a beautiful humanoid, who says they will take care of the new baby monster the Warrior has turned into.  The two have changed roles.  The Warrior takes up the former Warrior’s gear and strides into the new year with the new baby Monster riding on their shoulders.

It is a beautiful, ruthless, hopeful metaphor about keeping up the good fight, year after year, even when we are worn down, and how we can still face the new year with hope and light, no matter how painful the last one was, and how it is okay to rest if we can’t fight.

It’s not the new year, but things are so difficult for so many of us right now, and we are so worn down from so many fights on so many fronts, I feel like we could all use this again.  Love, rest, fight, love.

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even if ‘they’ was grammatically incorrect for a singular pronoun, if you value grammar over a human being then there’s a bigger problem here

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jensteed

This says it all.

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i was doing that thing where you go to a hardware store for craft purposes and keep having to explain to the employees that no, you don’t need help, and yes, you really do need to just wander through every aisle in the store and poke at everything made of brass, and after half an hour of this the elderly shopkeeper asked me yet again if he could help me find anything, but this time when i said no he stared at me for a moment and seemed to have some kind of realization.

“ah,” he said, “you’re Creating.”

and then he smiled sagely and walked away.

Ah yes, the ‘I know what I need it for but not what it IS and whatever I use it for will certainly not be related to its intended purpose’ hardware store search

I used to be a dragking and one Christmas we were going to do "Dick in a Box" of SNL fame. I was tasked to make Christmas boxes wearable and to be able to be spun around on the "axis". It was really funny trying to explain to the guy at Home Depot what I was trying to do.

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thefrogman
Anonymous asked:

Towards the whole "pronouns hurt people's feelings" topic. Am I REALLY the only person on the planet that thinks people are becoming far to sensative? Nearly to the point that they shouldn't leave their little home bubbles in the case that a bird chirps next to them in a way that sounds like a mean word. Maybe, JUST MAYBE, we're becoming a little TOO coddling and people need to learn to deal with simplistic shit like words. And yes, I've been insulted and made fun of. I got over it. So can you.

Supposedly invented by the Chinese, there is an ancient form of torture that is nothing more than cold, tiny drops falling upon a person’s forehead. 

On its own, a single drop is nothing. It falls upon the brow making a tiny splash. It doesn’t hurt. No real harm comes from it. 

In multitudes, the drops are still fairly harmless. Other than a damp forehead, there really is no cause for concern. 

The key to the torture is being restrained. You cannot move. You must feel each drop. You have lost all control over stopping these drops of water from splashing on your forehead. 

It still doesn’t seem like that big of a deal. But person after person, time and time again—would completely unravel psychologically. They all had a breaking point where each drop turned into a horror. Building and building until all sense of sanity was completely lost. 

“It was just a joke, quit being so sensitive.”

“They used the wrong pronoun, big deal.”

“So your parents don’t understand, it could be worse.”

Day after day. Drop after drop. It builds up. A single instance on its own is no big deal. A few drops, not a problem. But when you are restrained, when you cannot escape the drops, when it is unending—these drops can be agony. 

People aren’t sensitive because they can’t take a joke. Because they can’t take being misgendered one time. Because they lack a thick skin. 

People are sensitive because the drops are unending and they have no escape from them. 

You are only seeing the tiny, harmless, single drop hitting these so-called “sensitive” people. You are failing to see the thousands of drops endured before that. You are failing to see the restraints that make them inescapable.

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ariabauer

100 Carmilla Stories - RunWithWolves Masterpost

Missing Hollstein? Already re-watched the series dozens of times? Need some Carmilla in your life? Then I have the fics for you. Seriously. I’ve written 100 Carmilla stories and categorized them here for your convenience (some stories fit into multiple but i did my best)

If you want…

Fake Dating/Marriage - i just really love this trope

  1. Politician Carmilla has to get engaged to someone for her campaign and ends up with her long time best friend Laura. Marriage of Convenience
  2. When Laura hears that actress Carmilla is fake dating her ex, she has some words for her best friend. A Rational Irrationality
  3. Princesses Laura and Carmilla told the world they were dating to get out of arranged marriages. It’s easy til they fall in love. Not Really a Royal Romance
  4. Laura wakes up in the hospital to find ex Carmilla at her side after they apparently got married a decade before. The Girl Who Got Away
  5. As far as anyone knows, pHd candidates Laura and Carmilla hate each other. Lab Manager Laf is onto them. Worst Lab Partner Ever

General Fantasy - Supernatural beyond just vampires

  1. Hollstein are dragon riders and Carmilla is not taking the responsibility seriously enough for Laura. Just A Girl and Her Dragon
  2. Vampire Carmilla never expected to find old roomate Laura working a magical flower store in Diagon Ally. Lophii’s Blooms
  3. Carmilla never wanted magic and Laura can’t unlock her own, they’re stuck together until they figure it out. circle of magic au Magic of My Own
  4. Movies at Silas come to life and drag Carmilla into the role of Prince Charming while Laura gets sleeping beauty. Silas Movie Night
  5. Werewolf Laura and Vampire Carmilla don’t get along and Carmilla doesn’t understand why Laura doesn’t turn her over tot he hunters. Like Cats and Dogs
  6. Carmilla’s the best surgeon in the hospital but she swallows her pride and asks Dr Hollis for help when she gets an unusual sickness. Paging Doctor’s Hollis and Karnstein
  7. Laura is angry because Carmilla thinks her blood tastes gross and spits it out instead of killing her. False Advertising 
  8. Clockwork Au: Laura and Carmilla to each have creatures made of clockwork (dragon and cat respectively) that represent their souls.  Silver and Gold 

Myths and Fairytales - sometimes you need a Hollstein happily ever after

  1. Sassy Laura barges into Carmilla’s castle with a rose and demands a curse be lifted from her father.  Beauty in A Beast ft Catmilla
  2. Cupid Laura is determined to find vampire Carmilla’s soulmate even if Carmilla doesn’t want her too. Stalked By Cupid
  3. Totally-in-love Laura and a tiny kitten Catmilla. Princess and the Frog twist, The Princess and the Kitten
  4. Goddess of Spring Laura is accidentally kidnapped by Lord of the Dead Carmilla. Hades/Persephone AU. Queen of the Underworld 
  5. Carmilla goes overboard into the ocean during a storm and never expected a mermaid to pluck her from the sea. Kissed a Mermaid
  6. War is over and shepherd god Carmilla can’t wait to go home to her wife. Sumerian god au. The Shepherd God
  7. Orphan Laura falls in love with witch!Carmilla and chases after Carmilla when she runs. King Arthur au. Sword In My Stone Heart
  8. The gods disappeared and Greek demigod Laura demands Sumerian demigod Carmilla help her save them. Daughter of Love and War

Science Fiction Fun - time travel and space and oh my!

  1. Carmilla’s time machine keeps taking her to a small human child. When Carmilla stops coming back, grown up Laura stows away. Time Travel Malfunction
  2. After graduation, bffs Carmilla and Laura take their spaceship on a roadtrip with definitely no pining. Roadtrip To the Stars
  3. Captain Hollis is forced to let cocky co-pilot Carmilla join her starship crew as she tries to stop black holes from devouring the universe. Star Filled Memories

Cops or Superheroes Au - nothing like a good bout of crime fighting and a mystery to get flirty Hollstein roaring to life

  1. Laura as a detective and Carmilla as the flirty annoying writer following her around as they try to solve murders.  Write Me A Murder
  2. Laura who doesn’t have superpowers trying to navigate a school for the superpowered featuring asshat with superstrength Carmilla. Powerless
  3. FBI agent Carmilla trapped in a bank/bomb heist and sending flirty notes to the hostage negotiator Laura. Don’t Let Go
  4. Supervillain Carmilla and superhero Laura being arch-enemies and yet their alter egos are roommates. Beneath the Boots and Leather
  5. Special Agent Hollis would have an easier time getting through the laser field if her annoying partners wasn’t so flirty. Mission Flirtable
  6. Vampires know there’s no such thing as superheros. Laura didn’t get the memo and she’s now Carmilla’s problem. Not a Superhero
  7. Fire Princess Carmilla has flames at her fingertips and still isn’t ready for her air-powered roommate. atla au Fire In My Veins and Air in My Lungs
  8. Star Reporter Laura is determined to get an interview with Superwoman if only her incompetent partner Carmilla stopped getting in the way. At The Daily Planet
  9. Batwoman doesn’t have time for dating even if Wonder Woman ‘call me Laura’ makes her heart flutter. No Dating For Batwoman

Could Be During Canon? - Trying to fit stories inside the world we love

  1. Reincarnation AU where Carmilla’s vampirism allows her to die and then come back to life 9 times. Nine Lives to Die
  2. Carmilla plans a date after Laura asked her to the Zeta party. s1 Date Like it’s 1698
  3. Each episode written in an extremely snarky tone in Carmilla’s diary.  Dear Creampuff 
  4. Countess Karnstein is looking for the partner who dances in step with her.  The Right Partner
  5. Laura is the girl who cares and Carmilla doesn’t know what to do when she stops. s2 story. A Question of Caring
  6. 8 times Laura uses a Bandaid and 2 times she doesn’t.  Stick an Apatosaurus to My Heart
  7. Even though Laura’s dead, alt-Carm keeps hearing her heartbeat everywhere she goes. Floating Through A Stone Wall
  8. Laura breathes until she doesn’t. Carmilla doesn’t breathe until she does. With Human Breath
  9. Hollstein gets trapped in the s2 cellar with a magical snowstorm raging upstairs. Cuddling for warmth. Colder Than Our Hearts
  10. Hollstein says hey a lot. It’s kind of their thing. A look at all seasons and the movie and what that word means. Hey

Canon Alternatives - twists on the way it went

  1. Carmilla dies from the Dean’s sword and Laura brings her back, binding them together forever. The Golden Heart of Paris
  2. Laura gets her heart back but doesn’t wake up so Mattie comes to her with a deal. Hold Her Hand
  3. Danny is dead and the the campus is gone and Laura Hollis has had enough of people dying in her name. An Explanation for Deification
  4. Laura saved them all from Vordenberg but paid a price Carmilla wish she hadn’t to channel a god’s power. Behind Your Ancient Eyes
  5. Laura had meant to do romantic things for Carmilla, she’d just thought they’d have more time. I Meant To Do That
  6. LaFerry fic where Laf is a ghost and keeps stealing substance from Carmilla so that Perry can touch them. Define Death
  7. Saving Laura to be the only reason Carmilla would ever willingly get back inside the coffin. Coffin of Starlight
  8. Barely friends Carmilla and Laura literally glued together including obligatory shower scene. The Sticking Incident 
  9. Mircalla’s doesn’t remember her past but her next client looks familar and, instead of taking her ‘services’, just wants to talk. Find You In the Dark
  10. One Carmilla was bad, Laura has no idea how to handle 2 version of her ex girlfriend when they’re stuck in the library. Split Personality, Literally
  11. Laura has amnesia but is thrilled to find out the hot vampire by her bed is her wife. Absolute jackpot Wake Up With a Hot Wife
  12. Carmilla’s soul is trapped in the pit and Laura and the scooby gang have to figure out how to put her back together. Colours of A Soul

After Canon Ends - what could happen next

  1. Post Movie Hollstein and their daughter go looking for the fountain of youth. Retcon the retcon. Family Trip to the Fountain
  2. Papa Hollis gives a speech at a Hollstein wedding that gives all the feels as he tells Laura’s life story. That’s My Daughter
  3. Vamp Laura going through a photo album and telling stories about her adventures with Carmilla. A Live Well Lived 
  4. Laura, her father, and eventually Carmilla leave letters on Laura’s mother’s tombstone. Until We Meet Again
  5. Mortal Laura and immortal Carmilla trying to figure out their lives and how to handle forever. Dandelion Promises
  6. Vampires can’t go inside churches but Carmilla still likes to listen to the bells. Laura follows her. post movie. Monstrous Grace
  7. Laura leaves a letter for Carmilla to give to all of Laura’s reincarnations over the centuries. The One Who Loves Her Next
  8. Pregnant Laura has weird 2am cravings for Carmilla to try and fill. 9 Months of Mustard

Musical Hollstein - Trying to write melody with words

  1. Tired world class musician Carmilla gives beginner Laura lessons and falls a little bit in love with her and the music. Teach Me to Play
  2. Carmilla’s sent to interview her ex, pop star Laura. It’s been years and Carmilla can still see the brokenness her mother put on Laura’s face. To Hope Beyond an Unfinished Melody

Coffee Shop and Cooking Hollstein

  1. Laura moves in with the hot coffee barista she has a crush on it’s both the best and the worst. Coffee Cupcake Crush
  2. Laura can’t make coffee but she can set up all her customers with each other, the only person she can’t find a match for is fellow barista and ‘cupid-in-crime’ Carmilla. The Ultimate Coffee Shop Au
  3. Angsty chefs Hollstein run a cooking show but when things get hot in the kitchen, they become secret exes with benefits. Cooking With Hollstein

Human Hollstein - Nothing supernatural. Just our girls being cute.

  1. Billionaire playgirl Carmilla can’t bring herself to be a playboy when it’s Laura she’s taking as her date. Read The Carmilla Karnstein Special
  2. Laura sees a girl on the subway but couldn’t speak to her so writes a ‘missing person’ ad instead. Missed Connections
  3. Aggressive salesman Laura sells girl scout cookies with tiny Laf and knocks on Carmilla’s door. Just Buy the Cookies
  4. Adorable sticky note conversations between broody Carmilla and the girl on the day shift who stole her mug. The Mug Thief 
  5. Drunk Carmilla comes into Laura’s tattoo shop and demands a tattoo on her butt.  Tattoos and Bikinis
  6. Laura literally falls into Carmilla’s lap on the bus and a spunky older gentleman gives love advice. Strangers on a Bus
  7. Laura’s not very good a camping and the night’s cold when your tent collapses, might have to share sleeping bags. To Build A Tent
  8. Librarian Karnstein  enjoys annoying Professor Hollis by rearranging the books to see her scrunched nose. Librarian Hottie
  9. Laura signs up to be a toymaking Christmas elf but gets a grumpy partner who hates making toys. Christmas Trains
  10. Hockey player Laura is determined to get concessions booth worker Carmilla to love the skating rink. Cookies Cupcakes and Hockey Captains.

High School Hollstein Stories

  1. Nerd Laura becomes the quarterback and only reluctant cheerleader Carmilla doesn’t change around her. A Classic High School Love Story 
  2. Laura is desperate for cookies and Carmilla ate them all after high school home ec. How to Avoid Kale
  3. Hollstein neighbours shoot nerf guns and marshmallow guns and water guns at each other. War of the Windows
  4. Hollstein becoming friend in kindergarten and then grow up together while getting into all kinds of trouble. Loving Trouble

Hollstein with Animals - Fluffier than fluff because animals are fluffy

  1. Reluctant dog walker Carmilla can’t say no to vet Laura’s requests to walk various animals so they get exercise. Puppy Dog Eyes
  2. Pet Store worker Carmilla saves Laura after she kills Laf’s fish. Again and again. One Fish Two Fish
  3. Carmilla’s cat to keep bringing home some mysterious girl’s underwear. Drawer of Lingerie
  4. Carmilla’s cat gets Laura’s cat pregnant and Laura demands Carmilla co-parent the kittens. Bonus unexpected canoe. Kitten Kisses 
  5. Carmilla rescuing Laura from evil spiders in the laundry room. For Fear of Spiders

 Playing With Words - Hollstein examined in a story

  1. The story on campus before Carmilla reached room 307 told like Welcome to the Nightvale. Welcome To Silas
  2. Writing the movie plot before the movie came out with Hollstein engagement and Ell closure. It’s Not About the Plot
  3. Laura’s a baker, Carmilla’s a firefighter. An examination of what a Hollstein story really is. A Generic Carmilla Story
  4. Detailing the 100 little ways Hollstein fell in love over the seasons. 100 Ways They Fell in Love

Soulmates - because who doesn’t love some soulmate Aus. Usually twisted from the typical soulmate version or an original idea

  1. Tiny literal hearts to pop up every time Carmilla looks at Laura and all Carmilla wants is for Laura to NEVER SEE THEM.Love is Orange
  2. The scars from one person to show up only on the body of their soulmate featuring a Carmilla who is scarless for centuries and a Laura who will only wear long sleeves.  Scars Inside
  3. Timer soulmate au where Carmilla meets a tiny five year old Laura on her first day of school and suddenly finds her timer has started counting down to the moment they fall in love. A Broken Pocketwatch
  4. A mirror will let you see your soulmate every year on your birthday but everyone is convinced there’s been a mistake when 21th century Laura sees 17th century Carmilla in the mirror. The Mirror Between Us 
  5. Fairy Laura follows her soulmate compass through a jungle only to find a panther. Carmilla’s not interested in soulmates. Follow Your Arrow
  6. Everyone is born with a soulmate marker to write the name of their chosen soulmate on their skin. Vampires don’t have ink. s1-3 We Chose Each Other
  7. Child countess Carmilla wished on stars for a best friend and got an imaginary lion. Centuries later, child Laura makes the same wish and finds a panther on her doorstep. Wishing On Imaginary Stars
  8. Carmilla has never seen color until the world starts flickering when a kid can’t find their mom. A Hint of Colour
  9. You can hear the music of your own soul and your soulmate but vampire Carmilla can’t hear the music. After Ell separates them, can Laura find her again and again? In Every Universe You Are My Symphony

This has been a 3 year labour of love. The stories vary in length from about 2k to over 100,000k for a total of more than half a million words. Have suggested stories? Let people know! It’s a big list!

Hope you enjoy them and thank you for all of your support creampuffs! <3 Aria

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Your purpose in life is not to love yourself but to love being yourself.

If you goal is to love yourself, then your focus is directed inward toward yourself, and you end up constantly watching yourself from the outside, disconnected, trying to summon the “correct” feelings towards yourself or fashion yourself into something you can approve of.

If your goal is to love being yourself, then your focus is directed outward towards life, on living and making decisions based on what brings you pleasure and fulfillment.

Be the subject, not the object. It doesn’t matter what you think of yourself. You are experiencing life. Life is not experiencing you.

Thank you this is the first post about self love that hasn’t made me want to throw things

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