changing tungles

to any who might see this ... hi! it's been forever and a half lol

I, uh, plan on doing a fresh start of things. I'm not satisfied with this tumblr, not like "ugh i was a horrible person" but like "yep that was a lil cringe and I dont want that on record anymorebyeeeeeeeee"

I know there'll never be a time where I won't do something I find embarrassing about myself, but like, mostly I want a clean slate, ya know?

So, in 24 hours, I'm gonna archive this tumbler-bumbler bit of a mess and if you wanna find me you can come to my **brand new tumbles*** at https://thysleepymoss.tumblr.com/ or see me at deviantart here I even made a new twitter thing, what the hell is up with that lmao

Im doing some last minute cleanups here, and then Im outie!! I'll make sure to always leave a link back to where I am now.

Work has been busy and tiring, but I'm still doing okay!! I had to do two closing shifts without being trained for them bc someone dropped them I guesss? I don't have any funny work stories yet, there have been nice customers, rude ones, inbetween ones. The place I work is part bakery, and one time a man seemed Genuinely Upset that we couldn't put cream cheese on his bagle. We can't cause safety issues, but we give you a little tub instead. It has literally always been this way????? Idk it seemed very silly to me in the moment. I did meet a cute little boy with a lobster toy, I don't remember the lobsters name but I'm sure it was important cause the kid wanted to show off his lobster and how could I say no? Before he and his family left the dad came back around and told me "god bless your soul that was the nicest thing you did." I was very stunned and awed and it pretty much made my day. So I guess if I have a bad one I have to remember the boy with the lobster and how cure he was.

Sorry for the lack of communication lately.  I know I’ve already said that a billion times. But I am sorry.  And tired.  I’m sure you are too, that’s okay.

I finally got a job!  That’s good.  I had to quit my old one after the car crash, it was too stressful, but now I’m working at a Panera Bread place and it’s a much more comforting atmosphere.

i fucked up again, as per use

i’ve totaled my dad’s car.  this happened on friday at night.  i tried to unlock myphone.  dont be stupid like me and do that.  dnt do it, dont fucking do it.

Sorry for long time no talk guys. I started to go on a mini vaca to my Aunt's house, and while I was there I filled out online forms for a job and now I have one??? Like I got this job within 24 hours like holy shit. So I've been busy past couple of days. That's also part of why I haven't posted a new chapter or talked or anything. It's not that I don't want to, it's been me going about being an adult and being busy and tired. I am very excited about this job and I'm happy uo be doing it, to be doing something but ... fuck I know it's almost useless to vent here, I know I should march downstairs and talk to dad about my feelings cause he's putting a major damper on them, probably without realizing it. I'm up in my room on my phone, and chances are he won't see this cause he doesn't check my tumblr I don't think but ... God it's like every time I find a new passion, a new person to love (platonic or romantic), think about starting a new career he always has multiple negative comments about it ... it's not fucking fair it's like every singe time I get happy about something he does this. And maybe he's trying to prevent me from getting hurt by being a pessimist. But it just feels like I can't enjoy these sorts of thiga, or anything. I'm supposed to be resting now, that's why I'm in bed for a bit but I can't help but think and wonder and be sad ... why won't he let me have this? Why won't he let me show my concern for his health? I don't understand. I want to understand but he won't talk. Lots of people say don't listen to those who bring you down but he's my father and I love him. I want him to be happy, be healthy. So why is he not letting me be?

my stomach is Very Upset with me for having two coffees today ( I don’t normally drink coffee, ever bc health reasons).  i had one this morning bc i didn’t sleep well and i wanted to be awake for my job meeting thing.  and we met at a coffee place so it was kind only polie to get some coffee (which i spilled on myself twice lmao, once on the white shawl and one on my green skirt) so now im going to go lay down and hope my tummy stops hating me

And here we have AJ the skelepony!  I admit the idea of spaghetti-pie doesn’t sound very appeasing, but I imagine AJ could make apple pie here ... but as is tradition, the pie is horrible.  But that’s okay, we all know AJ can really cook <3

Thank you all so so much for coming to the stream, I really do appreciate it! <3

Come watch me draw!! 

Today’s topics are most likely going to be:

Ponytale Let It Go (Homestuck/Mituna Doomed lyricstuck) Fluffy Bones Sanctuary  But If you wanna request something I’m open to drawing that too!! :D

Livestream 2:30 EST!

Today's most likely stream topics are: Ponytale Let It Go (Homestuck/Mituna Doomed lyricstuck) Fluffy Bones Sanctuary

I know, I’m still terrible at communicating with peoples and things like that. But hey, livestream!!  Watch me draw!!  Realize I am a total fucking nerd!! :D  Okay you probably already knew that last part.

Dammit I still havn’t put up that ff chapter WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!

Gah, I’ll get to that shortly, things have been busy anxiety and job wise.  I love yall, stay positive <3

sirwolficus replied to your post “WELP in an attempt to be less lazy and work on lovetale things, I...”

bC I HAVE NO SELF FCONTRL

WELP

in an attempt to be less lazy and work on lovetale things, I somehow managed to get easily distracted, a little distraught, hoard 71 tabs on chrome.

oops.

i know i’ve been dumb about staying in contact with you guys, i’m sorry xp  right now i want to go through all my tabs an get them cleared out.  on the one hand i want to work on lovetale things but i’d also love to do a livestream too to do work and maybe talk with you guys, but i don’t wanna livestream any work on lovetale cause i feel like that’s spoiler territory and nop would have my head

the next chapter of ff is ready p much, i’ll see about getting that out after i’ve gone through all my tabs

sorry about being a butt

Today’s Gameplan

so I got back from my vacation, and that was all very nice and exciting and I wanted to catch up on the episodes of shows I loved that I missed like su and pony and I just finished watching “The Times They Are A Changeling” and I thought to myself

hey ya know how Thorax was the only changeling (that we know of) born with kindness instead of hatred?

I guess you could say there was a

bug in the system

This is for @raccoonsinqueen, and her beutiful fic Six Skeletons, One Maid.  I most definitely fell in love with it, especially the last bit in chapter 6 where everyone comes together for snuggles <3  More snuggles is always good <3

I hope you like it!! I’m still very new to drawing skelles ... so it may not be perfect but ...

bonus:

i have to wake up at ass o’clock every morning for these boneheads

and i am trapped

under all six of them

wake me up (WAKE ME UP INSIDE) can’t wake up