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thalie, she/her, 24 | certified reid girl
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My Forever — Part 5 (Finale)

Pairing: Spencer Reid x fem!Reader Summary: While dealing with the consequences of her relationship with Spencer, Y/N has some important conversations. Category: Angst (18+) Content: Strong language, crying, implied sex Word Count: 3.4k

NOTE: We’ve reached the end! Finally! You guys have been so supportive and encouraging when it comes to this series, so thank you! I’ve loved having all our discussions about it, and coming to the end feels very bittersweet. Still, there’s that bonus chapter upcoming to look forward to (though I don’t know when it’ll get done) I hope you enjoy the end to Summer of Sin. It’s been a pleasure! <3

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Are you okay?

I’m so sorry.

I love you.

There are more messages in between, but those are the three lines I keep reading over and over again. Even through blurred vision—no thanks to the countless tears that keep welling uncontrollably—I can see each letter pulsating vividly behind my eyelids. They dance on the wall, they float around in the air, and they buzz in the TV like static.

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the part right after (bottom left gif) where spencer looks at cat in horror over what he just did (and what he wouldve done if jj hadnt been there to stop him) hits hard.

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All Too Well

  • Summary: Reader finds herself reminiscing on a long gone relationship that she remembers all too well. The image of the woman in the moodboard doesn’t accurately depict “reader” as she is a self insert character. I wanted to include images from the All Too Well Short film that you can find on YouTube (highly recommend if you haven’t seen it yet!)
  • Warnings: Toxic relationship, implied age gap, an incredibly unhealthy amount of TS references
  • Word Count: 4700
  • Paring: Spencer Reid x Female Reader (Angst without a happy ending)
  • Author's Note: A fic that I thought I would never actually finish. There's an absurd amount of Taylor Swift references. I really hope you enjoy this! And special thanks to my wonderful friend @reidsbookclub for reading and giving me kind words!! This fic has taken me pretty much months to write. I really appreciate all reblogs, comments, and tags!! I hope you enjoy this, it does break my own rule about sad endings, but I think we can all make an excuse for All Too Well.

ALL TOO WELL

Loving him was like making an oath. I made it my sacred oath to cherish what we had before he tore it all up. It was something rare. We’re just skin and bone, bruised and blue by the love affair that left me on the stairs crumpled up like a discarded scrap of paper. The kind of paper with a messy, half thought out note. Something careless and unimportant. Something long forgotten and stuck in time. Frozen behind glass, a forever winter longing for her summer sun.

I would have been his summer sun. I wish I could have been his only one. But his love was a faithless hoax I believed in. I contorted myself till my bones threatened to snap. I loved him with my entire soul, the same soul that he left covered in dust and fractured in thousands of shiny pieces reflected light onto his soulless eyes. He left me bruised and betrayed, but still begging for his bogus benevolence.

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Anonymous asked:

maybe spencer and reader not together just yet but maybe she makes him jealous by flirting with someone and he makes her ✨forget✨ any other person ;)

I Want You - Smurph

This was a fun prompt! <3 Sorry it took me a bit to get done... </3

Oneshot Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader Word count: 4547

Warnings: jealous sex, rough sex, sort of public sex? Its late and I can't think of the word for when you're trying to be really quiet bc someones right outside the door, angst, emotions, happy ending

You leaned back in your chair as you watched Agent Berkeley sit on the edge of your desk. He had a cocky grin on his face, fiddling with a pen as he spoke. You vaguely felt Spencer’s gaze on you, but fuck him.

“It’s such a beautiful place by the water,” Berkeley told you as you watched him with a sultry smile. “You’d just love it.”

“Oh, I’m sure I would,” you replied silkily, teeth sinking into your bottom lip.

You and Spencer had hooked up one glorious night a few months ago, after being forced to share a motel room during a case. He never brought it up again, so you had no problem flirting with Agent Berkeley and liking it.

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