(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mKK9uAOdwKA) // Good to see you still here @tryvyalsynnes, and of course, my distant RP-husband @kaaras-adaar whom I love and can do no wrong because I said so.  I finally got a new bullet journal this week and new pens--a tombow dual brush, some sakura microns and a Minimalism Art B5 (Huge McLarge), and I’ve been threatening friends elsewhere that I was going to get into makeup videos because.  Well. Here’s hoping I got more. I bought a $10.99 cell phone holder and ring light that clips onto desks, my husband built me a vanity for my birthday with LED lights, so I work there. It’s got the best light.  I’m rambling.  I’m so glad you guys are still here!  I don’t know if I will come back to Anthy or @awhisperofwhite , or if I will continue popping in once every six months. Life is weird like that! 

// Shit. Left my retail job, got a new job that pays me 4 bucks more, and I get to work at home in front of the computer.  Had to change doctors and do some adult things, but now I am an SEO Copywriter which means people pay me to write pretty stuff to sell their stuff. It’s one step closer to something.  How are you?  I’m wondering if I want try and dive back in here or just confine running my personal tumble blog. 

Shifted Focus

//Hi! I haven’t forgotten about you, I just have shifted a lot of my passion and attention to some projects of mine that really needed my attention.  One of which was getting into gear, revamping, redoing and remaking a free form, multi-genre, multi-verse, panfandom role playing forum and chat room website I took over and maintained since 2012. It’s a work in progress, but we’re using paid for software now, and I took a lot of time to try and revamp it and give it the love it deserved.  You can check out the landing page here: https://greaterrealms.us/welcome.html Forum here: https://greaterrealms.us/ Second is being a nerd on instagram ( @fun-sized-owl can tell you all about it :P), third is surviving retail, and forth is trying my damnedest to get back into RP at all. I’m falling by the comfortable lines by trying to get back into role playing a character I’ve had since 1999 and is like a second skin to me: my dark elf drow Suliss’urn. I’m currently lurking in my favorite discords with her trying to get my ass in gear. If you remember Rhydin and like to RP there, drop by either GreaterRealms or Rhydin.org and say hi.  I hope life is treating all of you well. I miss you. I hope I remember Anthy soon. <3  At GreaterRealms: (admin) Pinkatron2000 Discord: pinkatron2000#9794 On Rhydin.org Risa Jones/Sulissurn

Too long; didn’t read

//My husbands paycheck had an error in it. It’s fixed now. To the tune of $400 less than we were getting every two weeks. My job hours have gone down to very part time. 2-3 days a week, 4 if lucky, making my pay check 200 at best, 300 at the will of the old gods and the new.  Spend the last two days redoing our budget. Good news is we can absolutely still afford to pay the mortgage, the electricity, the loan we needed to fix the AC, the pile of credit card bills, the cat food and litter for 5 cats, the food and litter for 4 parrtots, as well as the extra electric and whatever my mom-in-law living here tosses up. Oh and we can get groceries too!  But that leaves us exactly $22 in spare to spend every two weeks. If lucky, $45 a month.  I am so tired guys. So tired.  I was supposed to be able to save up to go to a doc and get the process for my medical marijuana card, helping me deal with energy levels, hopefully helping me ween of generic ambien to sleep, but that’s out the window because just the general estimate of all that is about 300, just to cover the Dr. appointment and the PAPERWORK. Doesn’t cover the card, or any of the medications.  I have already said aloud, “fuck this year.” 

A Pile of Lazy Glitter Slime Appears.

//I have precisely enough energy to go to work, wash my butt, my face (not in that order or with the same washing object), remember to eat, brush my teeth, wash my clothes and maybe fit in D&D once a week and if I am feeling really frisky, clean, or play games.  I have no idea how long this brain-numb period will last. In the meantime, I guess I wanted to just let ya’ll know I am good and still here and occasionally heavy breathing on your posts. Like a the creepy lurker I am. I guess. 

Ominous creaking sounds--

fun-sized-owl replied to your post “A true Witcher should never abandon poultry in distress.”

// --from my knees. Uhm. That anime is like, my current personal god damn fave so...also: monsters. Hot monsters. Why are they hot? Who knows? Who cares? News at 11.  I have a theme for the blog but uh...I’m not terribly ok with the colors and I think it looked better when I wasn’t futzing with it but I don’t know of many dark colored themes I liked that had wide posts so yeah here: @asilversword In other news: still employed! Still not terribly energetic, but working on it. New manager at this place, maybe things will improve (messy store, disorganized, never any room etc) but I am not too set on that actually happening.  I’ve finally purchased gel polish to do manicures at home and omg yes. Polish that survives RETAIL? Wooo! I am a 40 year old woman that just bought a pop star’s perfume because it comes in a pink cat bottle and it was 17 bucks which is more expensive than the 2-6 body sprays I usually can afford and it smells like candy and flowers and I am fine with this.  Uhmmmm...not too much else to report! What’s happening with all of you? 

scarsthatshapeus replied to your post “Take off your clothes and get on the unicorn?”

A true Witcher should never abandon poultry in distress.

fun-sized-owl replied to your post “Take off your clothes and get on the unicorn?”

// >.> ....<.<   Here you Go But It Is Bare-er than Geralt in a bath 

Take off your clothes and get on the unicorn?

// On a scale of 1 to punting beautiful baby kittens, how horrible would you think me if I admited I have made a Geralt from the Witcher tumblr URL and am considering working on the tumblr’s theme, pages, and so on....? I just...I miss you guys. A lot. But not sure if I am ready to take on Anthy again. Right now. Still? 

Hiatus, still, yeah, and life!

// Life update: Still too tired to do anything that involves thinking. Also, today, my  manager asked me if I would be interested in applying for the part time assistant manager position.  ...Pretty ok for someone who hasn’t had a job for almost 20 years I guess? Also, I have only been working here about 3 months. So. Uh. Ok. I’ll try!  Still playing The Elder Scrolls Online, you can add me if you play, my handle is @bariguy (my husband was a barisax player), and of course, I am all over Google Plus, Twitter, Instagram and occasionally pop in here to bore you with my life. 

fun-sized-owl replied to your post “fun-sized-owl replied to your post “RP Hiatus” // *hugs* <3 Also I...”

OOOOH! I’m elf_fu / Pinkatron2000! Whenever I stop this Work thing, I’ll add you! WEEEE! 

fun-sized-owl replied to your post “RP Hiatus”

//Add me! If we’re ever online at the same time, I’ll run some quests, or delves, and try and horribly explain everything I sorta know! (Which isn’t a lot. I still consider myself a newb, too.) 

RP Hiatus

// Well, surprising no one, I will be taking a hiatus from RP, because honestly I just do not know where to get the energy to write. I want too, so badly, but between the job, the games, the D&D, the house, and everything else I am out of extra time and brain cells.  I am on Google Plus, Instagram, Twitter and play Lord of the Rings Online as Bluecup, and play Elder Scrolls Online as @bariguy (my husband’s a bar sax player) and you can wave at me and yell at me there until I get my stuff together.  I will still log in and look at my dash, and try and reblog positive things as well as dragon age stuff. Just....I can’t keep coming back and saying “I’m gonna reply!” and then don’t do anything for an entire month.  Sorry. I love you!