hey I’m only on here to post something really quick
it’s kind of a … psa n vent idk. but.
tg is giving me like, intense anxiety specifically the more recent chapters. I haven’t even read the last two chapters because all of a sudden it’s just? I get nauseous when I think too hard about certain things because of the anxiety being that bad, and I don’t know exactly why. I love hide a lot and he’s honestly like my favorite character…ever. but for some reason I just…can’t handle a lot of things with the current arc?? I was really excited about it but it turned into anxiety like as soon as I started getting involved in the tg community on tumblr lol so maybe that has something to do with it?? not the tg rpc specifically but the general fanbase on here
so I won’t be active on hide’s blog for now but hopefully I’ll come back eventually. this is vague and stuff ik but I’m out rn and distracted so it’s hard to organize my thoughts and a specific post abt some spoilers almost gave me a panic attack so I thought I should get this out really quick. I still want to like…rp w/ tg blogs but…when I have the time I’ll most likely just end up bringing ur.ie’s blog back or smth. or maybe suzu idk.
for now u can find me @coldembers , @exploshins , @foulbones , @decaeyd and I’m working on tg verses for some of these blogs too since the tg rpc seems to be getting active again lmao. ily guys 😚
to add to this: I'm honestly just getting really bitter. and that's part of the problem. like hide is my favorite character Ever like I said and I'm just ... really bitter about how?? little credit he's getting and I honestly feel like they're pushing the to.uken thing too much and it's overshadowing hide, who I view as a very important character. like he's more important (or should be treated as more important) than a romantic relationship and even him coming back was so underwhelming like, I was ecstatic but none of the characters themselves really focused on it. I just feel like he's been shoved to the side and he deserves more lmao but idk maybe that's just me
