Time for your casual “holy shit everything blew up wtf” update!

I am no longer with my previous partners. However, I do have a boyfriend now! I harass him on here :) I also started T! And I have a job now :) I’m a barista! I moved back to my hometown and got a cat named Romeo as well! Holy shit so much has happened since my last update lol !!!

Anyway. Yeah. I didn’t think I would do ok moving on, and there was a bit where I was literally at the lowest point of my life for a second there, but I’m very happy now. I feel loved and appreciated and everything is ok :)

There’s ur update ! I know like at least one person reads these but I mostly just use them as a little internet diary so sorry if the wording doesn’t make much sense it’s basically all stream of consciousness LOL

Happy little update again:

I live with one of my partners now! We’re engaged! It’s been 5 1/2 years of being together… wow. I’m really happy… we also hit a year of being with our gf recently as well, so that was nice <3

I really only use this as almost a little diary, because when I made this blog I was in the worst place of my life. I want this to “end” on a note where I’m happy, and safe, and genuinely loved. I want to prove to myself, and even more to the person who treated me that way as a younger person, that I’m worthy of more than that. And that I will be, and deserve to be, happy!

I’m home… with my partners I’m home. I’ve discovered I’m trans not too long ago, I’m on a waitlist for testosterone as of now, so that’s exciting too. My old icon doesn’t fit at all anymore does it? Haha. Maybe I’ll change it. Let’s see… what else? My dad met my partners, and I’ve come out to both parents as trans. Oh, and I cut my hair short! What a different (but better) look for me, lol.

My headmates (for lack of a better term) are still around too. I didn’t really get to talk about them here very openly because there wasn’t really a community for it that I was aware of when I was younger, but I’ve been able to open up with people around me about them lately. Chaos’s hair is getting really long, lol.

Anyway, I think that’s all the important stuff? I’m so happy where I am now. I feel so loved and wanted and encouraged to find out who I want to be. Here’s to a bright future, I guess!

Man, it’s been a while since I’ve posted here! So much has changed. I’ve been doing well, corona kind of messed a lot of stuff up but I’m doing alright now in that regard. Found out a lot about myself in the time I’ve been away from here, and I just wanna ramble a bit in case anyone from here is curious as to how things have gone (in which case, I have a Twitter lol). First of all, I found out I’m actually pan, genderfluid, and polyam! Pretty cool pretty cool. I have two wonderful partners now, as of almost a month ago pea and I added someone very dear to us to our relationship and it’s been going beautifully, I’ve never been happier. Within the next year I plan on moving out of my parents house, which is cool! I’ve also become a full time artist! Things are… really going well. I’m learning love can be something healthy and fun and warm. I’ve come away from so much negativity and hearing people from my past validate that has meant the world to me. I’m so happy now, everyone. If anyone from my past is still even active on this hellsite, I want you to know from the bottom of my heart, I’m happy.

Hello everyone. Wife is coming :) wife comes. TODAY!

Annual wife post time. Wife is cOming...... christMAs........ Yeag :)

Hhi I’m posting here again because!!!! I fly out!!! To Cali!!!! To see my gf!!!!!!! Soon!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEVER POST HERE but my gf is COMING my gf is coming !!!!! My guflreifnd is cominggkfkgh MY GF IS COMING TOMORROWWWWWWW

I’m lov a girl