Look into my Eyes
“You’re gonna have to kill me, Lup. I’ve had a good run, I’ll miss you most of all, but we all knew this is how it would end. It’s what I would have wanted.” Taako opens his arms wide and waits for Lup to stab him through the heart with her handy dandy kitchen sword or whatever weapon she has on hand. Tenderising mace?
“Hello Taako, lovely to see you too, why yes, I did have a great day, thank you for caring, brother mine. It’s so touching that you’re so interested in my life.” Lup grins infuriatingly instead of murdering him where he stands. Rude.
“C’mon!” Taako keeps waiting.
“You’re sure this is what you want?”
Lup strides towards him, kitchen scissors in hand.
“Wait no! Taako wants to live, nevermind.” He tucks his arms around his chest and makes himself as small as possible. It turns out his survival instinct is strong. Who knew?
Lup wraps her arms around his ball of self-preservation, scissors discarded on the counter. “That’s what I thought. Wanna tell cha’girl what’s going on?”
“Taako’s fine, great even!” He doesn’t know why he’s even bothering to lie, but it drips out easily.
Not necessarily believably.
“He only cares about dead people.”
“And you’ve decided this because?”
“He’s always hanging out with them.”
“It’s his job, KoKo, and he’s not so much ‘hanging out’ as ‘preparing them for their funeral’. Slight difference.”
“Not when it involves not going out with Taako.”
“Did you actually ask him this time?”
Taako hesitates. “I see how it is, you ask ‘did you ask him Taako?’ and not ‘shall we go and tell that bastard off, Taako’?” This isn’t the support Taako deserves.
“I’ll take that as a no.”
“I did ask him!” Taako’s indignant now, how dare she not believe him?
“How?” Lup says and raises an eyebrow in the way that means she’s full not going to pander to any of Taako’s bullshit.
“Yes.” Lup stares into his soul.
Taako gives up. “With my eyes.”
“You fucking what now?” Lup’s mouth is a firm line and she’s breathing deeply through her nose.
“I did the thing. You know.” He flaps his hand dismissively.
“You know the one, the thing.”
“I don’t, remind me.” Lup’s tone leaves no room to argue.
“You might fall in love with me and that’s illegal pretty much everywhere.” Maybe the cold hard truth will shock her out of unreasonable demands.
“Fine.” Taako gives Lup his most soulful eyes.
“Fuck, I’m in love with you.”
“I warned you! Shit! You have to leave the house, not me, it’s not cha’boy’s fault.” He’ll miss her, but it’ll wear off within the year probably.
“Oh wait, no, hang on, that’s not love, that’s a deep confusion about what the fuck you were just doing with your face.” Lup’s mouth is twitching and Taako knows she’s trying to hold a laugh in. How dare she? This is serious!
Taako scowls. He scowls hard. Double hard in fact!
“Let's go over the facts. Here…” Lup points to the sofa. “... you go sit down, I’ll get us a drink, and we can talk it through.”
Taako flops obediently on the sofa, but ragdolls as much as possible. If he lists sadly enough to the side Lup might not decide to use facts against him.
“Move.” She says, nudging him with her toe.
Taako flops the other way, then straightens up again when he realises she’s sacrificed some of her fancy bitch presse stash for him.
Lup rolls her eyes, hands him the cup, then sits down onto the other side of the sofa and draws her legs up under her.
“So you want to ask Kravitz out.” It’s a statement, not a question.
Taako takes a long sip of his drink, decides he may as well just go with it. “Yes.” He answers anyway.
“And you’ve been seeing him three times a week for the last two months?”
“When he’s not hanging out with the dearly departed instead.”
“Yes, we’ve covered that.” Lup unfurls a leg to nudge him with her foot. “Stay on topic. So you’ve been hanging out?”
“Yes.” Taako could say more, he could say a lot more, but he’ll try and stick to the questions so she doesn’t bully him further.
“Going to dinner together?”
“Sleeping over at his house sometimes.”
“How many rooms does he have?”
“Huh.” Says Lup, but doesn’t press any further.
“And on these ‘friend hang outs.’” Lup does quote marks with her fingers. “...would you say you’ve been asking him out with your eyes?”
“Yes!” Taako’s glad she gets it.
“And he hasn’t reciprocated?”
“No.” There’s no need for her to rub it in.
“Not even with his eyes?”
Taako pauses. Fuck. This was a trap in a trap. The ol’ double trap fake trap trap. If he doesn’t answer she can’t get him.
“Yeah, that’s what I thought… Taako, I have a novel idea.”
Taako keeps his mouth shut. Inclines his head. He can’t be arrested for that.
“Why don’t you try asking him with words?”
“Gross.” Taako wrinkles his nose.
He could swear Lup growls slightly under her breath.
“Because then he could say no!”
“So your plan is to be a corpse?”
“He likes spending time with them.”
“Uh huh. And how are you going to enjoy that time together if you’re dead?”
Taako thinks for a long moment. “Fuck.”