I've been kinda struggling a lot with how I wanted to word this. The last few years I've been working through losing a couple of my favorite people in the wrestling world from Brodie Lee, to Bray Wyatt, and a few of my family members and my neighbor.

And now, announced yesterday, we've lost Akira Toriyama.

This one is stinging a lot more than what I thought it would. Despite me not watching Dragon Ball or Dragon Ball Z fully, as far as I can remember, I still watched a decent bit when I was a kid. It was legit the first anime I've ever watched, and that I can remember.

This man, with Dragon Ball, helped start my love of anime despite me not watching much as a kid. It stuck with me when I grew up until I could watch more and more. Team Four Star and their labor of love with DBZ Abridged brought me back into Dragon Ball Z in my high school years.

I really don't know what else I can say. This is really hitting me hard and it's taking a lot to process it.

Goodbye Mr. Toriyama. Rest well knowing that all your works have impacted so many people in such positive ways around the world. You'll never be forgotten, and your memory will live on.

Rest in Peace Bray Wyatt

It's taking a lot for me to say this right now. I know I haven't posted anything in a while, and this is the first thing I do post, but I have to post something about it.

Earlier today, one of my favorite wrestlers, Windham Rotunda (AKA Bray Wyatt) passed away at the age of 36. I'm absolutely heartbroken and for a while I was at a loss for words for the longest time.

This was the leader of the Wyatt Family, the stable in WWE that also had Erick Rowan, Braun Strowman, and another favorite wrestlers of mine who passed away in December of 2020, Brodie Lee (known as Luke Harper in WWE). It's very heartbreaking because they were all like brothers, and from Erick's appearance on Brodie's memorial episode of AEW dynamite at the end of 2020, he was absolutely devastated.

Bray Wyatt was one of the best talkers WWE and the professional wrestling world has had and will ever have. He had such an amazing imagination that could expand far beyond his wrestling career if he ever wanted. I can't help but wonder what could have been if he could have come back, and if he got to return and pursue stuff outside of wrestling.

In my opinion, for what little it matters, he should be a future Hall of Famer. The Wyatt Family should all go in the Hall of Fame.

Please even if you're not a wrestling fan, even if you probably wouldn't understand, look up some of Bray's promo work in WWE. His voice is just amazing and his style of talking was so captivating. He was truly one of a kind. He deserved to have the whole world in his hands.

"Goodbye for now, my brother. See you down the road."

Yeah I'm alright, thank you for asking. I've just been doing my best with getting back into learning how to draw lately

Here you go

I've been doing okay mostly. Ups and a lot of downs but I'm getting by. And thank you for that.

Please give me time to get to answering what questions you have.

I'm honestly not sure what story I'd continue, at this point I'm not sure I can remember what all I've even done to continue.

Hi, thank you very much for taking the time to say this. It really does mean a lot and I appreciate it.

I guess you mean all my stories on Tumblr in general? Unfortunately I screwed myself over a bit a long while ago and wanted to focus on my fantasy setting blog for a while, but I basically got no asks or anything from but a few one or two people when after everything in the past, I expected to get more and it kinda really shot my motivation to write in general. Then I wanted to write a story for one of my fantasy characters that I'm gonna be revealing there eventually, which ended up taking half a year and going because of my struggles with writing, motivation, and focus.

I would really like to be able to write stuff for here again and I really hope I can eventually

I just don't know what I'm cut out for anymore

Thank you dude. I really appreciate this, even if I feel like I don't much deserve it sometimes.

Rest in peace to Don West, one of the greatest commentators with one of the most iconic voices in professional wrestling. This man was one of the voices of my childhood and really drew me into watching TNA. He's honestly up there with Jim Ross in my list of the best commentators. He was an absolute legend and he'll be sorely missed.

There are a lot of "If"s and "Maybe"s going on in my life right now. I won't say too much at the moment, but for the first time in a long time I actually have some hope for my future.

It all hinges on a couple things, and I need all the luck I can get. I'm gonna stay positive and see what happens. It feels nice to have some hope.