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@damianosismyking / damianosismyking.tumblr.com

Damen stan first human being second • main: melancholic-pie
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truth is SOME BITCHES OUT THERE are boring as fuck.

I miss the old days when we were all fucked in the head and down for whatever novelty take/approach we had to these characters in this DARK FANTASY trilogy we adore.

not..... you know. who is the nicest character doing the nicest things in the nicest way.

#god forbid we have fun anymore like jesus!!!!#i'm so sorry i answered a fucking ask#iykyk#i miss talking for hours and hours and HOURS about all the fucked up insane unhinged stuff Damen and Laurent did to each other#instead of trying to cleanse them from their faults and severe personality flaws#if you want it baby i can make a post JUST LIKE MY PREVIOUS ONE#about Laurent abusing Damen for YEARS and Damen choosing to stay with him out of guilt#finding excuse upon excuse to overlook the damage Laurent's doing to him because in Damen's head it is his fault Laurent even acts like tha#because it was his killing Auguste that offset years of suffering for Laurent#so laurent hurts him PHYSICALLY and on purpose again and again but Damen stays and never lets anyone intervene#because most of all he loves laurent#while most of all Laurent resents Damen while refusing to let him go#just because of how afraid he is of being alone -- and how much deep down he enjoys inflicting pain onto Damen as pay back for Auguste#like?????#it goes both ways love -- they are TOXIC people#both of them#but then#i suppose you didn't send the ask did you? what a shame#i guess abusive damen is what we got for lunch today 🤭
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Anonymous asked:

So you have an au about damen being abusive with laurent ?????

Please let me know more?? Any hcs or thoughts or anything pls

The capri fandom needs some dark aus fr

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hello my darling!

I've been gone so long that I have no idea when you sent this and I'm deeply sorry for that!

I came up with the idea for an AU in which Damen's abusive way back in 2019/2020 (2021?) and to say I was a different person altogether back then is an understatement. I also haven't re-read the books in a long while so I can't say I recall everything I had imagined for this fic to begin with BUT!, I've got some fuzzy thoughts stored in the back of my mind that may satisfy some of the crave for Dark Damianos (a concept deeply slept on in my honest opinion but with how much people like to hate on him for free, it's best if we keep it sleeping lol).

DISCLAIMER: in my very private opinion, Damen has a natural darkness to his character that I find appealing (or would be appealing if I wasn't a coward) to explore. Those are the lenses through which I approach the abusive patterns he could come to develop in a relationship with an already emotionally/psychologically vulnerable Laurent. And also in my very private opinion, Laurent is a vulnerable character (for all reasons we as a fandom dwelled on to the point of exhaustion, but, most of all, in relation to how he sees and thinks of Damen — in terms not only of admiration but almost adoration, just as he did with his brother).

We all rememeber the scene at the end (?) of PG when Laurent is stepping on Damen's toes by saying bad things regarding his family and how Damen loses his temper and hits Laurent hard enough to draw blood. The guards step in to arrest Damen for hurting the prince and Damen takes full blame for doing it without showing a single bit of remorse whatsoever. Laurent is the one to talk his guards down from arresting Damen by pinning the blame of being assaulted on himself and that is it.

This idea (of an AU that never came to be) was forged mostly on the side of Damen's character that has a tendency to jump believe he is always right in the assessments he makes and proceed to never question the truth behind his own reasoning. And on the side of Laurent's character that always blames himself for every bad thing that has ever happened to him despite his own helplessness, and nurtures an unhealthy need for a role model to hold on to — once his brother, now his lover.

I'm going to leave all my thoughts for this AU bellow the cut, in case some people may find the matter too upsetting to read about. Trigger warnings for domestic, physical and psychological abuse, obviously! Proceed at your own accord and don't come whinning later🫰

#to be COMPLETELY CLEAR#the author doesn't believe a single word the author herself has said in this thing#the author is an avid defender of Lovey-Dovey Lamen#of: Damen treats Laurent like fine porcelain and Laurent basks in it#of: Laurent learns what it means to be truly loved in Damen after so many years of pain#but you ask and you shall receive my loves my children my darlings#Pandemic version of me was in a dark place#captive prince#i'm not going to get into any potential grapey themes regarding L/D in this post sorry not sorry#because though canon would back me up good just writing what i wrote already cost me many more years of life than i'm willing to sacrifice#alright now#dark ficlet-ish#damianos of akielos#dark damen#laurent of vere#and all the other tags idk i don't remember how tumblr goes#i'm begging you to never ask me to write this fic#but if you're brave enough please go ahead take the prompt and run with it#just credit me and etc i think it's more than enough#i ain't gon read it but i'd like to know it was written in case one day dark gabe returns and SHE wants to read it#kinda meta but not really#kinda fic but not really#kinda character study but not really#what is this really? the frankenstein monster probably#any typos are the beauty marks of the text i refuse to read it again to extinguish them
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saltroclus
‘You never told me how you ended up in Laurent’s faction’ ‘I was the Regent’s physician.’ ‘So you ministered to his household.’ ‘And to his boys,’ said Paschal. Damen said nothing. After a moment, Paschal said, ‘Before he died, my brother served in the King’s Guard. I never swore my brother’s oath to the King. But I like to think that I’m carrying it out.’

Another WIP I started 2 hrs ago :)

#if u wanted me to cry you could've just punched me in the face#no need to get personal in here#this one hurt a LOT
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provisional circumstances - chapter 5

" “Why are you getting mad at me for something you brought up?” Damen said. “I have never said I wanted anything from you.” 

“You mean to say you agreed to go through all of this—a legal trial, through fucking marriage—for free? That there's nothing in it for you?” 

“Yes.” 

“ Bullshit, ” Laurent repeated, firmly. 

“You’re the one who’s been asking for favors since the moment we first met, not me.” Laurent reacted the same way he did the day Damen slapped him. Damen tried to fix it, “And I’m fine with that,” he said. “I’m glad to help whenever I can. I just can’t understand why you would assume I want to take advantage of you when I’ve done nothing to allude to that. Ever.” 

Laurent’s entire face twisted. “Why?” He said it like it irked him somehow. “How can you agree to something like this and expect nothing in return?” 

“I don’t know.“ Damen frowned back at him. “It’s what friends do?” 

Laurent went very still. “Friends?” 

“Yes?” It took Damen no small amount of effort to say it.

“We are not—” Laurent began and cut himself off. “We—” he tried again, equally unsuccessful. “I’m—” 

Laurent took a step back, heedful of Damen. Damen sustained it. The silence stretched.  

Finally, after setting a long discussion he obviously had in his own mind, Laurent said, “You are remarkably stupid.” 

“ Excuse me? ” 

“You are an idiot,” he said, stepping away. From a good distance, he turned and shouted, “Are you coming or not?” "

read it on ao3.

#my writing#fic#fanfic#captive prince#lamen#laurent of vere#damianos of akielos#pls don't hate me for how long this took
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hi.

I've been thinking about deleting this side account to create another one (or simply delete this side account and leave it dead), but I wanted to see if I have any active followers first.

So if you see this and you could give this post a like, just so I can Know you're here, that would be really great.

If you don't want to do that then you don't want to, nothing can be done. Thank you either way.

#this fandom been feeling so dead to me#at this point it's just me and Marita talking about the same 3 subjects in our little twitter chat#like the decadent old ladies we are#I miss being around here#But it's also a lot LESS stressful not being actively involved in fandom#I wonder if everything is a bit more chill than it was a few months back#by a few months I mean like.... a year give or take#but I miss it here and I miss interacting w u guys#(u guys being the 3 followers who interacted w me)#To those who secretly hate me for promising to finish Provisional Circumstances and then proceeding to not even update it for a full year#ur valid#i'd hate me too like what a bitch right. who does that. literally wth#In my defense i fully intend to finish the fic#it's not my fault i'm depressed and can't focus on anything for more than a month#just so you have an idea i've been writing chapter 4 EVER SINCE NOVEMBER LAST YEAR#i'm not finished yet#what a joke of a person#i know i know#thank you for not calling me a bitch to my face tho that was thoughtful of you
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lamenweek
Hey hey hey!
How are you all?
I hope you are all doing well! ❤️
Lamen Week will start in less than a month, and I'm super excited about it!
Before we can start, let’s just make a few rules clear!

Lamen Week Rules :

  • The week will run from the 21st to the 28th of July 2022.
  • The prompts are:
Day 1. Summer Palace
Day 2. Alternative Universe
Day 3. Scars
Day 4. Parents
Day 5. What-if
Day 6. Future
Day 7. Nicaise Lives!AU
Day 8. “It was one kingdom, once”
  • You can create any kind of content! Fanfics, fanarts, edits, headcanons, cosplay, tiktoks whatever your imagination suggests you, everything is welcome.
  • Remember whatever Social media or platform you'll publish things in, use the hashtags #Lamen Week and #Lamen Week 2022 and if you will use tumblr remember to tag the blog. I’ll be very happy to reblog all your creations!
  • You can write in every language you feel more comfortable writing in.
  • You can post following your own time zone, no particular time zone to follow.
If you have any questions, just ask me, I'll be here to answer!
Last but not least, HAVE FUN!
#hello#my favorite time of the year us upon us again#lamen week#lamen week 2022#lamen#captive prince#just spreading the word#i'm far too depressed and overwhelmed to create anything
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No Race to be Run

Summary: Laurent had a bad night and decided to go get a coffee to make it better.

Rating: General Audiences

Word count: 2.5K

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This is just a little meet-cute one shot from my Non-Soulmate Soulmates AU (in which soulmates are a thing, but Damen and Laurent aren't it), and a coffee shop au of sorts. Damen is under-dressed for the weather, but that's just who he is as a person. If you're interested, please read it here on A03.

Be aware of the tags, please. There is no angst in this, but the implication of the heavy themes tagged are there. thank you!

#Captive Prince#Lamen#My Writing#Baby Fic#as mara called it#Laurent#Damen#Capri#fanfic#mine
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razielim

“The Madame” for the @capri-bigbang2k21​​​

Companion piece Where the Skies Are Not Cloudy All Day was written by @tajmutthall​ who created a world of astonishing immersion and intricacy within which everyone’s favorite romance unfurls with a refreshing new dynamic.

Thank you for sharing your world. 🖤

#every time i see this i have to take at least 10 minutes to just admire#everything is too beautiful#i can't even point out my favorite things bc everything in this is my favorite#op if you ever want to marry someone i am available#captive prince#fanart#fave
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