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Just A Small Town Girl, Living In Winchester World

@deansgirl215

I'm Nicole | I'm 30 | I love everything Supernatural | I'm a Dean!Girl through and through, but I'm very Sam!Curious šŸ˜‰
šŸ’šā€Family donā€™t end with bloodā€šŸ’š
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Making Strides Against Breast Cancer: Can You Help?

Hello beautiful Tumblr friends! Itā€™s been a while since Iā€™ve been on here. Iā€™ve been lurking lately, just popping in to read a little here and there. Itā€™s the best I can do at the moment since Iā€™m so busy at work. But I miss being on here so much!

Speaking of work, Iā€™m just gonna throw this out there. No pressure at all but this is for a really great cause. My company is one of the sponsors for the Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk on Long Island at Jones Beach, next Sunday October 17th. My department has formed a team and we are not only walking but also fundraising for the event as well. So far donations are slim to none šŸ˜ž But I figured it couldnā€™t hurt to just ask around here because every little bit helps.

Why is this so important to me?? My best friendsā€™ mother just passed away from cancer back in June. Sheā€™s only been gone for 3 1/2 months and already the world is so strange without her. I knew her my entire life. She was a second mom to me. She was one of the best people I have ever known. She fought cancer for a solid year before it got the best of her. After finding out that it had spread yet again and to too many places this time, she was given 3-6 months left to live. 12 days after that final diagnosis, she was goneā€¦ just 11 days before her 61st birthday. Itā€™s so fucking unreal how fast everything happened and I still canā€™t fully wrap my head around it. Now I have to watch my two best friends, my sisters, try to figure out how to navigate life and raise their own families without their mother here. And all I can do is try to help them as best as I can and try to help those who are still fighting against this horrible disease.

Iā€™ve known so many people who have been affected by all different types of cancer. Until we can find a cure, those who have cancer and their loved ones need all the help we can give them. If you can give anything at all, I would appreciate it so very much. I will attach the link for my fundraising page. Everything goes straight to the American Cancer Society. Nothing goes to me at all.

Please consider donating. Thank you for listening šŸ’—

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Making Strides Against Breast Cancer: Can You Help?

Hello beautiful Tumblr friends! Itā€™s been a while since Iā€™ve been on here. Iā€™ve been lurking lately, just popping in to read a little here and there. Itā€™s the best I can do at the moment since Iā€™m so busy at work. But I miss being on here so much!

Speaking of work, Iā€™m just gonna throw this out there. No pressure at all but this is for a really great cause. My company is one of the sponsors for the Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk on Long Island at Jones Beach, next Sunday October 17th. My department has formed a team and we are not only walking but also fundraising for the event as well. So far donations are slim to none šŸ˜ž But I figured it couldnā€™t hurt to just ask around here because every little bit helps.

Why is this so important to me?? My best friendsā€™ mother just passed away from cancer back in June. Sheā€™s only been gone for 3 1/2 months and already the world is so strange without her. I knew her my entire life. She was a second mom to me. She was one of the best people I have ever known. She fought cancer for a solid year before it got the best of her. After finding out that it had spread yet again and to too many places this time, she was given 3-6 months left to live. 12 days after that final diagnosis, she was goneā€¦ just 11 days before her 61st birthday. Itā€™s so fucking unreal how fast everything happened and I still canā€™t fully wrap my head around it. Now I have to watch my two best friends, my sisters, try to figure out how to navigate life and raise their own families without their mother here. And all I can do is try to help them as best as I can and try to help those who are still fighting against this horrible disease.

Iā€™ve known so many people who have been affected by all different types of cancer. Until we can find a cure, those who have cancer and their loved ones need all the help we can give them. If you can give anything at all, I would appreciate it so very much. I will attach the link for my fundraising page. Everything goes straight to the American Cancer Society. Nothing goes to me at all.

Please consider donating. Thank you for listening šŸ’—

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Making Strides Against Breast Cancer: Can You Help?

Hello beautiful Tumblr friends! Itā€™s been a while since Iā€™ve been on here. Iā€™ve been lurking lately, just popping in to read a little here and there. Itā€™s the best I can do at the moment since Iā€™m so busy at work. But I miss being on here so much!

Speaking of work, Iā€™m just gonna throw this out there. No pressure at all but this is for a really great cause. My company is one of the sponsors for the Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk on Long Island at Jones Beach, next Sunday October 17th. My department has formed a team and we are not only walking but also fundraising for the event as well. So far donations are slim to none šŸ˜ž But I figured it couldnā€™t hurt to just ask around here because every little bit helps.

Why is this so important to me?? My best friendsā€™ mother just passed away from cancer back in June. Sheā€™s only been gone for 3 1/2 months and already the world is so strange without her. I knew her my entire life. She was a second mom to me. She was one of the best people I have ever known. She fought cancer for a solid year before it got the best of her. After finding out that it had spread yet again and to too many places this time, she was given 3-6 months left to live. 12 days after that final diagnosis, she was goneā€¦ just 11 days before her 61st birthday. Itā€™s so fucking unreal how fast everything happened and I still canā€™t fully wrap my head around it. Now I have to watch my two best friends, my sisters, try to figure out how to navigate life and raise their own families without their mother here. And all I can do is try to help them as best as I can and try to help those who are still fighting against this horrible disease.

Iā€™ve known so many people who have been affected by all different types of cancer. Until we can find a cure, those who have cancer and their loved ones need all the help we can give them. If you can give anything at all, I would appreciate it so very much. I will attach the link for my fundraising page. Everything goes straight to the American Cancer Society. Nothing goes to me at all.

Please consider donating. Thank you for listening šŸ’—

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Making Strides Against Breast Cancer: Can You Help?

Hello beautiful Tumblr friends! Itā€™s been a while since Iā€™ve been on here. Iā€™ve been lurking lately, just popping in to read a little here and there. Itā€™s the best I can do at the moment since Iā€™m so busy at work. But I miss being on here so much!

Speaking of work, Iā€™m just gonna throw this out there. No pressure at all but this is for a really great cause. My company is one of the sponsors for the Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk on Long Island at Jones Beach, next Sunday October 17th. My department has formed a team and we are not only walking but also fundraising for the event as well. So far donations are slim to none šŸ˜ž But I figured it couldnā€™t hurt to just ask around here because every little bit helps.

Why is this so important to me?? My best friendsā€™ mother just passed away from cancer back in June. Sheā€™s only been gone for 3 1/2 months and already the world is so strange without her. I knew her my entire life. She was a second mom to me. She was one of the best people I have ever known. She fought cancer for a solid year before it got the best of her. After finding out that it had spread yet again and to too many places this time, she was given 3-6 months left to live. 12 days after that final diagnosis, she was goneā€¦ just 11 days before her 61st birthday. Itā€™s so fucking unreal how fast everything happened and I still canā€™t fully wrap my head around it. Now I have to watch my two best friends, my sisters, try to figure out how to navigate life and raise their own families without their mother here. And all I can do is try to help them as best as I can and try to help those who are still fighting against this horrible disease.

Iā€™ve known so many people who have been affected by all different types of cancer. Until we can find a cure, those who have cancer and their loved ones need all the help we can give them. If you can give anything at all, I would appreciate it so very much. I will attach the link for my fundraising page. Everything goes straight to the American Cancer Society. Nothing goes to me at all.

Please consider donating. Thank you for listening šŸ’—

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Making Strides Against Breast Cancer: Can You Help?

Hello beautiful Tumblr friends! Itā€™s been a while since Iā€™ve been on here. Iā€™ve been lurking lately, just popping in to read a little here and there. Itā€™s the best I can do at the moment since Iā€™m so busy at work. But I miss being on here so much!

Speaking of work, Iā€™m just gonna throw this out there. No pressure at all but this is for a really great cause. My company is one of the sponsors for the Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk on Long Island at Jones Beach, next Sunday October 17th. My department has formed a team and we are not only walking but also fundraising for the event as well. So far donations are slim to none šŸ˜ž But I figured it couldnā€™t hurt to just ask around here because every little bit helps.

Why is this so important to me?? My best friendsā€™ mother just passed away from cancer back in June. Sheā€™s only been gone for 3 1/2 months and already the world is so strange without her. I knew her my entire life. She was a second mom to me. She was one of the best people I have ever known. She fought cancer for a solid year before it got the best of her. After finding out that it had spread yet again and to too many places this time, she was given 3-6 months left to live. 12 days after that final diagnosis, she was goneā€¦ just 11 days before her 61st birthday. Itā€™s so fucking unreal how fast everything happened and I still canā€™t fully wrap my head around it. Now I have to watch my two best friends, my sisters, try to figure out how to navigate life and raise their own families without their mother here. And all I can do is try to help them as best as I can and try to help those who are still fighting against this horrible disease.

Iā€™ve known so many people who have been affected by all different types of cancer. Until we can find a cure, those who have cancer and their loved ones need all the help we can give them. If you can give anything at all, I would appreciate it so very much. I will attach the link for my fundraising page. Everything goes straight to the American Cancer Society. Nothing goes to me at all.

Please consider donating. Thank you for listening šŸ’—

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The Bet

A Jensen x Reader College AU series

Summary: After leaving NYU and your fresh start, youā€™re headed back to hometown Austin, Texas, to finish your degree at U of T. You found some family, familiar faces and few new ones. One being Jensen Ackles. A good looking guy with a solid friend group and didnā€™t care much about what frat party he attended or how cool he was. Little did you know, Jensen and your older brother Mike have issues digging much deeper than you thought. Those issues are far more personal and laced with hurtful intentions beyond a game of beer pong and frat boys.

Warnings: ANGST, MIKE IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE, Alcohol Consumption, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Parental Neglect, Mentions of Cancer, Minor Character Death, Threats, Manipulation, Mentions of Cheating, Attempted Sexual Assault Multiple times, Nudity, Male and Female Receiving, Smut, Mentions of girl on girl action, Reader has an undefined sexual orientation. More to be listed in individual parts!

This is definitely a slow burn,Ā ā€˜oh my god, just tell herā€™, mutual pining, angsty love story kind of series.Ā 

This series will update every Tuesday and Sunday at 8pm EST starting June 1st!

Jensen babes will be tagged automatically! If youā€™d like to be on the series tag list and are not already on a list, please send me an ask to be tagged in this series!Ā 

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Oooohh Jen!! I canā€™t wait for this!!

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If I Fell For You Masterlist

Summary: The reader is hired as Jensenā€™s new nanny to help take care of the kids after a deadly accident. Heā€™s friendly and kind, something the reader isnā€™t used to from her employers, and the pair become friends. But friendship can quickly turn into something else and for a recent widow that hides his problems and a reader with a complicated past, something else is exactly what they both need in their lives againā€¦

Pairing: Jensen x nanny!reader

Word Count: 125K

Warnings: language, car accidents, age gaps, mentions of injury/death of a spouse/death of a parent/depression/anxiety/past child abuse/past sexual assault (not graphic), mild violence, self-worth issues, smut and smut related topics, loads of fluffy moments

A/N #1: There is NO TAGLIST for this series. Parts will be posted 8pm EST on the days noted below. Follow @luci-in-trenchcoats-readsā€‹ā€‹ā€‹ and turn on notifications to be alerted when new fics post. Also, this series is absolutely no hate towards Danneel. Iā€™ve never seen if from you guys but a quick reminder wife-hate isnā€™t welcome here.

A/N #2: Iā€™ve been working on this for months and this is my longest single fic to date. Iā€™m extremely pleased with how itā€™s turned out and canā€™t wait to share it with yaā€™ll!

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deansgirl215

Wow this looks incredible!!! I canā€™t wait for it!!

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Steph! I loved Two for One!!! So happy to read something youā€™ve written! Youā€™re still just as awesome as ever :) hope youā€™re doing ok!!

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Thank you so much! This means the world to me, I really wish I was able to express that better for you and everyone who leave me such amazing feedback. Iā€™ve been MIA so long but you guys are all still reading my work and thatā€™s just so awesome to me.

Iā€™m doing ok but SO EXHAUSTED. How about you? Work is absolutely a mess right now. Everyone has either covid or some other sickness and theyā€™re all out and those of us who are left (literally just 3 techs right now out of our normal like 8) trying to pick up the slack but everyone is basically at their absolutely maximum capacity. Itā€™s a retail pharmacy. It was bound to happen sooner or later. But woo what a mess. Could totally sleep for like a year right now.

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Ugh I hear you on the work stuff. I work at a bank in a back office dept and things have been crazy lately. Luckily everyone I work with has managed to stay COVID free but the workload has been ridiculous. Got no choice but to get up and go in every day so I can pay the bills though, right?

Hey it doesnā€™t matter how long youā€™re MIA for. If you hop on and drop off a fic once every year or two or longer, someoneā€™s always gonna want to read it because youā€™re awesome and your writing is awesome! The important thing is that you take care of yourself! I know it can be frustrating to not be able to write when you want to so badly, but obviously itā€™s still there. Youā€™ve still got it! Just take care of you the best you can and the rest will follow when itā€™s ready to!

Take care and stay safe! šŸ˜

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Home Bound

Summary: After defeating Chuck, Dean wakes up in the middle of nowhere Colorado four months after dying. He has no idea why heā€™s alive again or whatā€™s going on. All he knows is his family is gone and he needs to get back home to figure out what brought him back to life and why. Itā€™s easier said than done though in the middle of a brutal ice storm with Deanā€™s grief threatening to consume him every passing moment. Dean knows if he can just make it home, heā€™ll be okay again or so he hopesā€¦

Pairing: Dean x reader

Word Count: 7K

Warnings: language, angst, injury, mention of character death, mourning, supernatural events

A/N: This series is a first for me and is written entirely in Deanā€™s POV. There will be no tag list.Ā 

Part 1 (9/13 7PM EST)

Part 2 (9/16 6PM EST)

Part 3 (9/20 6PM EST)

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deansgirl215

Oooohh, Iā€™m very excited for this!! Canā€™t wait!

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Hi Nicole! I just wanted to drop by and say that I hope you have an awesome week this week! I love you very much and I appreciate all the love you give me! šŸ’œ

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Awww Jen, thatā€™s so sweet!! Thank you very much!! Same to you!! Iā€™m always happy to show love to my favorite Jen bc youā€™re awesome and so talented and deserve to be told that! Love you!! šŸ˜˜šŸ’œ

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Strangers Masterlist

Summary: While getting a snack out of the vending machine, the reader bumps into a frustrated doctor whoā€™s having a bad night and helps him get some perspective on thingsā€¦

Pairing: Doctor!Dean x patient!reader

Word Count: TBD

Warnings: language, angst, crazy-ex boyfriend, mention of surgery/minor character death, fluff, doctor dean

A/N: There will be no taglist for this series! Iā€™m not sure how long this series will go as Iā€™m writing as I post but future posting dates will be found below!

Part 3 (posting TBD)

Part 4 (posting TBD)

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deansgirl215

Oooohh yay!!! Iā€™m so excited youā€™re continuing this, Michelle!! I canā€™t wait for more!!

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Anonymous asked:

I can't wait for owe you one to be over because I'm so tired of hearing about it. its your half assed attempt at being a smut writer when you weren't meant to do so! leave it up to those who are good smut writers and you stick with your au's and your ooc dean and leave the actual writing for good writers

So this is your 3rd ask in 3 days, anon. Donā€™t you have anything better to do than to bug me about something youā€™re not even interested in? Itā€™s my story, and Iā€™m fucking proud of my story. I learned from it. I had fun with it. I enjoyed it. Ā  If you didn't, then thatā€™s on you. Not me.Ā 

Your opinion of my writing is valid. Iā€™ll give you that. Youā€™re entitled to feel however you feel about it. You donā€™t have to read something youā€™re not interested in. But, itā€™s not okay for you to tell me to leaveĀ ā€œactual writing for good writersā€ because I know Iā€™m a good writer. Itā€™s the only thing about myself that I am 100% certain about. Iā€™m not going to let you take that away from me.Ā 

My writing is a reflection of personal growth. You might not be able to see it, but I can. Iā€™m not a smut writer, and Iā€™ve never claimed to be and I wonā€™t ever claim to be. But sex in stories is a natural act between two people. Most of the time, those two people are using it as a way to express how they feel. Thatā€™s who I am and that is how I write it. Everything is written from a place within me. This is my place to be completely honest and truly myself. Granted, IĀ havenā€™t felt as safe here lately. Itā€™s not going to change the way I feel about my own writing.Ā 

Iā€™ll stick with my AUā€™s, the way I write Dean and everyone else. Just do me a favour next time and donā€™t come here if you donā€™t like it. This is supposed to be my safe space. This is my little corner of the internet where I can be me. There are other places you can go and you can continue to be you (maybe just a little kinder next time)

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Lol I can lead you DIRECTLY to some OOC Dean and Jenā€™s ainā€™t it.

Thereā€™s a lot here but Iā€™ll just stick along the lines of this anon thinking that anything about Owe You One is OOC Dean. Like Steph said, I could navigate to incredibly ooc Dean in seconds and Owe You One would be nowhere near on my list. One day, all you anons with find something better to do with your time and fuck right off and leave Jen alone. Until then, you can keep your delusional thoughts to yourselves instead of hiding behind your grey faced box. Jen does not deserve one second of the hate she has gotten. She is talented, sweet, and wonderfully kind.

Jen, please keep doing you and keeping your head up high. These anons are the kind of people that create toxic spaces within the fandom, and Iā€™m sorry youā€™re left to deal with them.

Yeah, what she said. Itā€™s so much nicer than what I had originally said and deleted before I actually posted šŸ˜‚ go team

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Oh for the love of all that is good and holy, ENOUGH ALREADY!! These anons need to fuck off with their hate!! You just keep doing you, Jen, because who you are is AMAZING!! And if you want to write 50 more chapter of Owe You One, I for one would love that!! šŸ˜œšŸ˜œ

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JEN!! Omg I could hurt you for that chapter!! How could you?? I was really looking forward to their weekend away! šŸ˜”šŸ˜”šŸ˜” Thank God theyā€™re ok but still... did you really have to do that to them?? But seriously, what the fucking fuck is with his parents?!?!?! I need that answered ASAP! Please donā€™t make us wait too long for it!!

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Nicole!! You could never do that! You love me too much!!Ā 

Theyā€™ve been having a rough go at it and then that had to happen. It does suck but like is like that. Thankfully everyone is okay, and well! I will tell you you will get a little insight in the next part, but not the full scoop! I think that might get me back in your good books? I say hopefully haha!Ā 

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deansgirl215

Grrrrrr....

Youā€™re right, I do love you too much to hurt you. But that chapter hurt bad. So very bad.

Canā€™t wait to read what you have in store for us next!

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Anonymous asked:

Are you going to continue more than a fling? I havenā€™t finished the first book yet but I am so in love with it, I love a good fluffy bf dean AU. I just wanted to let you know that I really really love your story. I also really like Owe You One itā€™s very emotional to me that he loves and supports her know matter whatšŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„°. I just thought I would ask to know if it is worth starting the second book when I finish. I cannot get started on a series and not finish it. You are my nightly binge readā¤ļø

Hi,Ā 

Honestly, probably not. The reason why I stopped was because people werenā€™t reading it. The series is actually complete and in my drafts, but there was no interest in it so I stopped posting it. If more people read it and I got more people asking then absolutely I would. I just got extremely discouraged about the series and decided not to post anymore. It is always worth starting though. I want people to read everything not just if itā€™s complete or not. Thatā€™s why I get discouraged.Ā 

Iā€™m really glad you like Owe You One though! :)

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This makes me sad. I understand if thereā€™s such a lack of interest in the story, why would you want to post more of it for people to see? But I absolutely LOVED Summer Fling and More Than A Fling and Iā€™m so sad thst I wonā€™t get to finish that series šŸ˜¢ people always ruin things for other people lol

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Owe You One - Part 18

Title: Owe You One - Space

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 5,353

Warnings: Fluff, Cute Dean, Some PG 13 Stuff, ANGST, Self Hate, ANGST, Mentions of Being Used, Some Feeling will be Hurt!Ā 

Summary:Ā Dean Winchester has been your best friend and neighbour for the last year. A year of finding comfort in random drop ins and casual conversations, but neither of you know the pasts that the other has. Not fully. Pasts that come back to haunt you, and ruin everything you want in life. Can you find what youā€™re seeking in a couple of favours and a good time between the sheets or is history doomed to repeat itself?

Square Filled: Kisses ( @spndeanbingo)

A/N: Happy Sunday!! Iā€™m low-key excited to share this part with you! I hope to hear you yelling at me after youā€™re done reading! I hope you enjoy it! I would say happy reading but wellā€¦ read the warnings!Ā 

Ā Ā You stood in front of the mirror, brushing the ends of your hair. It was the first time you were up and dressed before ten in the morning on a Saturday. You and Dean usually spent Saturday mornings in bed until noon before actually doing something. He was out of bed as soon as his stomach started growling, offering to make some breakfast for the two of you.

Ā You slipped out of your bathroom and made your way into the kitchen where Dean stood. He had the spatula in his hand, cooking breakfast in the frying pan without his shirt on. His pyjama pants hung low on his hips, making you smile. You wrapped your arms around him from behind, placing a kiss between his shoulder blades before reaching for the coffee.

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deansgirl215

@supernatural-jackles YES, JEN!! I AM INDEED VERY VERY MAD AT YOU FOR THAT CHAPTER AND THAT CLIFFHANGER!!

AND NOW I HAVE TO WAIT 2 DAYS FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER?? HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!?!

That is all. šŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜

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