๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ซ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ช๐ฎ๐ โณ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฅ๐-๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐-๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ซ๐๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐๐ฆ๐๐ฌ๐ช๐ฎ๐ โณ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฅ๐-๐ค๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐๐-๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ
hello - it's me. back on my bullshit. or, maybe more accurately, back on new old bullshit. I miss tumblr, trash heap that it is, and i miss my writing here. it was almost the real me again.
so without further ado, let me introduce @wolf-kissed-words , the more aesthetic "redo" of this blog. I like fresh starts and clean things so maybe we'll give this a go, yeah?
All nature rises, falls...The world serpent is an ouroboros consuming itself, a wheel grinding the bones of this world to dust...Even Death devours itself. - excerpt from feast of shadows (legends of lacuna: the wรผlf saga, book one) by c. graham image : "hati & skรถll" by karitas via society6 https://www.instagram.com/p/CVtv2SHL4zi/?utm_medium=tumblr
Ada Limรณn, from The Carrying;ย โSometimes I think my body leaves a shape in the airโ
if you would be so kind as to reblog this if you feel insecure about your writing skills.
Send me a Ship and a Number and I will Write a Kiss
- โฆgood morning.
- โฆgoodnight.
- โฆgoodbye.
- โฆwhere it hurts.
- โฆwhere it doesnโt hurt.
- โฆon a falling tear.
- โฆto shut them up.
- โฆin secrecy.
- โฆin public.
- โฆdesperately.
- โฆin joy.
- โฆin grief.
- โฆdiscreetly.
- โฆcasually.
- โฆpassionately.
- โฆlazily.
- โฆto distract.
- โฆas encouragement.
- โฆfor luck.
- โฆon a scar.
- โฆon a place of insecurity.
- โฆin a rush of adrenaline.
- โฆin relief.
- โฆin danger.
- โฆas a โyesโ.
- โฆas an apology.
- โฆas a suggestion.
- โฆas a lie.
- โฆas a promise.
- โฆas comfort.
- โฆafter a small rejection.
- โฆto wake up.
- โฆforcefully.
- โฆto pretend.
- โฆto gain something.
- โฆto give up control.
- โฆwithout a motive.
- โฆbecause theyโre running out of time.
- โฆbecause timeโs run out.
- โฆbecause the world is ending.
- โฆbecause the world is saved.
- โฆout of pride.
- โฆout of greed.
- โฆout of lust.
- โฆout of anger.
- โฆout of envy or jealousy.
- โฆout of spite.
- โฆout of habit.
- โฆout of necessity.
- โฆout of love.
ahem, i pose to you a double-decker au in which mikoto is a low-life (possibly yakuza) streetracer and reisi is a classy, high-end escort that mikoto nearly runs over in the middle of a race and rather than leave him there, mikoto yanks reisi into the car and takes him on the ride of his life (in more than one way)
Rebel Without a Cause!AU!!!!ย
Mikoto isnโt a street racer by trade โ not like the Fast and Furious crowd. He just happens to own a vintage Alfa Romeo that he keeps in peak condition. Heโs a mechanic, just moved to town from the big city. Townโs small, Mikotoโs got a bunch of pent-up anger he needs to work out.
See, he just got out of prison. His best friend Totsuka was killed, and Mikoto went on a violent rampage in a bid for revenge. He should have been put away for life, you know, but his other best friend is an information broker who happened to have scandalous photographs of Mikotoโs judge โ photographs of said judge begging pegged by his mistress in his own offices. It was enough to have Mikoto sentenced to a few years involuntary manslaughter. Mikoto did his time, quietly, and when he was released, he decided that heโd had too much of the City. The man whoโd killed Totsuka was Yakuza, and now, Mikoto had run afoul of a bunch of gangsters.ย
So, he leaves. He packs up his small apartment, clears out his bank account, and moves to a small town.ย
Reisi isnโt an escort so much as he is that high-end, small-town piece. Meaning that heโs the most sought-after bachelor in town. And he happens to be dating a former gangster who moved out to the country to retire in peace. This gangster doesnโt know Mikoto, of course, but a few phone calls would probably put all the pieces together and the next thing you know, the Yakuza Mikoto came out here to avoid will be all over him again.ย
But Mikoto canโt help it. Reisi is beautiful and witty. They meet when Reisi comes into the garage to have his loverโs vintage car repaired. At first, Mikoto canโt decide whatโs prettier: the imported Corvette or the mouthy brunet who drove it in. Mikoto takes a look at the car, realizes heโs going to need to order parts from America, and tells Reisi heโll need to hang on to the car for a bit. Because heโs got to keep the car, he asks Reisi if he can drive him home.
Now, donโt get me wrong, Mikoto would love to drive this gorgeous brunet to his home, to fuck on his dining room table, and then his couch, and then his bed, but heโs also a goddamn professional, so he simply asks Reisi for his address.ย
They bicker in the car โ everything from Mikoto being uncouth, to Reisi being prissy, to Reisi wondering where Mikoto learned to read what with how barbaric he is, to Mikoto wondering if the stick in Reisiโs ass has to be replaced with a bigger stick at certain intervals.ย
And they both know. This is like lightning striking. Desire clouds the car, and itโs so thick that both of them are practically suffocating with want.ย
Mikoto pulls up into Reisiโs loverโs driveway:ย โWanna see you againโฆ outside business hours,โ he states, lighting up a cigarette.ย
Reisi blanches.ย โYou canโt. I belong to someone else.โ He says the name and sighs.ย โI trust you know the name. He would kill you if we saw each other again.โย
Mikoto knows the name. First thing he learned when he moved โ donโt fuck with this guy. He wishes he could tell Reisi to leave his lover, but he knows even if Reisi leaves, the man would come after them. While heโs trying to figure out a solution, Reisi leans in, plucks his cigarette from his mouth, and tongues him down, literally stealing his breath. Mikoto tangles his hand in Reisiโs hair and tugs sharply so that when Reisi gasps, he can taste him from the inside out.ย
It takes a long while, but Reisi pulls away eventually.ย โThanks for the ride,โ he whispers.ย
Mikoto huffs โ this fucker is such a tease.ย
They swore they wouldnโt see each other again, but when Reisi comes to pick up his loverโs car (in an Uber or something), they fuck on the hood, Reisiโs heels digging into the back of Mikotoโs thighs, Reisiโs hand gripping the wipers (which break, which Mikoto has to fixโฆ again).ย
And they know theyโre not going to be able to stay away from each other.ย
You know how it goes: Eventually Reisiโs lover finds out. For one reason or another, he decides not to kill Mikoto typical Yakuza-style. I mean, he wants to toy with the fucker a bit, and truth be told, he canโt be too man at Mikoto. Itโs hard not to fall in love with Reisi, after all. So, just like in the movie, he challenges the mechanic to a drag race, ending in a cliff. He sabotages Mikotoโs breaks, laughing to himself that the man thinks heโs got a chance of winning this โ thereโs no way Mikotoโs winning this. Reisiโs lover is a phenomenally good drag racer; itโs why he chose racing as the mode of Mikotoโs death. It will impress Reisi, he thinks.ย
Reisi begs Mikoto to decline. But Mikoto knows he canโt. The man threatened Reisi โ if Mikoto declines, Reisi dies. And Mikoto also knows that the man would sabotage his car somehow, not matter how vigilant he is about watching over it.ย
The idea of the race is to see who will chicken out first. As the cliff approaches, which one of them will slam on the breaks. Well, Reisiโs lover knows that it wouldnโt matter who slams on the breaks first, because Mikotoโs breaks donโt work.ย Mikoto knows this may not go well for him; he only wishes he could have kissed Reisi one last time. He honestly doesnโt care if he dies, though. Itโs been a hellish life so far anyway.ย
The race commences. Reisi begs and begs his lover to call the whole thing off, but he wonโt. He then asks Mikoto, again, to refuse. Mikoto doesnโt refuse. (Of course Reisi is pissed.)ย
As they get closer and closer to the edge, Mikoto realizes that he does, kind of, sort of, want to live. If only to fuck Reisi over the hood of a car again. So, as they get closer, he slams on the breaks. The car doesnโt stop, and he starts to panic. Beside him, Reisiโs lover is laughing at Mikotoโs panic, cackling wildly, knowing that Mikotoโs going to die. Not able to break, Mikoto decides to bail โ he opens the car door and rolls out. Reisiโs lover was paying more attention to Mikoto than to the road, so just like in the movie, by the time he slams on the breaks, he doesnโt have time to make it and he flies over the cliff alongside Mikotoโs gorgeous vintage Alfa Romeo.ย Shame, that. He really loved that car.ย
Reisi runs up to him and kisses him. They look over the cliffโs edge, only to find that both cars have exploded.ย
Reisi is a practical sort, and he knew that after this stunt, he and Mikoto would need a means of escape. (He wanted them to run away together before the race, but Mikoto is a stubborn fool.) So, they climb into a nondescript Toyota Prius (that Mikoto complains about) and they drive off into the sunset.ย
SCREAMING I LOCE THIS SO MUCH THANK YOU AZII YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I NEEDE THIS TODAY
โYouโre heating up.โ They pressed a hand against their loverโs forehead.
โIโm fine. Iโm just smitten by your presence.โ Their lover broke into a tired grin.
moodboard: the unseelie court
โฆ The Unseelie Court consists of the darkly-inclined fairies. Unlike the Seelie Court, no offense is necessary to bring down their assaults.ย As a group (or โhostโ), they appear at night and assault travellers, often carrying them through the air, beating them, and forcing them to commit such acts as shooting at cattle.Like the beings of the Seelie Court who are not always benevolent, neither are the fairies of the Unseelie Court always malevolent. Most Unseelies can become fond of a particular human if they are viewed as respectful, and would choose to make them something of a pet.
๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฎ ๐ช๐ต๐ธ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ซ๐ธ๐พ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ช๐ป๐ญ ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐ช ๐ญ๐ป๐ฎ๐ช๐ถ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ณ๐พ๐ผ๐ฝ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ด๐ฎ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐จ๐ธ๐พ ๐ต๐ธ๐ธ๐ด๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ช๐ฝ ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฝ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐ท ๐ช ๐ฝ๐ช๐ป๐ธ๐ฝ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ป๐ญ ๐ช๐ท๐ญ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ผ๐ช๐ ๐๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ญ ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ญ๐ธ
next au: tell me about K in Game of Thrones. Houses, alliances, where are they from and where are they now?
Letโs send this one out for everyone, if folks want to play. Okay people, what would your K/GoT crossover look like?
Iโll get us started. I think that Homra and House Stark are natural allies โ both clans are a bit unruly, more committed to their notions of justice rather than any laws or government authority.ย
Reisi would rule S4 and House Targaryen, maybe? He and Dany both have very strict notions of justice and are deeply committed to enforcing it. Reisi might find find Danyโs methods a bit questionable, Iโm sure. But theyโre both idealists in a way.ย
The Lannisters and the Greens are deeply ambitious, cunning, and do whatever they want.ย
What do others think?
Interesting. I would have placed Mikoto as a Targaryen, of the classic kind, or HOMRA as the Dothraki. Reisi I would have given to House Stark for their formality and to-do about honor and law. The Greens would have to fall under House Greyjoy or Bolton for me. Bloodthirsty and a chaos unto their own
Netflix and
existential despair
Youโre allowed to be disgusted by my work. Youโre allowed to hate it. I have never said otherwise.
What I want people to stop doing is thinking Iโm an awful person for it. I want them to stop deciding that for some reason I condone the atrocious things that happen in it even though Iโve shown real people nothing but kindness.
Look, there are books and other content that I really canโt stand, but I donโt think the content creators are morally reprehensible people for creating it. It is possible to view a writer and their work separately, especially if the way they act in real life is not in anyway related to what they write.