Hey and thank you so much for taking time from your day and replying💕 I'ms sorry for such a late reply, i haven't checked tumblr in a while. Your reply honestly brought tears to my eyes and warmed me. It's a tought thing, but I am trying to love myself a bit more each day and I am trying to talk to my parents.

I hope you have a great day and thanks again for taking a strangers problems to your heart and empathizing with them💕

❗Second picture might be a spoiler❗

Hey people! Am i the only one who ships Mikey and Takemichi ? Sure HinaMichi is extremely adorable and i ship them so much as well, but i don't know, MikeyMichi is giving me some soulmate vibes. In most of the future outcomes we see how much Mikey values takemichi and he is one of the very few people to whom he has shown his weak side.

What do you guys think? Or is fandom still just getting into the Tokyo Manji Revengers? Am i too early?😂

P.s someone please talk to me about this manga, i read all 204 chapters and have no one to discuss it with :(

After my rent post it is time for asheiji🌸 people i'm searching for a fic on ao3 in which there are 2 timelines. One is from 80's and another is a present day. Eiji from 2018 switches places with eiji from the 80's and meets Ash from that timeline. It was so well written and ash from 80's was more like manga!ash ,the dynamic was so good. I can't find it and if anyone knows the name or link, please help!🍌🐟

At this point this blog might become my ranting space and kpop content ( my 2 faves) am i the only one or do any of you feel the same way? So i got the scholarship and because the online teaching sucks and so does my wifi i can't participate, so here i am falling into depression as the days go by. Like i want to motivate myself but even getting out of bad is a whole fight right now. I am irritated and lash out on others or just ghost them. My family situation isn't great either. Tbh my grandma is a manipulative and extremely demanding person. Right now she's pretending that she can't get up and me and my sister are basically her maids ( mom's working and dad has always been an asshole). So all this problems, plus babysitting my gramdma has taken it's toll on me. I just want this situation to end or at least find a motivation to face my problems. Do you ever feel that there's just no exit? Like you are meant to live your life for others, not actually enjoying it but still dreaming that it will get better? It's 3:45am here and as always i can't sleep. I think insomnia is so cruel, i would like to escape this situations for at least a few hours, but no i have to awake in the middle of night when everything and everyone is quite and let the harsh and cold reality sink in. I feel like i'm wasting my time and i will never get it back. I'm 22 and i thought everything will be different at this age. My whole life has been one of bullying. From my height ( in school) to my relatives, who always thought of me and my sister as poor and dumb. Life's hard man, i just want it to be better. I just wanted to get this heavy stone off my chest. After all our demons are our own thoughts.

P.s if this showed up on your page and bothered you i'm sorry, so in exchange look at the gorgeous pic of teabear🧚‍♀️

So these past few days i've been hearing some suspicious rustling noises and spoons are missing (like my whole family agrees that things so missing, so that concludes that it's not the isolation and i'm still kinda sane)

So yeah, but i'm chill with it so... kinda doubting my sanity at the same time

So i just hit the new low in my life. After pretending that i'm strong and don't care about my weight, i just broke down in my bathroom, while the water was running because i didn't want my parents to hear me, or maybe i wanted to. Maybe i wanted someone to hug me and say that they love me. Now the screen is blurry and i'm blinking really fast for tears to go away. I'm really trying to love and accept myself as i am but constant name calling (cow, pig, fatty, don't stand there for too long, you will break the floor) from my father and dissapointed look from my mom is making it so hard. I want them to accept me. My mom told me nobody needs my academic and career achievements if i look like this. People closest to you can damage you the most. I don't have anyone with whom i can talk about this. So if anyone sees this, talk to me.