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❀glitch mode

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why do i always get ultra depresso thoughts in sept

#every year without fail#the earth is literally dying#people are dying#i nearly have a panic attack just from having to talk to a small group of classmates during our online class#i have no idea what i want to do with my life bc i never thought id live this long#lost all affection for the only boy ive liked who likes me back and actually respects me and cares about my interests#and he's so good about self improvement so he asks me where i want to be in 5/10 years and i just go blank bc i dont fucking know#i cant imagine myself working an actual career job for the rest of my life#ill probably be so anxious of applying for jobs and of interviews and be full of impostor syndrome that i just wont even try#bc its easier not to try and safer not to try#my anxiety definitely negatively affects my happiness in life but i dont have actual full-on panic attacks so do i even need/deserve meds??#i dont actively want to die anymore its more like my brain has been in this depresso state for so many years that im just kind of existing#with no motivations just going with the flow of what is expected of an adult by society and by my family#how does anyone live?? how do ppl do it#work sleep work sleep#are there actually happy ppl out there? is everyone just faking it assuming they're the odd one out?#is there medication that can make me happy n motivated n that will stop my heart from beating out of my chest at the thought of a phonecall#im a mess frfr#txt#dl#not svt#negative tw
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tfw ur grayro

do I have feelings for this person ?? do I have feelings at all for any people ever ???? what do feelings really feel like. I’ve felt them before but what REALLY do they feel like those old feelings could have been fake. am I even over those feelings just in case they were real !!!! does all romantic stuff feel like that !! do I just want attention or do I wanna date someone ???? am I ready for that commitment if I don’t even know what I feel ??????????? we may never fully understand

#big mood#txt#ace things
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yall i’m reading this book about an assassin and a prince pursuing this princess and i spent half the book being so angry that the main character was falling for the bad guy and completely ignoring the good guy only for it to be revealed that the guy i thought was bad was the good guy all along and all the “hints” the author left were actually just there to trick us into thinking he was the assassin >:( and now i have to reread the first half of the book with the context that he’s the prince instead of assuming he was the assassin

#i hate myself#tbh there was evidence that both could be the assassin but i ignored the evidence pointing at the other guy#bc the good guy's personality fits that of an assassin#all cocky n shit#ughhhhhhh#i did NOT see that coming#wow#tfw the main character is actually ending up with the character you wanted c:#and you were mad for literally no reason c:#hell yeah#txt#dl
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