Touhou Fanfic - Fleeting [YukarixReimu]
Here’s my submission for @touhoushipcollab
English isn’t my main language so I hope I didn’t make many grammar mistakes and typo.
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Dried leaves keep piling up on the ground, scattered around my shrine. They fell off from the branch dancing lightly for a while in the air and then dropped on the ground. Though it’s just a fleeting moment, but it marked something in my mind and heart.
It’s autumn where the air got cold because of the wind yet still warm because the sun was high up in the sky, not covered by the cloud.
I swept my shrine ground from those dried leaves, trying to make it as clean as ever. To be honest, in this kind of season I just want some nice delicacy to fill my stomach. I mean, autumn is the season for food, right? For those who say autumn is the season of reading, art or so on then they don’t know the true meaning of autumn.
Lots and lots of mountain vegetables grow up on autumn and it’s also the harvest season so of course there’d be plenty of food. Finally… I can finally eat something that can fill my stomach to the brim…
Ahh, I really love autumn…
“Good day, Reimu.”
…is what I’d like to say.
“Today sure is windy, huh. Sweeping the ground as always, you don’t seem bored doing that every day.” Her playful voice was ringing in my ear.
“What’s your business, now? Coming here like it’s just a matter of course…” And that bewitching smile.
“Oh my? Am I not welcomed here?”
“Well, it’s not like that but… Just tell me what do you want…” With her usual outfit and that big, white parasol in her hand.
“…Yukari.” She came here again in this season.
Autumn, a season when I know she will disappear shortly…
~Fleeting~
A wind passed by, fluttering her silky long blonde hair. She extended her arm to her side, opened up a gap.
“Now, now, don’t sound so cold like that. I’m not here to do anything suspicious. Beside, I’ve never acted suspicious when I’m around you, right, Reimu?”
“Yeah, that sounds so true. If you don’t have any business here then just scram. It’s not like I’ve every little time for you. I’m busy, you know? Those dried leaves just keep piling up and I can’t see any end to clean my yard–”
“Then, do you want me to bring some enjoyment in your work?” Yukari let out something from her gap.
“Yo-you… that can’t be…” I was shocked when I see what she was holding in a basket.
“Ufufufu, this is the best thing to eat in autumn, right?”
“Sweet potatoes!!! Yaayy!! Finally… finally I can eat something beside those damn dried grass…” Ahh I’m so happy I felt like I’ve to make Yukari my idol for saving me from this depraved life of mine…
“Um, Reimu, there’s no need for you to prostate to me, okay? Just kiss me in the lips would be good enough.”
“Okay, let’s bake these potatoes~!” I think I heard Yukari say something unnecessary but baking these sweet potatoes take more priority in my list.
~Girls are baking potatoes~
Pile up the dried leaves. Wrap the potato with Aya’s newspaper because you won’t need it for anything else, really. Put it on the dried leaves. Burn the dried leaves but don’t overdo it. Cover it up again with more dried leaves. Let it bake for around 20-30 minutes. And…
“It’s reaaddyyy~~!! My baked sweet potato is ready!!” Ahh I think I just cried a bit there…
I unwrapped the newspaper and the reddish pink potato skin mean that it’s already cooked. When I split it into two parts the golden yellow flesh looked sooo delicious plus the steam that let out a really nice, sweet smell. This is so irresistible I can’t stop my drool.
Just when I was about to eat it…
“Be careful, Reimu. It’s still hot, you don’t want to get your tongue get burned, right?” …Yukari said that while holding a sweet potato in her hand.
Hearing her warning, I puff out the potato to at least make it less hot and after I thought it’s not that hot anymore…
“Okay, time to dig in.” …Gulping down my saliva, I began to eat this delicacy and in an instant..
“This… This sweetness is really unbearable!!” …Felt like my mouth was in heaven.
The tender and sweet potato is dancing in my mouth and since it’s a little hot it’s really good to ward of the cold wind in autumn. This is truly a great delicacy for my autumn!!
I keep chowing down my sweet potato without any care on how much I already ate. Oh well, this was Yukari’s so I guess I can eat as much as I can, right?
~Girls are eating sweet potatoes~
“Aahh, my belly is so full.” I keep rubbing my belly that almost made me looked like I was pregnant.
“I’m glad that you like it, Reimu.”
We sat in the shrine’s veranda while drinking tea after eating sweet potato. I wonder how much did I ate? Well, who care about that~
“Yeah, thanks, Yukari. If it’s not because of you I’d have to eat another bowl of dried grass again tonight.”
“Really, Reimu, just what kind of life did you have to go through?”
“But now that I’m really full I think I will just eat an half bowl tonight.”
“No, don’t eat something like that. Ran will cook for you tonight so please don’t say something so pitiful with a straight face like that.”
“Really? Thanks!!” Guess my plan to make myself as pitiful as I can was a success.
Another cold wind passed by. We just sat in the veranda. Just the two of us. Not uttering any single word. Silence remain in the air. The atmosphere isn’t heavy at all, it’s just that…
“…? What is it, Reimu? Looking at me with a melancholic face like that?”
“Eh!? No, it’s nothing.” …her being here itself was enough for me.
Looks like without even releasing it I keep looking at her face.
But, I can’t help it. It’s autumn. Mean that soon she will gone. When winter come she won’t be coming here for a while. I know that it’s inevitable and it’s just for a few months, beside I can still meet her during autumn but knowing the fact that soon I won’t be able to meet with her is just…
“You know, Reimu…”
“Hm?”
“Seasons keep passing by and no one can stop it. It’s a natural thing to happen. Human can enjoy the passing seasons because every season has different things that it can offer to them. Flowers blooming in autumn, the nice feeling when you eat shaved ice in the summer festivsal, plentiful harvest in autumn, and how it’s so warm to stay inside your own house while watching the snow fall in winter.”
Yukari continued her talk after she drank her tea.
“They can enjoy it the fullest. Human is a creature that always seek for enjoyment in every moment possible. But, us, youkai, can’t do that. Sometime we only saw a glimpse of the cherry blossom blooming. Sometime we didn’t realize the hot, summer sun. Sometime we didn’t care about the falling dried leaves. Sometime we didn’t even realize that snow has been falling down for 2 months. It’s because we have seen it. We have experienced it. We have felt it for as long as we live. Hey, Reimu…” She looked at me with a serene expression…
“Will you give it to me? Something that’d make me think it’s worth to live for another decades? Something that can amaze me. Something that I can hold dear with this long life of mine?” …and yet her words felt so hollow it made me felt pity for her.
“I’m not your entertainment. I’m not here to make you happy or anything. I don’t have time to keep up with your nonsense.” After I said that she suddenly–
I can felt something soft touching my cheek along with a soft breath that’s brushing my cheek.
Yukari just kissed me. Something that happened for only a moment. Not even a second.
She then looked at me with that smile again, as if she was hiding something from me.
“Yeah, just like that. Being unfazed and didn’t have any special feelings toward any other being. That’s the Hakurei’s Miko that I know.” Yukari said so while I put an indifferent face after she kissed my cheek.
Well, the truth is my mind was like OH MY GOD SHE JUST KISSED ME AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT IT’S ONLY ON THE CHEEK, RIGHT!!?? I’M STILL SAFE, RIGHT!!?? BUT DIDN’T SHE JUST STOLE MY FIRST KISS!!?? SHE NEEDS TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY, RIGHT!?? YEAH, SHE HAVE TO. NOW I DON’T HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO MARRY YUKARI!! YES, IT’S NOT LIKE I WANT TO MARRY HER OR ANYTHING!! IT JUST CAN’T BE HELPED. YES, THAT’S RIGHT!!!!
My mind was totally in a mess because of a kiss.
I keep up this appearance so you won’t leave me, you know? You want me to be indifferent, to keep the balance of everything in Gensokyo. Treating everyone equally for the rest of my life… did you think I could do that after all the time I spent with you, Yukari?
While I was busy with my own delusion, Yukari got up after finishing her tea.
“Then, guess it’s about time for me to go.” Yukari opened up her gap, ready to go back. “Bye, Reimu.”
I don’t know if I should be glad that I was able to hide my true feeling toward her…
“Wa-wait, Yukari!”
“? What is it?
…because it made me can’t tell how I really feel nor this one word that I want to say to her every time when autumn came.
”…No, it’s nothing. Be sure to bring me some food supply later.“
"Ufufufu, of course.”
And then, she gone. Again.
And I can’t say this word just before we parted. Again.
While clutching my hand on my chest I can only endure this pain. The pain of knowing the inevitable parting of us. The fact that I can’t accept it just made me hate myself.
Just one word. One word is enough to make this heart feel at ease. Yet, even after all this time I still can’t say it.
One word for her and one word from her.
Let’s meet again.