Do you ever just go wow I have a lot of repressed anger
are cute dates and rough sex too much to ask for
Sometimes you experience bad days even though everything is working out just fine. Sometimes you wake up with a heavy heart even though your day is full of things you are actually excited about. Sometimes you feel utterly sad even though you are surrounded by people who love and care about you. I am here to tell you that it is absolutely okay to hit rock bottom even though there is no logical explanation for it. You do not need to justify your feelings and there is truly no need to feel guilty about feeling darkness inside of you though the sun is currently shining on your life. Feelings come and go, just like waves. So, go ahead and let yourself feel, my love, for you deserve to express your inner world in order to heal. Always remember that feeling bad does not need to be justified.
“I smile every time I hear your name. Do you do the same?”
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Sunflower Ernest Bieler 1910
you must teach your heart to accept what cannot be changed.
“my father has broken my heart in many more ways than any other man ever could.”
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