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if you ever feel safe please remember that im out there
organdebt reblogged
Trauma changes you. The person you were before is gone. You have to reinvent yourself.“
(via betweenthegoodandbad)
sb: nate's an abusive asshole me, through a megaphone: he's severely mentally ill and a product of manipulation
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HE STINKS OF blood that isn’t his! six understands all too well how thin flesh can peel, how fickle bones may break. but his hands are clean & his face droops heavy. ( are you lost? ) the man asks innocently enough, his voice strained by some past sorrow. her fingers tangle as she considers the desire to leave this place, anxiously grazing knuckles about prune-shriveled skin & tucking her chin into her neck. SHE WANTS TO GO HOME —— wherever that may be, now. cautiously, she nods her head.
@organdebt
OUT OF THE DARKNESS, A LIGHT. no -- a coat? shadowed blue eyes narrow ever so slightly, adjusting to the all - consuming night within the maw’s quarters ; his job here is done, the abomination’s kidneys tucked safely within the GeneCo - brand cooler, well - worn and tattered from years of use. for all the lives the doctor has saved, the surgeon has claimed far more. he’s witnessed the horrors in the depths below, the starving monstrosities awaiting their next meal with eager, groping hands, and is more than faintly reminded of another -- one whose own hands hold his figurative leash, biding time until the day that it may finally become a noose. perhaps allowing this child to escape, to free herself from the gaping, snarling mouths waiting to devour her, would befit a penance for his transgressions.
❛ do you want to leave? ❜
#six......... you're getting adopted. it's final#nate'll take you in#also i figure maybe the maw's annual pilgrimage just sorta#showed up in the ocean outside of the vague and ambiguous area where repo takes place?? lmao#also i love that game and the janitor is my son#what a good boy#❛ — i am only living out a lie. / main.#❛ — threads.#hungerhood#hungerhood 001.
Anonymous asked:
good eve! thank u for finally giving this fandom the nathan it deserves. (/paps ur face)
aaaaAAAHHHH —–
rotti largo: i have created a repo man
the repo fandom: fucked up a perfectly good doctor is what you did. look at him. he's got anxiety.
what perfection! what precision! / repossessed by cole.
for all my fellow repo blogs – here’s a small list of the main cast’s ages / birth years, for reference.
ages are all by 2056. rotti – 1993. age 63. marni – 2011. age 45. nathan – 2016. age 40. mag – 2017. age 39. luigi – 2019. age 37. pavi – 2024. age 32. amber – 2032. age 24. shilo – 2039. age 17.
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his hand rests light over the surgical tools , latex tight over his fingers as he reaches ; as he hesitates brief to turn dark eyes back to the man at his side. he supposes it isn’t his place to lead. after all , he’s the guest here. lips pull into a smile , faked sincerity , head dipped in wait. ‘ … after you. ’
@organdebt !
THERE’S NO TURNING BACK. he’s not used to allowing others to see his work, indulge in the most intimate parts of his life, but the man beside him has proven to be just as darkly motivated as he. the surgeon wastes no time in plucking one scalpel from his array, shadowed eyes briefly studying the metallic glint from the fluorescent lights poised above, and making a steady incision down the unconscious man’s sternum. the pain alone will be enough to wake him from his drug - induced slumber, but there’s nothing keeping them from finding other ways to silence him, no morals or threat of discovery in the bunker - esque architecture.
❛ liver. don’t be afraid to get messy. ❜
you’re the world to me. / shilo and nathan wallace of repo! the genetic opera. highly nsfw. written by jude and cole.
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she is curled up against her pillows, thick entomology text resting in her lap as her painted fingertips trace over the illustration of the glowing insect she’d spotted in the graveyard. sometimes her collection makes her tiny world feel bigger; other times – now, for instance – it’s just another reminder how FAR AWAY she is from the world outside her window. she should have known better than to chase it ( she did know better ) but it had seemed so important at the time, capturing her one little piece of the outdoors.
in the end, she’d gotten more than her fair share of the outside. she can still SMELL the corpses.
AT LEAST SHE’S SAFE. he doesn’t know exactly what she witnessed, what she endured in the merciless world outside, but the mere thought of any harm befalling her is enough to make normally steady hands -- surgeon’s hands -- shake with anxiety. he’s double - checked every possible exit to ensure she won’t be making any other escape attempts out into the night -- even with the city’s neon glow and constant telecast looming overhead, it’s still a dark and foreboding place. he wills his fingers to still before he knocks on her door to announce his arrival and slowly turn, then push the knob, allowing him to step inside. she looks so small, he notes absently, the near - daily pang of guilt tugging at his heart before he casts it aside and reminds himself that she’s sequestered for her own good. for her safety.
a moment of hesitation, and then ----- ❛ how are you feeling? ❜
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Amber being genuinely confused by how Nathan and Marni loved each other, because she literally has never seen a marriage where the partners loved and respected and not manipulated each other. Amber asking Nathan about his love for Marni because she lowkey doesn’t get it because that’s how she was raised !!
@organdebt
i see this, and raise you Nathan being genuinely confused about Amber’s sudden interest in his life, after she’s done nothing but boss him around and torment him for years. also, Nathan realizing that, after Marni’s rejection, Rotti probably became even more hateful and lashed out at those closest to him ( his children, ofc ) and provided no guided upbringing, sans to raise a hand and strike after one of their many misdeeds. also also, Nathan sitting down with Amber and having a real conversation with her in which he treats her like an adult for what could be the first time in her life, and her being exposed to a deeper, softer side of him she wasn’t aware existed.
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when they tamed you, when they made you,
they took something wild and feral and said:
‘this is how you walk among men,
this is how you pass as one:
this is how you stand, how you sit,
this is how you eat and talk.
(do not growl, do not bare your teeth:
you are no longer just beast, you are now man as well).
‘this is when you bite and when you tear,
this is when you purr and sit docile.
(you are a pet, a weapon: we forged you into what you are now.)
this is how you make them think you are helpless,
(bare your throat, not your teeth: tilt your head back.
show submission and bide your time).
and this is how you tear out their still-beating heart.’
what they did not account for is that when you forge a weapon,
when you take something feral and give it the mask of man,
you must never forget what you started with.
their blood is on your hands now, and you smile at the moonless sky with blood matted in your hair. (CNS)
— you can never trust a monster. / 18+ only, please.
reeepo maaan — ♫
#❛ — everyone’s favorite sin pit. / ooc.#❛ — look what i’ve become. / self.#❛ — i am lost without you here. / marni.#❛ — she looks just like you. / shilo.#❛ — nothing ever lasts in this world. / musings.#❛ — we started this opera shit. / music.#❛ — i am only living out a lie. / main.#❛ — the claims medic gives no anesthetic. / surgeon.#❛ — prompts.#❛ — inbox.#❛ — threads.#❛ — self promo.