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A hopeless hope

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A roleplay blog for Hajime Hinata/Izuru Kamukura from Super Dangan Ronpa 2. NSFW material included. Multi-ship, multi-verse.
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At first, Nagito was a little surprised by the offer. And then, a little hesitant. Was it okay to spend his birthday with a reserve course nobody? It wasn’t like he had much of a reputation to worry about, but still. 
 Then again, this wasn’t just any nobody, this was Hajime. And even though Nagito wasn’t entirely sure how he felt about this very persistent boy, he still couldn’t find a single part of himself that outright hated the idea. So, after pretending to consider it for longer than he actually did, he gave a nod. 
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 “Alright. I don’t eat out that often, so why don’t you take me somewhere you know is good?

“That’s a lot easier said than done, you know.” Hajime laughed even as he complained, well aware how ridiculous it sounded for him to complain about having been given a choice. “Do you prefer Japanese or European food? We could always go get ramen, if you’re alright with it? Plus, it’s cheap enough we could really splurge and get lots of side dishes. Did you want to get a cake to celebrate?“

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Hajime was all smiles as he spoke, thinking over his decision. “We could go somewhere more expensive if you’d like. We should celebrate somehow, though, so whether it’s with cake or just a nice lunch I’ll leave it up to you.”

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Well, now. That’d be too amazing, even for a place like this, y’know?” Nagito laughed the matter off, like it was some childish fantasy that his classmates would care about the day he was born. “I’m afraid an unimportant event like this should only be observed by unimportant people like you and I.
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 He regarded Hajime for a moment, apparently considering his next move, before saying: “Since you were so kind as to come all the way from the Reserve Course building, I suppose it’d be rude to turn you away. Instead, you can come have lunch with me.

“A-ah, are you sure?” Hajime was a little unnerved by the fact that Nagito could laugh something like that off, but he most certainly didn’t mind accompanying him if he was lonely. Especially if he was going to be alone on his birthday. “While I can’t agree with calling us both unimportant, I can’t really argue for my case. I...pretty much am.“ He seemed to think about something for a moment, staring down at his hands and twitching his fingers slightly.

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“So long as you don’t have really expensive tastes...let me buy you lunch. I got paid alright this week, so food for two shouldn’t be too hard to cover.” He didn’t really know if he had anything else he could offer Nagito for his birthday, other than genuine attempts at sincerity. After all, Nagito was better off financially than he was. Only personalized attempts could hope to cover the material gap.

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hopespoison

"...You're back...?"

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“No. Now eat this carrot Reserve-kun!” 

Komaeda took one of his many, many grilled carrots and stuffed it in the other’s mouth, without much concern or hesitation at all. 

“I was hoping my appearance in the dead of night might have… stunted any chances of being noticed. Now I have to bribe people with the promise of good eyesight.”

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Hajime laughed around the carrot that was placed in his mouth, taking a bite as he removed it. “It’s a shame you haven’t returned. I certainly haven’t missed having you insult and berate me on a daily basis.”

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Maybe he’d forgotten the hell that was dealing with Nagito in the time he’d been gone.

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Hinata-kun is…far too kind to us, Yuuki,” Nagito whispered, giving the baby a gentle, gentle squeeze before passing him off to Hajime. Once he was settled in the other’s arms, Nagito leaned over and rested his head on Hajime’s shoulder, where he was both comfortable, and had a view of the baby. 
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 “He’s a lot of work,” He commented through a yawn, rubbing his eyes. “But really worth it, you know? Anyway, be careful what you promise. If you let me choose how long you stay, we might never let you go.

“You’re underestimating me again,” he said with a soft pout, shifting a bit so all three of them could be comfortable like this.Maybe Nagito was just teasing him, but Hajime couldn’t help but feel as if he wasn’t being taken seriously enough. “I know I’m a cranky, talentless reserve course student, but I understood what I said.”

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“I’ll stay forever if you ask me to. So long as you want me...”

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Sinday headcanons
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Hajime is the sort of lover who is obsessed with making his partners feel good. If he finds something that he knows they enjoy he’ll probably end up abusing that, lingering in one spot for too long. He doesn’t do it out of any sort of malicious intent. He just wants to make sure they’re enjoying themselves. He’s more interested in making sure his partner gets off than in actually finishing himself, so he’ll take as much time as he needs to in order to make that happen.

He’s likely to give just about anything a try, so long as it isn’t too far out of his nature or comfort level. Sex isn’t really about him, ever.

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Sinday headcanons
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Hajime isn’t actually all that sexually active, so he’s a bit pent up. He’s such a serious student and person in general that he doesn’t spend a lot of time looking at pornography or getting off. Once he’s found someone that he’s interested in he’ll start thinking of sex more frequently, like most boys his age, but he’s pretty shy about it.

He’s the type that would start studying about sex if he thinks the topic may come up, because he’s generally pretty unclear on what people enjoy and he wants to be as good at it as possible. He’ll put a lot of effort into studying technique and common erogenous zones to focus on, so he can be incredibly awkward at first.

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Sinday headcanons
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Hajime is incredibly sensitive to sounds during sex. He’ll get easily flustered with dirty talk, making it easy to take the initiative once things have gotten started. He can get overstimulated with that sort of thing, however. If you want to take the lead that’s the best way to break his composure.

The best thing for him, however, is when it’s quiet except for just the act itself. Hearing his partner breathe and moan softly is a real thrill for him. Even just hearing the bed sheets shifting under them gets him excited, and he can get a bit lost in the lewd noises their bodies make themselves.

Of course, he doesn’t mind loud sex, either.

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…It’s worth a try, I suppose. Let me pet your hair.
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Hmm. Well, if you think it’s worth a shot…

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“It couldn’t hurt to try, right? Besides, your hair looks like a fluffy mess.“

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    “ is that what you want from ME? to acknowledge that emotions mean NOTHING? i totally only use them to alleviate the boredom. c’mon now, there’s no POINT in wallowing in the same state day in and day out, even if it IS illogical. i can at least PRETEND things aren’t totally lame. “
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“Does that truly alleviate your boredom? It seems tiresome. To pretend to have emotions does not make them any more present. It is still...boring. Just another waste of energy...”

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Nagito gave the offer a moment’s thought. It was generous, especially given how little experience Hajime had with kids. He knew what he should be feeling was gratitude - and while that was definitely there, there was something else too. Something he couldn’t identify. 
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Heh, we both must be very lucky to have you.” His eyes slipped shut of their own accord, having been lulled into a state of calm, partly by Hajime’s touch, and partly by the baby’s gentle breathing. It was all so unfamiliar, and yet very comfortable. 

“You tired?” he asked quietly as he moved to sit beside Nagito, looking between the peaceful expressions of his friend and their unexpected charge. They both looked so peaceful that it was hard to imagine the panic of earlier, reaching out to let Yuuki curl tiny fingers around one of his own.

“I can hold him if you want to rest a bit. I don’t imagine you’ve had a lot of chances to relax...“ He kept his voice low as he spoke, not wanting to break the mood that had settled over them. This was nice and comfortable, and Hajime didn’t want to be the reason for breaking this atmosphere. “I’ll stay here with you, so you don’t have to worry about anything.“

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“I’ll stay as long as you need me...“

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Random Headcanons
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Hajime is actually fairly knowledgeable about a great number of things, to some degree. In his never-ending search for his ‘true talent’ Hajime picked up everything he could think to try. He can play the piano (and other instruments) to a basic level, is ahead of his grade in most studies, and is conversationally fluent in English. His wide variety of basic skills and the training he put on his own mind is what eventually lead him to be chosen for the Kamukura project.

However he tends to give up on things once he hits a rough patch, because he doesn’t believe he can excel at them. Studying is the only exception, and he works hard in that regard.

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