Goodbye Tumblr, I may be back some day... I've had too much go on here, and in my life to keep you around for really any longer, I love you and I need to let you go.

So... When you see something in real life or on a show/movie and you know it's ff material... 'Big fic energy.'

Standing there at a respectful distance, not listening cause it's not my business.

Sometimes I don't have me.

Hast thou played thy Pokemon Go?

1916 Pokemon players be like lol

I'm thinking about just shutting down... Kind of giving up... My mental health has been taking hit after hit... This isn't for attention cause I honestly done give a single damn who sees this... I just needed to get this out.

I'm hurt... My heart is jaded you don't know how many times I've been burnt, I carry this weight and I wait for the worst, it come and when it gets here I just jump out the plane, no chute just the landing... Oh shoot, this isn't handy, I start tastin' cotton candy... Oh my... No that's a beard, wait um... Randy?... My throat like sand paper rough when I swallow, my words, unable to articulate my thoughts in a verse, to the extent I would like, my stomach is burning like I got the GERD... My head is spinning feelin' like I'm going to swerve, I'm not even driving I don't have the steering wheel in my hands... This whole thing just feels like an opened up wound, salt poured in... it's a curse... The rage inside of my heart the anger behind my hands if they fly, mama taught me not to fight when I'm angry... How's that possible when I'm like Bruce, banding with myself trying to stop trying to keep the beast inside trying to keep the rage on lock... I want to kill I have a thirst for blood, watching the lightly designs as I rip him apart... If he touches her I swear that'll be the last straw, I'm done with her being hurt... I guess that's it for now.

WHY ARE PEOPLE BLOCKING ME THAT I'VE LITERALLY CALLED FAMILY?!?!

WHAT DID I DO?!

Someone... Please tell me?

All right it's official new conspiracy theory has blossomed in my brain...

Covid was created to stop supercorp...

@supercorpandbeyond

A child.

Needy

The little

The bottom

The center of attention

The baby girl any lesbian Mommy or Daddy would be blessed to take care of

My dear friend and sister.

Love you hun.

@supercorpandbeyond

A child.

Needy

The little

The bottom

The center of attention

The baby girl any lesbian Mommy or Daddy would be blessed to take care of

My dear friend and sister.

Love you hun.

Taking someone else's thoughts and words... Using them yourself to be noticed and putting them down because they have less followers... I love you but I have to draw a line... Impulse or not, knowing or not... I wish you would go around and handle it... I wish you would have them take down the reblogs... But you won't... Cause you know I won't do anything if you don't... You said 'what can I do?' have them take it down... Take yours down fr and not just say I will then not do it... And reblog it five times yourself... Don't use my words cause you can't think of your own... No matter what's going on in your head at the time... You made the choice...

I messed up, you feel like you can’t trust me, I am so sorry that I hurt you, I broke the bond we started, I wish that I could change it all, I wish that I could fix it, now you tell me that we need some space, I’ll freely give it, we aren’t a couple, not together nor could ever be, you’re my best friend, I can’t lose you, please just do not hate me, I need you in my life, we need to see the world, we called it mates platonic in our souls that we hold, I hope that you don’t leave me, I’m prayin’ that you stay... I wish I could just hug you... if you’d allow me, I know you already know that I am freakin’ out, I miss you this much only from this short time, that call to now... I can’t deal with the idea of losin’ you I think I would go mad, I think I’d be the hatter walkin’ ‘mungst the clowns... Please be okay and call me if you need anything... I am always right here...