Heavy Hearts
This fandom has been around almost three and a half years. We’ve seen a lot of ups and downs, but there has been some brilliant content produced in spite of it all.
Our team, mainly our HBIC, Jade, spent months and months tirelessly prepping for these awards. Going over documents, brainstorming, trying to improve upon the foundation we have built over the last two awards. We wanted to be better, to do better, for you guys. In addition to all the physical and mental labor that goes into this, a lot of emotional labor weighed on us as we approached the beginning of these awards.
There has been a lot of chaotic energy surrounding certain factions of the fandom. There has also been, from what it looks like on our end, some manipulation of nominations. There has been actions taken that have made all of us feel like these awards aren’t even about having fun anymore. We feel like we’re being pushed into a corner, with people waiting for us to misstep, misspeak, make mistakes and use that as leverage.
This event was created out of love. We wanted to bring something positive to the fandom. And slowly and tragically it has become something the complete opposite.
We are humans, not robots. We are entitled to our own opinions and beliefs and after running this blog for 3 years, we can proudly say we have done our absolute best to keep this blog as unbiased as possible. However, it’s become nearly impossible for our team to function because we cannot even use our private twitter accounts to express ourselves.
We are extremely grateful for all the people who stepped up to help this year:
We cannot express how sorry we are, but we simply cannot take on this project anymore. Not with people waiting for us to fail at every step we take. It’s not fun, or fair. We understand people will still talk and assume, and if you cannot understand that we’re simply human beings, with real feelings, then there’s not really anymore we can say to help you understand.
We hope you’ll all understand, from the bottom of our hearts.