Posting a recreation I did of the picture of my friend @gaywatercolors ♡ Aint she a beauty?

*TW - Eating Dissorders* - Fictional names used. ~ Oh, hello Kyle, how aree... you? ■ Hi Emily! I’m fine! ~ I am glad, I guess.. I see your diet worked, did you get below 90kg fast? ■ Oh yeah, I started feeling less the more days I was in, even tried go a bit harder ~ Oh yeah.. a bit harder. How do you feel then? ■ I am perfect! Although I still have some kilos to go down, all this fat on my waist and my t..... ~ Kyle? What about some tacos at home? ■ Hm? I’m not actually hungr..... ~ Kyle, please, let’s go eat some tacos. My greatest fear after so many years of feeling obese and being treated that way by some people around me, is that some day my head will click the wrong way, and I won’t be able to grasp reality anymore. I have lived among people with eating desorders, and if it is hard to help someone else, I cannot imagine trying to get myself out of there. I wanna be healthy, but my brain is on a binary mode of either not caring or self destruction.. this aint good for long term But aside from my fears; let’s all focus to help those who need it. There is many people going through this phases and most of us won’t notice. And please, if you ARE going through this, and you just need to vent off, I’m all ears. Either tumblr or twitter (ZSeedSanctuary), I am willing to hear from you and just get a laugh together.

New year, new goals, and one of them is to be the best person I can for those ones that love even more than I love myself ♡

Just random bs #1

My fav thing about insomia is that numbing feeling that you get right before just basically going blank on your bed. What’s even better I hear you ask? That I wont be able to sleep more than 4 hours before I suffocate from the heat outside and have to forcefully stay awake the whole day. A productive and healthy schedule I belive

We all look alike, boring in plain sight; but it’s when we open ourselves that we realize how unique we all are.