Vaeled Thoughts

had the weirdest dream istg

when does a man become a monsterrrr

“never work with children, griddle, their prefrontal cortexes aren’t developed.” this is coming from harrowhark nonagesimus, who is not only 17 years old, but also, arguably, has the worst decision-making skills of any character in the modern literary canon. maybe go develop your own prefrontal cortex instead of doing irreparable damage to it, beloved, and we can chat.

Even if I didn’t have a solid plan, in the back of my head, I always assumed I’d kill myself.

Now I’m an adult and people my age have their lives in order and I’m stuck here, confused, because I never planned to be alive and I’m so far behind.

I feel like I’ll never catch up.

Hey all.

I want to make an addition to this. I made this post a long time ago.

I’m currently back in university, and I’ve made so much progress with my trauma. I’m in a loving relationship.

Things can and will get better. It’s not too late.

Nothing is perfect by any means. But I’m happy I’m still here and didn’t kill myself. I hope you get to that point, too 💕

The addition is important! I see the original post circulating a lot, but the addition is important!

New addition two years later. I’m still going strong!

I’m getting married. I’m still in that loving relationship.

I’ve learned that there’s no real timeline. It’s okay. And while it sucks that I lost time, there’s still so much for me to experience and enjoy.

Newest addition. 7 years after the original post!

I got married last month! My dog is laying on me snoring. I’ve learned to have healthy friendships and relationships. I’ve learned that I’m not alone and that even when things are hard, I’m going to be okay.

since the cowboy and the samurai were both dying out in the 1800s i want an action adventure historically wildly inaccurate comic about the last cowboy and the last samurai teaming up BUT one of them is gay and the other doesn’t understand what being gay is and there are multiple comedic mishaps resulting from this

after lots of frantic googling of “were samurais gay” “were cowboys gay” “how did gay samurais work” “did gay cowboys love each other” ad nauseam i have decided that it’s actually funnier if both the cowboy AND the samurai are gay but not for each other and also they both have their very culturally specific understandings of gay social politics so both of them still are equally like “dude why are you like this” to each other

samurai, trying to comfort the cowboy who just got dumped over pony express: when my lover left me for another man, i killed both him and his new lover, and proved to all in shudo that it is what happens when you leave me for another, and i felt much lighter. would doing that also help you?

cowboy, absolutely reeking of the flask, who stopped howling purely out of confusion to try and figure out if the samurai was being serious: dude what the fuck is wrong with you

the depictions of homosexual identity at the time are painstakingly accurate and very clearly heavily researched, and this is purposefully in direct contrast to how absolutely absurd and crazy the entire rest of the premise of the comic is

I wish I was a female tiger because then if I was talking to someone and I was getting off topic I could say “but I tigress,” and then kill and eat them because I am a tiger

the ghost of one specific homosexual cowboy regularly possesses Tumblr gays

Was reminded recently of being at Pride in WeHo (second gayest neighborhood in California) a couple years ago and I saw this beautiful family and the twelve year old daughter was whining about "this is boringgggg" and one of her moms grabbed her arm and went “Braelyn! We are here to support the other families! This is our community! Stop bitching!” It was fucking delightful that's how I know we've made real strides in our fight for equality when Pride is some shitty tween's version of being dragged to church every sunday

#claps cheerfully#yeah#thats the best thing I could ever hear#let it be mundane one day for a bored child#let a child never know

you know he would have been Those kids

inspired by this pic:

Launching my first art blogs with a small comic based on the amazing words of Ursula K. Le Guin!

tlt doodles (her divine highness au) I wanted to add more but I ran out of steam 😔

sharks every time theres a cataclysmic extinction event: damn thats crazy. anyway

Good thing I’m so smooth

i think they should fight nasty style next book. as a treat

prints

it feels like there should be a million hours between 5 pm and 10 pm but theres only like two