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Community Label: Mature

Ipseity (Simon 'Ghost' Riley x Reader)

Part of the "Anything" verse, can be read as a standalone.

Summary: When the 141 has to make a choice between saving you or a fellow sniper, you know that your time has come to an end.

A/N: This was meant to be a short filler and now it's like 4.5k long. Hope you're all happy.

Category: Angst || Hurt/Comfort

Warnings: Graphic Language | Graphic Violence | Gun Violence | Graphic Description of Injury

The ringing in your ears woke you up. 

It was a high-pitched squeal that scrambled your thoughts and made your head pound. You couldn't think straight, you couldn't get past the overwhelming dizziness whenever you tried to raise your chin.

Blood stung your eyes. Your chest burned. You hadn’t been in this much pain in years, every pinch of your nerves prodded at long-forgotten childhood memories. They were things that had been left behind from before you enlisted, things that no longer mattered. What mattered was that you were tied to a chair and barely breathing. 

You were going to die here. 

And nobody was coming to save you. 

Community Label: Mature

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Cherry Red, Crimson Blood

Chapter 8: The Thing About Ghost

Summary: You should have expected something bad would happen. You just didn't expect this. Perhaps something good could come of it after all.

Pairings: Poly 141 x reader, slight Gaz x Soap

Warnings: Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamics, Alternate Universe, a/b/o typical classism and sexism, military inaccuracies, language, angst, panic, PTSD, nightmares, violence, medical stuff

A/N: I started this chapter this morning. It just came spilling forth and thus you're getting a bonus update this week. I'm honestly so glad to have this one done. Now I can finally say something more than "you'll see" when you ask about Ghost.

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In line at Disney GASPING FOR AIR BITING MY NAILS. Another amazing chapter

MY BABIES

READER BE GOING THROUGH IT

Aah thank you!!! Yeah, reader's going through it, but it'll be worth it 💚

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Cherry Red, Crimson Blood

Chapter 7 : Sweet Strawberry

Summary: You're not a soldier, you're just an omega. You shouldn't have to remind them of that, yet you find yourself needing to. Price makes it up to you in the best way possible.

Pairing: Poly 141 x reader

Warnings: Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamics, Alternate Universe, a/b/o typical classism and sexism, military inaccuracies, language, angst, panic, fluff, suggestive content, terrible flirting

A/N: Not entirely happy with it but it's done and I can move on from this one. I struggled so much with this chapter omg. Also, I just wanted to make it clear that I am not from the UK, I've never been to the UK, I'm simply going off of prior knowledge and what Google can tell me. So, if there's any inaccuracies, I am so sorry.

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“I know I’ve told this story before, but my abusive ex refused to let me take birth control. I was on the pill until he found them in my purse. I went to the Student Health Center—they were completely unhelpful, choosing to lecture me about the importance of safe sex (recommending condoms) instead of actually listening to my problem. Then I went to Planned Parenthood. The Nurse Practitioner took one look at my fading bruises and stopped the exam. She called in the doctor. The doctor came in and simply asked me: “Are you ready to leave him?” When I denied that I was being abused, she didn’t argue with me. She just asked me what I needed. I said I need a birth control method that my boyfriend couldn’t detect. She recommended a few options and we decided on Depo. When I told her that my boyfriend read my emails and listened to my phone messages and was known to follow me, she suggested to do the Depo injections at off hours when the clinic was normally closed. She made a note in my chart and instructed the front desk never to leave messages for me—instead, she programmed her personal cell phone number into my phone under the name “Nora”. She told me she would call me to schedule my appointments; she wouldn’t leave a message, but I should call her back when I was able to. And that was it. No judgment. No lecture. She walked me to the door and told me to call her day or night if I needed anything. That she lived 5 blocks from campus and would come get me. That I wasn’t alone. That she just wanted me to be safe. I never called her to come to my rescue. But I have no doubt that she would have come if I had called. She kept me on Depo for a year, giving me those monthly injections in secret, helping me prevent a desperately unwanted pregnancy. I cannot thank Planned Parenthood enough for the work they do.”

I know I’ve reblogged this before, but it bears re-reblogging (?).  This is how you respond to abuse, this is how you give people control over their bodies/uteruses, this is how you act as a generally non-judgmental and compassionate person.  I love this story so fucking much.

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Not Your Boyfriend, Baby

Farleigh X Reader, SMUT - tw for cheating, reader both cheats and is cheated on

Being Felix’s girlfriend comes with a set of rules. 

Always stand to his right, so that he can hand you whatever he’s holding without having to think about it. Let him pull you into his lap whenever he wants, even if you’d really rather just sit next to him - always sit next to him. Laugh at the jokes he makes, even if they aren’t funny. Help him with his coursework when he asks, pretend that you need help with things that you know he’s good at so he doesn’t feel stupid. Pretend that he can make you cum. Pretend you don’t know he’s cheating on you.

Being Felix’s girlfriend comes with a set of rules - but the perks are worth it. 

The necklace he got you for your birthday costs more than your first car, and if you ever sell it, will easily cover rent for at least a year. Designer clothes have a habit of appearing in your dorm room unannounced, always in your size - just because Felix likes when you look good next to him. No clubs are too exclusive to get into, there’s always a booth in the back of the pub reserved for you, people bend over backwards just for the chance of being in Felix’s vicinity - so naturally they’ll do anything for you. 

You’re using him as much as he’s using you - it’s mutually beneficial. You get to live within his innermost circle, he gets to have someone to bring home to his parents so they don’t start looking into arranged marriages after graduation. You have no intentions of actually marrying him, god no - you’ve heard him talk about how many kids he wants, there’s no way in hell you’re pushing out six - but you’ll take what you can get. Felix is a comfortable rung on the social ladder you’re trying to climb. 

“Right, love?” 

Felix’s voice drags you out of your thoughts and back into reality - the warm lighting of the pub casts everyone around your table in a warm golden glow. You’re pressed against Felix’s right side - always his right side - his arm perched on the back of the booth around your shoulders, casually possessive. It’s a little funny how possessive he is, considering how often he cheats on you. On his other side, Annabel nurses a pint, her overlined eyes locked on Felix, utterly enraptured. 

Across the table, India looks at him with the same hunger, even though her head rests on Farleigh’s shoulder. Farleigh looks how you feel - utterly bored, his eyes wandering the room as he idly smokes a cigarette. He’s always been prettier than Felix. More interesting too. If you weren’t trying to climb the social ladder high enough to marry rich and not have to work a day in your life, he’d be who you’re pressed against instead of Felix. There’s something about him that’s always given you the sense that he sees right through you, but it’s exciting. You know he knows why you’re here next to Felix, with a diamond he bought you around your neck. But Felix has no idea - he thinks you’re in love with him. 

It’s laughable, how in his own head he is. 

Still, you feed into the delusion, that practiced sugary-sweet smile playing at your lips as you look up at him. “Mhm.” You hum, picking up your pint and sipping at it. 

Felix grins wide, and turns back to Annabel. “See?”

Annabel rolls her eyes, leaning around Felix to pin a look at you. “You weren’t even paying attention.”

The animosity that every other girl within a fifty mile radius directs at you is the one drawback of being Felix’s main piece. Your smile turns a little sharper. “Yeah.” You admit easily, setting your pint back down. “But I know Felix enough to know that he was probably right.”

Across the table, Farleigh snorts. 

Your eyes slide over to him, and he meets your glance. Ever so slightly, he tilts his head, a dry smile playing at his lips - a silent, really?

You tilt your head in the same direction, mocking - yes, really.

Felix turns back to Annabel. “I’m always right, Anna - best get used to it.”

She rolls her eyes again, but this time it’s playful - flirty, even. You can already see how the rest of tonight is going to play out - Felix will make some excuse about drinking too much or not feeling well or whatever else his idiotic brain can come up with, and disappear back to his dorm room to fuck her. Tomorrow, of course, you’ll act like you’re none the wiser. In two weeks time, when the guilt starts to get at him, a new pair of heels or a Dior skirt will find its way into your closet. 

Simply the way of things. 

Pulling away from Felix’s hold, you make to get up. He glances at you, concerned, but you only smile, and kiss him on the cheek so that you can slide out of the booth. “Gotta use the loo.”

You brush your hands down your skirt as you stand up, and start towards the back of the pub, where the bathrooms are, tossing a look over your shoulder back at the table. You catch Farleigh’s eye, and hold it for a moment. His lips curl upward around his cigarette. With Felix likely going home with Annabel, your schedule for the night just opened up…

Maybe tonight’s the night you do something - someone - just for yourself. Set your plans for the future aside for once, and just have fun. After all, you’re confident Felix will be none the wiser - you know exactly what not to do after watching him fumble around with any and every other girl that’s caught his eye. 

You disappear into the bathroom, Farleigh’s gaze still on you. 

The noise from the pub is quieter here, just a dull hum seeping in through the walls. You lock the door behind you, and inspect yourself in the mirror. You smudge the dark eyeshadow around your eyes a little more, and fluff up your hair so that it doesn’t sit so lifelessly against your head. Your sex appeal back in place, you splash some water on your hands and pat them against your skirt before you leave, stepping back out into the pub. 

As expected, Farleigh is waiting for you, leaning against the wall next to the bathroom door, finishing off his cigarette. A quick glance back at the table lets you know that you were right - Annabel and Felix are gone. India’s moved onto Jack now, laughing a little too loud at something he says. 

“Felix said he wasn’t feeling well, all of a sudden.” Farleigh drawls, bringing your attention back to him. “Annabel’s walking him home.” There’s a touch of humor in his voice that you appreciate - he knows just as well as you do what they’re off to do.

“Shame.” You say, not bothering to try and sound actually sad at all. It wouldn’t fool Farleigh anyway. “Got tired of India?” You snatch the last of his cigarette from his fingers, finishing it off in one drag and dropping the butt to the floor, stamping it out with my boot. 

Farleigh watches you, his eyes half-lidded. “Is there such a thing as not being tired of India?”

“She’s not all bad.” You say. 

He tilts his head, that wry smile coming back to his face. “She’s not trying to fuck you.”

You can’t help but grin at that. “Touche.” You wouldn’t know what it’s like to be on the receiving end of India’s flirting - but if Farleigh’s boredom is anything to judge by, she must not be very good at it. 

Silence falls between us, and you let yourself look at him, eyes tracing down the lines of his neck until you reach the hollow at the base, and then back up to his lips.

“So.” Farleigh says. 

You meet his eyes again. “So.”

He grins, foxlike and charming. “You wanna get out of here?”

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Beloved Not Broken

John Price x asexual!GN!reader

TW: MDNI 18+, mentions of sex but no actual sex, hurt/comfort, self-esteem issues, feelings, no pronouns used, reader referred to as ‘love’
AN: this is a response to an anonymous ask that really grabbed my attention and I wanted to write them something. I am not asexual but had a good chat with the anon and spent time educating myself on the ACE spectrum to write this. Of course this doesn’t represent the experiences of every asexual person, but I hope this helps anyone who has been put down or made to feel unworthy.
AN2: a massive thank you to @ghostofouryouth for beta reading this for me

Doubts had been gnawing at you while John had been deployed, thoughts swirling in your head that while the past year you had been with him was going well, this was the point where things had begun to unravel for you in the past. With previous relationships, things had become unbearable before this point, you had to be living on borrowed time with John by now. You’d found that being asexual in a relationship with a sexual person meant they always drifted away after they felt you weren’t meeting their needs, they felt that you were holding back on purpose or, worse, that there was something not quite right about you. Heart ache always seemed inevitable.

Thank you so much for writing this! It was truly wonderful and more than I could have ever hoped for. Gah it was amazing.

Okay, let’s get into this, first off, it was beautiful, your research shows through and you wrote the emotions and feelings just right, it was something I could truly connect to and feel seen by reading.

I read it twice and I took notes of my favorite parts for you :) it’s a lot so bear with me.

He was tired, exhausted down to the marrow of his bones, lines etched into his face but his smile stayed in place any time he looked at you. As much as possible he touched you, either holding your hand or resting his fingers on your leg as you drove.

The gentle touches and insistence on staying connected in some way, my main love language is physical touch ironic considering but I will take no criticism on this. Is so sweet and tender. And to bring someone joy just from them looking at me is something I long for.

Panic rises in your throat, this is it, the reminder of what he is giving up by being with you laid out on the tv screen.

This is exactly how this feels and you captured it so unbelievably well. Truly beautiful.

Without a word you get up and bolt out of the room, your chest tight as you let the voices of doubt and self-loathing swirling in your head, all those past jibes and barbed comment sinking their hooks into your heart. You find yourself standing beside your bed in total darkness, breath coming in shallow gasps. The sound of socked footsteps on the floorboards lets you know John was approaching, shortly before the light is flicked on and he bathes you in warm light.

I am a runner, I don’t do well with confrontation. At all. But when you’re a runner you do lock yourself away with your thoughts, voices of doubt being the only thing coming with you. And when the person you’re running from follows, you feel trapped, and can lash out, which is another thing you just captured so well. This is really just an essay on why I love you and your writing by the way.

“Look at me,” he whispers against your ear, his beard tickling your skin, but you shake your head in response. “Please,” he urges you and pecks a soft kiss against your hair, squeezing your hips in encouragement. With a deep huff you look up into his eyes and see something worse than judgment or sadness, you see a loving acceptance, and something sparks a flame in your chest that lights an inferno of rage. If he won’t start this then you will, so you can get it over with and move on alone once more.

I struggle way too much with eye contact, especially in the wake of confrontation. It’s something that needs to be clawed out of me or else I just cannot do it. I, as I’m sure many others are, am used to seeing that judgement and sadness, I think seeing a loving acceptance would break me too. It’s easier to set yourself on fire than to let someone else burn you, you have more damage control that way.

“Stop being so… so fucking reasonable…” you reply, the fire dying out without any pushback, and your words suddenly becoming weaker. The emptiness left by the fire is painful, you feel empty and hollowed out by it, creating an echo chamber for your fear. “You’re going to get fed up with me, I’m not enough. I can’t stop feeling you should be with someone who can give you more than I can...” Without the rage to sustain you, you suddenly crumble, trying to fight back tears as you sit back on the edge of the bed. “You deserve someone who isn’t broken, like I am,” you sob, and John instantly moves to you, uttering soft sounds of reassurance and reaching to gather you to him as you hiccup and sniffle.

You write emotion so fucking well, truly I am knelt at the shrine of your alter eating this all up, bathing in it and letting it cleanse me. To feel so broken and incomplete and then to be loved anyways is something so beautiful. To be accepted for every flaw or fault, as well as every win and overcoming, is a type of love that should be revered and viewed with reverence.

Slowly he kneels down on the floor between your legs, making you spread them wide to accommodate his bulk. His hands come up and cup your cheeks, rough palms warm against your soft skin, comforting and grounding.

This is like written artwork, like a painting deserving of its own gallery. I am a sucker for kneeling for your lover, I eat that up every time.

“You are who I want, love,” he promises you.

This is truly healing me. I cannot even begin to put into words how this struck right into me, single-handedly changing my brain chemistry.

“I do,” he grins. “I know from how you like to take care of me when I’m home and aching after I’ve been away. I know from the way you nibble on me,” he chuckles tilting his head against your slightly, his smile genuine as you giggle self consciously. “Yes, I let you nibble my ears, fingers, nose because that's how you show affection. I wouldn't change that for the world.”

I had to pause here for a moment, I feel so unbelievably seen right now. To love is to bite, I’ve said this before and I stand by it. And the acceptance. You’ve got me blushing like a school girl, which is not an easy task to do. You win.

“I love everything about you. Your worth isn’t tied to what you can give me, it’s in who you are, and I fucking love you, okay?” His eyes shine with emotion as he stares into yours, daring you to argue with him.

To be loved for who you are, without conditions or restraints is something I have always longed for but never truly received in a way beyond platonic.

He pulls you into a tight hug again, heavy arms wrapping around you in a warm embrace, and you finally let yourself relax. As you melt against him, you hear a deep, satisfied hum in his chest and you realise that you are enough for him, exactly as you are.

I won’t pretend like I could fix Price, or make him feel better or make his burden lighter, though I hope I could. But I do know for a damn fact that a hug from him like this could fix me.

I cannot begin to even fully express how much I loved this, or how much it means that you would write this. You’re so sweet and talented, truly a gift to the fandom and a gem in general.

I haven’t been in the fandom long, but you’re one of the first people I followed and I’ve really fallen in love with your writing and stories, so thank you so much for all that you do <333

It’s 6:30am and I have just read the single greatest response to something I have written. I didn’t anticipate that this would hit you as hard as your original ask hit me, and I am overwhelmed. Thank you for trusting me to write this and for being so genuinely lovely. Small admission, I snuck through your blog to get a feel for you so I could get a better feel for you and saw all the biting 😂🖤

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Not Your Boyfriend, Baby

Farleigh X Reader, SMUT - tw for cheating, reader both cheats and is cheated on

Being Felix’s girlfriend comes with a set of rules. 

Always stand to his right, so that he can hand you whatever he’s holding without having to think about it. Let him pull you into his lap whenever he wants, even if you’d really rather just sit next to him - always sit next to him. Laugh at the jokes he makes, even if they aren’t funny. Help him with his coursework when he asks, pretend that you need help with things that you know he’s good at so he doesn’t feel stupid. Pretend that he can make you cum. Pretend you don’t know he’s cheating on you.

Being Felix’s girlfriend comes with a set of rules - but the perks are worth it. 

The necklace he got you for your birthday costs more than your first car, and if you ever sell it, will easily cover rent for at least a year. Designer clothes have a habit of appearing in your dorm room unannounced, always in your size - just because Felix likes when you look good next to him. No clubs are too exclusive to get into, there’s always a booth in the back of the pub reserved for you, people bend over backwards just for the chance of being in Felix’s vicinity - so naturally they’ll do anything for you. 

You’re using him as much as he’s using you - it’s mutually beneficial. You get to live within his innermost circle, he gets to have someone to bring home to his parents so they don’t start looking into arranged marriages after graduation. You have no intentions of actually marrying him, god no - you’ve heard him talk about how many kids he wants, there’s no way in hell you’re pushing out six - but you’ll take what you can get. Felix is a comfortable rung on the social ladder you’re trying to climb. 

“Right, love?” 

Felix’s voice drags you out of your thoughts and back into reality - the warm lighting of the pub casts everyone around your table in a warm golden glow. You’re pressed against Felix’s right side - always his right side - his arm perched on the back of the booth around your shoulders, casually possessive. It’s a little funny how possessive he is, considering how often he cheats on you. On his other side, Annabel nurses a pint, her overlined eyes locked on Felix, utterly enraptured. 

Across the table, India looks at him with the same hunger, even though her head rests on Farleigh’s shoulder. Farleigh looks how you feel - utterly bored, his eyes wandering the room as he idly smokes a cigarette. He’s always been prettier than Felix. More interesting too. If you weren’t trying to climb the social ladder high enough to marry rich and not have to work a day in your life, he’d be who you’re pressed against instead of Felix. There’s something about him that’s always given you the sense that he sees right through you, but it’s exciting. You know he knows why you’re here next to Felix, with a diamond he bought you around your neck. But Felix has no idea - he thinks you’re in love with him. 

It’s laughable, how in his own head he is. 

Still, you feed into the delusion, that practiced sugary-sweet smile playing at your lips as you look up at him. “Mhm.” You hum, picking up your pint and sipping at it. 

Felix grins wide, and turns back to Annabel. “See?”

Annabel rolls her eyes, leaning around Felix to pin a look at you. “You weren’t even paying attention.”

The animosity that every other girl within a fifty mile radius directs at you is the one drawback of being Felix’s main piece. Your smile turns a little sharper. “Yeah.” You admit easily, setting your pint back down. “But I know Felix enough to know that he was probably right.”

Across the table, Farleigh snorts. 

Your eyes slide over to him, and he meets your glance. Ever so slightly, he tilts his head, a dry smile playing at his lips - a silent, really?

You tilt your head in the same direction, mocking - yes, really.

Felix turns back to Annabel. “I’m always right, Anna - best get used to it.”

She rolls her eyes again, but this time it’s playful - flirty, even. You can already see how the rest of tonight is going to play out - Felix will make some excuse about drinking too much or not feeling well or whatever else his idiotic brain can come up with, and disappear back to his dorm room to fuck her. Tomorrow, of course, you’ll act like you’re none the wiser. In two weeks time, when the guilt starts to get at him, a new pair of heels or a Dior skirt will find its way into your closet. 

Simply the way of things. 

Pulling away from Felix’s hold, you make to get up. He glances at you, concerned, but you only smile, and kiss him on the cheek so that you can slide out of the booth. “Gotta use the loo.”

You brush your hands down your skirt as you stand up, and start towards the back of the pub, where the bathrooms are, tossing a look over your shoulder back at the table. You catch Farleigh’s eye, and hold it for a moment. His lips curl upward around his cigarette. With Felix likely going home with Annabel, your schedule for the night just opened up…

Maybe tonight’s the night you do something - someone - just for yourself. Set your plans for the future aside for once, and just have fun. After all, you’re confident Felix will be none the wiser - you know exactly what not to do after watching him fumble around with any and every other girl that’s caught his eye. 

You disappear into the bathroom, Farleigh’s gaze still on you. 

The noise from the pub is quieter here, just a dull hum seeping in through the walls. You lock the door behind you, and inspect yourself in the mirror. You smudge the dark eyeshadow around your eyes a little more, and fluff up your hair so that it doesn’t sit so lifelessly against your head. Your sex appeal back in place, you splash some water on your hands and pat them against your skirt before you leave, stepping back out into the pub. 

As expected, Farleigh is waiting for you, leaning against the wall next to the bathroom door, finishing off his cigarette. A quick glance back at the table lets you know that you were right - Annabel and Felix are gone. India’s moved onto Jack now, laughing a little too loud at something he says. 

“Felix said he wasn’t feeling well, all of a sudden.” Farleigh drawls, bringing your attention back to him. “Annabel’s walking him home.” There’s a touch of humor in his voice that you appreciate - he knows just as well as you do what they’re off to do.

“Shame.” You say, not bothering to try and sound actually sad at all. It wouldn’t fool Farleigh anyway. “Got tired of India?” You snatch the last of his cigarette from his fingers, finishing it off in one drag and dropping the butt to the floor, stamping it out with my boot. 

Farleigh watches you, his eyes half-lidded. “Is there such a thing as not being tired of India?”

“She’s not all bad.” You say. 

He tilts his head, that wry smile coming back to his face. “She’s not trying to fuck you.”

You can’t help but grin at that. “Touche.” You wouldn’t know what it’s like to be on the receiving end of India’s flirting - but if Farleigh’s boredom is anything to judge by, she must not be very good at it. 

Silence falls between us, and you let yourself look at him, eyes tracing down the lines of his neck until you reach the hollow at the base, and then back up to his lips.

“So.” Farleigh says. 

You meet his eyes again. “So.”

He grins, foxlike and charming. “You wanna get out of here?”

Love this fic so much!!

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sorry to keep baristaposting but i have to share the conversation i just had

customer: "i'll have a latte, please. wait - do you keep your milk in the fridge?"

me: "yes, all our milk's refrigerated."

customer, looking suddenly dispirited: "i see. so it won't be hot."

me: "...we heat the milk up before we add it to the coffee."

customer, brightening up again: "oh! well, that's okay then!"

As a former barista, this hurts. Unfortunately, pretty sure I have had a similar conversation.

As a barista, I had a customer order an iced latte with 2% milk . Then tell me it was watered down and I made it wrong.

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Anonymous asked:

Love your Farleigh fic btw. Been re-reading that shit for days. Ngl, I feel like the reader is the type to like- have an arm on Farleigh's thigh when they sit together, hold Farleigh by his waist or the small of his back, and do the pinky hold instead of intertwined fingers, idk. She gives off that vibe. I like it

Butterflies

Summary: treating Farleigh like a baby girl!

Warnings: slightly-maybe- a little bit sexual but not much, it's just an attempted handjob and drunk reader. Enjoy, mwah!

Notes: this wasn't a request but its so cute I keep thinking about it. This is the same universe as OMC! Farleigh just before all the cheating. As for what you said, I agree! She just has to be slightly drunk to start it up I fear, she's super aware of what she does around others but drunk reader? She don't care :) this is 1.4k words!

Farleigh is six foot five, nearly two hundred pounds and he's aware that his hair adds nearly another four inches to his height.

He's tall— he's heard it all his life and when he was living in the States with his mom, he had coaches approach him about joining football, basketball, and volleyball and once, a swim coach had cornered him just before school let out for the summer. The point is, that he is aware of his height. He knows that he's probably ducking to enter a room for the rest of his life, he knows he needs to avoid those flimsy wooden chairs because three years ago, he sat in one, and two of the little wooden legs gave out and his cousins still haven't let him live it down. And, he knows better than to sit on your lap as you grin up at him. 

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No one reblogs on tumblr anymore.

No one leaves comments on Ao3 anymore.

Seriously people the lack of fandom interaction these days makes me genuinely depressed, it never used to be like this, makes me wonder what's the point of coming online to do anything anymore.

Reblog a post so other people can see it.

Leave a comment so the author doesn't feel like giving up.

Fandom cannot live on Likes or Kudos alone.

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Simple Math / Part Seven

Ghost/Soap/female reader 4.8k words - AO3 Warnings-tags: 18+ MDNI. Brief suggestive content, sex dream. Mentions of domestic violence, stalking. Hospital setting, nurse!reader. Feelings of fear, anxiety. Mentions of stress and weight loss. Soft dads. Little bit of flirting. Simon is... Simon. You get caught in a spell.

Johnny knows this is a dream. 

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Anonymous asked:

I’ve been toying with the lovely idea that the 141 boys have their own Penelope Garcia (from Criminal Minds) who is just their little ray of light, just so cute 🥰

!!gn!reader!! — can be read as platonic or romantic

Whilst sitting at your desk of your many monitors, your radio began to pick up chatter which meant the team was trying to make contact. You immediately pick up your headphones and angle your microphone, hearing the last of Price’s sentence. “—ending you a file now.”

You hum into the microphone and scoot your chair towards one of your many keyboards. “Only caught the last part, Cap’. A file you said?” You ask, typing up a password before a chat log opens up. “Yes, we need you to look into the source code, lookin’ for anythin’ that makes sense, love.”

You quickly receive a file and run it through a scanner app you developed yourself as well as a decryption app in case it was protected with extra measures. “Mm, I love hide and go seek. Running it through now, sir.” You respond with an obvious grin in your voice. You hear Soap laugh through the radio. “Let us hear it when it’s done, aye?”

Your lips twitch from his voice, your eyes glued to a screen as you twiddle with a pen. “Anything for you, Suds.” Which earns you a belly laugh from the man and a groan from Price. Your screen pops up a couple of images as it popped through the encryption. “Mm, alright searching now….” A few more seconds before another window pops up. “Santa Fe,” You call out. “Only one that scans like an actual word.”

“Thanks, sweetheart.” You hear Ghost rumble, and you can’t resist the shit eating grin. “Do I get a reward?” You can’t resist making the joke, popping a candy into your mouth from a bowl on your desk. “When we get back, I’ll buy ya dinner.” Gaz offers, making you clutch your chest and playfully groan. “My dream man! Safe travels, yeah?”

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At least I got you in my head (prologue)

Summary: Abby is straight. And then you move in with her.

Tags: modern au, fem!reader, straight!abby (she is doing some comphet bullshit), pining, idiot in love and it's abby, reader is gay and tired.

A/N: The title is from Sleepover by Hayley Kiyoko, because my motto is if I had to suffer Abby has to suffer too. I also have literally no idea where this is going, but the idea got stuck and I needed to write something. 🙃

Jessica here is Jessica from Jessica Jones. (actually all characters here are fictional women I have a crush on, no name is random)

So excited to read more!!

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part two,

EMOTIONALLY SCARED

pairing(s): college!ellie williams × teen mom!reader
synopsis: Ellie was just some random girl that walked into your work. You didn’t expect to be in a two month long relationship with her even when she hasn’t met your five year old son or didn’t even know you had a kid.
warnings: modern au!, teen pregnancy, reader is 19/Ellie is 22, angst
a/n: i love @friiiidaaaaaxx 😣 i just had to even though she scarred me.
tag-list: @abbyspistol @hallows3ve @stvrl1ght333 @macaroni676 @l0v3e1i @waiting-till-im-okay @guacala @friiiidaaaaaxx
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You had set Angie and Kit off to go get breakfast for the two of them. Ellie sat across from you on your couch, this is the first time she’s ever been in your apartment. She was examining the place seeing Kits stuff was everywhere in the apartment. “I was going to tell you.” your head was down focusing on your hands as you picked at the dead skin from your finger.

“When?” you looked up at Ellie, her attention was still not on you. “When I thought it was right and I knew this relationship was going to last longer than two months.” Now her attention was on you. “You didn’t think we were going to last longer?” “No, no Ellie I didn’t okay. Especially when I mention I have Kit, everyone leaves after I mention my kid. And, and I didn’t want you to leave.”

“So, you decided I was going to leave before I even got a chance to decide or even meet him.” You sat there staying silent you didn’t know what to say — it was true the decision was already made for her. There was words you wanted to say but you couldn’t even open your mouth to tell her. “Look I gotta go.” those four words made you shift in your seat. She was leaving.

You weren’t even attempting to stop her. If she was really leaving you for good. What was the point of stopping her? Her voice had said something but it was muffled seeing as you were to in your mind. That you didn’t even make out what she said. But the door shutting made you come back to reality. The thought of stopping her and making sure she wasn’t going to leave you, had race through your mind.

All you did was sit there on your couch not knowing what to do you didn’t even want to cry.

The whole day you had distracted yourself with Kit after Angie dropped him off. He was your first priority of course and then Angie and then….Ellie. You had grown attached to Ellie you knew that especially since you were laying here wide awake thinking about her.

You didn’t want her to leave. She’s the first person in awhile to treat you so good. But maybe it’s for the best if she did cause Kit hadn’t gotten attached to her. You have gotten attached why did you have to get attached. Why did she have to come into your job and flirt with you and be attracted to you.

It was Tuesday now you hadn’t heard or seen Ellie since Sunday. You were dropping Kit off at kindergarten “I’ll see you after school baby. okay?” he nodded giving you a kiss on the cheek. “bye mommy.” Kit walked into school still waving bye to you till he turned the corner.

You turned around going back to your car. Skimming your phone hoping for Ellie to call or text or something. Nothing. Nothing at all from her. Well at-least you can sulk in your own sadness because it was your day off.

You sat in the car for a bit before leaving. Sighing heavily at the thought of Ellie. Then a ding came from your phone that you had placed in your cup holder. You picked it up a again seeing a text from Ellie. ‘Can I come over?’

Was she was officially dumping you? God, your heart was beating so fast. The thought of telling her no was cycling. ‘sure’ you texted back knowing it was better then avoiding the situation. ‘I’ll be there in 30’ well there goes your plan for sulking.

The thought of her seeing you in the state you were was terrifying so you rushed home as fast as you could.

An hour and half had passed you had doubts she was even coming over anymore. You picked the entire apartment trying to keep yourself distracted. But she hadn’t shown yet. You sat nervously on the couch checking your phone ever five seconds.

And then there was a knock. Making your breath hitch you sat there for a couple of seconds before there was another knock on the door. You slowly got up not seeming to eager. You did everything at a slow pace cause every emotion was coursing through your body.

A box. A box sat in front of your door. “Hi.” Ellie smiled peaking her head from behind. “What is this?” She rolled her eyes “Just let me push it in.” your eyebrows furrowed not understanding but, you opened the door fully for her. “I got something for him.” “You got something for Kit?”

“Yeah.” Your whole focus was on her not the big box that she had just pushed into your living room. “Is he home? or does he go to school?” you blinked multiple times “It’s Tuesday. He’s at school right now. He doesn’t get out for another four hours.” “Then I’ll wait with you till he gets out.”

“Ellie?” she looked at you seeing your emotions were different than hers. “I can’t have you bring gifts and having Kit get attached to you. I need to know you are going to stay cause at the end of the day it’s me and Kit and I’ll have to pick up his broken heart when he gets attached and you up and leave randomly.”

“You talk about me leaving like i’m doing that right now.” Ellie walked closer to you wrapping her arms around you. “I thought you were leaving. You didn’t text me for two days basically.” Ellie pressed her lips together “I had to figure myself out. Then college shit caught up to me.”

“You should focus on college then and not trying to be a step mom to my son.” something in you was pushing her away and it wasn’t just hurting you. You could tell it was hurting Ellie also. “Why are you doing this?” Ellie stepped back noticing the way you were pushing her away.

You bit your bottom lip and then cleared your throat “Cause you have a life a fun life for a matter of fact. You don’t need to be a step mom for a dumb girl who got pregnant at 14 cause everyone else was doing.” “I want to be here for you and him. You two are a package deal I can deal with. I want to deal with.” Ellie reached for your hand making you pull it away.

“I can’t let you do that Ellie. I love you so much but you need to get through college have fun, drink, sleep around do everything a young adult should be doing not taking care of someone’s five year old child.” you sobbed tears slowly falling down your face. She was all you ever wanted in a partner and you were pushing her away. “Is that really what you want?”

Say it say no goddamn it say no’ your mind yelled at you “yes that’s what I want.” ‘goddamn it’ you wiped the tears from your face looking at her, she was more hurt and sad now. “Then I’ll do that. Just still give him the gift. You don’t have to tell him it’s from me.” Ellie was choking back her tears. She really did love you. Even if you had Kit, she’d probably love him too if she had got a chance to actually meet him.

You nodded both of you were holding back tears. Ellie kissed your cheek before you walked her out. “I’ll see you around.” “Yeah see you around.” You closed the door letting your tears spill out as you sat next to the door. You sat there crying slightly covering your mouth with your hand muffling out the cries.

Ellie sat in her car hitting the steering wheel in frustration as tears fell down her face. Thoughts spiraled Where did she go wrong? She should go back up there it couldn’t end like this. Not like this there was nothing stopping her but herself from going back up to get you back.

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pretty little things

abby anderson x reader x ellie williams

cw : modern!au , hockey!abby , dealer!ellie , ditzy/girly!reader, mentions of drug use, polyamory, threesome, degradation, praise, use kink, dumbification, mind breaking, subspace, oral (f!receiving), slight mean!dom energy, other things ? maybe ? NSFR

wc : 5.1K

a / n : kinda went a little crazy with this one. my bad ! if you see any spelling or grammar mistakes, SQUINT

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Anonymous asked:

hi hello!! may i request a ellie x wife!reader (cause i love ur detective ellie fic so much oh my) where’s the reader is jealous of this new girl in jackson being mentored by ellie on shooting lessons and the girl is being flirty towards ellie to a point where she’s caressing ellie’s muscles 🙄 ellie notices the reader’s jealousy that leads to taking the reader to a “private” shooting lesson and they just show that they only belong to each other 🤭

lesson learned // ellie williams

warning: angsty; guns, jealousy, possessiveness, smut; face-sitting, oral, dirty talk, fingering (switch!ellie)

pairing: ellie williams x fem reader

a/n: this is by far the longest fic that i’ve written so it took me a while but it is finally done! thank you for sending a request :)

to say you saw red would’ve been an understatement. sure, it acknowledged the magnitude of anger behind an individual, illustrating it as one of the most powerful colors— one of vengeance, fury, and rage. yet for that very reason, it rendered the phrase useless to you because the emotions you experienced weren’t that of blinding rancor. rather they were that of a distinctly unique type of jealousy. it was the type that blurred the lines between anger, drawing in facets of passion and love that transformed the film of crimson over your eyes into a piercing navy blue.

through the blurry hue of your gaze stood a vast field that made your passion seem almost minuscule in comparison. dozens of people stood in the dry grass, thick beads of pestering sweat clung to their skin as the sun’s wrath strengthened. in your ears the loud reverberating sounds of bullets whirred by, enough to be heard from a mile away however you weren’t phased by it. your attention was centered elsewhere just a mere few feet away from where you stood.

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