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foxy-eva

I know I'm starting to sound like a broken record but the past couple of months posting fics has been getting more and more frustrating for me.

I barely get any comments and basically no asks. I keep encouraging people to leave comments and message me but barely anyone ever does.

I spend so much time to plan and write my stories and it's so discouraging to basically not get any interaction besides a simple like. Which is nice but comments (and even better: reblogs with comments) are what keeps me motivated to write more stories.

Just so you know what I mean: the fic I posted last night has over 250 likes but only 2 comments.

It doesn't even have to be lengthy or eloquent, a simple "I really enjoyed this!" is all I need.

I honestly don't know what to do at this point because it really sucks out all the joy of posting fics.

So if you want to read more of my stories, please take the time to reblog my fics and leave a comment! It really means so much to me!

Keyboard smashing after spending a few minutes with freely provided joy from a stranger will make that stranger’s day. It takes seconds compared to the hours we spend creating content for you.

I understand it can be seen as “cringe” or “embarrassing” to admit you like things. But it’s not. It’s a beautiful expression of the simplest joys we have in this life.

Be kind. Return the joy given to you. And if you don’t want to invest that much in a stranger… well, then, don’t be a stranger. Fan creators are usually more excited than you think to meet new people, hear new perspectives on their media muse, and to enjoy simple things in the most unnecessarily complicated way.

Fandom is meant to be communal fun. Your voice and presence are always appreciated when shared with kindness. You belong here. We want to hear about it.

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Anonymous asked:

I hope I don't sound dumb but do you think Penelope Garcia could be autistic? She's talked about how much she hates change, shows a special interest in coding, and hype fixates over fun, bright items. Idk just a thought. -🌹

Hey friend! Check under the cut for a response to your comments (I want to keep this post short for the sake of everyone's dashes). Otherwise, here is my analysis of Penelope's Autistic Coding!

Disclaimer: I am autistic and this headcanon is just for fun. If you disagree, that is totally fine. Many traits of autism can overlap with childhood trauma (among many other things), so that's another totally reasonable explanation for this character!

Reasons I think Penelope Garcia is Autistic:

  • Exaggerated facial expressions
  • An inclination towards math/coding
  • Prefers brightly colored/fluffy clothing
  • An intense respect for the Hacker's Code
  • Craves deep physical stimulation (bear hugs)
  • Hyperfixates and infodumps (S15E7, "Rusty")
  • Difficulty judging intentions/character (S3E8, "Lucky")
  • Hypersexual/inappropriate jokes (S9E12, "The Black Queen")
  • Likes "age-inappropriate" toys/decor (S13E16, "Last Gasp")
  • Hyper-empathy for inanimate objects (S2E13, "No Way Out")
  • Strong aversion to change/has "control issues" (S6E24, "Supply & Demand")
  • Wearing very high heels, which is essentially the socially acceptable way to "toe-walk"
  • Her eating habits (separate containers for food, which she places methodically in front of her, S1E3, "Won't Get Fooled Again")
  • Shuts down/lashes out when emotionally overwhelmed, becomes aggressive/hostile when people interfere in her space (S1E8, "Natural Born Killer")

As always, there are many more, this is just off the top of my head! If you think of any more, feel free to drop them in the comments or reblogs!

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Autistic Spencer Reid

Happy Autism Acceptance Month, everyone! By request, my wonderful friends and I have taken on the daunting task of documenting the reasons why Spencer Reid is considered Autistic. Big thank you to you @spencer-reids-adventures and @foxy-eva specifically for their help. We hope everyone enjoys! This is not an exhaustive list.

  • Stimming/Self-Stimulatory behavior, including rocking/spinning in his chair, twiddling with his fingers, gripping sheets, bouncing his legs, biting his lip/tongue, rubbing his eyes, spinning pens, pacing (e.g., S6E12 "Corazon")
  • Averse to touch, dislikes hugs (S7E13 "Snake Eyes" & S11E11 "Entropy")
  • Explains multiple attempts at masking, including "being more conversational," (S2E19 "Ashes and Dust"), scripting conversation (S15E4 "Saturdays"), saying what people want to hear (S6E20 "Hanley Waters")
  • Verbosity - Difficulty recognizing when he's talking too much/speaking at inappropriate times (e.g., S1E16 "The Tribe" & S10E16 "Lockdown")
  • Began studying behavioral science to understand behavior that made him frustrated/confused (S11E22 "The Storm")
  • Averse to hosting/hanging out in his space; didn't invite his friends to his apartment for over 15 years (S15E9 "Face Off")
  • The only team member capable of proficient communication with other Autistic people (S6E16 "Coda" & S11E22 "The Storm")
  • He is referred to as Autistic by multiple characters, including a literal profiler, and does not deny or question it (S1E5 "Broken Mirror" & S8E3 "Through the Looking Glass")
  • Lack of social awareness, such as focusing on a convention while at a workplace shooter crime scene (S7E3 "Dorado Falls")
  • Various special interests, like Doctor Who (S6E16 "Coda" & S7E23 "Hit")
  • Literal thinking, such as focusing on scientific accuracy of a star-based fable (S5E13 "Risky Business")
  • Difficulty recognizing common phrases, such as the "sitting in a tree" song (S3E14 "Damaged") or jokes (S7E9 "Self-Fulfilling Prophecy" & S1E8 "Natural Born Killer")
  • Makes inappropriate references, such as to Derek's playboy behavior (S1E18 "Somebody's Watching") and Rossi's age (S7E13 "Snake Eyes")
  • Coordination/Spatial deficits (S1E17 "A Real Rain" & S8E6 "The Apprenticeship")
  • Hyperfocuses on a task to the point he doesn't notice his surroundings (S5E20 "A Thousand Words")
  • Unusual/hyper-specific pedantic language (S3E6 "Remembrance of Things Past")
  • Resistance to change, manifested as a luddite dislike of technology (S6E7 "Middle Man" & S8E4 "God Complex") and struggling with Gideon's death (S10E14 "Hero Worship")
  • He receives (apparent disability) accommodations to be in the field (S6E10 "What Happens At Home...")
  • Introverted, difficulty sharing emotions, even with his closest friends (S10E13 "Nelson's Sparrow")
  • Heavily bullied as a child (S3E16 "Elephant's Memory")
  • Difficulty making friends (S2E1 "The Fisher King Part 2")
  • Trouble with eye contact, which persists throughout the series
  • His mother is schizophrenic, which has a strong genetic link to Autism
  • Dislikes small talk (S8E3 “Through the Looking Glass”)
  • Enjoys memorizing lists (S7E11, “True Genius”)
  • Savant skills - eidetic memory and hyperlexia
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I think the most autistic thing Dr. Reid has ever done was when he was able to talk for 15 minutes straight about almost complete bullshit and make it entirely believable when he had to save him and Hotch from getting murdered in the jail unattended. the ability to know that much and to talk that convincingly without interruption is some of the best autistic representation out there I swear

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Funny Thing Fate (S.R.)

Summary: Autistic!Reader is tipsy and lost in D.C. when she spots a man she thinks might be able to help. Request: reid and a reader who is a clingy drunk? Some overprotective, concerned, fluffy, sober spence getting her through the night. Couple: Spencer Reid/Fem!Reader Category: Fluff! Content Warning: Alcohol, crying, being/feeling “left behind,” piggy back ride (implied weight of Reader) Word Count: 6.8k

I used to believe in fate. Granted, it was never really the kind of fate I saw depicted in romance movies or the works of Sylvia Plath. I believed in fate because we existed. Human beings, standing on a rock hurtling through space with a consciousness and the ability to comprehend the astounding circumstances that led to our existence. Knowing all of that, it would be hard not to fall a little in love with the idea that everything happens for a reason. That each terrible thing, each second of suffering, is meant to bring us an equally incomprehensible joy.

But despite being happy with my life generally, I didn’t really believe in fate anymore. The idea made more sense when viewed as a coping mechanism for a cruel world; a way to survive devastating pain. It had become hard for me to believe that turning left instead of right was a predetermined decision that would change my life forever. At least, beyond the fact I would have slightly different memories of that night.

Most days, the walk home was just that: A walk home. Nothing particularly strange or memorable happened beyond the ordinary. It wasn’t a bad thing —   ordinary things could be beautiful, too. I was just starting to enjoy them again, actually. And as lovely as that was to start seeing beauty in the world again, it didn’t change my new perspective.

Fate was just a tool to get by. So as I stood at a crossroads that night, trying to decide if I should just walk the normal path home, or take the longer route despite the late hour and weary eyes, I chose the former. It wasn’t fate, I told myself. It was just the logical decision.

It wasn’t fate. I didn’t believe in fate.

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Anonymous asked:

Hi, I love TB & TB. I’m currently reading it in my kindle and I reached the part where Bunny receives oral from Spencer. I was just wondering if you imagined Bunny to be completely hairless or natural? (I’m not a minor dw) And I know this question is intimate so please just ignore it if it makes you uncomfortable. I’m just having a hard time trying to picture things and I wonder if Spencer likes a natural woman.

No worries—Bunny is like whatever you are like! A grown ass adult man shouldn’t care either way. If he does, he’s boring and has bad taste.

I hope you continue to enjoy the work! 🤗

I’ve been hoping to finish TB&TB up soon. I even wrote a few sentences the other day. Right now, multiple specialist appointments + work + physical therapy is kicking my ass. Miss you all and I can’t wait for CME S2!

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Anonymous asked:

wait i simply would like to know your thoughts on what makes hotch autistic 🤲🧎‍♀️

Hey friend! I'm sure I'll find more examples on my rewatch, but I'll share a few that immediately come to mind.

Disclaimer: I am autistic and this headcanon is just for fun. If you disagree, that is totally fine. Many traits of autism can overlap with childhood trauma (among many other things), so that's another totally reasonable explanation for this character!

Reasons I think Aaron Hotchner is Autistic:

  • Intense, prolonged eye contact, rarely blinks (S5E2, "Haunted")
  • Collects coins and is "a bit of a nerd" (S1E3, "Won't Get Fooled Again")
  • Awkward, inability to socialize (literally joined a play to get a girl's attention)
  • Difficulty breaking routine, hyperfixates on tasks, even when he has important events for his family
  • Blunted affect - speaks in a monotone, has a flat expression, rarely smiles (S2E6, "The Boogeyman")
  • Limited responses to conversation, quiet and introverted (despite being lonely and clearly craving social contact, only appears to be friends with people he works with)
  • Rigidly follows rules, wears the same outfit, obsessed with a traditional depiction of authority (became a lawyer, only wears formal outfits, drawn to coaching/leader positions)
  • Blunt and forthright, even when others would consider it inappropriate, and even when it does not advance the case (S6E7, "Middle Man")
  • Poor interoception (sensing internal state) as displayed by his difficulty recognizing when he is in pain (S9E5, "Route 66")
  • Difficulty training others to emotionally handle the job (S2E15, "Revelations")
  • Close personal relationship with Gideon and Spencer, who I also headcanon as Autistic
  • Regularly asks everyone if they are alright, possibly due to difficulty recognizing when someone needs comfort versus when they'd like to be left alone

That's all for now, folks! Let me know if you have any other ideas!

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Different Dialects (S.R.)

Summary: Autistic!Reader. Spencer is trying to tell Reader he likes her, but it feels like they speak entirely different languages. Request: A really fluffy one shot where Spencer keeps trying to confess his feelings to the reader but it just keeps going wrong like he gets interrupted or she doesn’t understand or something? A/N: This fic was very self-indulgent for me and is very near and dear to my heart 💕 Couple: Spencer Reid/Fem!Reader Category: Fluff! Content Warning: None 🥰 Word Count: 7.2k

The first time (y/n) told me she felt like a color, she told me she felt yellow.

There was no need for explanation— it made perfect sense to me. She looked like sunshine and smelled like peaches and fresh laundry. Her laughter sounded like wind chimes and strings and her voice moved like honey; slow and sweet and sticking with me. I wondered what that would mean if I kissed her. Would my lips cling to hers, holding us together for a few moments longer?

I tried not to lose myself in fantasies that would never come true and decided, instead, to enjoy the way the world looked and sounded when (y/n) was happy.

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🎀 CM KidFic Challenge 🧸

Hey everyone, I’m back with another monthly challenge! For the months of March AND April, I am formally challenging any willing writer to take a stab at writing fanfiction including children, babies, or pregnancy (biological, adoptive, animal, etc.) using their choice of Criminal Minds characters! Reader, Original Character, Character/Character ships, Gen/Platonic fics are allowed! Please check out the Rules below the Keep Reading.

(**This is NOT a request list for me—this is a prompt list of other writers! Feel free to request from someone else, and be sure to let them know about the challenge!)

Prompts

  • Child says their first word(s)
  • Child becomes an older sibling
  • Character stands up for their child
  • The couple enjoys trying for a baby
  • Characters are fantastic platonic co-parents
  • Child is starting to act a lot like their parent(s)
  • The couple announces their pregnancy to everyone
  • The couple fosters a teenager preparing for college
  • The couple takes their child to college/their own place
  • The couple thinks they’re having twins… but it’s triplets
  • Character runs into their ex who has a child that looks just like them
  • The couple realizes how different things are the second, third, etc. time
  • Character needs reassurance about the fact they don’t enjoy being pregnant
  • Character finds that being around Child helps them heal their own inner child
  • The couple babysits together, which leads to a conversation about their future
  • Character struggles with the fact that their teenage kid has their first partner
  • Character is very attentive to their pregnant partner... almost irritatingly so
  • Character witnesses a quiet moment with their partner and their baby during a night feeding
  • Character, chronically single, asks their best friend if they’d be open to having a child with them
  • Child realizes that not every kid has two moms/two dads and they have a lot of questions about it
  • The couple takes Child to daycare for the first time but they can’t make themselves leave the parking lot
  • Child is having a hard time at school, so Character picks them up from school for a day of quality time together
  • Pregnancy cravings lead to a very dramatic late-night grocery store trip that makes Character fall more in love
  • Anything else you can imagine!

Childfree/Pregnancy-Free prompts below + Create your own!

A little less than a month remains! I’ve got some more prompts in case you weren’t inspired before:

  • Child calls Stepparent “Mom/Dad” for the first time
  • Character is babysitting and someone mistakes them as the parent
  • The kids Parent Trap™ their parents
  • Character reveals their fear about being a bad parent
  • Labor happens at a very inopportune time
  • Parent, unbeknownst to Child, is having a very hard time when Child shares how much they love them
  • Character plays hooky with Child

I hope this inspires any holdouts! Happy writing, everyone! 🚼

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Piece of Paper (S.R.)

Summary: Spencer and Reader discuss Autism evaluations.

Request: reader tells spencer "i think im autistic" and he’s like "wait you've never been evaluated/diagnosed??" and he helps her advocate for an evaluation or some other kind of support? A/N: I’m sorry if this isn’t exactly what you wanted, Anon, but this is the experience I would like to share as a person who was diagnosed as a toddler 🫶 Couple: Spencer Reid/GN!Reader Category: Comfort/Fluff Content Warning: Autism assessment/Anti-Autistic mentions, implied abuse/gaslighting, minor self-hatred, internalized ableism Word Count: 1k

The bullpen was as quiet as it ever was. The bustling crowds had passed through and returned to the comfort of their home. All that remained were those with deadlines, no date life, or neurodivergent tendencies.

You peeked across the desk to notice how Spencer’s hyper-focus had finally faded, leaving him now spinning in his chair while he stared at the ceiling.

“Hey, Spencer?” you called, “Can I ask you a kind of personal question?”

His chair came to a halt.

“Sure, but I’m not sure if I’ll have a satisfying answer,” he chuckled.

You floundered for a moment, struggling to come up with an appropriate way to ask your question. Yet, when you did finally speak, you were anything but eloquent.

“What was it like when you were diagnosed with Autism?”

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