SHINJI HIRAKO 🧡

• my mendings itch .  there’s nothing to do .
• what ceremony of words can patch the havoc ?
• stop crying .  open your hand .
• it is a terrible thing ,  to be so open .
• i am too pure for you or anyone .
• it’s easy to blame the dark .
• how free it is ,  you have no idea how free .
• it must be one or the other of us .
• it was a kind of marriage ,  being so close .
• nobody sees us .
• i couldn’t sleep for a week .
• it is comfortable ,  for a change ,  to mean so little.
• tell me i’m here .
• your room is lousy with flowers .
• now i resemble a sort of god .
• nobody can tell what i lack .
• i suppose it’s pointless to think of you at all .
• i can stay awake all night ,  if need be .
• this is not what i meant .
• i can’t get it out of my mind .
• when you kick me out ,  that’s what i’ll remember .
• i wasn’t fooled .  i knew you at once .
• if the moon smiled ,  she would resemble you .
• your clear eye is the one absolutely beautiful thing .
• perfection is terrible .
• i do not trust the spirit .
• one day ,  it won’t come back .
• they will wonder if i was important .
• oh god ,  i am not like you .
• there is no stopping it .
• we have come so far ,  it’s over .
• tonight will be ,  in every respect ,  like every other night .
• that’s how you always talk before we start .
• if i didn’t trust you at this ,  i wouldn’t trust myself .
• at least i feel less dread of the world beyond ours .
• i admit it :  i’m afraid .
• don’t be so smart .
• i dreamed of doing it ,  and now it’s done .
• earth is my haunt .
• what manner of business are you on ?
• perhaps you’ve late quitted heaven ?
• i shall never grow old .
• sugar can cure everything .
• is there no way out of the mind ?
• there are no trees or birds in this world .
• this is what i am made of ,  this and terror .
• why is it so quiet ,  what are they hiding ?
• this is what it is to be complete .
• is he wearing pajamas or an evening suit ?
• the police love you ,  you confess everything .
• is my life so intriguing ?
• where are you going that you suck breath like mileage ?
• you flicker .  i cannot touch you .
• if i could bleed ,  or sleep !  if my mouth could marry a hurt like that !
• what did they know that i didn’t ?
• you say you can’t stand her .
• i’m doped and thick from my last sleeping pill .
• you are ill .
• you are so exhausted .
• i can’t communicate .
• we’re here on a visit .
• where do you stash your knife ?
• what sort of scenery is it ?
• you know who you hate .
• pure ?  what does it mean ?
• i am not subtle .
• right now you are dumb ,  and i love your stupidity .
• i know why you won’t give it to me .  you’re terrified .
• is it impossible for you to let something go and have it whole ?
• must you kill what you can ?
• there is one thing i want today ,  and only you can give it to me .
• it won’t hurt .
• do away with it altogether .
• are you our sort of person ?
• i have always been scared of you .
• i didn’t call you .  i didn’t call you at all .
• there is nothing between us .
• seven hours knocked out of my right mind .
• i am myself .  that is not enough .
• i dream of someone else entirely .
• we should meet in another life .
• it was an accident .
• you know what lies are for .
• dying is an art ,  like everything else .
• how far is it now ?
• do not accept it .  it’s not genuine .
• i am so stupidly happy .
• eternity bores me ,  i never wanted it .