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callie
this account mostly runs on a queue (untagged because I don’t have the time or the attention span for it) and i'm not here often
current interests include guardians of the galaxy (not marvel, not comics, just gotg), genshin impact, danganronpa, the last of us, dead by daylight, resident evil, honkai: star rail, and hazbin hotel.

merch

I make enamel pins and keychains of my artwork that you can purchase on Etsy and BigCartel (very slowly because I am Poor and this is a very expensive hobby)
If you wanna keep up with merch updates, including drop dates, preorder updates, and future products, check out my updates tag

games

Genshin: AR 60, America server, and my UID is 627097531. I main shinobu 💜⚡️
Star Rail: Level 68, America server, and my UID is 600406543. I main Kafka
Dead By Daylight: my tag is starmora#738e and I main Kate and Ada
(yes you can send me a friend request, but lemme know who you are by sending me a dm or something here)

Big, big fan of ships consisting of a very charismatic group leader that people often write off as annoying, stupid, or brutish, (but they actually have a heart of gold and would sacrifice themselves for any of their friends,) and their calm and aloof second in command, who is very smart and badass and probably has a lot of childhood trauma they’re learning to work through with the help of their friends and they’re now a better person for it (bonus points if they are an assassin) (regretful double points if one of them has died somehow trying to protect their loved ones at some point in time)

last updated: 04/10/24

Please don’t rb!

#callie.txt #pinned

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silverandspessartine

lesbian-disaster-academic

i used to be so good at writing strong, thoroughly-researched, thoroughly-edited essays.

as a kid in hs, my teacher literally came up to me, holding my 40 page essay on the intersection of the European witch hunts and capitalism/exploitation/gender roles (it was supposed to be 7 pages...whoops) and went like "this is literally a master's-degree level thesis. what are you doing?? you could literally use this as your final dissertation in a master's program, what the fuck."

NOW??? NOW?? you'd think I'd be oh so skilled. but alas. i can barely piece together two ideas. adhd skill-regression is so so real. im SOBBING

revenantscholar

The skill can come back and it often does. It is not unusual for it skill recedes during stressful and painful times. Maybe you just need more stability/safety/kind people around you.

I have been through something similar a few times in my life with writing, yoga, studying...

Admittedly, my life is always financially and socially precarious, so my notion of stability currently just means "enough money to pay the rent and food for the next few months."

It is hard to hold onto anything when you have to fight for survival all the time, either materially or emotionally.

lesbian-disaster-academic

Wow, uh. Okay, I'm gonna need a minute to process "It is hard to hold onto anything when you have to fight for survival all the time...". You're genuinely rewiring my brain is we speak.

Thank you, this means a lot to hear. <3

revenantscholar

Thank you as well. We have to help each other in this hellscape whenever we can.