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What’s your favorite sex position? f4m
I don't really have an absolute favorite. I love them all, which sounds so cliche but I enjoy them all and it really depends on the moment.
S E A R C H I N G
I'm lost. I've said it before, but then I was only thinking I was lost. I had no clue what being truly lost was.
Now I'm here.
I've tried to find myself so often but I feel like I was only losing myself more by doing it. I have poured myself into others, hoping they would pour themselves into me and THAT would some how be how I found myself.
Yet here I am. I still feel alone. I still feel lost.
I wake up daily to hundreds of likes, hundreds of messages and notifications. Yet not one of those people in those notifications actually know me.
I have grown to wear my masks well. To hide my pain, to hide my anxiety, to hide my depression.... to hide my trauma. I have so many masks on, I don't know who I am anymore.
I wake up to horror every day. The news bleeding stories out about tragedies like it's a normal occasion. I don't want to leave my apartment, I want to hide from it all.
Yet the one thing I want to hide from the most, I can't.
My mind.
I don't want validation, I don't want fame, I don't want anything other then peace of mind. I don't want to be at battle with myself so often.
I want to see sunshine where no one else can, just like I used to. I want to be able to enjoy the rain instead of hide from it.
Days aren't as hard lately, my mind hasn't been my worst enemy. I won't ever be perfect but I am finding ways to get better, to be better, to inspire better.
I am lost, but I'm okay.
I literally cannot begin to word how excited I am right now. I don't even really know what to type right now or even to show you guys how fucking stoked I am. Okay, I will tell you why 😍 I GOT PUBLISHED 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 I am so beyond excited to announce that I, Ireland Rose, got published finally ❤ in a magazine. A real fucking magazine. Yaaaaaaaas ❤🐱😍 If you want to check it out, go give the magazine a follow 📷 @dameframemagazine Photographer: @alreyesmx Model: @irelandrose_model MUA: @irelandrose_makeup #publishedmodel #pdxmodel #portlandmodels #seattlemodels #travelingmodels #published #dameframemagazine #irelandrose_model #irelandrosemarie #irelandrosemodel #russianmodels #irishmodels #italianmodels