♫︎ You can call me Misa
♫︎ I'm 21
♫︎ I love reading, listening to music and watching anime
♫︎ I like making friends, horrible at making friends
♫︎ If you want to be friends, just ask me.
♫︎ Matchups: ?/10 (closed)
♫︎ Headcanons/ oneshots: none
♫︎ letters: none
Please to meet our girl:
I hate myself for forgetting to check my notifications-
It's late but WELCOME NEW OC OF YUN
She's living my dream of a flower and bookshop..😔
Words: 597
Tags: scenario; fluffy; no pronouns specified; established relationship.
Notes: I did my best to make Jude sound like Jude, HAIUSEHASU. I hope this brightens your night, @judejazza! 🤍
In the first few weeks of the relationship, it was weird for you to wake up in the morning to an empty bed and his side already cold. You wouldn’t deny it made you feel strange, and sometimes you wondered if you were disrupting his routine, or if he really wanted you there.
Jude could be rough and sadistic, but he was never a liar. If he said your company was something he enjoyed, even if he didn’t sleep that much anyway, then you knew better than to doubt his word. That and his actions, which always spoke louder.
The way everyone else is just letting the butterfly do its thing
And then there's Jude
// kids/motherhood mention
@sako-mii tagging u cuz of ur dream
Maybe it's because it's still early in the morning but how is this relevant to me that I got tagged
REMEMBER YOU HAD THAT DREAM OF GIVING BIRTH? U WOKE UP FEELING EMPTY
Oooh yes my daughter. Now I miss her again. She was so precious too 😔💔
... mama?
no.
YOU DID NOT HESITATE BUT ITS OKAY... ITS FINE... i have my adoptive mother
Delusional much huh?
I got her. Not delusional :(
Maybe she doesn't want to break your heart
AAAAAAAA
Heh.
// kids/motherhood mention
@sako-mii tagging u cuz of ur dream
Maybe it's because it's still early in the morning but how is this relevant to me that I got tagged
REMEMBER YOU HAD THAT DREAM OF GIVING BIRTH? U WOKE UP FEELING EMPTY
Oooh yes my daughter. Now I miss her again. She was so precious too 😔💔
... mama?
no.
YOU DID NOT HESITATE BUT ITS OKAY... ITS FINE... i have my adoptive mother
Delusional much huh?
I got her. Not delusional :(
Maybe she doesn't want to break your heart
// kids/motherhood mention
@sako-mii tagging u cuz of ur dream
Maybe it's because it's still early in the morning but how is this relevant to me that I got tagged
REMEMBER YOU HAD THAT DREAM OF GIVING BIRTH? U WOKE UP FEELING EMPTY
Oooh yes my daughter. Now I miss her again. She was so precious too 😔💔
... mama?
no.
YOU DID NOT HESITATE BUT ITS OKAY... ITS FINE... i have my adoptive mother
Delusional much huh?
// kids/motherhood mention
@sako-mii tagging u cuz of ur dream
Maybe it's because it's still early in the morning but how is this relevant to me that I got tagged
REMEMBER YOU HAD THAT DREAM OF GIVING BIRTH? U WOKE UP FEELING EMPTY
Oooh yes my daughter. Now I miss her again. She was so precious too 😔💔
... mama?
no.
// kids/motherhood mention
@sako-mii tagging u cuz of ur dream
Maybe it's because it's still early in the morning but how is this relevant to me that I got tagged
REMEMBER YOU HAD THAT DREAM OF GIVING BIRTH? U WOKE UP FEELING EMPTY
Oooh yes my daughter. Now I miss her again. She was so precious too 😔💔
jude is well aware of the effect you have on him. he gets more annoyed and snaps easily when you are around him. just how can someone be so happy and wear that shitty cute smile all the time? it pisses him off. you piss him off.
having to take care of you during a mission all the while cursing victor for sending you on such a dangerous task. what if you die? fuck. of course, he won't let that happen. but he's so mad, and his eyes are narrowed, and the cigarette is stomped on by his foot.
jude's lost.
he wants to help you and hates it when you cry. those tears shouldn't come out of your eyes, damn it! he thinks. the businessman wears that sadistic grin and tells you that “you are in my debt, princess” but he doesn't want anything in return. nothing other than you giving him a kiss or looking at him with the smile you were giving ellis earlier.
his heart beats so fast around you.
he hates you. jude hates you and he despises all you make him feel. what a troublesome princess you are, tch.
FIRST READER IN THIS ACC!! Jude being a tsun tsun ahole he is but you know he cares a lot 🥺
@judejazza my girl
I'm sorry stranger but I already had the honours of being the first reader here
YOU CALLED ME "TULIP PERSON" EHOEKE 😭
But dw I'll be honoured to give the pedestal to you 😌✨
Misa meet yunny, my dear
Yunny meet misa, my best friend :3
Funny, I don't recall you calling me bestie in those 21 years I have lived 🤨
Sowry me no emglish
I can say it in urdu to you if you understand that better
Ah (gas, gas, gas)
Ah
Do you like my car?
Guess you're ready 'cause I'm waiting for you
What is that supposed to be
jude is well aware of the effect you have on him. he gets more annoyed and snaps easily when you are around him. just how can someone be so happy and wear that shitty cute smile all the time? it pisses him off. you piss him off.
having to take care of you during a mission all the while cursing victor for sending you on such a dangerous task. what if you die? fuck. of course, he won't let that happen. but he's so mad, and his eyes are narrowed, and the cigarette is stomped on by his foot.
jude's lost.
he wants to help you and hates it when you cry. those tears shouldn't come out of your eyes, damn it! he thinks. the businessman wears that sadistic grin and tells you that “you are in my debt, princess” but he doesn't want anything in return. nothing other than you giving him a kiss or looking at him with the smile you were giving ellis earlier.
his heart beats so fast around you.
he hates you. jude hates you and he despises all you make him feel. what a troublesome princess you are, tch.
FIRST READER IN THIS ACC!! Jude being a tsun tsun ahole he is but you know he cares a lot 🥺
@judejazza my girl
I'm sorry stranger but I already had the honours of being the first reader here
YOU CALLED ME "TULIP PERSON" EHOEKE 😭
But dw I'll be honoured to give the pedestal to you 😌✨
Misa meet yunny, my dear
Yunny meet misa, my best friend :3
Funny, I don't recall you calling me bestie in those 21 years I have lived 🤨
Sowry me no emglish
I can say it in urdu to you if you understand that better
jude is well aware of the effect you have on him. he gets more annoyed and snaps easily when you are around him. just how can someone be so happy and wear that shitty cute smile all the time? it pisses him off. you piss him off.
having to take care of you during a mission all the while cursing victor for sending you on such a dangerous task. what if you die? fuck. of course, he won't let that happen. but he's so mad, and his eyes are narrowed, and the cigarette is stomped on by his foot.
jude's lost.
he wants to help you and hates it when you cry. those tears shouldn't come out of your eyes, damn it! he thinks. the businessman wears that sadistic grin and tells you that “you are in my debt, princess” but he doesn't want anything in return. nothing other than you giving him a kiss or looking at him with the smile you were giving ellis earlier.
his heart beats so fast around you.
he hates you. jude hates you and he despises all you make him feel. what a troublesome princess you are, tch.
FIRST READER IN THIS ACC!! Jude being a tsun tsun ahole he is but you know he cares a lot 🥺
@judejazza my girl
I'm sorry stranger but I already had the honours of being the first reader here
YOU CALLED ME "TULIP PERSON" EHOEKE 😭
But dw I'll be honoured to give the pedestal to you 😌✨
Misa meet yunny, my dear
Yunny meet misa, my best friend :3
Funny, I don't recall you calling me bestie in those 21 years I have lived 🤨
jude is well aware of the effect you have on him. he gets more annoyed and snaps easily when you are around him. just how can someone be so happy and wear that shitty cute smile all the time? it pisses him off. you piss him off.
having to take care of you during a mission all the while cursing victor for sending you on such a dangerous task. what if you die? fuck. of course, he won't let that happen. but he's so mad, and his eyes are narrowed, and the cigarette is stomped on by his foot.
jude's lost.
he wants to help you and hates it when you cry. those tears shouldn't come out of your eyes, damn it! he thinks. the businessman wears that sadistic grin and tells you that “you are in my debt, princess” but he doesn't want anything in return. nothing other than you giving him a kiss or looking at him with the smile you were giving ellis earlier.
his heart beats so fast around you.
he hates you. jude hates you and he despises all you make him feel. what a troublesome princess you are, tch.
FIRST READER IN THIS ACC!! Jude being a tsun tsun ahole he is but you know he cares a lot 🥺
@judejazza my girl
I'm sorry stranger but I already had the honours of being the first reader here
YOU CALLED ME "TULIP PERSON" EHOEKE 😭
But dw I'll be honoured to give the pedestal to you 😌✨
jude is well aware of the effect you have on him. he gets more annoyed and snaps easily when you are around him. just how can someone be so happy and wear that shitty cute smile all the time? it pisses him off. you piss him off.
having to take care of you during a mission all the while cursing victor for sending you on such a dangerous task. what if you die? fuck. of course, he won't let that happen. but he's so mad, and his eyes are narrowed, and the cigarette is stomped on by his foot.
jude's lost.
he wants to help you and hates it when you cry. those tears shouldn't come out of your eyes, damn it! he thinks. the businessman wears that sadistic grin and tells you that “you are in my debt, princess” but he doesn't want anything in return. nothing other than you giving him a kiss or looking at him with the smile you were giving ellis earlier.
his heart beats so fast around you.
he hates you. jude hates you and he despises all you make him feel. what a troublesome princess you are, tch.
FIRST READER IN THIS ACC!! Jude being a tsun tsun ahole he is but you know he cares a lot 🥺
@judejazza my girl
I'm sorry stranger but I already had the honours of being the first reader here
☆ xavier, who can't help but look at your smile. it does things to him — those he can't put a name to. his heart beats faster, and cheeks gain a soft blush. you are troublesome. he can't think straight around you. but with all the trouble you cause him, you are a beautiful sight to look at.
☆ zayne, who can't help but want to touch your hand, lace your fingers together, and press an affectionate kiss on the back of it. you are such a beauty, and you are his lover. the thought causes him to smile, but he quickly clears his throat. no, he can't be caught mentally gushing over you in public.
☆ raphael, who can't help but want to draw you on a canvas. to define your beauty on the blank sheet with elegant strokes. his gentle fingers that hold the brush paint gently, adoringly. he smiles at you. what a lovely picture you are, his darling.
Zayne ekendkwnddndb I love you-
Pairing: Comfort Character x Reader
Warnings: Angst (?) , a bit of comfort. Being in love when it's not meant to be.
I don't have the ability to watch the sunrise with you, so I'll use my dreams instead.
They say that dreams are a moment of time where time stays still. A moment in time where worlds mend together.
I sat with him down as we were watching the sunset together. His head was on my shoulders as he listened to my rambles about what happened all day. It felt nice, having someone listen to me so attentively. He would hum occasionally to let me know that he was listening. These moments with him always felt short and I wished to make them longer, but I cherished this time with him regardless. As the sun set, we both went quiet, it felt comfortable. ".. I really wish I could meet you." I whispered, feeling my heart grow heavy. "I mean I get to see you and talk to you and it's great, we can even hold each other, but sometimes I wish I could do it during the day too, and not just when I fall asleep and dream." I continued, feeling a sense of longing again. Because even if he felt like my other half, he only appeared when I closed my eyes, escaping the reality that I wished to forget, even if it was for a moment.
The first time I ever met him was in my dream, at the beginning I thought it was only a person my mind made up but I soon realised that wasn't the case when he would wonder why I'm in "his" dream. We would talk every night, in the beginning wondering why we're having the same dreams but eventually counting it as a way to meet. Strange dreams became nightly talks, and these became the thing I looked forward to the most. However, that was our only way to see each other. We tried to look for each other in real life but no matter how hard we tried, how hard I tried, we never met. Because even if we shared the same dream, we didn't share the same reality. It was hard to believe at first but the more we talked about ourselves, we realised that our lifestyles , our world...they were different.As if we weren't meant to meet. It hurts to know that I'll never be able to hold him, to go with him to all our favourite places. Experiencing lazy afternoons or late night walks, waking up to him in the morning or going out together. Feeling his skin against mine or breathing in his scent. All of these things were not meant for us.
He lifted his head and smiled at me understandingly, gently caressing my cheek. He kissed my forehead and let his lips linger there, giving me a sense of comfort. "I understand, my love." He whispered, his voice low yet clear so I can understand every word. "Believe me when I say that there's nothing more that I want than being able to wake up with you in my arms." He tried to comfort me but I only felt my tears swell in my eyes, dreading to fall. "I know how frustrated you must be, how lonely it must feel that we can't hold each other without the fear of waking up. Or the fear that one day we don't appear in our dreams... but we shouldn't let that stop us from making the most of it. We can talk to each other, have these dates, and hold each other. Even if we don't live in the same reality, we can still cherish these moments." He looked at me gently and wiped my tears. "Even if it's for a fleeting moment, I'm grateful for every second with you." He said and pulled me against his chest. I took in a deep, shaky breath, letting my tears fall. I knew that despite talking so calmly, he also felt disappointed. I felt it by the way he held me tightly, as if afraid that I'd disappear any moment. Oh, how I wished to hold him without my dreams accommodating on how I imagined him to feel like. We both silently embraced each other. How can life keep someone away that you love so dearly? Why make us meet when it's impossible for us to have a life together? It's so cruel. Being surrounded by so many people yet still feeling lonely, knowing that this void can never be filled.
I felt calmer after crying but remained in his arms. He was also silent, trying to sort out his feelings while stroking my hair. I lifted my head to look at him and caressed his cheek, letting him lean into my touch. It made my heart flutter despite our circumstances. "Say...do you think we'll ever meet?" I asked him calmly while stroking his cheek. It was more like a question to myself but I still wanted to hear his words, they felt encouraging. After all, if his touch wasn't real, his words were. He looked at me and gave me that smile I loved so much. "What do you think?" He asked me in return, as if he wanted to hear my answer as well. I couldn't help but smile hopefully in return. "... I think we will. If not in this life, maybe in another." I muttered and leaned down to kiss him softly, as if sealing our promise. That's right, we might not be able to be together in this life, but in one for sure. Even if it takes a hundred lives until I meet him, a life with him would be worth all the wait.
a/n: I FINALLY COMPLETED THIS IT WAS IN MY HEAD FOR SO LONG.
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