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Brest, Sunday 5th April 2020 at 7:10 am
Day 19: quarantine
“ Men accuse feminists of being angry all the time yet I’ve never seen anyone more infuriated than men reacting to feminism “
me on the first day of september
I was really struggling this week. Working way too hard, skipping breaks and meals, not staying hydrated, not showering, not taking my meds. it was bad. even at the busiest times, self-care is so so important. if I needed help, then I’m probably not the only one. all of these lil ideas are small and relatively easy and I highly doing something nice for yourself, even if it’s not on the list. hope you all have a wonderful day/week/year.
(my personal favourites in bold)
- drink some cold water
- wash your hands and face with cool water
- make some tea
- get a blanket and snuggle it around you
- snuggle an animal/stuffed animal
- buy your favorite candy from the gas station
- close your eyes and listen to your fav song on repeat for 10 mins
- put on some throwback jams (high school musical, mamma mia, 90s, u do u) and dance around ur room in ur undies
- make a calming playlist
- call a friend/relative just to say hi and hear someone else’s voice
- rewatch cute/funny/happy clips from ur fav tv show/band/movie on youtube
- put on a skirt and twirl (yes boys/agenders/trans u can do this too)
- scribble really hard with black pen on a blank page and scream
- look at the sky/moon/sunset/sunrise/stars
- write
- watch kitten/puppy/small animal live streams on youtube
- go outside, even if its just by ur front door, and take some deep breaths
- eat something - fruit, veggies are best
- change ur contacts/clean ur glasses if you wear those
- change your underwear
- if u can’t get urself to shower, wash off w a damp washcloth/baby wipe
- put on a cute/comfy outfit that makes you feel good about urself
- dont put eye makeup on so you can rub your eyes & they wont feel heavy
- stretch, do some yoga or meditate
- get a breathing/meditation app and use it (headspace is gr8)
- take a nap
- go to bed before 11 pm
- brush your teeth
- turn off bright harsh lights and use smaller, warmer lamps
- unplug. give your eyes/brain a break from screens for a half hour
- get one of those pet/family apps/games and care for someone else for a change
- find cool people on tumblr and send them anonymous compliments (that you actually think are true - spread love)
- find a quote, write it/print it nicely and stick it on ur wall
- watch a new movie
- boil some cinnamon sticks/vanilla bean for 5 mins so ur house smells pretty. if in ur room, use essential oil drops or candles
- make your bed
- vacuum
- wipe down ur desk w some disinfectant
- clean something - a backpack, small area, fluff ur pillow, put away one shirt
- do your makeup all pretty and nice just because/dress up just because
- research into your dream job/vacation/city/whatever
- open up pages/canva/photshop/etc and make something just for fun
- build a fort and crawl under it
- find an easy diy and do it/ be proud of ur creative genius
- make a list of things that make you happy. stick it somewhere you’ll see it all the time
- print a picture of someone/thing that’s pissing u off and throw things at it (tape it to a dart board if u have one)
- reread a book that makes you happy
- clip your nails, clean the dirt from under them
- send some good old fashioned snail mail to someone u like just for fun
- take some selfies if you’re feelin it (see #40)
- fuzzy socks. enough said.
- make yourself a fancy meal/cocktail/coffee/tea latte/drink/whatevs
- open ur window or put on a fan/air purifier. get some air circulating
- draw, even if u think u suck.
- reach out to kids help phone (canada) or a suicide hotline if you need to talk to someone about more serious matters. you deserve help and care and support. (message me if you need resources)
- donate to a local animal shelter (if u have the means obviously)
- go for a walk/run/bike ride
- put on a face mask
- take a bubble path
- shave ur legs and moisturize
- moisturize
- bake some cookies
- go on spotify/youtube and find some new music you love
- make a really fun upbeat playlist for next time u get the aux cord
- scroll through some wholesome or funny meme accounts. whatever you’re in the mood for.
- take some cool pictures of whatever you want
- change up your room in any small ( or big) way that you can
- teach urself a new skill on youtube (simple like a hair style, or complicated like an instrument, whatever u want)
- sign up to volunteer at a library/homeless shelter/soup kitchen/retirement home/daycare center/etc. help those who need it. be giving.
- put on sad music and cry. let ur mascara run. be dramatic. let it out.
- put rock music on and stomp and scream throw (soft) things. let it out.
- teach urself the words to a fast rap song thats cool right now so you can impress ur friends/classmates/family
- print off some kid colouring pages and dont stay inside the lines
- brush your hair, take it out of a ponytail if its been like that for a while, or put it up if its down and in ur way
- diy a hair mask (coconut oil) and do that
- exfoliate ur whole body and feel like a whole new person
- clear out ur phone/laptop. delete old messages, numbers of people u dont like/hang out with, get rid of photos of shitty friends, apps u dont use, etc
- find cards against humanity online (or if u have it use the cards) and play with urself - make funny matches just because
- empty a drawer (or multiple) and fold ur stuff neatly
- do something that will make u sweat (gym, dance, clean) then take a nice shower
- take a second to listen to ur body. unclench muscles that are clenched, fix ur poster, massage/stretch tight areas
- move to a different area of the house for a little while. clear ur head.
- go out, anywhere. window shop, go to a coffee shop/library and work. people watch if ur broke.
- update your planner
- make Pinterest board/real life vision of things that make you happy for when in this situation again
- find a youtuber you like and watch their videos
- lie on the floor, listen to music and do nothing for a while
- give yourself a pep talk in the mirror and then stand like superman for a few mins. sounds silly but it works. its called powerposing. look it up.
- repeating this bc important: hydrate!!!
- start a new tv show
- order something online so u have something to look forward to
- go sit with a family member and keep them company. u dont have to talk to them.
- the app ‘trump dump’ will make u feel better about the current us political situation
- read happy news: find stories of students doing something cool, women kicking ass, men being amazing, whatever. bonus points if this inspires u
- sort your garbage from recycling and help the environment
- smile at people you see just because. smiling is good and nice.
- look at old pictures of u and ur fav people
- go through old yearbooks and take a second to appreciate how far you’ve come
- go to a park and watch kids play. remember what it’s like to be young. realize you are still young. go on the swings and go as high as u can
- play in a sandbox just because u still can
xo soph
“28/October/2013I texted you, bright, bubbly and hopeful; another idea for a date being typed into messenger. I was met with excuses followed by, “I need to tell you something.” My stomach churned and I think we both knew that I was crying, even though I insisted that I understood. 28/November/2013I kissed a guy in front of you last week to try and make you jealous. I saw your face as he leaned in to kiss my lips and I knew you didn’t care. 28/December/2013You texted me for the first time in two months yesterday. You were drunk, just like you were on the night it all happened. You apologised, but I was stubborn and wouldn’t forgive you. 28/January/2014You accidentally touched my hand as you passed my copy book to me in science today. I wish my heart hadn’t skipped a beat. 28/February/2014I went on a date with another guy. I only yearned for your lips at the end of the night. 28/March/2014I’ve been going out a lot more with my friends. There’s more to life than waiting for you. 28/April/2014You say you miss me and you want me back. My best friend warns me away. But how can I say no to those amber eyes? 28/May/2014I kissed your lips again for the final time. There was no feeling or emotion, yet I still cried when I saw your arm snaked around 5'2" of dark curly hair and an infectious laugh. 28/June/2014I met someone else. His lips are softer than yours ever were. He made me laugh more in one day than you made me laugh in seven months. I felt safe as we lay side by side under the merciless sun. His arms feel like home. 28/July/2014I had forgotten how much I love to dance and sing and run. I am becoming me again. 28/August/2014Oh god, oh god, oh god. I’m in love with the boy with the soft lips. I hope you’re well. You don’t have to pretend you’re not in love with her and the way you can so easily wrap her curls around your fingers. It’s okay now. 28/September/2014You’re in my science class again this year. Seeing you again every day has once again become as easy as reading my favourite book. 28/October/2014It’s a year today and I’m sat in a coffee shop with the boy with the soft lips. Never before have I felt so loved, needed, wanted. Better things are coming. I hope you treat her well.”
— Sincerely, MG 29.07.16, a book I’ll never write
Dya wanna know something pretty cool? I’ve survived 100% of my worst days. And if you’re reading this? So have you. And that’s awesome.
I really fucking needed to hear this today.
How on Earth was it possible to be this cute? (Source)
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this is an accurate representation of me suffering through summer
28 July: Due to ongoing issues with my mental health, including a suicide attempt and subsequent hospitalisation, I have not been able to work enough hours to pay my rent this month. I’ve tried everything I can but I just don’t be able to scrape up the money. I have no family to help me because I was kicked out of home for being gay. Any financial help would be greatly appteciated. I am $387 short. http://paypal.me/emilygwen
2 August: I still need $135 to pay my rent for the month. Please keep reblogging.
8 August: I NEED $50 URGENTLY FOR AN APPOINTMENT WITH MY PSYCH ABOUT MEDS THAT ARE MAKING ME FAINT. ANY HELP IS APPRPECIATED. PLEASE REBLOG.
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