I Just Wanna Be Loved

@ndhoney / ndhoney.tumblr.com

Why does no one love me? What did I do wrong?
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for all of the other sweet borderlions and cluster b’s out there, this is a free online dbt course, with worksheets/homeworks/a nice little community to talk to.

even if you’re not borderline or cluster b, it would be really sweet if you’d reblog this so more people can see it! :)

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snackwizard

a fools guide to not wanting to die anymore

by me, a fool who doesnt wanna die anymore 

  1. never make a suicide joke again. yes this includes “i wanna die” as a figure of speech. swear off of it. actually make an effort to change how you think about things.
  2. find something to compliment someone for at least 4 times a day. notice the little things about the world that make you happy, and use that to make other people happy.
  3. talk to people. initiate conversation as often as you possibly can. keep your mind busy and you wont have to worry anymore
  4. picture the bad intrusive thoughts in youe head as an edgy 13 year old and tell them to go be emo somewhere else
  5. if someone makes you feel bad most of the time, stop talking to them. making yourself hang out with people who drain you is self harm. stop it.
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do you think that if you’ve been lonely for long enough (years, decades) one day its going to reach a point where you will always feel lonely no matter what??? Like it reaches a point where your brain’s just so used to feeling that empty kind of ache that even when you’re not necessarily alone.. theres still measurable space between you and everything else, like nothing that comes close ever really touches you anymore?? asking for a friend

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ncxturnal

hey if you’re into people that are clingy, shockingly affectionate when they wanna be, and just a little bit up their own ass hmu i’m lonely

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positrans

its okay if your identity changes after a long time. its okay if you suddenly become unsure of things. its okay to start experimenting, and trying out new labels/names/prounouns/etc. things can change, its okay.

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my mind says college but my heart says isolated sheep herder in Iceland

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“You know if you keep doing reckless things it might kill you”

Me, suicidal:

I CAN LITERALLY HEAR IT

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Sometimes you just need to slow down, remain calm and simply let life happen. Take a deep breath and focus on the simple important things: you are alive, you’re breathing, you’re enough as you are. You can do this.

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someone: i love you
my damaged ass: the love you speak of is conditional, you are only in love with what i present or project to be and again its sifted through another layer of your perspective, You love what YOU think i am, an when i stop being that, you'll stop loving me.
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it haunts me everyday that people pass me in the street and assume im straight

What’s wrong with straight people, OP? And before you say it, I’m bi.

Everything

“One day you will be able to joke”

Jokes are supposed to be funny.

If the parameter for something being a joke is that every single in the world person finds it funny, then nothing it a joke. 

Anyway name one good thing a straight person has EVER done. There’s nothing.

Penicillin. Injectable Insulin. The TV. The radio. Cars. Pasteurization. Vaccinations. Continuing the existence of the human race. Aeroplanes. The Printing Press. Pretty much every book, TV program and video game has had at least one straight person work on it at some point. Do I need to go on?

All invented by gay people. Try harder.

The guy who made inject able insulin had a wife and three kids. Louis Pasteur had a wife. Alexander Fleming had two wives. John Logie Baird, Guglielmo Marconi, Johannes Gutenberg - all had wives and kids.

You’re the one who isn’t trying

Bisexual

Boy, if you don’t…

We are not the centre of the universe. Deal with it. Sometimes people who do good things… are straight. You don’t see me getting pissy because of The Straights, do you?

You’ve yet to prove that any straight person has ever done anything good. All I see are a list of LGBT people.

Also, please, speak for yourself. I am in fact the centre of the universe. 

Why are you acting like a child?

Why won’t you accept the cold hard fact that the only people who have ever benefited the human race have been LGBT? Open your eyes. 

Because you’re wrong. It’s that simple.

Prove it

I did. You ignored it.

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ndhoney

Lgbt people could rule the world if they wanted to. The straighties need to realise we are the new god

Not you too…

I don’t WANT to be better than anyone else. I don’t WANT people to be all “oh, we need to walk on eggshells around him”.

Why can’t we be happy with being normal?

Ahh idk if you realise so ima tell you, but this whole thing is a joke… literally bpdrotten and i dont actually hate straoght people. Im bi too and ive dated quite a few straoght people. Neither of us actually think we are above straoght people

That’s not funny.

The orriginal joke is funny to some cause its an extreme exxageration of something. Not all humor is gonna be funny to everyone, but its also not serious

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