Autumn bonds (part 1) - Eris x Reader
Summary: Rhysand’s sister and Eris suddenly find out about their mating bond and try to keep it a secret, while he is adjusting to his new position as high lord of the Autumn Court.
Warnings: None that I can think of.
Word count: 3.040
“Where are you going?” The strict but loving question from your older brother reached you just in time before opening the front door of the river house.
“Out.” You answered dryly, knowing full well that this would not satisfy his need to be sure of your wellbeing in the slightest. He tilted his head ever so lightly and smirked. You rolled your eyes, “can I please go out to have a cup of tea in the city, almighty high lord?” A laugh escaped his lips and he nodded amused, before stepping closer and giving you a hug.
“I’m not trying to keep you prisoner, y/n. I just want you to be safe, you know that, right?”
“‘Course I do, Rhys. I’ll be careful.” He let go of you hesitantly.
“Don’t forget, we’ll have company tonight. Autumn’s high lord. I’d prefer for you to stay in your rooms.” You gave him a tight lipped smile and a nod in agreement. Your brother disappeared and you made your way out of the stunning mansion. Most courts knew of you and how you had resurfaced, seemingly out of thin air. For now he persisted in you not meeting any of them, to keep your identity hidden for just a while longer.
It’s been months since Rhysand and the rest of the family found out that you were in fact not dead, as they’ve been led to believe for centuries, but alive and living close to the wall in Spring Court. You lived a relatively normal life there, not knowing of your heritage or your powers. During a mission, Azriel found out that instead of killing you back then in the war-camps, they took you back to their court, putting you with a family of lesser fae, in case they ever needed you as leverage against the high lord of the Night Court. You tried not to think of it too often, the trauma still echoing heavy through your bones. Your life has been turned upside down, but for the better. The family that raised you never took much interest in you and being here, in Velaris, your home, it was soothing. And although Rhysand wasn’t too fond of you exploring a little more of what the city had to offer day by day, he understood. He tried his best not to limit you, while keeping you safe and sound.
The walk along the Sidra was beautiful and every time you strolled past it you wondered, if one day it would get old, maybe even bore you. For now at least, that seemed impossible. You inhaled the unrivaled smell of the city of starlight and felt tears prick your eyes.
When you reached your favorite café, you ordered a steaming cup of tea, leaned back in your chair and let the warm rays of sunlight caress your face. Oblivious to your surroundings, you began scribbling away in the golden notebook Rhys gifted you shortly after moving into the river house. It helped you when anxiety and gloomy thoughts came pushing in on you like two invisible walls.
When you looked up from the full pages you had bared yourself to, the sunlight already started fading into night. Shit, he’s gonna kill me.
Half running you furthered through the city, determined to make it back home before the high lord arrived. You decided to take a shortcut that would lead you through a less busy alley next to the main street. something your brother certainly wouldn’t have agreed on. Halfway through the narrow passageway you turned your head around slightly towards a sudden noise while continuing your speedwalk, when you crashed harshly face first into something. Shock, then realization; someone not something. Someone tall and handsome and…
You recognized him in an instant. The red hair, the muscular body, arrogant smirk and elegant poise: Eris Vanserra, the high lord of the Autumn Court. He held you by both forearms, bending down slightly trying to keep you upright and from falling.
“Oh gods, I’m so sorry!” you stammered.
“Don’t worry, I’m fine.” He briskly said before regaining composure. The gorgeous male cleared his throat, adjusted the lapels of his bronze colored jacket and the curl that softly grazed his forehead before turning his attention back to you.
“How about you watch where you’re…” he didn’t finish the sentence he started, the bitter undertone in his polished voice fading. Eyes open wide, mouth still parted from the words he spoke before, he stared at you.
“I can’t apologize enough, high lord, I’ll take better care next time.”
Eris didn’t answer, only nodded and strode off as fast as he could. Cauldron he’s beautiful, you thought before snapping back, noticing what little time you had left to make it to the house before he did.
It took merely a second of you standing in front of the impressive residence you lived in, when you heard the flapping of wings close to you. Cassian slammed into the floor beside you, ready to take you inside.
“Hello princess, at your service!” He mockingly bowed to you and hooked your arms together. You rolled your eyes at him as you started walking.
“Did you have a nice day?” For a short moment you contemplated telling him about bumping into the high lord, but something inside you chose not to.
“Yes, I actually did. I really do love it here, you know.” At that he gave you the warmest smile. Cassian and Azriel had become brothers to you just as much as Rhys had been and while their annoying protectiveness felt overbearing at times, it also gave you a sense of security and family you’d never felt before.
He guided you into the foyer, as if you needed a chaperone to take you inside your own home, gave you a kiss on top of your head, then left. Rhysand was marching towards you before you’d even fully made it into the house.
“I know, I forgot about the time, you know how it is.” You tried sounding as nonchalant as possible.
“No, I actually don’t. But you’re in luck, Eris is late.”
You understood what was asked of you and made your way to your room.
After the maid made sure you had a full plate of soup, you finally went to bed, but sleep wouldn’t come. Instead, images of the beautiful autumn male flashed through your mind. The thought of how gently his hands held your forearms gave you goosebumps.
Hours passed and eventually you got up, sure that the meeting must be over by now. Reading was your usual recipe for getting tired, so you made your way towards the library. Getting closer to the meeting room you started hearing voices. Oh no, they’re still talking.
You turned on your heel not wanting to interrupt whatever was so important that it made the two mightiest high lords of Prythian consult with each other into the far hours of the middle of the night. Almost around the corner, that’s how far you’d made it before the doors swung open. Rhys saw you first and let out a long sigh. You stared back at him apologetically, wrapping your arms around your frame. At least I’m wearing a robe above my nightgown, you spoke into Rhys’ mind and his mouth lifted upward.
“Eris, meet my sister.” Rhys said. Eris simply stared at you again and stepped closer, hands folded behind his back. You drew in a slow breath, watching his every move.
“Lovely to meet you.” He spoke and halted, waiting just a moment to see if you took notice of him obviously wanting to pretend you hadn’t met just hours before. His hand reached for yours in greeting and you grabbed it way too hastily, almost eager to feel his warm touch. A flicker of amusement laced his sharp features.
“Likewise.” was all you could get out, while your handshake lingered. And just when your hands started separating again, it hit you like a slap in the face. Your body went rigid as an all consuming surge of feelings rolled through you and your chest rose and fell with rapid breaths. A mating bond. He was your mate. My mate.
Eris gave you a warning look while a calming feeling reached you through your newly formed connection and you knew he felt it too, but this was not the place. In your peripheral vision you saw your brother furrowing his brows and let go of Eris' hand.
“Do you have a name?” He asked, seemingly to distract from the sacred moment that was happening right in front of everyone.
“Y/n, my name is y/n.” you replied. Eris turned to Rhysand and began to say his goodbyes. Ever since he became high lord of autumn, their relationship had gotten better. From what you’ve picked up, he tried to make up for the cruel reign his father had brought upon his court for centuries.
“It’s late, why don’t you stay in one of the guest rooms and we continue where we’ve left off in the morning.” You heard Rhys’ suggestion and had to try everything in your power not to faint on the spot from the mating bond pulsing through you. You wondered why nobody was able to at least smell what had happened between you and Eris, but shook the thought from your head, too scared somebody could actually hear it.
“Thank you, I’d like to take you up on that offer.” He politely replied and gave you a nod, then strode off with Rhys, Cassian and Azriel. Azriel turned around one more time though and gave you an unreadable look, which you returned with the most innocent smile. You sprinted back into your room, fully overcome with emotions and a desperation to speak to Eris that threatened to knock you straight off your feet.
Pacing back and forth, you tried to reason with yourself.
Your mate is a high lord.
What if he doesn’t want anything to do with me?
Your family would never allow it, Rhysand would never allow it.
You were in the middle of an extensive inner dialogue when Eris suddenly appeared behind you. A shriek almost left your throat before you caught it. Both of you were panting, looking at each other in silence for what felt like decades.
“I felt it earlier in the alley, when we collided.” He simply said to you, voice like a crackling fire. You played with your fingers nervously, trying to control yourself.
“Rhys, I’m not sure if he… Do you think he knows?” Was all you could think to reply. He moved towards you in the most graceful way and suddenly you couldn’t help but question if he was disappointed.
“He doesn’t. When we walked into the hallway and I saw you I glamoured the smell of the mating bond as fast as I could.” He closed the remaining gap between you and tugged a loose strand of your hair behind your ear.
“What should we do now? I mean, if you even want to do anything. I’d understand if you don’t want to… do anything, I was just thinking… I don’t…” A playful smirk appeared on his lips and his eyes followed yours as you glanced at his mouth, then quickly looked away.
“I’m sorry, I’m rambling.”
“Don’t apologize, it’s okay.” He reassured you, then continued. “Everybody always keeps saying how overwhelming a fresh mating bond can be, but gods, this is beyond my imagination.”
He turned away from you and sat down on the edge of your bed, watching you intently as you still stood in the middle of the room. “You’re beautiful.” The words seemed to have almost accidentally slipped from him in a whisper. Your legs started walking by themselves as you stalked in his direction. Every fiber of your being wanted to touch him, run your fingers through his hair and over his glorious body.
“I should go, I don’t want Rhysand to get suspicious.” He got up hastily, his thumb brushed over your hand while he passed you and you gasped. Before you could say anything, he was gone.
In the morning you got up earlier than the sun, sleep hadn’t come and you wanted to take a bath and at least comb your hair before seeing Eris again. You weren’t even sure if he’d be having breakfast in the dining room or in the kitchen, or how early the meeting would start, but you needed to see him again. After getting dressed and encouraging yourself not to hide in your room until he was gone again, you carefully stepped out the door into the long hallway.
The kitchen was empty when you arrived and relief and disappointment flushed over you simultaneously. Your shoulders relaxed and you grabbed an apple from the fruit basket on top of the marble counter when a gravelly male voice startled you.
“Good morning, princess.” You jumped and found Cassian leaning in the door frame that connected the kitchen with the spacious dining room.
“Gods, you scared me Cass.”
“Since when are you up so early?”
“I couldn’t sleep.” You replied dryly.
“Got something on your mind?” His tone was teasing and panic rose inside your chest. Does he know?
But before Cassian could continue digging any deeper, Azriel walked in and greeted you with a tight lipped smile. Eris and Rhys followed, the latter brushing a swift kiss on your temple while walking by. Don’t stare, you scolded yourself, wanting to make sure not to gawk at him.
The group of males made their way into the dining room, but Azriel stayed behind, his back turned to you as he closed the wide doors to the adjacent area.
“Okay, what’s going on here?” He asked, assessing you with a deadly stare.
“What are you talking about?”
“Why don’t you ask your shadows?” The shadowsinger showed no sign of emotion.
“I’ll figure it out anyway, so you might as well tell me now.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Az.” You took a huge bite of your apple, hoping to buy yourself some time by chewing.
“Last night in the hallway was not the first time you and Eris met. Why do you know each other?” Chewing sounds filled the room and you almost took another bite when one of Azriel's shadows effortlessly took the apple out of your hand.
“Alright, I might have bumped into him yesterday on my way back home from the city. That’s it.” His eyes roamed all over you and you visibly stiffened.
“Then why did you pretend you didn’t know each other?” He asked and you scoffed in reply.
“Stop treating me like one of your… subjects.”
“Believe me y/n, I’m not.”
The doors opened again and you sent a silent prayer to the mother for saving you from the interrogation.
“Are you coming, Az?” Cassian asked.
The spymaster followed him, but somehow you sensed that the conversation was not over. Not wanting to push your luck, you retreated back into your room.
Hours passed by and you waited and waited, hoping Eris would winnow to you again. You barely knew him, but you missed him. Gods damn mating bond.
You were about to grab your things and go into the city, hoping for some kind of distraction, when he abruptly stood before you.
“Hi.” He grinned sheepishly.
“I was hoping we'd see each other one more time before you left.” The words left your mouth before you could intervene and your cheeks stained pink.
“Likewise.” He mimicked your reply from last night. You rolled your eyes and chuckled, the air around both of you instantly getting lighter.
“Don’t make fun of me, this is my first mating bond, excuse me for being nervous.”
“The first one, huh? Are you planning on exploring more?” He asked jokingly with a slight underlying possessiveness.
“Very funny, you know what I mean.”
Comfortable silence lingered between the two of you as you both took in the sight of your mate.
“I meant what I said yesterday. You really are beautiful.”
“Thank you.” was all you could say, but you weren’t even sure it was audible.
“I have to go back home.” You couldn’t help the somber look that creeped onto your face as you thought about how long you’d probably not be able to see him.
“I’ll write to you and I’ll come back as soon as I can, I promise. Unless you don’t want me to, of course.” He said.
“No, no, I do, I want you to, please.” You hated the pleading tone in your voice, but Eris tugged on the bond to comfort you.
He turned around, ready to leave, winnow away.
“Eris!” you quickly said before he departed, he froze.
Without any control of your limbs you made a few steps towards him, grabbed his annoyingly attractive face and crashed your lips into his. Surprise rushed through the bond, then pleasure and happiness. His strong arms snaked around your torso and pushed you into him. The kiss got more heated and when he parted his lips lightly to invite your tongue, you didn’t hesitate. After a while, Eris paused to get some air and rested his forehead on yours.
“Gods, you drive me insane y/n.”
“Likewise.” You said once again and the most captivating, honest laugh escaped the high lord, who was always known to be rather serious and before his fathers death, even cruel.
“Believe me, I don’t want to, but I really have to leave.” He put a soft, warm hand on your cheek and his thumb brushed over your flushed face. One more kiss was placed on your swollen lips and when you opened your eyes again, he was gone.
I hope you enjoyed it! I'm really excited for the next parts and just to be writing again! Let me know if you'd like to get tagged. <3