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A mental illness sideblog dedicated to maladaptive daydreaming disorder.
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Anonymous asked:

started worrying about college apps and instead of studying, I spent 2 hours pacing around my house imagining parame talking at my graduation party about how i overcame my MD to graduate and get my life together 🥲🥲🥲

rip buddy

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Because everyone keeps asking about it.

These Bastards are available as prints, cards and postcards over on RedBubble.

I’ve had a go at making stickers out of these and it’s bloody horrendous. So I hope you all can suffice with prints for now.

Please also have a look over on my INPRNT store for more artwork x

Rude Raven ‘Fuck off’ has been retired and replaced with Rude Raven no. 16 aka AHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Want to try something new? Try Maladaptive Daydreaming!!!

It's the best way to spend your time when you're alone with your own thoughts!

It has a lot of amazing benefits, including!:

  • Wasting between a quarter and a half of your day daydreaming instead of doing useful stuff!
  • Pacing around your room like a caged animal until you feel dizzy and your legs hurt!
  • Jumping, running or doing sudden movements in the most intense moments that can lead to you accidentally hurting yourself in the furniture from running straight into it!
  • Making the same faces as the characters to visualize them better in your head!
  • Daydreaming in public, including the weird movements and faces, and hoping nobody saw you!
  • Making yourself happy, sad, angry or panicked just by daydreaming something as vividly as possible!
  • Dropping whatever you were doing just to daydream! Washing yourself? Doing your homework? Paying attention in class? Drawing? No!! Your daydream is more important!!
  • Imagining yourself as the-nobody-who-turned-into-a-hero-and-is-admired-by-everyone because no one cares about you irl!
  • Having multiple storylines with the same characters and alternating between them while you try to find the best one to keep!
  • Stopping the fictional daydream you've worked for almost half of your life just because a furry anime that came out recently has almost the same plot as your daydreams, and feeling like you're stealing their idea!
  • Switching your daydreams from a fictional world with fictional characters to using real life people!
  • Daydreaming about situations that have a close to zero chance of happening, and obsessing over them happening!
  • And if they can happen irl, daydreaming about them until you actually do them!!
  • Daydreaming about people you'll never meet, and I don't mean only celebrities!
  • Obsessively daydreaming about said people as a coping mechanism that you'll never meet them in real life!!
  • Slightly altering your daydream after you find something new about those people, which conflicts with the current storyline!
  • Having dramatic daydreams about what someone might say and what you'll answer and how you'll feel, only to get an underwhelming answer irl!
  • Imagining THE worst scenario if something bad happens to someone and you know about it only vaguely, and seeing it so clearly in your head that you panic because you don't know what's actually happening to them irl!
  • Taking the "thinking about what you could've said in an argument" to the next level and preparing yourself in case one happens based on vague hints that it might happen!
  • Daydreaming so much about an idea and for a longer period of time, "waking up" and being sad that the daydream wasn't real even though you knew it wasn't real from the get-go!

And this is only my experience! Yours could be completely different! Maybe even better than mine!!

Experts recommend starting it as early as possible, preferably in kindergarten!! So you can daydream for as long as this short life allows you!!

Soon enough you won't want to live in this boring "real" life anymore!

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Anonymous asked:

college anon again: I’m actually on the bottom floor so I’ve realized pacing is fine (I was worried abt annoying people under me) and I haven’t quite figured out the noise level but I live like at the end of my hall so no one really walks all the way down to by my door anyway and I know it’s not loud enough for like the whole hall to hear so I know I’m fine! thank you though :)

Ayye nice! I hope college goes well for you! Have fun!

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Anonymous asked:

have you ever like sat down and thought like “wow ive really wasted all this time daydreaming about my carefully constructed world/how weird that I constantly imagined these exact characters and these exact scenarios over and over” because I just did (I’ve been busy w settling into college dorms and classes so I haven’t had my usual experience of listening to music and pacing around all fucking day and night) and I’ve made myself so fucking anxious??

Oh yeah all the time. I calculated how much time (at the minimum) I've spent daydreaming and dear god did it smack me in the face. I've wasted years of my life. All I can do about it is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Anonymous asked:

hi I’m going to college soon and like many people, I’m nervous about dealing with madd while there 😭 I was fortunate enough to get a single dorm, so I’m just wondering if you or anyone else knows how much noise I can make without bothering other people? I tend to pace a lot while listening to music and I’m worried that my footsteps might be too loud and bother people :/

I mean, if anyone asks you can just say you're exercising? As for the noise levels... I have no clue.

Anyone who's lived in college dorms have an answer?

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