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                  There were few things that Arvis Velthomer detested as intensely as balls. Why people delighted in their mere mention and wagged their tongues endlessly about what they would wear and whomever they would ask for companionship during the event ( and gods knew what else ) was beyond him. From what he had seen of them they could reduce grown, greyed politicians to the same starry-eyed baseless excitement as debutantes seeking out potential suitors, and he could not begin to fathom why. The king would often tote him around behind him during the grander events laughing and amicably brushing his hair out of his face, turning him towards the young ladies of the realm and urging him forward to enjoy himself without realising how little Arvis cared for women. As he grew older the king would usher him towards the other dukes more often instead, cheerily attempting to goad him into some out-of-the-office intermingling. ‘You always have such a lonely expression on your face, my boy!’, he would say, ‘companionship could do wonders for a work-weary soul such as yours!’
                  King Azmur had always seemed to forget just how severe the age gap was between himself and every other duke of the realm. Striking up a friendship with someone forty years one’s senior was difficult at best and outright impossible when they totally lacked his respect to begin with. Balls were nuisances he attended either out of personal obligation or to stand as the king’s personal guard, nothing more, nothing less. He disliked them so much he nearly turned Lyon’s invitation down straight away once the courier brought him a letter sent from faraway Magvel. It was only what the prince had written about using it as a means to meet and continue the conversations they’d had before about improving their respective nations for the common peoples that he gave it a second thought and eventually, begrudgingly wrote back. The sorcerer would not be one to pass up such an ample opportunity to bolster Velthomer’s ( and Grannvale’s at largestanding with the international community.
                  Arvis was no fool, as Lyon well knew, but the prince had failed to anticipate exactly how fixated the duke truly was on his ideals. He was as a racehorse in the starting gate, pre-fitted with blinders to focus on the goals ahead of him. Whatever subtexts had been included in the letter, beyond a curious level of general casualty from the Gradoan, had been lost on him.
                                              And so he attended the ball.
                  Fine silken robes draped heavily against his body, layers of thin, dense fabric and golden tassels hanging from ropes swaying and rippling in time with his movements as though they were woven from liquid. It was desert garb, made to withstand intense winds whipping sand up into the eyes and extremes in temperature while keeping formal. If he were to attend a ball full of foreign dignitaries he ought to dress the part not just of a nobleman but of a Velthomer nobleman, to serve properly as a dignitary and a representative of his state in presence and cultural dress both. Valflame hung at his side as it always did, but with all the blacks and reds and golds of his outfit it fit right in with the rest of the ensemble, weapon or not. He allowed his eyes to wander, tracing every interesting face he settled on, running through researched names and locales in his head until he was interrupted.
                  It took him a moment to fully snap to attention after turning to address Lyon, but the recognition was instant. He had always had a fondness for lavender hair.
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                  “Your Highness.”
                  Lyon was offered a short, shallow bow. Courtesies and court-play were ever ingrained in bluebloods, even if he did quietly detest the whole system of it.
                  "My thanks for the invitation. I must admit, I am not much of a ‘party person’, if you’ll allow the phrase, but you did offer me an opportunity that was quite difficult to resist. Do you make inviting foreign nationals to these sorts of things a habit, or am I an exception??

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                Lyon takes a moment to reply.  He knows implicitly that Arvis’ actions are nothing more than formalities.  Surely, Arvis would great any prince the same, and yet the fluttering in his heart stifles Lyon’s breath regardless.  So kind to him, so amiable to him.  He even admits he’s not a party person!  Lyon’s fantasies get away from him faster than Arvis can finish his question -- he came for Lyon.

                ❝ You are something of an exception, ❞ he says.  One arm folds across his chest, while the hand of the other raises and twirls a lock of hair between his fingers.  By the stones, Arvis is tall...

                ❝ Grado relies on her neighbors for imported foods and other such goods.  I couldn’t justify inviting a Grannvallan dignitary and none of her allies... ❞  But he could, and did, justify not inviting either of the twins.  Perhaps it had been an insult to King Fado -- receiving a letter so late gave them not enough time to prepare to arrive, and so their presence is lacking.

                 But it’s for the best.  Even if Arvis had not agreed to attend, Lyon was in the stages of preparing to take the throne, and he needs his attention on those he can’t already plan around or trust.  And he has all night to butter up nobles that aren’t Arvis, so he can surely indulge this now.

                His gaze drifts to the side, and he resists the urge to bite his lip.  ❝ Truthfully, I dislike the crowds as well...  Would you prefer to discuss things somewhere more quiet? ❞

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                He’d already prepared a parlor suitable.  There’s a balcony so they could watch the stars...  A bottle of wine already waits for them there, in case the mood calls for it.  ❝ The party can survive without us for a little bit, don’t you agree? ❞

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                                                          for @valflame​.

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                Normal crushes are easy to ignore.  Lyon’s heart is so easily taken, he interprets small gestures as fondness constantly, and hangs on words that hold no great meaning that he perceives.  These fancies fade easily, especially as Lyon returns to his research.  Once a project grabs hold of him, he no longer remembers the face of who he’d thought of romantically last.

                There are but two exceptions to this rule, which are as constant as gravity, and the laws that bind mathematics, so Lyon never minds.  Eirika and Ephraim will hold Lyon’s heart until he dies ( of this he is sure ).  The confounding addition to what is normally a routine for the young prince is named Arvis.

                He sees those gorgeous red locks in his dreams, curled softly around his fingers as he worships the beautiful body Arvis surely hides under smartly tailored robes.  Confounding still, he sees that burning gaze as he turns to his research.  Where he could easily lose his thoughts to equations and runic theory, Arvis Velthomer makes an appearance, expression soft, arms opening, beckoning Lyon into the darkness of his studies.  Furthermore, he’s encouraging.  His deep voice whispers praise when Lyon nears a breakthrough.

                Ephraim or Eirika have never done that.

                It’s infuriating.  It’s alluring.  Lyon can’t stand the hold Arvis holds on his heart, and mind, and with the distance between them, he finds it no struggle to write a letter to the object of his affections.

                He crumbles ten rough drafts first.  Beloved Arvis is too forward.  Your Grace Arvis Velthomer is too formal.  He finds a balance in beginning with Dear Arvis, which is perhaps a bit forward and flirtatious, but suits his intent.  It is my hopes this letter finds you well...

                By all measures, the letter is expertly crafted.  Lyon presents himself every bit the caring, intelligent prince he is, while hiding in his real intention.  Arvis will surely see them just as easily -- he was no fool.  In between the suggestions for improving their countries together was an invitation for something more.  When Lyon asked if Arvis would be attending an open ball in Belhalla, it was more of a question of if he’d dance with Lyon, should he accept the invitation and risk weeks of nasty colds after.

                He was a bit proud of himself.  He sent the envelope off with shaking hands, full of an anxious energy that couldn’t wait for a reply, or the event itself, whichever came first.  Even when it was months away, Lyon counted the days.  He saw his suit fitting no longer as a distraction from work, but an obstacle standing between himself and Arvis’ arms, and took to it with the zeal he’d tackle an interesting problem, or a logic puzzle.

                When the day of the ball arrives, Lyon is introduced as an esteemed guest.  His father’s health made it even riskier to travel.  Lyon’s retainer for the event is the Obsidian, Duessel, who Lyon seeks to abandon at the earliest opportunity.  Arvis would keep him safe, should such a thing be brought into question.

                This is perhaps the first ball Lyon’s anticipated eagerly since he’d first attended one at all.  At the first chance he gets, he scans the ballroom for that crimson wave.  It’s much easier to find in a sea of faces Lyon hardly recognizes, and it’s only good politics for him to keep to who he knows before embarrassing himself with forgetting another duke’s name.

                He musters all the confident in his frame and approaches, flushed with his own excitement and the one glass of wine he allowed himself to loosen up.

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                ❝ Your grace? ❞ he begins.  ❝ It’s lovely to see you again. ❞

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         Cute…
          This one was cute… very, very cute. It wasn’t all that professional to toy with clients ( especially those that paid so much and were of a certain social status ) but the thought was oh so tempting. A skittish little thing whose first exposure to black market deals was through them — who, for a while, would be rather reliant on them and whatever truths they told, who, if they got their way, would eventually let them sink their claws as deep as they could into him. They didn’t have his trust yet but if they played nice and strung him along just so…
          Mikah takes the offered phone and wastes no time inputting their contact information, number first and name second. Cool eyes flick over both once or twice, double checking to make sure that they didn’t miss anything, before they turn it over and hand it back to Lyon.
        Now, y’can text me whenever ya like and I’ll t’get back t’ya as soon as I can. If ya feel the need t’call me or whatever, shoot me a text lettin’ me know before ya do. the thief tells him, Other than that, though, I’d say you’re set.
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        Just let me know when you’re running low and I’ll pick whatever ya need up in advance just for ya.

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                 Thank you, Mikah, Lyon says, once he’s regained his phone and checks to make sure they really did put their number in.  He slips it back into his pocket ( with minimal difficulty ) and offers them an amiable, if not still shy, smile.

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                 I’ll be in touch, I’m sure.  This really is invaluable to my work. 

                With a steady supply of odd reagents and hard-to-find herbs, Lyon wouldn’t be stuck with large gaps in between his experiments.  Steady work means steady discovery, from his experience, and he expects a breakthrough in but a few weeks’ time.  How extraordinary would it be to magically regrow loss fingers, or more??  Surely he can tap into the regenerative powers of the liver, and amplify the effects in order to -- 

                There’s still the matter of getting home, before he gets ahead of himself.

                He picks up the suitcase and holds it in front of him.

                ❝ Erm...  Have a good night. 

                How is one meant to leave a deal with less-than-legal means??  He is, perhaps naively, concerned with the etiquette involved here.  He excuses himself, re-positioning his grip on the suitcase to be more conducive to walking, and sets out of the warehouse to make his way home.  He expects if he contacts them again, they’d meet in a different place.  For now...  Lyon has things to do.

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Knoll let him work in complete silence. He’s well aware that his liege needed his utmost concentration, and would do nothing to jeopardize the delicate rune-drawing. Once it’s complete, he looks it over with careful deliberation. Indeed, the runes are accurate to his expectations; jarringly so, in fact. Had Lyon committed the exact pattern to memory?
Just to make sure, Knoll consults with the tome he’d brought with him. It contained the spells and specifications for necromancy. Ordinarily, he’d never show its contents in front of the nobles nor the court. But, he knew that Lyon would not spite him for it. He turns to the page with the runes of revival.
Sure enough, it’s perfectly accurate. The runes were ancient, said to be used in the days of the Demon King and the heroes. The records had survived to this day, and it seemed that Lyon had mastered them. 
“They’re perfect,” he mutters. “A splendid job, sire.”
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“Shall we begin?”

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                 Allow me, Lyon says.  He appreciates his scientist’s genuine compliment, as always, it feels as though it’s a little undeserved.  Lyon has not worked so hard to remember the array as well as it may seem to Knoll.

                They keep a knife nearby for bloodletting -- many dark magic rituals require some blood to be shed to activate the spell, especially in the cases of powerful or dangerous spells.  The array is small, and so is the rat, so Lyon knows ( somehow ) that he only needs a small amount.  He takes the knife in hand and pricks the tip of one finger, crossing a wound that’s been opened several times before.

                He touches that finger to the chalk, and it lights up with power.  He can direct his thoughts...  His mind touches on words he’s quite certain are unpronounceable to his tongue, and yet they come easily.  His mouth silently forms the shapes of their sounds, and his eyes drift closed.

                After a moment, the rat stirs.  It clamors to its feet and seems to shake off dust on its own, sniffing at the chalk that surrounds it.

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                ❝ I-it...   It was too easy, he thinks.   I did it...  

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@for-grado should choose his words more carefully .
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        you ought to know by now         that by telling me not to         worry  you only make me         worry more, lyon. 

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                 Ah -- 

                Lyon can’t help but blush as Eirika scolds them in such a friendly and teasing way.  They glance at their hand that just covered their mouth through the cough.  No blood this time, so they’re happy.

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                ❝ Really, Eirika, it’s just a cough.  It sounds worse than it is, I promise.  I don’t usually get sick this time of year, so it’s not necessary.  

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“I - come on!”
Cynthia felt a flare of frustration go through her when he hurried away, standing there with her mouth agape. It slowly shut and she fumed for a moment, stomping her foot and trying to think over what she said that would upset him so.
…ah, gods, this means a lot to him doesn’t it.
Alright, fine. It wouldn’t be the first time she’d forced herself to confront something she really, really would prefer not to. She collected her cloak and sighed, heading up to his room and knocking on the door twice.
“Lyon?” She called, quietly with her head bowed. When no answer came she scowled, crossing her arms and glaring at the door. Fine, she’d do this the hard way. “Open the door or I'mma break it down. You know I can. We need to talk about this.”

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                He isn’t crying in his chambers.  He feels as though he’s spent too many tears crying over it in other similar circumstances that he’s not surprised enough to shed tears this time.  Alone in his room, he wonders if Eirika would feel the same way.  When he told her of his work, she seemed so excited for him...  She even mentioned she was elated he was finding his own path, his own passion, after struggling with comparing himself to others for so long.

                He doesn’t consider that Cynthia doesn’t know of Lyon’s insecurities as well as she does, or that she has no idea how long he’s struggled with such things.  Why would he??

                If he’s surprised at all by the situation, it’s that Cynthia is almost immediately at the door, calling through it in her own unique way to request entrance.

                The prince doesn’t much want to talk to her.  He doesn’t see what there is to even talk about.  But she is right -- he’d rather speak to her than have to explain why the carpenter needs to craft him a new door.

                 He shuffles to meet her, but only replies to her from behind the door.  He doesn’t want to face her, either.

                ❝ I don’t think so.  You’ve made it clear...  I won’t mention it again, so you don’t need to worry.  I’m good at keeping my mouth shut...  

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“Yeah, but, you know. Worse.” Cynthia said lamely. She wished she’d paid more attention to what Naga and Laurent and Lucina had been talking about on that day, but she’d blocked most of it out from her memory for damned good reason and she wouldn’t want to dredge it back up. She sighed, shaking her head for a moment before stepping up and jabbing a thumb at them.
“Look, unless this is using a calendar that we don’t know - which would be real bad, actually, ‘cause we could open up a portal to when the world was all on fire or something - these are way too long to be dates and hours and stuff. But see the dashes between them? Sure looks like latitude, longitude and height to me…” She trailed off and shrugged.
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“I’m not completely sure. But if nothing else, can you imagine like - being able to evacuate entire cities when a disaster hits in an instant? Getting supplies and healers to people who need them on the spot, heck, the - you know, all the pain that goes into organizing things like these? The people in charge just poke their head back in and ask us! It’d be like your entire country is right next door!”

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                Lyon can’t stifle a small chuckle at her ideas -- not because they’re poor, by any means, but because it seems a bit roundabout to the things he’s already achieved.  He apologizes, murmuring a small ‘sorry’ before explaining himself.  In order to do so, he turns his entire body to face her, and folds his hands in front of him.

                ❝ It’s a good argument, Cynthia,  he begins.   But is it better than foretelling a tragedy and evacuating days, or even weeks ahead of time??  Why allow it to be a time-sensitive affair, when we could be warned months ahead of time and plan accordingly?? 

                He briefly gestures to the array behind him, thoughtfully.   We don’t need something as complicated as this for that.  I endeavor this project to be just blatant time travel, which would have similar applications, but with wider reach. 

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                ❝ Haven’t I already told you about Taizel??  

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“It’s not that I wasn’t taught how to dance. It’s just…”
He wasn’t very good at it. And it pained him to admit it. Leo had often prided himself as being a perfectionist who could so often pick up on anything he put his mind to. He may not be the best, but he could learn it. And so many others expected that of him too. But when it came to DANCING, he was an utter failure. Always unsure of where to place his feet. Losing step with the rhythm of the music.
Honestly, one would have thought he’d be able to keep in step with a song that included a piano as its base. But alas, even with that. He failed. 
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“I’ll admit, I’ve never been the one to NOT lead when dancing with others.” And oddly enough it was…refreshing. Not having to worry about guiding his partner along the dance floor. Letting someone else take charge for once, even for something as simple as dancing.
“It was…a welcomed change. Though I hope you don’t expect me to take up dancing anymore tonight. With my luck regarding it, you’ll end up with bruised toes whether I lead or not.”

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                A wide smile splits Lydie’s face.  She’d planned on spending the whole night fluttering from dance partner to dance partner, enjoying her time as a masked noble lady with none the wiser to her true identity.  Even if that hasn’t completely panned out, she finds herself now completely sated and settled.

                In fact, she feels elated.

                 She’d wholly anticipated to remain mute the entire evening.  Naturally, to be proven wrong in such a way is a pleasant surprise. 

                ❝ Is that so??  she asks, bowing her head slightly.

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                ❝ You should let me know the next time you’d like a break like that.  

                Even though she’s not often as animated during parties, Lydie knows enough of etiquette and social graces to politely flirt.   Can we find a place to sit and chat??  I have been dancing all night, and my feet aren’t used to shoes like this. 

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With permission given, Leo urged one of his retainers forward. The one with the eye patch stepping up, rope already in hand. He made the stranger extend his arms before tying the other’s wrists together. Not so tight to cut off circulation, but enough so that it would require a good amount of effort to break free. 
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“We’ll have you back across the border and into…warmer weather, in a few hours.”
If they were lucky. And so long as father didn’t hear of it. Leo could trust the soldiers that were with him not to say a word, after all, they were loyal to HIM and Xander. The king as well, but not as much. So long as Garon’s men didn’t hear whispers on the wind of someone crossing the borders, the stranger would be fine.
“Find your way to a cart. Niles will assist you with stepping in.”

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                Lyon nods.  He carries a smile the whole way to a cart, even giving the one named Niles a pleasant  Thank you, Sir Niles, as he enters the wagon.

                It’s incredibly difficult to make himself comfortable, despite the relative ease he finds in sitting down and situating himself inside.  It’s more due to the ache in his stomach, and how it seems to slosh around as he moves.  He isn’t entirely sure what happened to him, but whatever it had been must have been grossly unpleasant.

                In spite of the other’s wariness, Lyon finds him quite agreeable and kind.  With such a squadron of evident soldiers, he wouldn’t have been surprised at all to have been killed on sight.

                As it is, it seems a stunning display of hospitality, even if his wrists are bound.  He wonders absently if they’d be able to help him with the pain in his stomach...

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WE’RE SNOOPING YOUR PLAYLIST. PUT YOUR WRITING PLAYLIST ON SHUFFLE AND LIST THE FIRST TEN SONGS, THEN CHOOSE TEN VICTIMS.   repost don’t reblog !!  

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1. As We Speak - The Ataris

2. Teknopathetic - Hideki Naganuma/JSRF OST

3. Space Travel - Yellowcard

4. Lights in the Dark - FE8 OST

5. Beach Side Property - Modest Mouse

6. Grown Man Cry - Amanda Palmer

7. Roll Up Your Sleeves - We Were Promised Jetpacks

8. The Mysterious Girl - Professor Layton & The Curious Village OST

9. Song For Myla Goldberg - The Decemberists

10. Piano Player - The Hotelier

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