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@everilse / everilse.tumblr.com

ilse ward // hermit // older than you
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Location: Great Bear Valley Time: Early April 2021
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“What kind of bird is that?” Zinnia asked. She could recall the birds her mother told her about – crowned eagles, falcons, ospreys and splendid owls that stalked the night – and the few that she had come across independently. 
But, while on a daytime walk through Great Bear Valley – which honestly looked better when covered in a thick layer of snow – she had spotted a new species of bird making itself at home on some nearby tree branches. “It doesn’t look like a bird of prey.” Shame.

It occurred to Ilse that someone was trying to interact with her, and it was concerning to say the least. It wasn’t that Ilse went out of her way to be antisocial, but she did give off an unbothered and unamiable energy. At least she thought she did. 

“A nice bird,” Ilse answered, looking at her incredulously. “Why, do you want to be friends with it?”

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  • when: January 2021
  • where: Ace of Angels Club
  • with: @everilse·
 Jian leaned against the wall of the club, as the two shared a smoke. He looked out at the ‘scenic view’, while blowing smoke rings. Just ahead of the club, he could see the massive amounts of trees that lined the perimeter of the town. However, just behind the trees, he could see the beginning of the town.
 Being a vampir, he had impeccable sight and sense of smell. Deep in the woods, he could sense the fledglings that lurked just outside of town. Heads bobbing up and down, trying to not be seen through the crowded areas - gnawing to snatch up a drunken bystander before they go peruse into town. Jian noticed they were almost awaiting his queue. The premature vampirs thought Ilse to be weaker than she actually was. “It’s funny you mention not being easy to kill, when I count four hungry progenies that wait to ambush you.” Jian took a chance at uttering the ‘harsh’ words, but he had a feeling Ilse would appreciate the clearness. “Luckily, I know enough to actually warn them. I have a feeling you don’t tend to roam alone.” After thinking about it, Jian thought it would be appropriate to follow up a slight ego boost. 
 Jian, flashing bloodborne eyes and using vampiric energy to communicate to the hungry group, urging them to move on. The fledglings were quite respectful, but some of them weren’t afraid to show their disdain for him denying them blood. It was a bit humbling, a feeling he was unused to as he’d gotten used to his life as a vampir. “Since we’re being open and honest. Yes, I am one of the worlds most dangerous predators. A day walker, a bloodsucker, ..Jian the captivating vampir at your service.” Jian smirked as he curtsied in jest.   
 Jian took a deep drag of the cigar before turning away to ash. With a nod of his head, he asked “Impressed?” 
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“Not everyone can be as young and eagle eyed as you, I suppose,” Ilse said in a flat tone, looking out to see exactly what Jian was talking about. They were gangly, hungry, lustful little vampirs fledglings. Always too enamored with their own thirst to decipher if their next meal would be their last. Ilse was surprised that he would even care to warn her- if it were her, she would have simply walked inside without a word, left him to his own devices. 

The scene of the fledglings and Jian was wildly juxtaposed with the low booming of the speakers from within. The night life bled into this actual night life, of vampirs and wers and oh my. Of humans that weren’t actually human who could kill you with one false move. “As they say, three things cannot long be hidden... the sun, the moon, and the ostentatiousness of vampirs,” Ilse told him, looking at Jian before taking a drag. “Thank you, Jian. I could’ve handled some teen vampirs but I appreciate the gesture.”

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●︎ when: january 1st, 2020 ●︎ where: elysium, rapid city ●︎ with: @everilse·
“couldn’t agree more.” all commentary was left until the end, paired with a raised brow in pure fascination. he appreciated a cutthroat tongue in a sea of senseless flatteries. but those who desire to be left alone often clash in the pursuit of a covert life. the frustration was blatant and he could only smirk at her trait.  that earned the blonde a vantage point best left alone. he was only compromising for her question. “find out for yourself,” he said, closing his eyes. a touch like lighting was placed on her exposed left hand and he pushed for his thoughts to transcend into hers. he wasn’t invading hers, only allowing her to see what he wanted. a scorched and barren land, raw bodies impaled on rotted wood stretched in infinite rows, the woes and cries of victimless villains flood the ear in tragedy. it was not a vision of the future. it was a reverie and his holiest intentions. 
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he regained sight on her features, releasing the illusion and exposing her to a slice of life. not of his nature, of a scheming desire to bring death on earth. she could deduce he’s a twisted bastard with a sick sense of humor or, “do you wish to know more of my thoughts?”

“they rarely have a good time,” ilse noted. “or perhaps we don’t know how to have a good time.” it occurred to ilse that the man was attempting to reach out, and although she knew he was like her, there was something about him that felt villainous. 

that’s when his thoughts invaded her mind. it didn’t take over her senses, but it was jarring all the same. the images of fresh corpses looked real, the sounds of screaming sounded like a symphony. it was raw and terrible and real. it was exactly what he was thinking, and it made ilse’s heart drop and her face lose all expression. for a moment she felt nothing. and then everything came back to her all at once- sound, hearing, smell. 

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“i’m usually not interested in a vampire’s thoughts,” ilse muttered, looking up at him with stark, green eyes. “i’m ilse.”

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  • when: January 2021
  • where: Ace of Angels Club
  • with: @everilse·
    Smirking as he grabbed the cigar, impressed - Jian thanked Ilse. “So, what brings you to this side of the dumps?” lighting his cigar. Leaning against the building, blowing smoke - Jian enjoyed the night. Chatting with Ilse was a good way to pass some time. The clubs’ atmosphere has a tendency to become daunting and depressing. A break of scenery was much needed. 
  Jian was confident in his ability to protect himself, but what would be the harm of increasing his arsenal? Obtaining a werecreature as an ally would only be beneficial. Her relaxed persona could mean that she’s one hell of a threat. Vampir’s position themselves at the top of the food chain, but if other beings aren’t on their side it would never work. “Tell me something, do you have like, a ‘clan’? Or like, what do you call it?” Jian asked Ilse.    
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Ilse’s eyes moved away from Jian as she put the cigar to her lips, lit it, and pulled in. “Oh, I wouldn’t want to bore you with that. Let’s say I’m looking for a shiny and delectable distraction,” Ilse lied, looking at Jian once again. In truth she was tailing a “client,” but she had lost him in the flashing lights and beautiful bodies, so it made sense to stick around and enjoy herself before turning in for the evening. Not that she would be going to sleep, but it was the thought that counted. Ilse could tell that Jian appreciated the break, and it was much more quiet and still out here, in the crisp night air, than it was in the steamy club. 

Ilse looked over at Jian for a moment and saw him for what he was in that instant. Now that she could smell better, the copper instantly hit her tongue. It felt heavy and dangerous but she could surely hold her own. Ilse had done it before. “I do. I’m not easy to kill either way, just so you will know. And yourself? Where do your allegiances lie?”

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* ╱ 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙠𝙡𝙚𝙨

●︎ when: january 1st, 2020 ●︎ where: elysium, rapid city ●︎ with: @everilse·

“think again.” a pointed stare remained to figure out the woman’s reluctance to share more beyond observations. they could dance around the topics of names and origin, he wouldn’t impose nor saw the importance. giving the other a false name would only garner unwanted attention. the horned crown beneath his human veneer kept his emotions dumb and null of choice; he sought accomplices in all spreads of life, who saw a new future perhaps best suited even his present company could be swayed towards. 

“you’re not everyone else though - are you? everyone else is hooked on bourbon and champagne. nonetheless, that’s good enough reason to be.” he wouldn’t budge on the question further, in light of a new year and it’s deceptive light. although, nothing about the universe planned on changing, altering it’s foundation to better serve those that walked upon it. sin reigned on earth as he justly saw to it’s slow climb. and elysium, the supposed piece of heaven on earth, was only a cog to this black nightmare. praise, lust, murder, he welcomed all.

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“there are about 5 humans in this bar, and they’re not necessarily having a good time,” ilse said easily, taking another sip of her water. “no, i’m not everyone else. but if you knew who i was, it would be trouble for me. it seems like idiots are in short supply these days,” ilse told him, looking the man dead in the face. “i don’t care for drugs, they fuck with you. life already does enough fucking.”

“i’ve answered your questions, now you answer one of mine- what are you thinking right now?” although he was somewhat irritating her, ilse had nothing else better to do. sure, she had lost visuals on her “client,” but she would find him again. ilse wasn’t anything if not extremely self-confident. 

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  • when: January 2021
  • where: Ace of Angels Club
  • with: @everilse·
  Slowly tracing his hand down his abs, gripping the bill Ilse blessed him with - Jian explored the bill further into his jock, exposing his manscape and some of his shaft as if to say “Thank you.”. Jian flashed a kittenish smirk before leaning in again. “haha sorry for the show, I gotta keep performing. The names Jian, and I adore different.”
 Jian sensed her abnormal vibrations and scent. “She can’t be vampyr. I can feel how last her blood cells are moving together. She smells sweet, but what is that hint of canine?” thoughts that quickly ran through his mind. Jian slowly fathomed the notion that this world inhabited all sorts of beings. Fearless, he had nothing to be afraid of finding out, this lead him. 
 Dancing in his spot, Jian ‘seized up’ Ilse. Her seemingly disinterested, disposition intrigued him. He thought to learn more about this beautiful, scented being and what hidden traits is left unseen. 
 “You wanna’ go outside with me to catch a smoke?” Jian asked in an attempt to know more. 
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Ilse couldn’t help herself as her eyes trailed down to the slightly concealed bulge underneath Jian’s jockstrap. “Ilse,” she said gently, still transfixed with the young man. Ilse was intrigued by him but her outward demeanor did not betray this in the slightest. Ilse always had trouble expressing emotions that weren’t pride, anger, or loyalty. 

Usually, when she wasn’t giving people enough attention, they would leave her alone. Jian was different, and that intrigued her all the more. Ilse’s job was fade into the background, to trail someone for days and yet be unrecognizable to them in their final moments. The woman on the train, the blonde at the library, the creature with a knife to their back. A chameleon. 

“I would like that very much,” Ilse nodded, taking her black bomber jacket and heading out the door, looking back to make sure Jian was following her. Once they were outside, Ilse leaned up against the side of the building and offered a cherry cigar to Jian. “They taste much better, much more worth your time.”

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I took the stars from my eyes, And then I made a map, And knew that somehow I could find my way back. Then I heard your heart beating, You were in the darkness too, So I stayed in the darkness with you.

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●︎ when: january 1st, 2020 ●︎ where: elysium, rapid city ●︎ with: @everilse·
he nodded at the request, stepping out from the darkened corner, mild mannered in how he conducted himself. he wasn’t in the mood for idle conversation or drunk spirits and would pick cold indifference happily. he could afford to let her know the former ‘elysium’ was bought out and renovated through his pockets, yet what purpose would that bring? his intentions remained in pretenses, walking the masses as a lone philanthropist and mogul, an eccentric business man with a lucrative vision and eyes. “then please, share your discoveries.” 
the woman’s general stance did intrigue him. standoffish personas in the midst of festivities never failed to stand out. passing crimson colored eyes made sure to leer in her direction, sniffing out the air for an elusive scent. repulsed at their findings but nonetheless, smart enough not cause a commotion or pick a losing battle. which led him to one assumption, the once revered beastly foes sent to balance out the nocturnal prestige… “what’s not to like?” he contested, “attentive indeed. well, the renovations caught my attention - thought i’d pay a visit to old friends. what’s your pursuit in elysium?”
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the longer she stood there with him, the more she got the sense he was a bit older than he looked. only in the sense that young men were quicker and more impatient. he was willing to play a long game of sorts, even with a conversation, as he sized her up. ilse had played this game before, and she wanted to see how this match would turn out. “i think you and i both know well, i don’t need to impress you,” she told him, smirking just a bit. 

he seemed interested in her, and that worried ilse. she couldn’t tell if he was attempting to flirt or if he was just being off putting out of enjoyment. “it’s not for me to say,” ilse told him. “i’m just here to watch.” truth be told, ilse was here to trail a client, but she surely wouldn’t tell that to this man. not with how curious he was. “how polite, you must be the envy at the dinner party. i’m here to watch, like i said. just like everyone else,” she assured him, taking a sip of her water. 

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●︎ when: january 1st, 2020 ●︎ where: elysium, rapid city ●︎ with: @everilse·
he racked his debauched mind for a proper answer. she detected him and remained indifferent by the parlor trick. perhaps astarte could sleep soundly knowing he truly was growing ‘rusty’. glorious were the centuries where he could pave a city’s entire grounds without being spotted. what possibly granted her such insight? 
“don’t mind me.” he wouldn’t waste her time, or his - pleasantries weren’t his strong suit either. “the corner we’ve chosen offers a good read of the room. don’t you think?” he averted his eyes back to elusive after show. corner booths barricaded by dark tailored-suited man, hiding frenzied feedings taking place. performers garnered most attention, a cheap trick that’s worked throughout the ages. the night’s premiere inspired it’s prime critics, he figured they deserved lee-way to do as they pleased. he wondered if she could pinpoint that or any other defiant behavior. 
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“if you don’t want me to mind, don’t stand behind me,” ilse told him, turning around to look at herakles. he was careful looking, put together, different. but in what way, ilse couldn’t figure it out.

“yes, it is. that’s why i always stay here, alone usually,” ilse said evenly. she looked out and watched the crowd. although her eyes weren’t as keen, she could tell what kind of club this was. ilse kept quiet about those things, though- she did just as terrible things, and those weren’t even to stay alive. “not that there is too going on that is to my liking. i’ve never seen you here before.”

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where: corins

when: February 2021

with: open

there weren’t many people that matteo would consider his friend, especially with a life with so much destruction and pain but he supposed the pack were the closest things to friends – no, family even – that he had, even if sometimes they didn’t see eye to eye. there was a part of him that envied the youths that spent their after school hours at corins arguing about petty shit and worrying about the most mundane things. it must be nice be oblivious to the reality of the cold harsh world out there. he sat at the counter, patiently waiting for his pie and coffee and eavesdropping on a nearby conversation that a bunch of teens were having about their high school drama before noticing a familiar face tucked away in a corner. 

“is that anyway to greet a friend? well hello to you too,” he replied with an amused smirk as he reached out and stole a fry. on paper they were perhaps the least compatible people with her somewhat frosty demeanour and his chaotic energy and annoying persistence, but being thrown in the same situation has a funny way of forming relationships. “what’s on the agenda today? not causing any trouble are you.” 

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“i don’t think you know what a friend is,” ilse countered, slightly annoyed as the man sat down in the booth in front of her. of course it was someone she knew, someone she had to interact with on an almost daily basis. when matteo stole a fry off her plate, ilse had to hold herself back from reaching out and smacking his hand. 

“you and i have different definitions of trouble,” ilse told him, still holding her book but holding it slightly to the side of her face. her aquamarine eyes were trained on him as he smirked. she could never understand why he was always so happy. it was hard for her to get to that place. “well, i was planning on getting away from the pack today. reading by myself, but clearly that isn’t going to happen. what are you doing here?”

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●︎ when: january 1st, 2020 ●︎ where: elysium, rapid city ●︎ with: open !!
after accepting damnation, his heart strung acutely for clusters of chaotic, lustrous energy. where night reigns and dissolute thoughts remain. yearning for decadency in words and movements, a rhythm to be worshiped, he sought out human investors and partners to propel his vision in the right direction. the buzzing consistency of rapid city settled for the perfect section. he had no apprehensions, only eager to witness the efforts and calls from the crew so neatly acquired.
baál, in his signature swagger, warped time to his limit to observe the compounds leisurely. crossing the rooms with only a few strides, bodies around him moved painstakingly slowly. some of the dancers, featuring blood red irises, stayed neutral to the illusion, throwing leers at him while he reciprocated with a crooked grin. the animosity surrounding him was palpable but it made for a thrilling tale. to be thrown in the bowels of awe-stricken men, baál’s own enthralled state followed let the eyes of another, so steadily on his, go unnoticed. the masses suddenly resume in normal commotion, and he shifted by the light to their side in mere seconds.
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ilse always kept to herself, although it wasn’t for contempt of company. she simply knew what she wanted and took every opportunity to have what she desired. if that meant going to a place like ELYSIUM on her own, then so be it. ilse had no plans to speak or be spoken to, but suddenly she felt a shift in the air, like the aftertaste of a particularly hoppy beer. it was barely perceptible, and she couldn’t exactly tell what it would bring, but then someone was beside her. 

it was a man, of course. what else would it be? ilse did not turn to see him but she could see out of the corner of her eye that he was standing there, waiting. 

“wonderful weather we’re having,” ilse said dryly, mimicking inane small talk to see what the man would do. her aquamarine eyes turned to meet his in challenge. 

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“Do you realise… I would have gone through life half-awake… if you’d had the decency to leave me alone?” // “I feel really awake. I don’t recall ever feeling this awake. You know? Everything looks different now.”

- Maurice, 1987 // Thelma & Louise, 1991

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“I suppose I just want something simple.” 
The florist sighed at Vik’s updated stance; it was the busiest time of their calendar year and he seemed to insist on requiring a more personalized service. He had every intent to buy up the whole place but there was no sophistication in just offering chaotic bouquet with no clear message. Floral language was something that he’d delved into very passionately, appreciating the secret and sweet nothings shared between petals and stems. Was he trying to declare something or rather re-declare? Did he want to note his openness or his hope for their future? What about favorite color schemes? A five minute pit stop had turned into a half an hour ordeal of Vik eyeing the same bunches of brightly colored flowers, refusing to even make eye contact the pesky overused red rose. 
“What speaks to you?” Vik’s attention turned to his fellow Valentine’s Day prepper, happy to go into a small debt at the hands of freshly cut flora. Perhaps he would find a fellow romantic who understood his plight or a desperado in search of the perfect bloom to offer words they didn’t have. “What says… I love you, but I’ve always loved you. Hundreds of years, turmoil, angst, joy and adoration. I just don’t know if lilies really speak so readily— What do you think?”
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Ilse knew she didn’t belong in the florist, yet she always seemed to find herself in curious places where she did not fit in. Usually people didn’t strike up a conversation with her, and it wasn’t out of fear, but rather she liked to be in the background for most of the time. Ilse liked to watch for a long time before she made any kind of move. 

Which was exactly what she had done with Vik. Truth be told, Ilse had simply seen the shop and walked in without another thought, so she felt the need to find something to do. So she had watched Vik go back and forth through the different sorts of flowers, causing the florist to sigh and roll their eyes when he wasn’t looking. But Ilse was. 

When he turned to her, Ilse didn’t even try to act as if she was doing anything important. “If you’ve loved someone for hundreds of years and are just now telling them, you’ll need more than flowers,” Ilse candidly replied. "Why not just pick one, you seem to know enough already. And besides, they’ll die.

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  • when: January 2021
  • where: Ace of Angels Club
  • with: open
  Jian stumbled a little before regaining his composure. He was well over his limit, but far from embarrassed. “Hey, sorry miss. Maybe fate brought us together.” Combing his sweat moist curls out of his face, Jian cocked his head - staring at the woman. He’s never seen her in the club before. Her presence, although annoyed was unfamiliar. In a ‘strip club’ this typically meant one thing. 
  Leaning close to the woman’s ear - Jian whispered “My name’s Mousey, what’s your fantasy?” 
 The question was not meant to be answered. Jian smiled flirtatiously and began moving his body like a snake in the club strobe light. His body tight and toned, oiled to show off his defined muscles. A couple at a near by table began letting loose a loud wolf whistle. The lady of the couple ran over with a wad of bills clenched in a waving fist. Dancing along the driving beat, Jian moved his hips in fluid strokes. Under the lights - his gorgeous face was all shadowed planes and angles, making his look more mysterious. 
 Jian dropped to the floor in front of his ‘new client’, and began doing what might as well be ‘sex push-ups’. His head back, arms pushing himself up off the hard floor and rolled back down with his hips. He looked up with each hip thrust, his body moving sinuously to the fast and dirty song. Making his way back to the woman’s ear, Jian let out “you smell different..” 
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Ilse could smell the alcohol soaked into Jian’s skin and resting on his breath. She didn’t know if a human would be able to smell it, but from where she was sitting it may have been possible. “Fate brings everyone together, depending on who you put your faith in,” Ilse told him. She watched him with a careful gaze as he looked quizzically at her. Ilse wondered what he was thinking, and why he was suddenly so enamored by her rude comment. 

Ilse had to stop herself from flinching as to not stand out and upset Jian. She figured he was just trying to do his job, and who was she to stop him from it? 

“You wouldn’t want to take part in my fantasies... Mousey,” Ilse thought to herself, smelling the alcohol mixing with Jian’s scent markers. It was something familiar, just barely out of reach.

But Ilse wasn’t upset when the peculiar creature went back to dancing. The way his muscles flexed under his smooth skin, practically perfect in the flashing blue and purple overhead lighting. Although she was nowhere near buzzed, the feelings of everyone else in the club mixed with the music had Ilse focused on Jian, and Jian alone.

As Jian began to move closer to her, Ilse let loose a small smirk. She was enjoying herself. As he came in close and whispered in her ear, Ilse tucked a $50 into his waistband. 

“I am different,” Ilse told him, holding him there by the waistband for a moment and staring into his eyes before releasing him. “What do you call yourself?” 

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where: corins
when: February 2021
with: open

tw: homocide mention

If there was one thing that made her stay in the United States, it was the hamburgers. There was something primal and inviting about sinking her teeth into a greasy, thick patty of ground meat. It was a non-violent way of getting through her urges, although she was not opposed to biting her clients, it was discouraged. Police were much more willing to look into a case where someone’s jugular and was torn than if they were disposed of quietly. 

Ilse always tucked herself away in the farthest booth in the diner with a few good books. She didn’t mind buying a steady stream of menu items in order to stay there, and the waitstaff over the past four years had grown accustomed to her lengthy stays. Ilse wouldn’t say they were friends, but they did enjoy her money. She was newly diving into a secondhand, well-loved copy of Shadowland by Peter Straub. Noticing someone in front of her, Ilse didn’t look up from her book.

“Go on.”

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  • when: January 2021
  • where: Ace of Angels Club
  • with: open
 Drunk - slowly losing the ability to function himself. Jian’s vision grew hazy, everything got louder than it should be. His chest showing a bit of muscle while his abs were exposed by his half shirt. He wasn’t wearing boxers or briefs either, instead just a pair of red leather shorts with the ‘seat’ cut out, and a devils tail attached. They fit him amazing, the clients couldn’t miss the bulge in the front, or the exposed cakage in the back. Looking around, he could see a ‘customer’ groping a dancer - but Jian could not think clearly to remember the johns name. He’s definitely seen him before. He watched as the john lightly took hold of the dancers neck, bearing a feverish grin - exposing his fangs. The dancer in a haze, Jian noticed the collar around their neck. A collar represented being ‘owned’.
 A john can ‘purchase to own’ a specific dancer, for however long their money goes. Jian squinted to focus his eye site, brushing off the encounter and focusing on obtaining another drink. Jian loved when Ace of Angels’ got new bartenders - they didn’t know that the dancers were supposed to be limited to three drinks for the night. They were supposed to place x’s on the dancers hands to track the drinks. Jian had seven x’s on his hand, losing count after his fourth. He was sure to get in big trouble by the boss, but at the moment - anything to feel alive.
 Jian stumbled as he made his way to the bar for his next drink, squeaking as he tripped and fell into a passing ‘customers’ chest. Jian looked up at them, trying to focus his blurred vision. 
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Ilse wasn’t going to act like she didn’t love places like this. The lights were exciting, the dancers even more so. The way the music pulsed through her, loud and obnoxious (depending on how good the DJ was, that is) was enough of a cover for her to go largely unnoticed. Ilse knew that she often garnered attention, and it was almost always unwanted. Why was it that people saw someone alone and felt the need to be their instant companion?

Ilse didn’t drink often, but tonight she allowed herself one, single beer. That was good enough for her, she needed to be in control. She made sure to be seated in such a way that she wasn’t too close to the stage, but not too far as to miss the beautiful dancers. If there was one thing Ilse loved, it was beauty. 

When Jian practically fell into her chest, at first her instinct was to push him back. Which, not being one to limit herself, she did. “Is this what passes for a lap dance now?” Ilse asked, raising an eyebrow and looking at the unsteady young man. 

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