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I am the dark in need of light

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Adrasteia Curth 29   Mathematics Teacher at OHPS & Member of Mensa   This is a rpg blog for SABR
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Tip of The Tongue || Zander and Adra

The words had come out of him like they’d been lost upon a slip n slide, and for a second his heart seized up in terror. Affection was one thing, the adoration he felt for Adra was clear on his face anytime he was near her. That didn’t mean it was time for him to label, to gather those feelings into one tangible committed response. He tried to prepare an apology, readied himself for the pain if she pushed him away and didn’t respond well.  “I’m in love with you too, Zander Hesper.” He could have cried, could have fallen to his knees right there before her and wept with relief at those precious words. Their words met in the air, tangled invisible limbs, crashed against the pair like ocean waves.
His lips were on Adra’s again in a second, low groan catching in his throat. Hands gently cupped her face, allowing her space to work the buttons of his shirt to her liking without causing him to break the kiss. Having a woman undress you was always a sensual experience, but when it felt like that reciprocated love caressed every inch of exposed skin, Zander wondered if it was possible to die of sensory overload. Restless fingers wanted to touch her everywhere all at once, but then she was there, guiding them below her blouse. When she nipped his neck, he inhaled sharply, murmured her name in reverence as he trailed fingertips up her stomach, came home to the swell of her breast. 
Zander only allowed himself a brief bout of touch before he was pulling Adra’s shirt over her head. He was a visual man, and he liked to be able to watch his hand traverse her warm skin, to plot out the next destination even as he reached the first.  Lips worshipped along her jawline, down the slope of her neck, and he paused to suck along her pulse point as his hand massaged, as his thumb sought out the peak of her breast, running slow circles against the fabric of her bra. He was the luckiest man alive, he was absolutely sure of it. Now he was nibbling along her shoulders, pacing his way back to her collarbone, as his arms wound around to unsnap her bra. Zander’s eyes roamed, took her form in, the form that encased a soul he loved, he promised to take care, he swore to make swell with as much happiness as possible. Her bra was cast to the floor behind him, and he pulled her closer, lips on hers again, reveling in the feel of her bar chest against his.

There was a period in her life when Adra was sure that she’d never experience love again -- or perhaps she would never experience it since the previous times just brought her pain and heartache. The hollowness she had felt over the past few years only grew into a pitless void over the few months when she came back to LA. All of that though... has slowly faded away when Zander entered her life. She wouldn’t have imagined it will turn out this way -- to have feelings for someone gradually, unsure of her own footing and wading through the familiar pool yet with uncertainties weighing her down again. Slowly, every one of those uncertainties shed themselves away. Tonight... all of them seemed to have disappeared into thin air.

She could get lost in these sensations. His touch, his breath on her skin, the wet trail he was leaving on her neck... they were all leaving her breathless and giddy. Her heartbeat raised as he trailed further towards her sweet spot. When Zander murmured her name, Adra let out a sigh, only pulling him closer. For a split second, she was shy when he pulled her shirt off. Her torso was now bare, save for her bra. The bullet scars were now exposed and momentarily she was afraid. He brushed past it, to her relief. It shouldn’t bother both of them at this point but still, there will always be a tiny part of her always ashamed of those scars marring her porcelain skin.

An involuntary groan escaped her when his lips latched onto her jawline. Her nipples grew hard upon skin contact. Her arms were already around his, feeling the warmth of his skin as his lips took hers. Her fingers roamed on his heavenly body, taking in every crevices of his form as her lips pressed urgently against his. Her hands wandered south, unbuttoning his pants as she shoved the fabrics down. The urgent need to taste him, feel him grow hard within and upon her touch was immense. Adra pushed him away reluctantly, licking her lips with her lids hooded low. “I want to taste you,” she whispered against his lips, licking them with the tip of her tongue. She knelt before trailing it down to his torso all the way down to his naval. Adra looked up, meeting his dark hues as she wrapped her fingers around his manhood. Stroking it, she gently licked the tip before swirling her tongue around it. Then, with one hand squeezing one of his butt cheeks, she took him into her mouth. Her tongue massaged underneath the sensitive skin as her head bobbed up and down slowly.

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I’ve been feeling somewhat oddly frustrated as of late. Not in a negative way but in a way that leaves me restless and unable to sleep. I need to do something but what I have no clue. 

Ah, the ever familiar feeling of restlessness and lethargy.. it’s either that or just at a loss! Have you tried hobbies or any activities that might relief the stress?

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It was a dream. I’d never particularly longed to go there myself but when we did, I was completely taken with it. The people were kind, the food was delicious, the scenery… it was a paradise. 
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Oh I bet! Getting all ready for the school year. That’s pretty cool. I think I might actually try for my GED. The vacation kind of inspired me a bit. I don’t need it by any means for my career but… I want to at least know I can do it. For myself.

That’s amazing! I am glad you enjoyed yourself, Alma! I am sure Axel treated you like a queen while you guys were there as well! Are there many pictures? 

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Oh! How do you take a GED though? Do you have to go for night classes? That’s true -- I mean, always do things for yourself and to prove that you can do it right? Challenging one’s self can be really rewarding once we’ve preserved enough. 

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I had a lot of life changes earlier this year, so around April/May, I decided my hair could change too. It’s a lot more maintenance! If I had white bedding, all my pillowcases would be pink! Want to aim for tomorrow then?
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It’s a nice change! Hah! Really? I thought the running of the colour would have been all right after a few days? I’d be glad too! I’ll make my way to your house around 7ish? It’s still the beach house right?
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There is! I’m working on three projects at the moment. The beauty of being a director is being able to chose whether or not I want to take on a project. Sometimes I can take a break in between movies. I have more vacation/leave days than most, because I’ve been with the company for so long, but I don’t use them enough. I’m totally due for a vacation. The last time I left the country, was when I went to Hawaii, and that was for work. Well, as long as you both had fun and got a break from work, that’s all that matters. Yeah, geez. Between your singing and my offensive dancing…honestly, I don’t know how Zander puts up with either of us, sometimes.
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See! That’s what I meant! Three projects... Jesus. How do you even breathe sometimes? Just remember not to overwork yourself, Cody. If you could go anywhere in the world? Where would you go? He luuurrrvvveeesss us. That’s why he puts up with so much. 
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Zander and Adra

I love this picture too. Ugh I technically have one with me in it, but the dogs knocked over the tripod so it’s at an odd angle and unbearably fuzzy. We did take some cute ones a few days later though, but I didn’t think the dash could handle both of our faces at the same time.
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I know! It was funny and I still think they do it because they only want me to have the good photo. Heh. Really? If the dash can’t handle both of our faces, I am sure the mantle or the side table at the bed could handle them. 
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As do I. I think this is the right thing for us. Plus, I think being single right now is healthy. I don’t think I’m quite ready for a committed relationship just yet.
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I have loads. You’re more than welcome to come over and check them out. My dads’ were so cute and they both wore bow ties! Which was an accident and so cute. 

People always make being single sound so negative and lonely when it’s not! Depends on how you view things but I can see that you’re taking things positively so that’s great!

Really? I wouldn’t mind at all! Did they wear similar designs or different?

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Sadie and Adra

It just … they talked me into going out fishing, and my uncle was with my mom and none of them really understand how fast she can fade in and out. He took a nap and stopped paying attention and she wandered off. She was lost for like six hours and it was the longest six hours of my life.
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Oh my goodness! That’s just scary, Sadie! I am just glad she’s found, safe and sound? Did anything happen to her? Hopefully not.
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Yeah well, Disney employees should get two months off as well if you ask me, just for making things that keep all the little snot-noses entertained when they aren’t in school!
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Nah…you do deserve a break. And in all fairness, I could probably take a good chunk of time off, if I planned it accordingly. I just have to resist jumping onto the next project, after one is finished. Oh yeah! I think he told me you guys were planning a trip. Where did you end up going? We could always have a karaoke night at my place, with my fellow Dis-nerds from the studio, if they’re up for it. Which they usually are.

Well, by that definition, you guys deserve most breaks! I mean there’s a lot of work going on no? Gosh, how many days of leave are you guys entitled to? 

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Well, you definitely have to, you  workaholic! Take some time off and travel. Take some time off and just relax. You deserve it way more than anyone knowing how many projects you take on within a short period of time. We went to the National Sequoia park and hiked there! It was amazing even though we just stayed in California. Of course! Zander would have a kick out of me trying to sing Hakuna Matata or I’ll Make a Man Out of You. 

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Wow! Panama was sensational. It was exactly what Axel and I needed to feel refreshed. How is everyone? I hope things weren’t too hectic back home. I am now open to taking new appointments for any of your tattooing needs as well!

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It’s good to be home.

You guys went Panama?! I have been wanting to go there! How’s the food? The people and culture? Things are going to be hectic for me soon enough since the school year is starting and even though I love my own vacation, it;s somehow nice to be back in your own bed and drinking tea in the kitchen. 

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Well… I guess that was a good vacation. I may have ended a relationship but I gained a good friend that I know I’ll always have.

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Anyway, my parents renewed their vows in Monte Carlo. It was a lovely ceremony and I’m pretty sure both my dads’ were crying by the end… including myself. How was everyone else’s vacations?

I am sorry to hear that, Lola! Over the years, I really value friendship over anything else. 

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Do you have pictures of the ceremony? I am sure people renewing their vows are beautiful! My vacation was simple but fulfilling -- experiencing nature with someone special makes up for all of the difficult things that has happened.

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Adrasteia & Sirius

My family is in Denmark, but I’m lucky I get to see them more than most people would who have family overseas. I would say that counts. Where did you visit?
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Oh Denmark! Such a beautiful country although I have only been to Copenhagen. That’s great! My family is in Greece and I only get to see them once a year. We went to the Sequoia National Park which is in the southern Sierra Nevada, California! Have you ever been? It’s amazing honestly. 
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I’ve grown quite fond of it over the past few months! I almost gave it up, but I’m glad I stuck it out. Are you back to school yet? I know it’s a crazy time of year for you, so let me know a night that works best.
Was there a special occasion that had your hair red? Seriously, I think it suits you albeit the fact that it might be hard to maintain that colour! Oh yeah... it’s back to the madness already. I am always up for weekend nights if you are.
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Ohhh….look at me. I’m Adra. I’m gonna whine and complain about getting two whole months off of the year, while everyone else has to slave away all year round!
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Where have you been, Adra!? You still owe me a Disney karaoke night!

You lil’ shit. Shut it! I deserve this break before the madness begins.

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I have been on a roadtrip with Zander! We went hiking and saw trees bigger than my own house! How have you been, my favourite Disney person? Karaoke nights are always on during the weekends.

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