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HIATUS || caѕтιel

@castxel-blog / castxel-blog.tumblr.com

"I see nothing but pain here."
Castiel literate roleplay blog.
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Update

I'll be writing out all the replies through the weekend. The reason why I havent been on at all is that school started and believe me when I say it has been worse that the hell bobby endured when he died and went to hell instead of heaven. So yeah, pretty horrible. Anyways. As i said, I'll <b>write </b> them in the weekend, but since i dont have proper internet, i dont think I'll be posting them before monday. Im sorry! Really. Love you guyss ❤️❤️

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Update & Offline

So, I’ve tried to get through with all my threads today, but I couldn’t do it. I seriously procrastinate a lot. 

I still have 12 threads to reply to, they’ll be listed below, two starters to write (trying to discuss plot with partners. Also will be listed below) And then four memes to answer.

Threads to reply to

@hellsmother (i could not find your post! I don’t think you tagged me in it. I’m so sorry!)

find the full list here

Starters to write

Memes to be answered

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Her Guardian

@originclsin liked a starter call (some hundred years ago. oops?)

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It has been, without a doubt, painful for him. The first thing he tried to do after the fall was tend to his broken wings, and it broke his heart, even more, seeing them the way they are now. Battered… Bruised… Unrecognizable. 

He has been told to stop looking after her, that her being alive and well was causing her to go out of control. They told him that he stood between her and her death, and that if she died, a lot of evil will come to cease in this bitter old town she lived in. But Castiel wouldn’t nudge. He had so much faith in her that it blinded him to his brothers’ and sisters’ point of view. He knew she is good. 

He didn’t have time to prove it.

They decided that the best option for them was to cast him to earth and leave her unattended. He had fallen with an ear-splitting thud that, to humans, was a form of a big earthquake. His wings no longer of use, he promised himself to never open them, let alone show them to anyone. And as the first week of adjusting to Earth passed, he set in a search for her, and was glad to find that his fall didn’t stray him too far from her town. 

He found her talking to someone on the sidewalk, her figure and features distinguishable; he had seen them too many times to forget how she looked.

Once she was done, he approached her carefully, a small, worried smile on his face when he said the following.

“Eve? I’m Castiel. I used to be your guardian angel.”

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send me a ✧ and I’ll bold all that apply to your muse.

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I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you.I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. You are my friend.You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you.I would fight by your side. I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. I would lie to you.I would sleep with you.I would sleep by your side.I would hug you. I would kiss you. You are family to me. I would die for you. I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically).I love you (romantically).

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A distinctively inhuman hiss leaves left the vampiress. She’d know the scent of angels anywhere, they’re not creatures she has ever been particularly fond of with the exception of one. His kin however… well, their predilection for smiting left a bitter taste in her mouth. 

“Can’t say I’m very civil to your kind, feathers.” Hostility is her first line of defence, it’s instinctive for her to react to anyone and anything that could be perceived as a threat like that. “Shouldn’t you be up in the clouds strumming your harp?” 

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Castiel was genuinely curious as to why he should be strumming a harp. He honestly didn’t have a clue where that reference came from.

When she expressed her dislike to his kind once more during the time he knew her, he didn’t really react negatively to it. For one, he has gotten used to people and creatures alike dissing his family in heaven. For two, he has seen their true faces, and couldn’t say he was very fond of them himself.

It wasn’t hidden on his face that he was extremely worried. Prior to him flying here, he has heard some horrible news concerning the vampiress, and he felt guilty not coming to warn her

So, without taking a step forward, Castiel spoke to her.

“Lyssa, they’re coming after you. You need to run.”

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     ❛ NO, i don’t get it —— i’ve had my heart broken one too many times and it made me feel like dying…made me feel like i was  n o t h i n g  —— you ever love someone who would NEVER feel the same way about you? yeah…that feels like you’re gettin’ stabbed a million times in the chest by that person. ❜  there’s a bitterness to her words as she speaks, and she doesn’t bother hiding that with trying to act okay.  ❛ soul matesLOVEit doesn’t happen for people like me. 

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Castiel heard her pain before he could sense it, and it made him feel horrible for some reason. How broken must she be to feel this way, to lose all hope in finding love?

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He, for one, believed that love does exist. He has seen cupid in the act, fixing people up together. But maybe - maybe - at some point he could relate to her, to the heartache of watching someone you love give love to another. Or simply not like him back. He pushed that back, though, and asked the one question he could form;

“Who broke you so bad?”

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he lost balance and gravity worked its magic,   dragging him down on his rear.  the monster obliterated with a great flash   and its corpse lay in front of him.   he scrambles further away from it:   a child of fear, he is.         what - !!   what the-the heck was that  ?!   ‘  

        @castxel​     starter call.

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As the light in front of him dimmed, and his neon blue eyes returned to their normal blue hue, he lowered his arm slowly and focused on the living figure in front of him. 

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“Daniel Mitchell?” He could sense his fear, and so he resorted to introducing himself first, before scaring him even more with what would follow. “I’m Castiel, an angel of the lord. Heaven needs your help.”

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Update

Going to track some threads after replying, gonna try to answer everyone and do the starters. If you’ve messaged me, I’ll answer you later on. I really want to finish this.

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Gin felt the hands in her hair, and she felt her shoulders slump. Her eyes hooded over and her eyes rolled back just a bit. It was just a push button response, pretty pathetic. But she loved it when people played with her hair like this, it made her so hypersensitive, she could almost feel every strand twitch and move on her scalp. Purring almost like a cat, she laid down in Cas’s lap with a long, very happy sigh. 

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“And it feels good, too.” He murmured right before their lips pressed against each other again. Her tongue touching his lip made him part both of his, asking for more. He was sure, with her hand trailing close to his heart, that she could feel the beats fastening up. If she asked for the whole world that moment, he’d give it to her, and that power she held scared him. His hand slid across her side and played with the very last button, trying to open it while trying to muffle sighs and moan being caused by her hips moving against his. Of course, by now, it was undeniable the bulge protruding between his legs, and thinking of that, it made Castiel blush slightly, but he pressed his hips against hers, moving it up and down accordingly to how she was moving.

It was incredible how soft Cas’s hands were. Then again, angels were things of dreams, right? Perfect beings? The thought made it less surprising. She could feel him fumbling with the button on her jeans and smiled, pulling her hands away from him to undo the buckle of her belt, then guide his fingers slowly over her button to undo it. Though, when his hips pressed down into hers, she felt him before his legs. The thought of that made her start to ache instantly, and her jaw tensed. Her breaths became more labored and kissing him became more heated. Hot breaths pushed out of her nose in pants as she took his hand in hers, tangling their fingers together. 

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Something was working magic inside Castiel's stomach. It made him almost desperate, aching for more and more. And she wasn't helping him with her speeding up. Castiel's breath became ragged, his mouth eating hers desperately before letting go and trailing hot, harsh kisses across her jawline. He placed his weight in the elbow that was connected to the hand that tangled with hers and the other hand found its way under her shirt, and moved up until his index and middle finger slid under the side of her bra. He could feel her under his fingers, panting, hot. He was just the same mess. And he loved every single second of it.

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Send “🙆” to play with my muse’s hair.

Gin felt the hands in her hair, and she felt her shoulders slump. Her eyes hooded over and her eyes rolled back just a bit. It was just a push button response, pretty pathetic. But she loved it when people played with her hair like this, it made her so hypersensitive, she could almost feel every strand twitch and move on her scalp. Purring almost like a cat, she laid down in Cas’s lap with a long, very happy sigh. 

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Castiel rubbed his lips together and looked down at Gin for a second before his body shook with a very faint laugh. “I’m not like the rest of the angels. We can come in terms with feelings if we let ourselves feel. Almost all angels don’t allow that, it makes us more vulnerable. I’ve allowed it, I’ve been—” he paused for a second as a grin spread out on his face as if what he was going to say was the biggest joke someone could come up with. Though, he was also sure it wasn’t. “—humanised.” He adjusted his posture to make it easy for their legs to intertwine. He was very well aware of her hand on her neck, and it made him feel… Good.

“Sometimes it’s good to be human.” She murmured and tugged him back down to kiss his lips slowly, tracing his bottom lip with the tip of her tongue. Gin toyed softly with the ends of his hair that tickled his neck, while her other hand pushed under his shirt and moved up his chest. Feeling his heart beating, made her hear her own even louder while her leg pressed against his hip, puling his waist down into hers as she pushed her hips up against him. 

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"And it feels good, too." He murmured right before their lips pressed against each other again. Her tongue touching his lip made him part both of his, asking for more. He was sure, with her hand trailing close to his heart, that she could feel the beats fastening up. If she asked for the whole world that moment, he'd give it to her, and that power she held scared him. His hand slid across her side and played with the very last button, trying to open it while trying to muffle sighs and moan being cause by her hips moving against his. Of course, by now, it was undeniable the bulge protruding between his legs, and thinking of that, it made Castiel blush slightly, but he pressed his hips against hers, moving it up and down accordingly to how she was moving.

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You guys are kidding, right?! When I started this blog I wasn’t even sure if people would want to RP with me and now look how many of you there are! I’m so proud and so happy, and also very thankful for all of you, what would I do without you, guys? So, in celebration, here’s another Follow Forever with all the people that deserve to be followed! xoxo and thank you again!

➡ Here you’ll find people I love to RP with and people that don’t RP with me, but I love seeing on my dash.

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// congrats bbyyy! 😱❤️ you're an incredible roleplayer! You deserve this ❤️

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