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The Smile She Wears

@momentswithmonsters / momentswithmonsters.tumblr.com

Kay. 30-something. Mom of 4, parent of 3. I drink too much coffee. I make bad decisions. I love Jesus but I cuss a little. I either post 20 times a day or not at all.
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Tonight I stepped on the bathroom scale, and for the first time in I don’t even know how long, the first number was a 1 instead of a 2. And idk how I feel. I mean, yay for losing weight?

I’m 3 weeks off Lexapro, due to the joke that is the American healthcare system. My brain is noisy AF, my sleep is all jacked up, and I almost threw up from an anxiety attack at work the other day. It’s fine, probably.

The overwhelming urge to run away has me dragging to leave work most afternoons. All the monsters do is fight with each other at home. Mr. M is a constant bundle of work-related stress, and I feel like I’m constantly competing for his attention (and usually losing). I feel like I’m living in a state of waiting- for spring break, for school to be out for the year, for a summer trip to FL. It’s exhausting.

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What should I treat myself to on Amazon? I have a wishlist, but that’s more to give my husband gift ideas 🤣

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My birthday is Sunday.

All I can think is that adulting is bullshit and I would like a refund.

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My toxic trait is having an entire week off and staying in bed the entire time

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Number one question I ask myself when getting dressed:

Am I showing off my boobs or do I simply have boobs?

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sometimes I wanna reply “bitch me too” to my mutuals posts but I’ve never talked 2 them so they might not see it as friendly joking so i just dont

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jadefyre

reblog if it’s okay to say “bitch me too” to you if you’re mutuals

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I’m having massive anxiety about starting my new job on Monday. Suddenly the entire concept of being in a SpEd SCHOOL is terrifying, and I’m convinced I’ll have no idea what I’m doing.

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New job with the school district starts August 1st.

I need grownup clothes. My budget is zero dollars (no, seriously- I have $6.43 in my bank account).

Wtf do I do?

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