hi everyone. i have some good news and really bad news to share. the good news is, i passed my exam. i didn't pass the first time i took it, but my retest was last friday and this time i did. i was extremely relieved since working and dealing with classes and the stress of it was very hard on me. so i'm glad that it's done. now for the bad news, ( tw: animal sickness / death ) my dog, who i've had for around nine years, went to the vet yesterday for what we thought was going to be the start of his arthritis treatment. the vet told us late december that he was starting to have it and eventually, we would need to give him a monthly injection to treat it, so when we went there, that was the only thing we were expecting to do. however, the vet checked him out and felt like something was wrong so she did an xray and my lovely baby boy has an enlarged spleen and two+ tumors (which she's almost completely sure is cancer) in his liver. as he's 12 (i adopted him when he was three) she did not recommend surgery and felt that it would only give him pain if he managed to pull through and as the tumors/spleen were causing him have trouble walking (what we thought was actually the cause of his arthritis), she told us to humanely euthanized him as he would not have the quality of life. we will be saying goodbye to him tomorrow at 3pm. i spent the whole day with him today and tomorrow me and my dad are going to give him an amazing last day before the appointment. this is the first time i've had to deal with losing a pet and the pain i've been feeling since yesterday is something i've never felt before. tomorrow is probably going to be the hardest thing i've ever done and i'm terrified of going back home knowing he won't be there anymore. he's been with me since i moved out of my parent's place, i never lived alone without him. i won't be too active until probably may 1st. i may come on earlier than that if i need to keep my mind occupied so i wanted to let you guys know i won't be online much (if at all) until then. thank you for understanding.

CAILEE SPAENY priscilla (2023)

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