endlessly

it is important that i am a little weird and offputting. necessary even.

But one day, Uncle told us not to bother going there anymore. Mother passed away. But Wangji would still come here every month. He would wait from dawn to dusk.

HBDay to the dumbest Shizun on earth ❤️ Shen Qingqiu, Shen Yuan, my beloved, ily so much you beautiful nerd.

u guys ever just

YAAALL I LOVE THIS MAANN

paint me like one of your studio ghibli background sceneries

Me like him

“I can fix him” “i can make him worse” I can pet him on the head like a dogy

as beautiful as a fantastic dream 🦋

bingqiu love // buy me a ko-fi

I think more Shen Yuan reveal fics should lean into the absurdity of it all. If you’re going to out him for being a transmigrator, might as well out him as a weird dudebro who hated the novel you’re all in with a passion so intense it landed him in a fucked up isekai situation. Why try to code it? “I’ve come from another world… the gods have been instructing me…. I had prophetic visions of you…” If he’s already being forcibly revealed, might as well let my man get a book rant in there. Because, like, everyone in universe already kind of knew something was up with sqq, but the details would still throw them through a loop.

Let SQQ try desperately to keep his proprietary, while still making inappropriately timed dick jokes internally. He’s never really that formal in his own head.

Also Let everyone know Shang Qinghua created them all! Oh, you think he’s a weird little bastard man and the scum of the earth? Well, he’s practically a god! Most of you were created to kill off in the background of his stupid little cash-grab of an erotic novel. He knows every detail of your psyche because he designed it that way. That’s such an underrated concept to explore, the borderline invasion of privacy everyone would feel. (Also I personally would love to see Qi Qingqi finding out that he, who she already despises, created her to be one of Luo Binghe of all people’s many wives. I think she would try to kill him.)

I also think Shang Qinghua and Shen Yuan’s personal internet beef should be publicly aired, because why not? Oh, you respect Shen Qingqiu immensely and don’t think he’d ever stoop to the level of local traitor SQH? Well, he used to send him the most chaotic hate mail you could imagine…about P0RN!

I basically want EVERYONE to end up having an identity crisis, not just SQQ.

And yet, for all my fear, there is a kindness, of sorts, which blooms in the summer orchard

// Part 18

some modern hgj outfits!!!