@holden-caulfield / holden-caulfield.tumblr.com
β πππππππ: reader has a nightmare during the night and wakes up screaming. nikolai comforts her like only he can.
β πππππππ: nikolai lantsov x fem!healer
β πππππππππ: yes
β ππππππππ: mentions of trauma
β ππππ πππππ: 856
HOLDEN!! iβm reading βthe catcher in the ryeβ and all i keep doing is thinking of you π«ΆπΌ i miss you how are you?
MYNA!!!! no wayyyy, that is actually an honor, i'm not even kiddingπ₯Ήπ₯Ή
you absolutely have to tell me what you thought of it once you finish it! i'd love to know your opinion about it :)
i'm doing alright, just a little bored at the moment since i have no uni for a few months... i miss you so much too, how's life going??
remember how i said "gNuGnUgNuH yOu sHoUld chAngE yOuR tHeMe bItCh iT hUrtS mY eyEs" actually don't do that cause i was looking for a white background to use as a flashlight and couldn't find one on my chronically dark themed phone but then i remembered your sociopathic tumblr theme and it saved me so thank you actually! u're a real one bestie π€
first of all, i might sound absolutely insane for this but hear me out: i've been told (and this might be fake so i don't really know) that phones nowadays have this really cool feature (again, never tried it myself so i don't know) called a flashlight???? i have no idea but it's supposed to make a light so you can see things better in the dark and not use your screen... anyway, just a tip for you bestie!
and now, i'm gonna be serious again: i might change it just out of spite. i really just might. making it absolutely pitch black. my next theme is actually gonna absorb light, it's gonna be insane.
no no but hear me out cause yes of course i could've used the flashlight but i specifically wanted something that would let me see where the fuck i was going but less strong than the flashlight that blasts 10000 lumen around me.
also guys fun fact but you can use the lumos spell to turn on your flashlight both on iPhone and Android (GoogleAssistant) just sharing that info for the people who might see this and not know it.
i actually get that but i'm always scared someone's gonna come up in front of me and see my embarrassing makeshift flashlight so i just use the actual one and cover it so it doesn't make any light and i don't see where i'm going, i actually think that's the best choice, a little challengeβ¨
i tried that cause i was curious and another device went off when i tried talking to my phone so now i'm traumatized and scared, thank you
remember how i said "gNuGnUgNuH yOu sHoUld chAngE yOuR tHeMe bItCh iT hUrtS mY eyEs" actually don't do that cause i was looking for a white background to use as a flashlight and couldn't find one on my chronically dark themed phone but then i remembered your sociopathic tumblr theme and it saved me so thank you actually! u're a real one bestie π€
first of all, i might sound absolutely insane for this but hear me out: i've been told (and this might be fake so i don't really know) that phones nowadays have this really cool feature (again, never tried it myself so i don't know) called a flashlight???? i have no idea but it's supposed to make a light so you can see things better in the dark and not use your screen... anyway, just a tip for you bestie!
and now, i'm gonna be serious again: i might change it just out of spite. i really just might. making it absolutely pitch black. my next theme is actually gonna absorb light, it's gonna be insane.
π Β°Β·Λ | love letters! [ moots only ] send me this and i'll write a letter about how much ily <333
heheh i just love this prompt and i missed you a lot so i thought this was the perfect way to tell you!!
i saw that you started uni and got through the first semester, i really hope you enjoyed it!! and (you don't have to answer it obviously so don't worry) but i was wondering what course you chose! i don't think you already said it but i'm getting way too old to remember stuff lolll
i miss you sm stopppp! and thank you so much! i do primary teaching <33 so i don't know what it would be where you are, in scotland it's just primary and secondary schools so i'm getting a degree for teaching primary children yayay (which range from 4/5-12 years old.)
holden,
one of the first people i interacted with on my starter tumblr days and one i never want to not talk to. you are literally my oldest tumblr friend on here and i'm so happy for it!
we don't write for the same characters as commonly anymore but i still strive to see your account and catch up because you are one of my favourite people on here and have always been so kind to me in such a welcoming way.
thank you for always being here for me, we've literally been mutuals on tumblr for basically over two years which is insane and i appreciate you more than you know. you're brilliant and the way you write is so soft and comforting, truly a talent on this platform that deserves recognition and appreciation.
i love you loads,
myna <33
ohhh i'm so happy for you!! if that's what you want to do, i'm happy you can pursue it :)) i just know i could never have enough patience to be around kids so immense props to you!!
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i have finally finished semester one of my first year uni life! while i love my learning, i'm so happy it's over and it means i get a break and can come back here for a temporary stay <33
this celebration will run from 19 december to 26 december! so send as many you like, no need to hold back and have fun just send the emoji the choice matches to <33
ππππππππ π'π ππππππππ ππ π !!
π βΛβΉ | blurbs! use my prompt's via my boyfriend post or any other prompt you'd like and a character ( see my character list first ) and i'll write a blurb based on this!
π Β°Β·Λ | love letters! [ moots only ] send me this and i'll write a letter about how much ily <333
π βΛβΉ | ships! send me this with a description of yourself - include preference of fandom and gender preference as well as your personality and i'll match you up with any of my fandoms.
tagging some moots i love ; @venuslore @strvwcherie @thyme-in-a-bubble @spiderfunkz @rafesmuse @midniteluv @mystcldydrms @ghostlyfleur @leydileyla @holden-caulfield
omg i'm so happy for youuuu <333
i know how stressful uni can get so i'm really glad you ended your semester and can now enjoy some peace! how was it tho?? did you like it??
ayo bitch (affectionate) i somehow just remembered you're a steven grant girlie as well (i was redoing my whole theme for giniralkeregan and stalked ur account to see if you also had the issue with headers being resized by bitchass (derogatory) tumblr on desktop and that's how i found your old textposts about him) would you ever consider writing for him (i didn't find anything saying so in ur masterlist)??? (i don't have ideas yet but if i did could i send you some?? π)
ayo bitch (affectionate) when i tell you this is the last thing i expected to find in my inbox lmao
i love my man steven, i really really do but i was shocked to just find this when i woke up. anyway. i am kind of in an everything slump and that includes writing BUT if you do have some bomb ideas (as you always do) i'd love to hear those and maybe they could make me want to write againπ₯Ή
that would actually be just insane and absolutely amazing because i need to start doing something again??? instead of rotting in my room doing nothing???? yeah probably! so ideas are more than welcome!! and that includes anyone else who might have cool ideasπ
(so i first answered this on my phone while taking a piss and almost gave myself haemorrhoids (tmi???) from how long it was sitting there cause i'm the queen of yap yap yapping but like a dumb bitch i pressed the back button and didn't save my post so i really felt like blowing my brains out but here we are, back at it on desktop so i can write faster than with my long ass claws that make it so difficult to write on my phone)
anyway: so i wrote this ask yesterday during my afternoon class after my professor had been reading excerpts from a demonology treaty from the 1600s for an hour and a half, all of us are still trying to understand how tf does that link up to anything else he said during the semester, so yeah i was going a little insane.
the backstory to all of this LMAOOOO, IMMACULATE.
i knew you'd enjoy the backstory to the fullest hence why i included it.
rewatching just those two episodes for THAT THING is insane. and not in a good way. getting traumatized by jjk is actually better than that.π
ayo bitch (affectionate) i somehow just remembered you're a steven grant girlie as well (i was redoing my whole theme for giniralkeregan and stalked ur account to see if you also had the issue with headers being resized by bitchass (derogatory) tumblr on desktop and that's how i found your old textposts about him) would you ever consider writing for him (i didn't find anything saying so in ur masterlist)??? (i don't have ideas yet but if i did could i send you some?? π)
ayo bitch (affectionate) when i tell you this is the last thing i expected to find in my inbox lmao
i love my man steven, i really really do but i was shocked to just find this when i woke up. anyway. i am kind of in an everything slump and that includes writing BUT if you do have some bomb ideas (as you always do) i'd love to hear those and maybe they could make me want to write againπ₯Ή
that would actually be just insane and absolutely amazing because i need to start doing something again??? instead of rotting in my room doing nothing???? yeah probably! so ideas are more than welcome!! and that includes anyone else who might have cool ideasπ
(so i first answered this on my phone while taking a piss and almost gave myself haemorrhoids (tmi???) from how long it was sitting there cause i'm the queen of yap yap yapping but like a dumb bitch i pressed the back button and didn't save my post so i really felt like blowing my brains out but here we are, back at it on desktop so i can write faster than with my long ass claws that make it so difficult to write on my phone)
anyway: so i wrote this ask yesterday during my afternoon class after my professor had been reading excerpts from a demonology treaty from the 1600s for an hour and a half, all of us are still trying to understand how tf does that link up to anything else he said during the semester, so yeah i was going a little insane.
the backstory to all of this LMAOOOO, IMMACULATE.
ayo bitch (affectionate) i somehow just remembered you're a steven grant girlie as well (i was redoing my whole theme for giniralkeregan and stalked ur account to see if you also had the issue with headers being resized by bitchass (derogatory) tumblr on desktop and that's how i found your old textposts about him) would you ever consider writing for him (i didn't find anything saying so in ur masterlist)??? (i don't have ideas yet but if i did could i send you some?? π)
ayo bitch (affectionate) when i tell you this is the last thing i expected to find in my inbox lmao
i love my man steven, i really really do but i was shocked to just find this when i woke up. anyway. i am kind of in an everything slump and that includes writing BUT if you do have some bomb ideas (as you always do) i'd love to hear those and maybe they could make me want to write againπ₯Ή
that would actually be just insane and absolutely amazing because i need to start doing something again??? instead of rotting in my room doing nothing???? yeah probably! so ideas are more than welcome!! and that includes anyone else who might have cool ideasπ
tagged by my lovey, @thyme-in-a-bubble this was so cute thank you!
this hits though π«
this was so wholesome omg thank you for tagging me!!
open tags for everyone who wants to join because this is beautiful :)
Brother and Sister (not incest!) by @corpsebasil
thank you for including me!! <3
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tyty for 200 followers i'm so proud of seeing this wee account grow everyday <33
choose which planet of the solar system you wish to recieve! you can send as many asks as you like :))
this is open from mon 19 june to fri 23 june.
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earth π β send me a prompt and i'll respond which character i write for it mostly resonates with. i may follow up with a small concept!
jupiter π β ships! they're back because i love them ; send me this with information about yourself [ you have to include your chosen fandom and gender preference ] and i'll ship you with someone.
saturn πͺβ cyma <33 send me a concept and i'll cast my mutuals.
mars π β kmk ; send me three characters of any of my fandoms and i'll choose who to kiss, marry, kill.
mercury π β recommendations. tell me a bit about yourself and if you prefer video games, movies/tv, or books and i'll recommend you something of that choice!
venus π β opinions! ask me about anything whether it's a character, a celebrity, show etc and i'll try to give an in-depth opinion.
uranus π β send me this and i'll recommend you one of my favourite songs based on what i feel your aesthetic is [ mutuals only ]
neptune π β love letters. send me this and i'll write you a love letter [ mutuals only ]
maryyyyyy i can't wait to celebrate every single milestone of your new account!!! we'll be having a celebration every week and i'm here for itπ
cinnamon roll ; cyma β send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.
cyma random things in your room! :)
this is cute! i'm adding pictures just cause <33
you as yoakley my egg dish!
@solarluvs as blueberry my social anxiety cow <3
@rafesmuse as miso my dumpling insence holder
@thyme-in-a-bubble as my homemade cafΓ© stand
@fxllfaiiry as my bee wax burner
@songs4themoon as my crochet sunflower
LOVE THAT EGG DISH SO MUCH OMG!!! and the name is yoakleyπ©π©π©π©
cinnamon roll ; cyma β send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.
cym as: your favorite drinks.
i'm the most boring person when it comes to drinks, it's water or cafΓ© drinks... that's it hehe
oat matcha latte [ with white mocha ] as you
oat chai tea latte [ with vanilla ] as @solarluvs
oat hot chocolate as @thyme-in-a-bubble
redbush tea with oat milk as @fxllfaiiry
oat mocha [ with peppermint ] as @holden-caulfield
i don't know how but you guess every. single. one.
cinnamon roll ; cyma β send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.
cym as: your favorite magical / supernatural beings.
in loveeeeeee !!
fairies as you <3
angels as @solarluvs
ghosts as @bpdtistic
mermaids as @midniteluv
sirens as @holden-caulfield
witches as @thyme-in-a-bubble
vampires as @rafesmuse
this is the best compliment i've ever received, wow
cinnamon roll ; cyma β send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.
cyma colours!Β
LOVE LOVE LOVE because i associate everyone with colours this is great!
warm beige/cream as you
sage green as @solarluvs
powder purple as @reyhanahasanli
sunset orange as @holden-caulfield
faded pink as @bpdtistic
sunshine yellow as @midniteluv
faded warm red as @rafesmuse
tanned brown as @songs4themoon
powder orange as @fxllfaiiry
PRETTIEST COLOUR.π§‘
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hi! i was very sad having a pan eu chocolat and oat vanilla coffee in my room when i thought i'd celebrate my new account hitting 100 followers.
so fitting to the moment ; it's bakery themed.
thank you so much for making my wee account grow, i love you all and feel free to choose what you order!
you can request anything you'd like, as many requests as you want, and remember ; sfw asks only!
this is open from sun 28 may to fri 2 june.
pan eu chocolat ; blurbs β send me a concept of anything you'd like, a scenario, prompt, whatever you desire of any of the characters i write for and i'll write a short blurb <33
strawberry tart ; ships β send me some information about yourself ( personality, personality type, looks if you're comfortable, gender preference and anything else you'd like ) with your chosen fandom and i'll ship you with someone.
fandoms you can request from ; harry potter, marvel, stranger things!
cinnamon roll ; cyma β send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.
chocolate brownie ; moodboards β send me a character and any concept, colour etc and i'll create a mood board of it.
heheh congrats!!! <333
