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stein | '95 | norway | any pronouns
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tf when u realize you've basically fucked yourself over by choosing a BA degree that makes it so that neither society as a whole NOR the art community itself will respect you... .

#fine arts people look down on me for not studying Real art -> society looks down on me for studying art At All in the first place#i just can't win 🚬🐀#''bwah bwah u arts n crafts people aren't True Artists like us fine art folks only WE know the emotional dept and symbolism an-''#Shut The FUCK Up oooooohhhh my /god/ i swear im gonna start biting any second now#some rando: hates on art - especially modern art#me: ok im gonna be SOOO pretentious about this 👆😌✨ *defends it with my life*#fine art supremacist: anyways so this isn't True Art because-#me: Shut The Fuck Your MOUTH#like???? ? where's the solidarity?? ? ? ?#we literally need to stand together now more than ever in a society that devalues art more and more year by year#we Cannot afford this kinda infighting#i promise you ; lifting up other creative endeavours will NOT devalue your own chosen art form#we're ALL decedent from monkeys living on a spinning space rock who just so happened to coincidentally enjoy putting pigment on cave walls#it's not that deep - but at the same time it IS that deep!! !#ANYWAYS im just fuming and depressed and i have no idea where im going with this so.. . .#does fish make noise??
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ph-cutie

Our inquiry for the pronouns of the most humble man alive was refused, "I haven't done anything that makes me worth talking about in third person"

#tp
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steamandcream

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#🙃🙃🙃🙃#tp
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