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you bring me home.
mark lee • lee jeno • nct • wayv
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sungchan — to X (teaser)

a/n: still working on other fics i swear but i just need to get this idea out of my head and onto the blog👩🏻‍💻 smut, fluff, angst - don’t hold your breath waiting for it though….

“awww….” you coo, raising a hand to his face, stroking your thumb over his cheekbone. he leans into your touch, eyes blinking up through his lashes - hazy from too much to drink. “would you have treated me right?”

“the best,” he mumbles, the corner of his pouty lips brushing against the heel of your hand. “would’ve given you flowers on every date, remembered every special anniversary, would’ve dropped everything if you asked me to come over, we would’ve moved in together with a dog, you would’ve been my everything—”

“yeah?” you say, softly, hand dropping to his shoulder to give him a few sympathetic pats. “you regret that you couldn’t do all that?”

“most of all,” his voice dips low, stretching his syllables out, and you can see him swallow. “i regret that i never got to fuck you.”

your mouth goes dry.

he’s still looking at you, bambi-brown hair tousled over his brows, neediness making his gaze stick to your skin. slender delicate features, tall and crumpled in on himself against the bar. the sweetest boy you knew, the sweetest boy you never thought you deserved —

“you think about fucking me?”

he doesn’t even blink.

“every night.”

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markdorklee

GOD WHEN

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Anonymous asked:

hi!! i love love love your stories... can I request a meet-cute she fell first he fell harder situation with k, please!🥹🖤 tysm <3

the last train at 25 o'clock &team k

pairing : reader x k

word count : 1.2k

note : thank u sm anon! that means so much genuinely...... this req really sparked my creativity tonight i had to do it so quick!!! i hope u enjoy <333 this is not proofread btw..

the last train leaves the platform leaving two people behind

the echo of the bell sinks into the night

if we hold hands and look up at the starry sky, you and i will fly alone through the night

rapid puffs of air from your labored breathing can be seen in the cold of the night, the fast steps faltering as you become exhausted from sprinting to your local train station. you severely underestimated the time it’d take you to get from your apartment to the station, leaving your hair in a nest and your scarf nearly falling off of your shoulders. the sound of your luggage rolling against the pavement becomes quiet as you come to a halt in front of the empty train tracks. your eyes dart quickly from your phone to the sign above that says 'train has departed'. you can barely catch your breath, not letting yourself get a break as you mentally beat yourself up for your poor time management, cursing under your breath. 

"i knew i should have left earlier..."

the sounds of your own battle with yourself completely made you deaf to the other pair of footsteps running towards the same tracks. you look up through your eyelashes, not expecting to see such a tall man right next to you. 

his cheeks were flush, breath not as heavy as yours was, hair falling nicely against his forehead with some strands blowing oh so softly. he goes through the same routine: checking his phone, looking up at the sign and then mentally cursing at himself.

it was only a few seconds later he glances over, finally noticing you as you both bare your own luggage, sharing the same fuck up that could of been avoided.

a smile grows on the man's face, finally realizing how ridiculous this whole situation is. his cheeks lift up and his plump lips even out to frame his white teeth. 

his head tilts, furrowing his brows as he opens his mouth. 

"looks like we're stuck here.. until the next train at least"

"i think this was the last train.."

you respond, head hanging low as you shuffle your feet together. you're not sure why you're doing this. 

the feeling of shame from missing your train?

being nervous about talking to this random handsome man?

your head picks up at the sound of a large sigh. the man looks like he's about to lose it... his laughs becoming more frequent. hysterical, almost.

"hah, i live two hours away... no way i can commute back, and this late?"

he finds himself walking towards a bench as if he's given up on everything he's ever worked towards. your legs follow suit as you place yourself down right next to him, leaving a little room to breathe.

when you looked up at the sky the stars shined the brightest that night, planes blinking out of your line of sight. you've never seen this kind of view from your apartment window, stars always being clouded by the city lights that polluted it. maybe tonight was supposed to happen.

"i can stay here with you if you would like... i wouldn't want to keep you waiting out in the cold by yourself"

your tone was soft and quiet, your fingers fidgeting at your knit sweater. god knows that out of the both of you, you were definitely the coldest sitting out here. how you would kill to just take the next fifteen minutes walking home to the warmth of your room than sit out here for however long. of course, something, or rather someone, begged you to stay.

"that'd be nice. spending it with someone is far better than alone"

"what's your name?"

"yudai, you?"

"y/n"

your conversation was exchanged through several short sentences and soft sighs. at this point your ears were threatening to freeze off of your head. you kept your smile wide and you suddenly cared about how your hair fell against your face as you were talking to him. 

-

yudai decided to call his friend to come pick him up from the station while you two were exchanging conversations. all you could think about was how you had two hours left together, which did not feel like nearly enough.

you kept your hands in your pockets, filled with hand warmers that you brought yourself plus the ones yudai gave to you on hand. you already know it's going to take you an arm and a leg to get you to throw these things away once you get home.

'do i like a stranger?'

a crush seemed like a better term. you didn't want to label your feelings so quickly, anyone would feel butterflies for yudai. but this moment seemed too niche and intimate for you to not feel a single thing for him. 

"how long until your friend gets here?"

"want to get rid of me that badly?"

you scoff, bumping at his shoulder playfully. 

"of course"

"about forty-five minutes"

it was interesting seeing how easy you could get along with yudai in such a short amount of time. the night seemed endless to the both of you. watching airplanes fly away and listening to the sounds of the occasional car driving past felt like something out of a movie. 

you didn't want it to end, and neither did he.

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twenty minutes fly by, your head now comfortably resting on his shoulder as he rants about his own life back in his hometown. your silent nods and hums are appreciated by him, he knows you're exhausted at this point. 

god also knows you would have invited him back to your apartment in a heartbeat if you could, spending these cold nights under the warmth of your heated blankets. 

"thank you for spending your time here with me.i really appreciate it, y/n"

quiet hums turned into soft breathing on your end, eyes fluttered shut with your lips slightly parted. 

his cold, white hands maneuver your loose hair around your ear. yudai was freezing, even with you right next to him. all of his hand warmers made their way over to your pockets, his own feeling barren and empty. softly, his head leans on top of yours, careful not to disturb your rest. 

he looks back up at the sky, the moon shining the brightest he's ever seen, light stretching over the pitch black like a panorama. it feels like he's reenacted this scene a thousand times over in his head. oh, how he wishes he could have more than two hours with you. 

his heart is beating the hardest at this point, afraid it might wake you up. 

“ten more minutes.." he mumbles after checking on the text notification from his friend. 

his head still leans comfortably against you as he begins to rest his own eyes. the hand warmers have turned cold at this point with the only thing keeping yudai from freezing was the scarf shared around both of your necks. his body scrunches in towards you, wanting to spend these last ten minutes in a shared silence. yudai is only slightly worried about his friend seeing him cuddled up with a random woman, worried that his friend might think he's the creep.

minutes began to feel like seconds when his friend texts him again, "five minutes".

but he doesn't bother to open his eyes, hoping to bask a bit more in this moment. his chest puffs up, slowly breathing out before letting out a whisper. 

"let's meet each other here again, y/n."

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markdorklee

AAAAAAAAAAAAA. truly screaming. I'm the anon and this means so much to me that you did my request 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹. I would miss a thousand trains for this man . i swear .

i hope you have a nice day ahead!!!! this made my day 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

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eusion

hyung line as ur long distance boyfriend &team

pairing : hyung line x reader

word count : idek

note : :p

k :
  • tries to stay on call with u for as long as he can, even on his walks/drives to work
  • "are u hungry? i can send u money for food" and will send a lot more than needed
  • when u arent on ft with eachother, ur on discord or skype. only uses discord because u asked him to
  • loves hearing about ur day and will always have his hand on his cheek when listening to u... stares directly into that camera
  • that hoodie hes wearing? say something about it once and it appears at ur front door
  • always spraying his favorite scents on all of the things he sends u
  • falling asleep on call with u every night without fail and if the call fails he will spam call u back until u pick up
  • "just say it and im hopping on the next flight" and he does
  • when he sees u he tries to act very nonchalant in a "oh its about time u came and visited" way but when u both pull into a hug hes crying into ur shoulder

fuma :
  • constantly asking for updates on what ur doing
  • leaves u with good morning and good night messages with reminders to always eat
  • when ur stressed out he surprises u with ur favorite beverage delivered right to ur doorstep
  • ur address is the only one on his uber eats app
  • whispering sweet reassuring words into the mic until u fall asleep... ends it with a "goodnight honey.."
  • he does hang up after a few hours though because he doesnt want to ruin ur battery life
  • will send silly selfies with doodles on his face every now and then
  • "wish u were here" 25/8
  • named all of his highest level pokemon after u on pokemon go

nicholas :
  • always taking pictures of his day to day life and sending them to u so ur updated... also because he wants u to feel like ur with him
  • not much of a caller but when u do call its more of u two just fting while doing ur own thing
  • constant invites to listen along with him on spotify
  • "this reminded me of u" and its a picture of a gum wrapper or a flower. no in between
  • always asking for advice on what to buy & sometimes he will buy something for u that matches
  • when hes eating at a restaurant by himself he takes a pic of the other side of the table and doodles u as a stick figure sitting across from him
  • has a whole folder in his camera roll of pictures of u and looks through it every night
  • always asking u to take selfies for him so he can save them and use it as his lock screen
  • 24/7 tweets about how much he misses his girlfriend and the only follower is u

euijoo :
  • u two have all the shared widgets in the world... the pet one... the drawing one... yeah
  • insists on turning on ur cameras for movie night but turns it off when it gets to an emotional part of the movie because he doesnt want u to see him cry
  • an extremely long spotify collab playlist between the both of u and he will only listen to that playlist, even when hes going to bed
  • when ur on video calls he will keep his eyes fixed on u even when ur not looking at him because he loves to watch u breathe
  • loves loves loves getting updates from u through texts & will smile like an idiot for the entire day when u send a selfie
  • voice memos are his main way of communicating even if its just a small "ohh..." he will record it and press send
  • when ur feeling upset he writes essays about how great u are in ur shared page on the notes app
  • will never fail to bring u up even in the slightest when hes out with friends
  • his lock screen is set as a cute doodle u drew of u two together
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markdorklee

I Will Combust Into Flames

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Anonymous asked:

hiii!! can i request for a fluff k from &team, maybe how did yn meet k (who is her bf now) ?? or anything!! tysm!!! <3333

my 10 months love - koga yudai

pairing: non-idol!k x fem!reader genre: fluff fluff fluff <3 cw: mentions of food, mentions of painkillers, not proofread wc: 0,6k

introducing your boyfriend to your parents has always sounded scary to you. until you met yudai. after the first date, you were already 100% sure you wanted to marry him one day.

there were the both of you, in your parents' diner, eating your mom's delicious food, and your boyfriend excitedly telling your parents about himself while you couldn't help but watch him with hearts in your eyes. you couldn't thank life enough for making you meet him almost exactly 10 months ago, because you have been the happiest woman ever since.

you still remember everything so well. it was a bright, sunny day. you work at a local cafe; it's a small shop, and you basically know all of your customers names and their orders from memory.

your head felt heavy, and you could've fallen asleep on the spot easily. you couldn't stay home due to your coworker already taking a day off, you were the only barista at work.

you took some painkillers and hoped you could survive until closing time. while mopping the floor behind the counter, you heard the door open and a "good afternoon" in a man's voice. it was someone you'd never seen around before. it's safe to say he made your jaw drop immediately. he was a tall, good-looking, and well-dressed man. a literal disney prince.

"good afternoon. what can i get you?" you asked, trying to get yourself together.

"one americano, please," he smiled at you. little did he know he had made your heart skip a beat with this small gesture.

after this, yudai visited the cafe more often, basically every day. the conversations became longer day by day, and your giggles filled the small space of the cafe when he told you stories about himself. it felt like you knew him for ages, not just a few weeks.

two months later, you found yourself sitting in the passenger seat of his car. he picked you up and drove you to a silent field to watch the night sky. he had been planning this ever since you first told him you prefer quiet places where you can turn your mind off after a stressful week.

you put a blanket on the ground and sat on it. yudai sat beside you, he hesitated a bit before gently taking your small hand in his big one, rubbing the back of it slowly, as if you were going to break if he wasn't careful.

"thank you for bringing me here," you said, turning to yudai.

he smiled at you, fighting the urge to kiss you there and then.

"the moon is beautiful, isn't it?" he asked, looking at you. you blushed at the question; you knew so damn well what it meant.

"i love you too." he immediately turned his head to your answer. a small smirk appeared on his face as he pulled you closer to him, his arms finding themselves around your waist.

the two of you sat in silence for a few more minutes before you finally spoke up.

"i feel safe with you, yudai. i've been meaning to tell you this for a while, but i thought it would be too early for it." you chuckled and looked away shyly.

he kissed your hand before replying to your confession. "i'm so glad you feel this way. you are so precious to me; i'm one hundred percent sure you are my soulmate yn."

his words made your eyes tear up a little, which he noticed, and he hugged you close to his chest. his hands, which were holding yours just a few seconds ago, were now gently caressing your head as he kissed the top of it.

in that moment, both of you were sure that you didn't want to be separated, ever.

💌: thank you for the request, i hope you like it 🤍 it's pretty short, because my head hurts like crazy :/ anyways i love k sm, my babygirl (he's a man who's 8 years older than me)

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🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

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Anonymous asked:

Hi I don't know if you're accepting requests right now but can i request K (&Team) as a boyfriend. I loved your nicholas one. Thank you so much 💋❤️♥️🌹

케이 - k as your bf!

ॱ⋅.˳˳.⋅ॱᐧ.˳˳.⋅ʚϊɞ.

  • will annoy you with texts 24/7. “did u eat???” “I’m so bored” “can u game w me plz”
  • sends songs that remind you of him whenever he’s away for work and misses you
  • so sassy. sassy man apocalypse
  • the type to hold your waist from behind when you’re talking to your friends :(((((
  • never lets you go to bed angry. you guys always gotta talk it out and resolve things!!!
  • he let’s you sit on his back while he does push ups
  • gets insanely protective. K is usually all sunshine and rainbows, but if someone fucks with you they are over.
  • super competitive when it comes to you
  • if he sees you happily watching soccer on tv, he’ll pout and b like “hey, you know I’m really good at soccer too?”
  • also competitive in other ways, like he thinks you’re the best gf ever. if someone else starts talking about their gf, he’ll start arguing that you’re prettier and smarter, etc
  • he’s trying to be nicer but he often can’t hold back a sassy quip or remark. this boy has an ATTITUDE.
  • buys hoodies just to lend them to you
  • he says he bought them cause his other ones are too old or you stole them all, but he secretly bought them so you could wear them
  • he loves it when you smell like him
  • the type to be cold at first and then get super attached
  • he pretended like he didn’t like you for sooooo long, but when he fell, he fell super hard
  • will buy you pretty little earrings or bows or random girly stuff he thinks is cute
  • wraps his arm around your shoulder when you walk around. if you’re shorter than him, he’d 100% rest his chin on your head
  • if he wants something, he’ll just stare at you until you get the hint
  • “why are you looking at me like that?” “wow, you finally noticed. can we cuddle now?”

a/n: I’m so glad you guys liked the nicho bf hcs!!!!! making a K version was so fun I might do this for all of &team >.< lmk if you guys have any more requests!

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SLEEPING ON THE HIGHWSYSYAHHSHSHS

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꒰ 𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓? ꒱ 古賀祐大

summary : you and your boyfriend broke up on bad terms, however, you can't seem to get over him when it would be so easy to be under him instead

genre : angst, non-idol!k x afab!reader, 1st person pov (yeah idk why either) tws : angst, suggestive content, kissing, alcohol consumption, language, toxic!k, lovesick!reader, jealousy, verbal fight author notes : fuma’s innocent don’t do girl don’t do itttt word count : 2.2k

my phone pinged! and i debated ignoring it — for the nth time in the last hour. the music was blasting, the bass shaking the house in a dub-step rhythm. i took another swig from the metal can that had somehow made it into my hands as another text rang out and caught the attention of the girl attached to my arm. the smooth liquid was the best the bottom-shelf had to offer, and beggars can't be choosers when trying to get drunk fast.

her eyebrows knit, eyes locking on the piece of machinery closest to her sights, then raising to mine.

honestly, right now, i wanted to throw the overly-expensive communication piece at the wall and watch it shatter. i looked to her, the phone, and then the can, taking the rest of it back and crushing it like a frat-boy would.

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markdorklee

continue this olsldkssplslpslspls

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brave enough 𐀔 k

genre : fluff ⋆ warnings : alcohol consumption ⋆ wc : 1018

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« hello? » you say as you pick up the phone, squinting at the time on your alarm clock. 1:35 a.m. who dared to call you at such a late hour?

« y/n? i'm sorry, did i wake you up? » on the other side of the phone, you could recognize euijoo's soft voice, one of your best friend's friends. a sigh left your lips as you sat up in bed, rubbing your eyes, « yea, but it's okay. what's happening? »

a loud crash in the background of the call made you open your eyes wide, until you heard someone swear, followed by a long sigh of exasperation from the boy on the phone. « uhh.. well, the 4 of us went out to have a drink, and it was planned that we would all sleep at nico's, but yudai categorically refuses to sleep if he's not at your place so.. »

pinching the bridge of your nose, a long, long sigh left your lips. sometimes you really hated that your best friend loved you that much. « alright.. give me 20 minutes and i'll be there. » — after a short chat, you dropped your phone and hurried to put on a sweatshirt and sneakers, grabbing your car keys before you hit the road.

after a quarter of an hour's driving, you finally arrive at the door of nicholas' apartment, behind which you could clearly hear someone singing — or rather screaming in agony. knocking a few times against the door, you wait no more than 2 seconds before coming face to face with nico's panicked gaze. « i can't tell you how happy i am to see you. » a scoff left your lips as you entered the room, waiting patiently for yudai to come. and in less time than it takes to say it, he appears right in front of you, literally falling into your arms with a silly smile on his lips.

« oh my lovely y/n, you're here ! » you could tell by the tone of his voice that he was completely drunk, which made you sigh even more, euijoo's desolate eyes finding yours across the room. « how many bottles did he drink to end up in this state? » you asked, hooking your arm around his waist to hold him close. fuma slid in beside you to support your best friend's nearly asleep body, guiding him with you to your car, before seating him on the passenger side.

« we lost him at some point, he got mixed up with other people... i think he must have consumed more than he should have during that time. » he explained as he closed the door. you nodded at fuma's words as you walked around the car to get behind the wheel, waving to the three boys who waved back at you.

resting your forehead against the top of your steering wheel with a sigh, you looked up at yudai's face, who seemed to be dozing. leaning over him, you grabbed the belt and hung it up, « what am i going to do with you? » you said in a whisper that you were sure he hadn't heard. after making sure he was safe, you started the car and drove back home.

once parked, you unbuckled your seatbelt before turning towards yudai. in a fit of annoyance, you punched him in the shoulder, waking him up slightly, his eyes moving from right to left in a lost way. « little bugger. » you drop as you got out of the vehicle, slamming your door before finding yourself on his side of the car.

now facing him, his eyes explored your face as you frowned. « what? » you say almost aggressively, rising on tiptoe to unhook his belt. « you're cute, » he tried to articulate, playing with a lock of your hair, « and a bit blurry. but definitely always so cute. » — rolling your eyes, you shook your head negatively, ready to flick him on the forehead, but remembering his condition, you suddenly felt sorry for him and decided to simply help him to find his way to bed.

pulling him out of the car, you helped him as best you could to reach your building's elevator, tapping on number three and waiting desperately for it to reach your floor. « i'm seeing you twice. » he said suddenly, losing his balance slightly.

« yes. you're drunk. » you sighed, grabbing his waist with both of your arms. his chin rested on the top of your head, and his long fingers clung to your sweater. and you could swear you weren't ready to hear the words that left his mouth right afterwards.

« yes. and hopelessly in love with you. »

gently raising your face to his, you didn't have time to lose yourself in his deep brown eyes, as the elevator door opened. shaking your head as if to regain your composure, you grabbed him gently and pulled him towards your door, unlocking it in the blink of an eye. « come on, let's get you to bed. » you whispered, helping him off with his shoes, before leading him to the bedroom.

yudai instantly dropped onto your mattress, as you stripped him of his jacket, helping him to wrap himself in your sheets. « okay, g'night. » you say suddenly, ready to get up and leave the room, but his hand grips your wrist. « y/n, » he whispered, straightening up to reach your ear, « don't tell my sober me that i told you i love you. it was a secret. »

a gentle smile took place on your lips, before nodding, watching him fall back onto the mattress, closing his eyes for a well-deserved night's sleep. « okay, i'll keep it a secret until you're brave enough to tell me sober. » and with one last kiss planted on yudai's temple, you left the room for your sofa and spent the night thinking and imagining scenarios in front of the television.

reblogs & feedbacks are highly appreciated !

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SCREAMING AT 2 AM😭😭😭😭😭

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whatever you say ☁️ park jongseong

pairing : bf!jay x fem!reader genre : tooth-rotting fluff warnings : none! word count : 0.85k

a/n : i don't really know what this is. but it's cute. (just HAD to write on this thought [creds to @atrirose] because husband material jay !!)

home. nothing felt better than coming back from an achingly long work day to the smell of you. closing the door softly behind him, jay let out a breath he didn’t even know he was holding. comfort always seemed to creep up on him like this, with subtle reminders in the air that you would always be there for him, ready to—

“help me build the titanic?”

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SCREAMING ARGHHHHH IM GRINNING FROM EAR TO EAR

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☾ habits he'd get from being with you // Koga Yudai

genre : fluff / wc : 385 / tw : mentions of food / masterlist

hugging you when in bed. I think he'd get really used to having your presence with him so when he gets in bed and tries to reach out for you on the other side of the bed to realize you're not there he just replaces your side of the bed with a pillow and sprays your perfume on it. (i got this idea from an enhypen writer but I forgot who they are if yk pls lmk<3)

thinking of you when he sees something you like. for example, he's with the group buying groceries and he sees you favorite chocolate, "hm, I should get some for y/n" and then he buys the whole shelf.

followed by the 2nd one, he'd buy you snacks/drinks everyday and give them to you before you go to school or work. he wakes up earlier than you so he would get you a little something and put a little sticky note on it giving you motivation for the day. "eat well! do your best today. don't over do it. - love, the best boyfriend ever, K <3" or "drink this, it'll give you energy and it's good, trust me!".

hearing to breakup songs and thinking of your relationship. this sounds bad but trust me that's not what I mean by this!! I mean, he really see's his future with you, marriage, kids, grandkids and all that. so when he hears breakup songs he really can't imagine you or him doing that to each other. he thinks of how grateful he is that he's found someone that can give him as much love as he gives them.

constantly checking his phone to see if you texted. he's really busy, so he doesn't usually see your messages as soon as you send them but once he's done practicing or filming he immediately checks his phone to see if you sent him anything.

changing your ringtone. to differentiate you from other people texting. when he years a default ringtone, he doesn't usually check it until he's not busy but if he hears the fine tone he set yours to be he checks it as soon as he hears it.

he likes to send you random things he think you might like. for example, during &auditions camping episode he saw a cat and automatically took his phone out and took a picture to send to you. "look, I found a cat!!"

© 2myl0ver Copyright 2023. Do not copy, repost, or translate without my permission. ♡︎ and ↻ are very much appreciated !

a/n : i know some of these aren't really habits but I thought I'd include them :)

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markdorklee

i am not ok👹👹👹👹👹👹👹 im so delulu for this guy

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perfect

꒰◞ ◟𐙚 ꒱ ・ 엔하이픈 ( 박종성 ) + femreader fluff established relationship warning not-proofread skinship kissing mention of crying & 400bookshelf

notes. i got carried away but, i hope you'll enjoy (╹◡╹)♡

can't stop thinking about jay and how perfect of a boyfriend he is. maybe the most, and even more than ‘the most’ (if it's even possible), dreamy and perfect boyfriend a girl can wish for. he is quite literally a prince charming, your knight in shining armor, your spider-man, and the list goes on and on— there isn't enough words to describe how perfect he is.

he is patient— which is to me the top one of my ‘boyfriend must be/have’ list and might seem surprising, given the fact that he has showed that he tends to have a short temper— so much that he goes through you being non-verbal over the smallest thing without ever complaining about it, never pushes you into talking to him if you don't want to and assures you that it's alright every time. he kneels down to you as you sit on the couch, with your hands on your laps formed into fists, the overwhelming emotions you all feel at once making them shaky: “i'll stay there until you are ready to talk to me,” he tells you, hand reaching on of yours, then adds in the softest tone you have ever heard, “okay?” and you can only nod while biting down your lower lip to keep yourself from crying.

which bring out another one of his qualities, being comforting. not only with his words or his actions— but himself as a whole, brings you comfort. to be honest, the way he smiles alone brings an amount of comfort you could have never imagined. therefore, imagine the comfort you feel when he takes you in his arms and whispers soft things in your ear with a tenderness only him has the secret of. and what means comfort means also reassurance, which he never fails to give to you when needed: ‘i love you’s and ‘you are the only for me’s.

and don't even get me started on how much he knows you and understands you without even needing you to tell you to say anything. for instance, when he comes pick you up after work, he knows, just from looking at your face, that you are craving some strawberry shortcake or that you want to lay in bed until the sun goes down. he just understands you and knows you better than you do yourself, which is.. beautiful.

jay is a perfect boyfriend, and you wouldn't exchange him for anyone else ever.

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markdorklee

i will cry

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iseos

: FLORIOGRAPHY

library. p. park jongseong x f!r g. fluff wc. 767 © iseos

ONE SUNNY AFTERNOON, WITH HIS mother's birthday approaching, jay decided to venture into a flower shop to find the perfect bouquet. as he entered the shop, the bell above the door chimed softly and a wave of floral scents embraced him, and a kaleidoscope of colors greeted his eyes. the delicate aroma of roses, lilies, and daisies filled the air, made the space feel like a haven of natural beauty.

glancing at all of the pre-made arrangements, looking for the perfect combination of flowers, his eyes briefly flitting to the counter when he heard the worker greeting him.

he nearly injured himself with how fast he turned his neck back towards the counter. rather than the warm, older woman he was used to seeing every other time he came into the shop, there was a younger girl, around his age, instead.

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AS A FLORIST IMSCREAMING

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ningngyu

anything? | jung sungchan

pairing | fwb!jung sungchan x afab!reader you were jealous, but he only ever had eyes for you a/n: i added another part in the beginning ...
warnings | one curse word, suggestive themes, kissing, slight angst (happy ending)

wc | 1.3k (intended lowercase)

Sungchan loved you more than anything. you however heavily doubted he even cared about more than just your body. he loved your smile, your hair, the way you called him when you felt lonely and when you needed someone to talk to. he adored every part of you, from the stupid tiktoks you sent him to the little notes you left on his nightstand the morning after. sungchan doesn’t remember when exactly he fell in love with you, he just knew when he started to miss you as soon as you left, or when the scent of your shampoo lingered on his pillows. he waited for your texts because he loved when you told him you missed him. everytime you left, he couldn't wait for you to come back, which is why when you started distancing yourself from him, he tried everything to get to you but you were somehow very good at avoiding him. he texted and called everyday until you finally answered, the sound of his phone dinging increased his heart rate, he missed you so much, although it dropped as fast as it went up when he read your message. he couldn’t let you leave, he needed to see you...

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markdorklee

i enjoyed this more than i shouldve but sungchan grovelling... 🥲🫵🏼

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alicanta77

pairing: hockeyplayer!mark x reader genre: fluff, angst warnings: some swearing word count: 14.6k synopsis: to most people, mark lee was the golden boy. to you, he was just the dork who tried to eat your red crayon in kindergarten. even though kindergarten was a long time ago, the two of you have never been apart. until one day you both realise that you are heading in completely opposite directions after senior year. mark however, refuses to talk about college, claiming he doesn’t want to think about his life without you in it. but ignoring it isn’t going to make it any less real. part of the “game, set match” universe

i. the golden boy has a terrible memory

Mark groaned, turning in his spot to march back upstairs once more and grab the textbook that he just remembered he’d left open on his desk. Day one of senior year and he’d already had to go back to his room three times to do various things he’d forgotten. The first time he ran up it was to brush his teeth, the second time was to put his watch on, and now for this damn economics textbook. And out of all subjects it just had to be econ, Mark’s least favourite. If he could he would skip it but, as much as Mark hated econ (the subject made zero sense and his teacher had an unprovoked vendetta against Mark and seemed to take pleasure making his life hell) he needed a good grade in it, otherwise, he faced getting cut from the team.

Mark sighed, slinging his bag over his shoulder one last time, checking around to make sure that he hadn’t forgotten anything, thinking to himself that if he had to come back here a fourth time, he was giving up for the day. He paused briefly in his doorway, grabbing his door and shutting it behind him. He jumped down the stairs, taking them two at a time, and shouted a quick goodbye to his mum before heading out the front door.

And it was only once he had shut the front door that he realised he hadn’t packed his laptop. Senior year hasn’t even officially started yet, and it has already gone wrong one too many times for his brain to handle at 7am on a Monday morning. Mark audibly groaned, leaning forwards to rest his forehead against his door, a soft bang sounding from the moment his head connected with the hard wood.

“Damn, already? You know you’re meant to be like this in exam season right? Not quite on day one.”

Mark visibly perked up at the sound of your voice, a small burst of energy running through him as he turned in his spot to see you smiling up at him, eyebrows raised only slightly judgmentally.

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markdorklee

this is soooo gooood 🥲🥲 i’ve just had an NHL phase a while ago lol this def feeds tht

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baobaojng

when icarus falls (jung jaehyun) - act two (final)

when icarus falls - act one, half time interval, act two

jung yoonoh (jaehyun) x reader - college athlete!au , crush!au

themes: angst, fluff, (super tiny tiny tiny implied smut)

reminders: YOU HAVE TO READ THE HALF TIME INTERVAL BEFORE YOU PROCEED TO THIS PART!!

summary: some tragic story of you sharing one class with your long time college crush jaehyun who never notices you until he accidentally reads your work and he gets curious— oh, and he uses lame excuses to get to talk to you.

note: AAAAA here we finally are! thank you so much for the kind words and the support y’all gave during the entire process of this fic, i’m so grateful! hope to see you guys read my fics in the future! from here, this has been ‘when icarus falls,’ thank you.

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Chittaphon and Doyoung did not ask any questions when you asked them to drive you home, but since you spilt your own feelings to them - they already knew that something bad happened between you and Jaehyun. You were silently holding sobs in the backseat, not even wanting to make any semblance of a sniffle, but it caused more pain to your windpipe that felt like it was swelling. When they reached your apartment an hour and a half later you immediately got out the car, wanting to vomit on the sidewalk. Although you knew that what had happened with Jaehyun punched the sobriety back into your senses, your body seemed to protest otherwise.

“I’m so fucked.” You managed to say in between breaths, your mouth tasted like acid. You hated yourself for ever drinking and for ever setting foot in that place, your two friends worried behind you - Chittaphon having to pull your hair back. And then you cried in full volume, like putting yourself on mute pented up even more of your emotions. They didn’t know how to respond, but you couldn’t blame them for that. There was always an assumption that they would never really understand you even if you told them how you felt, and they really wouldn’t. In fact, at this point, not a soul could understand what you felt for Jung Jaehyun.

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markdorklee

was supposed to sleep an hour ago and i accidentally found this fic… 🥲🥲🥲🤍🤍🤍 perfect bedtime story. i love this. kudos.

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pussy blocked.

Y/N’s unofficial guide on how to be a heartbreaker:

1. have fun. 2. never stay the night. 3. always be the first one to leave. 4. never hook up with the same person twice. 5. don’t fall in love with boys like lee jeno.

pairing :: lee jeno x reader genre :: angst, comedy, fluff ⋮ fuckboy/girl + college au word count :: 31,360 words warnings :: y/n has a breakdown at one point, dick jokes, sexual innuendos, implied sex but it’s like a romcom movie where we skip to the morning after because i don’t write about places where the sun doesn’t shine, and of course it’s not a luvdsc fic without a whole bunch of mutual pining playlist :: break my heart (hey violet) ⋆ lowkey (niki) ⋆ pancakes (lany) ⋆ i left a party for you (pilar victoria) ⋆ blurry (jp saxe) ⋆ slow (shy martin) ⋆ we’re fucked, it’s fine (jeremy zucker) ⋆ happiness (taylor swift) ⋆ this is how you fall in love (jeremy zucker & chelsea cutler) + extended playlist here. author’s note :: this is me putting my biggest fears on blast :’) ty to ti @m88n, steph @aqiaquas, tk god @eggyukhei, and lana @choerrypuffs for being my biggest cheerleaders !!! and especially to @wincore​ thank you for listening to all my incoherent ramblings and ideas and accepting it all within an hour of us starting to talk LOL ily moon ♡

i. the devil wears leather jackets.

“Thoughts on leather jackets?”

Yeeun hoists herself onto the scratched counter of the tiny bathroom, cheap neon strips of flashing lights pasted around the edges of the ceiling and the booming bass of the music barely muffled by the closed door. She swings her legs, the heels of her boots banging lightly against the cabinet beneath her.

“They’re cute. Why? Don’t you already have like, three of them?” Your fingers curl around the lip gloss your best friend offers to you. You thank her before you lean forward, uncapping the makeup and spreading an even, glossy coat over your lips.

“Not on me!” She taps her manicured fingers against her thigh rhythmically. “Actually, maybe on me. There’s a really good sale going on at Madewell right now. Maybe I’ll get one.”

“Another night of drunk retail therapy?” You pucker your lips, angling your face slightly to check that you had applied enough of the shimmery gloss. You quickly adjust the satin white crop top you have on that makes your boobs look phenomenal. Perfect. It’s the first party of your final year at university, and you would very much like to start it off with a bang and leave with a cute guy tonight.

“Sober me will thank me tomorrow.” She waves her hand dismissively before taking back the gloss from you and shoving it unceremoniously into her bra (because one hand holding a purse means one less hand holding a drink) before pushing herself off from her counter perch. “Anyway, you’re missing the point! What do you think of boys in leather jackets?”

You narrow your eyes at her, scrutinizing her fidgeting figure through the mirror. “Alright, spill it. Who’s this about?”

“I overheard Mark telling Yukhei that Jeno was asking about you.”

You temporarily pause in place, horror flashbacks already playing like a montage at the mention of him, before facing your friend, who’s already looking at you expectantly. “Did he say why?”

“Who knows? He started throwing up on Yukhei’s shoes, so I had to move away from the target zone.”

You wince at that. Poor Mark was always a lightweight and yet, he always accepts whatever drink Donghyuck hands him. And the latter always mixes concoctions with cheap vodka making up at least 40% of the contents.

“Isn’t this exciting though? The Lee Jeno is interested in you,” she squeals, grabbing onto your arm excitedly.

“I’ve been there. Freshman year, two minutes and beard burn. Literally, the worst experience of my life. Zero out of ten, no stars on Yelp, would swipe left on Tinder, maybe even report him to save other people from the horror.”

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markdorklee

holy crap. I am in awe. the y/n is so me and i have a jaemin as a boyfriend rn. had a jeno experience as well in my life. i am in TEARS. 🥲❤️ thank you for such a beautiful story

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love me (not) | l.jn

You’re assigned as a tutor to the one person that made your high school life miserable, but when he comes up with a proposal to get back in your good books after three years of hatred, you wonder whether he’s really changed or if it’s just another game to him.

PAIRING: Lee Jeno x Reader GENRE: smut, college!AU, hockey!AU, hockey player!Jeno, enemies to lovers. WARNINGS: sexual content (fingering, orgasm denial, riding, thigh riding, praise kink, oral sex), lots of sexual bantering, swearing. WORD COUNT: 22.6k

AUTHOR’S NOTE: This story was inspired by the lovely Sunny ( @neocitybynight ) and her story called “Of Captains And College Boys”. I originally wrote this as a two-part story, but after going through and editing it a couple months after posting, I decided to merge it into one. Thank you to everyone who’s shown it love, it’s probably one of my more popular stories and I’m super glad to see people still enjoying it!

“…and as society progresses, we need to be able to understand the constructs that block us from changing the past mentalities that already exist. Any questions?”

Monday afternoon. You’d been stuck in lecture halls all day, this being the third class you’d had to sit through. It wasn’t really a bother to you, since you’d always been academically inclined, but you were running on less hours of sleep than you normally would and that coffee you consumed earlier didn’t seem to be helping much. Around you, it seemed like many of your colleagues also felt the same, some dozing off in the back while others rubbed their eyes. You couldn’t blame them honestly – contemporary problems in modern society was a topic that could put even you to sleep, but you weren’t paying thousands of dollars for a degree in sleep. This was your elective class and it was supposed to give you a break from the other courses in your design program, but you were starting to think that for some, it was a bit too much of a break.

The young woman at the front of the room searched the rows for any raised hands, finding none as she nodded to herself and walked back to the desk. “If no one has anything to ask, we’ll call it a day. Remember to read chapter four of the textbook and get those reflections in by next week!”

Relieved to be dismissed, the hall filled with the chatter of students as they packed up their bags and headed out. You walked down the steps to the front, the young woman’s face brightening as you approached her.

“Hey,” you greeted. “Jaehyun said you needed to talk to me?”

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markdorklee

a perfect welcome back fic for me🥲🫶🏻

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