sometimes Allah swt just shows me that there's some places where any investment- emotional or whatsoever is futile and is only going to hurt me and leave me feeling empty and stupid, and what's one thing i hate feeling? stupid.
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In the midst of watching veer-zaara for the first time and keeping aside all the heartbreak, yearning aside...it's so funny that veer narrates his love for zaara like an actual decent tale and then there's Zaara's version of love for him which is just a wet dream about her being ravaged by SRK....like that's sooo funny girlll but then againnn SAMEEE!! IT'S SRK.
Anonymous asked:
Is adoginthemanger okay?
who?
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When will my favourite person be online :(
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THIS GUY IS HE IS SO AH
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Sir you've to give me a lot more than just a hey
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oh srry i didnt know you had a gf already
Hdhsjs it's finee
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Anonymous asked:
Someone is in love😏
I literally don't shut up about my girlfriend T_T
NO HE'S A FRIEND
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Is it weird that I kinda wait for his notification now
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HE IS VERY CUTE
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This guy is SO adorable aaaaaaa
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My toxic trait is that I ardently believe that when someone says something mean when they're angry and later try to undo it by saying that they 'didn't mean it and only said it because they were angry' they absolutely did mean it, and were thinking about that said sentence for a long time. Anger doesn't give you ideas, it just removes your filters. People think 'I take it back' fixes things, no it doesn't.
I havent been here in a long time but i dont know where to put my thoughts update on life is that i am repulsed at the thought of intimacy and at the thought of someone depending on me for anything because its unfair that i cant depend on anyone like that. I am repulsed at the thought of contact but arghhhhhhhh in the early hours of the morning i justtt waaant to be helddddd for someone to wait for me to wake up, for innocent touch innocent touch shy glances FUCKING HELL. Innocent unintentional grazing of hand only grazing because if you hold it i will run away.
not me realizing that the only way to not get continually hurt is it stop caring and detach to save me from me because i am incapable of normal connections.
guess who for a second forgot that i am incapable of having normal connections and every single change hurts me more than the normal amount
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IMAGINE HAVING A RELATIVELY GOOD FEELY AND PEACEFUL DAY AND THEN TUMBLR EXPLORE PAGE SHOVES OLD POSTS THAT I WANT TO FORGET EXIST IN MY FACE AND SUDDENLY MY STOMACH IS IN A PIT