Hey my babeh! Thank you for your concern and well wishes, sweetness! I'm okay, I promise ^^ I've just got a really bad cold or something but I've had it for weeks now, and ended up pulling a muscle in my side from coughing too much (fml), and my big sister worries a lot so she made me go to the doctors. I'll be okay soon, as long as I take some ibuprofen ^^ ♡

It's 'cause you are precious, my sweet A.B, especially to me! And I love you too, sweets, ever so damn much ^^ Dw about our boys, my babeh, I'm sure it'll all be okay and the night will go great for them. No one can deny they deserve this nomination, and I'm sure any of the artists they interact with will be really welcoming (at least I hope they will :s). They're super respectful and awesome guys, so I'm sure no one will be mean to them, it would be so unnecessary. Maybe I'm being naive, but I like to think if they win then the other artists will be happy for them too ^^ OMG!! It's so near yet so far!! 21st of May hurry the eff up already, I'm getting so angsty waiting for this award show!! Though I've got no idea how I'm gonna watch it yet either. I'm hoping they'll just air it on TV in the uk, my internet is way too shitty for live streaming, fml!! ♡

Hey my cutie!! Oh my goodness, I missed you too!! How have you been?? I hope life has been spectacular, my lovely, and treating you well ^^ Awww, you're gonna make me cry, you sweetheart! Thank you so much, sweet angel, this message really helped cheer me up. Positive vibes are always very much appreciated, sweetness, and I send them back to you a millionfold ^^ I do love you so!! ♡

Hey sweetness, I am indeed intending to continue TTB, I'm not too sure when it'll be posted though. I've just not really been in a writing mood I'm afraid :s ♡

Awwwww!! You're too freaking sweet, and way more than welcome, little lovely, I'm glad I could make you smile!! And thank you for always being lovely as heck yourself ^^ You're far sweeter than me, you're sweeter than apple pie, my angel on earth!! 😘😘😘 Omg, sweets, that sounds like an awesome way to spend winter days!! I freaking love the beach, the ocean is one of my greatest loves ^^ And oh my gaaaaaawd!! That would be freaking awesome. I definitely wanna visit one day, and getting to meet you too would be freaking stellar!! All the adventures we could have, and I'm definitely gonna take you up on that offer of protection, lmfao!! Creepy crawlies are not my friends 😭😭😭 Kangaroos and Koalas tho, they'll always have a special place in my heart, especially Koalas and their cuddles ^^ ♡

Oh my goodness, you're too lovely!! Thank you for always being so understanding and supportive, sweetness, it seriously means so much to me! I'm sure things will look up, my sweet, and you're right, it's definitely good to take a break sometimes but honestly, you guys are important to me too. On some of my worst days, you guys have helped lift me up from a bad place, and your words of kindness have given me so much love and comfort. For having you angels in my life, I'm certainly a lucky one, that is for sure! 😘😘😘 Oh my goodness, sweets, I'm so jealous!! I wish it was Autumn here. Something about Autumn and Winter just seems to soothe me. They're my favourite seasons too! For some reason I get restless in the summer, but I think it's because it doesn't rain as much and I'm addicted to it. Without it, my moods seem to last longer. Dunno what that's about?? Oh! Random pointless fact! My Argentinian Mama was born in Australia, in Mackay. She loved it there, even though they moved again when she was like three or four, and always wishes she'd moved back. I fully intend to visit one day, though I admit, I am a bit terrified of spiders and I'm hoping they don't get as big as people claim they do 😫😫😫I hope the Autumn weather is treating you well, my sweet, and only rains if you want it too ^^ ♡

Oh my good lord, my sweet A.B!! You're gonna make me cry, but they will be tears of joy and so much love!! I am never gonna know what I did in a past life to deserve you!! The unconditional love, and support you give me means so much more than I could ever tell you! Honestly, you're so right, words can hold so much power, and the comfort your words always brings me is immense. I'm so unbelievably lucky to have you in my life, sometimes I need to pinch myself to make sure it's real! You will always be extremely special to me, and I hope you know that. You're my Adorable Baepsae, and to say you've been with me since the beginning isn't even close to an exaggeration, TorD was one of the first scenarios I wrote!! Gosh, I'm getting so emotional! Thank you so much for this message, and every message you've ever sent me. I'm sorry you've had negative experiences messaging people, it sucks because it can be such a touchy subject. I think it's hard when it comes to expressing our opinions, and I would never want to make anyone feel like their opinions are invalid or that they couldn't come and talk to me. I'm sure other writers wouldn't want or mean to make people feel like they can't either, it can just feel really personal to us sometimes, and we can get a bit protective over it. I'm sure they didn't mean to upset you, it can just be hard not to take it personally. Especially when there are some people who don't put their opinions in a very nice way (which I'm certain you never would because you are an absolute Angel, my sweet A.B, and you're lovely both inside and out. Which is one of the many reasons I love you ^^). I know I can be incredibly oversensitive sometimes, it's one of the reasons I worried about starting a writing account but I've been so incredibly lucky and though there have been moments when people haven't been very nice, the huge vast majority of people have been so amazingly lovely to me, and I'm so fortunate and blessed to have such great people and positivity in my life.I think you're right, my sweet A.B, it will take time but I can get through it. I've just gotta force myself to keep going, and smile even when I don't feel like it. There's this old classic song I find myself singing all the time while I'm just walking around, and it actually helps a lot. I don't think it'll be a quick road to happiness again, but there are moments when the world doesn't seem so bleak and those are the moments to strive for. Honestly, it's kinda my own fault I regressed, I watched this ridiculously sad and upsetting show on Netflix in one long sitting, and it just completely messed with my head. I wasn't in the right frame of mind to watch it, it was a mistake that I've learnt from, and now I'm only watching comedies with the occasional horror movie thrown into the mix, because they are my guilty pleasure and I can't not watch them ^^ Seriously, thank you for all your love and support, as well as all the comfort you've given me since the first day you messaged me. You've offered me nothing but kindness, and the smiles you've given me, there are way too many to count. As soon as I start a message from you, there is a massive grin on my face, no matter how low my mood was before. You, and all the other lovely amazing people I've met on here, are a reason to keep smiling, no matter how hard my heart aches, and I don't care how cheesy this sounds, there will never be a moment I'm alive that I'm not completely grateful and thankful for that. My heart might be hurting, but it's also full of love, all I can hope is that I can spread that love and kindness around and do as good by you and others as you've done by me. Pay the love forward is what I need to do! And to say I love you, my sweet A.B, is the understatement of the century. My love for you is infinite, and cannot be measured, no matter how hard I try. You're an angel, and I'm incredibly super lucky to have met you, even if it couldn't be in person ^^Oh my god!! Honestly, our governments are the part of the world I'm seriously losing faith in, and it's scaring the hell out of me!! Why do they keep messing with the education system and expecting people to just accept it? It's so frustrating. They took the cap off Uni tuition in my country quite a few years back, and it caused so much shit here. Man, it really sucks, I'm sorry you've gotta deal with this so close to the end of your second year. You shouldn't have to stress over this right now, on top of everything else. It sucks when everything is so up in the air. I hope it comes to ahead soon, and things work out for the best for everyone, especially the students who are suffering.You know I'm here if you ever need to talk, whenever you need me. Maaaaan! I think Tumblr ate part of your message again, which is getting extremely annoying as hell, but yessssss!! BTS at the BBMAS!! I'm too excited, but at the same time so nervous and I don't know why!!!!? I'm sure they're gonna have a great night, and maybe even bring home an award, which will be so freaking amazing!! I'm super proud of them whether or not they win, they've done so well and have come so far, they deserve all the recognition they've been getting!! Thank you again for this message, my lovely A.B, you're too sweet for words and mean so so much to me. I'll love you forever, make no doubt about that!! ^^ ♡

Hey my babeh!! Oh my goodness, oh my goodness!! I missed you too, my lovely, it's been so long!! I do admit, I'm doing so-so at the moment, but I'm telling myself that's life and sometimes it does help, so I'm just truckin' on ^^ Awww, you're such an angel, whose too good to me! I'll try to be around more often, sweets, I'm just so terrible at keeping track of the days, fml! I hope you're doing absolutely fabulous, my sweet, and enjoying the Spring (though I'll admit, I miss Autumn/Winter already, lmfao, bring back the raaaaain!) ♡

Hi sweetness!! Gosh, I sure as heck love you too!! In the spirit of continued honesty I'm not doing too great, but I'm better today than I was yesterday, so maybe things are looking up! ^^ I hope everything's great with you, lovely, and life is treating you grand ♡

No, my sweet, it's me that doesn't deserve you! You're an angel! Seriously, thank you so much for this message! I worry I handled it a little too harshly but I have to admit I was quite hurt. But gosh, you're such a sweetheart, and have put such a smile on my face! My angel on Earth!! ♡

I love you too, you sweet blessed Angel, so much!! ♡

Honestly I'm really struggling to answer this ask, so much so that I considered not responding but I don't want you to think I'm ignoring you. I just don't quite know how to get my thoughts in order, and it doesn't help that tumblr has eaten pt of this, so I think I'm finding it difficult to understand. I would like to say though, that I am truly sorry something I've done or said has made you feel this way, but at the same time I really don't feel like anything I said in my original response warrants this sort of accusation and if I'm being completely honest with myself, I'm actually really hurt and upset as well as a lot angered by this. I'm really struggling to understand what I've done to ruin your whole life, and I take that accusation extremely seriously so please, I really need you to explain to me what it was about my response that made you feel like that. Maybe I'm wrong but from what I've reread, not once did I tell you to back off, or anything else even slightly pertaining to that. All I did was tell you that you were wrong, that I wasn't being rushed, and the story was going at the pace I wanted it to go. Maybe I'm completely delusional here, but I actually don't think I was being an arsehole to you at all, and I don't understand why you think I was rejecting your kindness. Because I didn't automatically agree with you, nor change my scenario to suit what you wanted? Just out of curiosity, are you also the anon that randomly called me a bitch? Not that it matters, but I'm sorry if you are because all I can assume is that I've really hurt you and that is never something I would want to do. It's been almost a year since you first messaged me, and I'm sorry you didn't feel you could get back in touch before now so we could speak about it, but can you understand though, why I think this message is unnecessarily harsh and uncalled for? When it comes to the issue of you not being able to handle scenarios containing pregnancy and your now fear of having children, if you've really been affected that drastically by my response to you then that's something you really need to speak to a professional about. I don't know you, and I have no idea what you've been through in life, but trying to lay that blame at my feet, and expecting me to shoulder it, is completely wrong and frankly, self serving as hell. As much as I don't know you, the same goes for vice versa, you do not know me, not even a little bit, and I'm sorry putting a pregnancy in my scenario hurt you but it was put in for a very personal reason to me, and isn't something I should have to feel completely shit about because it didn't please you. It's my story and it's my right to write it however I damn well please. Maybe at any other time I wouldn't have taken this as badly as I have but right now, I can't deal with this, and I'm truly sorry if I've come across as heartless but I think you're bang out of order.