this unruly heart of mine

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(    *   & .   —   THE  HAUNTING  OF  HILL  HOUSE  SENTENCE  STARTERS

*   warning   :   may  contain  spoilers  for  episodes  one  through  ten .

  • ‘  if  you  were  me ,  you  wouldn’t  be  such  a  fucking  asshole .  ’
  • ‘  the  world  out  there  has  teeth  and  it  is  hungry  and  it  is  stupid  and  it eats  and  eats  mindlessly .  ’
  • ‘  you  listen  to  your  gut .  even  if  it  makes  them  hate  you .  ’
  • ‘  i  am  a  dream  and  so  are  you  and  so  are  we .  ’
  • ‘  you  are  a  looker ,  aren’t  you ?  ’
  • ‘  honey ,  someone’s  in  the  house .  ’
  • ‘  i’m  dreaming ,  right ?  ’
  • ‘  i  just  need  a  little  time  away .  it’s  nothing  more  than  that .  ’
  • ‘  you’re  saying  it  was  an  accident ,  so  you  accidentally  put  your  hand  through  a  mirror ?  ’
  • ‘  i’m  scared .  that’s  all  i  am .  there  is  nothing  else  i’m  only  scared .  ’
  • ‘  do  you  think  there’s  something  wrong  with  me ?  like ,  really  wrong ?  ’
  • ‘  it’s  alright ,  sugar .  it’s  just  a  dream  —  just  a  screaming  meemie .  ’
  • ‘  we  yield  to  it  or  we  fight  it ,  but  we  cannot  meet  it  halfway .  ’
  • ‘  i  seldom  am  well  behaved .  ’
  • ‘  i  enjoyed  the  conversation ,  but  i’m  gonna  say  goodnight .  ’
  • ‘  did  you  just  punch  me  in  the  boob ?  ’
  • ‘  just  enjoy  me  i’m  loving  you .  ’
  • ‘  i  wouldn’t  have  changed  a  thing .  i  need  you  to  know  that .  ’
  • ‘  forgiveness  is  warm  like  a  tear  on  a  cheek .  ’
  • ‘  i  loved  you  completely  and  you  loved  me  the  same .  ’
  • ‘  that’s  all .  the  rest  is  confetti .  ’
  • ‘  forgive  a  girl  for  being  lonely .  ’
  • ‘  there’s  nothing  sadder  than  a  cold  bed .  ’
  • ‘  journey’s  end  when  lovers  meet .  ’
  • ‘  journeys  don’t  end ,  not  if  you  love  someone .  they  don’t  end  at  all .  ’
  • ‘  probably  best  you  didn’t  say  anything  to  them .  ’
  • ‘  i’m  asking  you  to  love  me  hard  for  the  next  few  minutes .  ’
  • ‘  i’m  gonna  jump  and  i’m  asking  you  to  hold  my  hand  while  i’m  falling .  ’
  • ‘  i  have  something  that  i  have  to  tell  you ,  but  i  need  you  to  remember  when  i  do  that  i  love  you .  ’
  • ‘  i  wish  i  would’ve  loved  you  better .  ’
  • ‘  pandas  don’t  like  macaroni .  ’
  • ‘  i’m  just  floating  in  this  ocean  of  nothing  and  i  wonder  if  this  is  it ,  this  is  what  death  is .  ’
  • ‘  i  wonder  if  this  is  what  death  is ,  just  out  there  in  the  darkness ,  just  darkness  and  numbness  and  alone .  ’
  • ‘  i  wondered  if  that’s  what  they  felt ,  just  numb  and  nothing  and  alone .  ’
  • ‘  he  was  a  light  in  the  darkness .  he  was  a  life  preserver  in  the  ocean ’  
  • ‘  i  reached  for  him  because  i  had  to  feel  something .  i  had  to  feel  anything .  ’
  • ‘  god i’m  so  glad  i  did  it  though .  thank  god  it  worked .  ’
  • ‘  i  felt  scared .  so  fucking  scared .  ’
  • ‘  honestly  i  had  to  do  it  because  it  felt  better  than  feeling  nothing .  ’
  • ‘  that  thorough  fucking  shame  was  so  much  better  than  that  horrible  empty  feeling .  ’
  • ‘  you  have  to  live .  ’
  • ‘  i  don’t —  i  don’t  know  how  to  do  this  without  you .  ’
  • ‘  i  learned  a  secret  :  there  is  no  without .  i  am  not  gone .  i  am  scattered  into  so  many  pieces ,  sprinkled  on  your  life  like  new  snow .  ’
  • ‘  when  we  die ,  we  turn  into  stories  and  every  time  someone  tells  one  of  those  stories  it’s  like  we’re  still  here .  ’
  • ‘  we’re  all  stories  in  the  end .  ’
  • ‘  you’re  supposed  to  protect  me ,  but  you  say  the  meanest  things  to  me  when  i  try  to  tell  you  things .  ’
  • ‘  that  was  really  wild  stuff .  ’
  • ‘  that  was  really  wild  stuff  considering  you  were  asleep  for what ,  like  ninety-nine  percent  of  it ?  ’
  • ‘  i’m  sorry .  i  should  have  made  more  of  an  effort  with  you .  ’
  • ‘  you  tried  the  best  that  you  could .  i  should’ve  met  you  halfway .  ’
  • ‘  people  fuck  up .  i  guess  you  don’t  get  that  —  you  really  don’t  get  it  until  you  fuck  up .  really  fuck  up .  ’
  • ‘  i  felt  nothing .  just  nothing .  and  it  spread  everywhere  in  me ,  this  nothing ,  until  i  couldn’t  feel  anything  anymore .  i  was  just  this  dark ,  empty  black  hole .   ’
  • ‘  i  felt  nothing  and  so  i  drank  and  i  drank  and  nothing  worked .  i  couldn’t  feel  anything .  ’
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       posted this on elsa ( @heartshards ) as well but...    this summer I had the brilliant idea to work 40hrs a week AND do a play that performs 4x a week for several weeks so I literally haven’t been online at all so I feel guilty popping in like I didn’t just vanish but also this is for fun so I shouldn’t feel guilty for taking a month or two off.  this isn’t to say I’m making a GRAND RETURN or anything but I wanna do some writing so if anyone is still around and okay with slow, casual threads, I’m gonna try and do some again, finally.  <3

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           HEYYYYYY…    sorry I suck I know I said I’d be here more now that school is out but I just started working full time AND I have rehearsals in the evenings AND I’m getting ready to move into my new apartment so I’m like super burned out, but once I settle in properly to my new place and new schedule I should be around some more. you can always add me on discord ( songslight#0802 )

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❛ This bravery of yours, it may save us yet. ❜ @ belle

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              “  I CAN ONLY HOPE SO,  ELLA.  ”      truth be told,   belle has far less faith in herself than her friend.  the forest is cold in the night,   sticking the thick tears to her cheeks.   these trees have memories,   faint reels of wolf attacks and horses,  carriages and blood.   she has to grit her teeth to keep from collapsing into the ashen snow.   there would be time to mourn the past if and when they ensured a future.   she takes ella’s hand in hers.   the girl is the only love belle has left.  france has grown strange and awful behind her,   but she has come too far to turn back now.     

                “  there is a path behind the ledge up ahead,  it leads to belgium if my memory serves.  ”     she’d spent enough time pouring over the dusty maps in the library.  that had to count for something.    “  can you climb ?

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Anonymous asked:

hello! we haven’t interacted at all but i just wanted to say your writing is so beautiful !! hope you have a lovely day 💗

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         this is the sweetest message to come back to,     thank you so much  !!

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         MOVIE STARTERS VOL.13     THE FOUNTAIN     DARREN ARONOFSKY

  1. ❛ All these years, all these memories, there was you. You pulled me through time. ❜
  2. ❛ These times are dark, but every shadow, no matter how deep, is threatened by morning light. ❜
  3. ❛ There’s no hope for us here. There is only death. ❜
  4. ❛ Our bodies are prisons for our souls. Our skin and blood, the iron bars of confinement. But fear not. All flesh decays. Death turns all to ash. And thus, death frees every soul. ❜
  5. ❛ What do you want? Leave me, leave me alone! Please, please. ❜
  6. ❛ Death is a disease, it’s like any other. And there’s a cure. A cure - and I will find it. ❜
  7. ❛ Will you stay with me tonight? ❜
  8. ❛ I’m sorry, for you there is only death. But our destiny is life! ❜
  9. ❛ Together we will live forever. ❜
  10. ❛ Don’t tell me what I can and can’t do. ❜
  11. ❛ I don’t know! I’m trying! I don’t know how! ❜
  12. ❛ Death as an act of creation. ❜
  13. ❛ Perhaps it is a trap. Then what do we do? ❜
  14. ❛ What if you could live forever? ❜
  15. ❛ I’m not afraid anymore. ❜
  16. ❛ You’ll make it. I won’t let you die. You’re strong enough. ❜
  17. ❛ It seems we struggle for a lifetime to become whole. Few of us ever do. ❜
  18. ❛ Most of us end up going out the same way we came in – kicking and screaming. Most of us don’t have the strength – or the conviction. Most of us don’t want to face our fears. ❜
  19. ❛ If we do nothing, he dies. ❜
  20. ❛ You’re reckless and you’re losing perspective. ❜
  21. ❛ I feel different. Every moment. Each one. ❜
  22. ❛ You won’t believe me. You’ve got to see for yourself. ❜
  23. ❛ Queen of nothing but her sins. ❜
  24. ❛ Soon they will be powerless against me. ❜
  25. ❛ Your queen seeks immortality on Earth - a false paradise. ❜
  26. ❛ All life must be judged. ❜
  27. ❛ The shame is too much. I’ve failed. ❜
  28. ❛ I, for one, am not ready to die yet. Are you? ❜
  29. ❛ This bravery of yours, it may save us yet. ❜
  30. ❛ There’s hope. There’s real hope. ❜
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touch prompts

  1. with love
  2. with relief
  3. with happiness
  4. with a promise
  5. with an apology
  6. to say goodnight
  7. to say good morning
  8. to protect
  9. for comfort
  10. for luck 
  11. for encouragement
  12. on a scar 
  13. on a falling tear
  14. on a bruise
  15. after a tough day
  16. after a nightmare
  17. after an argument
  18. because you are dying
  19. because i am dying
  20. in a moment of worry
  21. in a moment of anger
  22. in a moment of annoyance
  23. in a moment of sadness
  24. to say hello
  25. to say goodbye
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