Former self

The darkness it surrounds me,

Devouring my heart of gold,

Turning it pitch black,

The pain of living,

Abandonment,

Betrayal,

Loss,

Such things all being's have felt,

Yet have you wondered why?

Because we are emotional,

No more,

I will no longer let this hurt me,

The darkness,

I welcome it with open arms,

Please take away this agony,

I will soon grow accustomed to this darkness,

Being so distant,

Being so hurtful to people,

In order to protect myself,

My once gold heart is now pure black,

But still,

This numb pain is nothing compared to before,

Emotions are useless,

So I throw them away,

Goodbye,

My former-self.

@i-dont-understand-whats-going-on

Eclipse

Take my hand, Let me show you something, That hid right under your nose, You never looked, You've never been interested, Keeping yourself locked up, In your own personal prison, Held captive, When your the captor,

Let me show you there's nothing to fear, He said with an enchanting smile, His smile, So radiant, So beautiful, He's right here,

Yet he's so far away, Like the moon and the sun,

We are nothing alike,

Yet even the moon and sun,

Come together as one,

Don't they?

@i-dont-understand-whats-going-on

Heck if I know

I hold out my bleeding heart to you,

The moment you touch it,

My heart slowly freezes,

Feeling as though needles pierce it,

I trusted you,

I loved you,

I longed for you,

Everything I ever did was for you! How could you do this!

I never wanted anything more than your love,

And yet here I hold my frozen pierced heart to my chest,

Unable to hold my heart out again,

I fear pain,

I fear betrayal,

Unable to love anyone else,

My heart remains frozen in time,

In the time that you took it,

Forgive me,

Family,

Friends,

But I can't trust another again. @i-dont-understand-whats-going-on