AWWW IM SO SORRY I SHOULDN’T HAVE HAD A MIDLIFE CRISIS AND DELETED IT AHH. Basically what happened was some friends irl FOUND IT and they were making fun of me and being super mean and toxic and so i just deleted it on a whim but then i felt so awful you have no idea. THANKFULLY THOUGH i still have some of my fics so i can reupload them again. thank god bc i would’be been so crushed if all those hours of writing were permanently deleted by stupid me. but anyway i finally ditched those friends with the help and advice of @idk-agustd (btw madelyn that talk with them you recommended didn’t go well and we’re not friends anymore lmao) BUT YEAH IM BACK. WITH A NEW ACCOUNT. WITH NONE OF MY BEAUTIFUL FOLLOWERS WHO I BEFRIENDED AND WHO ALWAYS SENT ME CUTE LITTLE MESSAGES BUT THATS OKAY ITS NOT REALLY OKAY I MISS THEM THEY MADE ME SMILE BUT AT LEAST I WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY TUMBLR FAM.

WAIT YOU GRADUATED?!!! FUCK. WHAT ARE YOU WORKING AS. HOWS ADULT LIFE GOING. IM SO PROUD WOW. Yeah your brain cells haven’t failed you but you’re probably thinking of the canadian school system but bc i’m in stupid australia i still have a semester to go. i actually have mid-years this week i don’t really know why i chose this week to come back but i’m doing it. screw mid-years my tumblr family is more important. idk if i said it last time i was on here but i moved away from my evil step-mum and live with my grandparents now? i also have a job at another pizza place haha. i reckon i did tell you guys that but just in case.

ALSO i saw the stuff about you getting plagiarised wtf?! WHATS UP WITH THAT. people seem to really love COPYING YOUR SHIT. i will yell at somebody if need be just let me know.

AND GIRL I KNOW ALL ABOUT THE JUNGKOOK STUFF. you should see my instagram feed lmao it’s alllll bts i could never truly let them go. THE RED HAIR KILLED ME. AND SO DID THOSE GODDAMN ABS HOLY FUCK. i’m so sorry i wasn’t here to celebrate them with you :(( but i am definitely here now tag me in all the jk stuff you want i will gladly stare at all the posts for hours on end

So Kim’s on wattpad, Jey has a new account which is fucking beautiful btw (is she a jk stan now?! did i miss that~?), Madelyn graduated and has a new cute boyfriend, Haneul is in freaking KOREA? Allison’s probably doing great i can just feel it (she is my wife after all). And Jailene is being super cute as per usual hehe. So everyone’s doing great and then there’s me still stuck in high school and doing nothing special lmao. I’m getting my hair done blonde tomorrow if that’s at all interesting? Jungkook and his spontaneous hair change inspired me he didn’t really i’ve had this planned for a while but hey what a coincidence

BUT YEAH HERE I AM. back to writing bts fics when i should be studying for my history exam tomorrow but OH WELL. a scientific article about how great of a person i am? that’s something i’d like to read ahaha is that extremely self-centred?? oh well i’d read anything you wrote WHICH REMINDS ME I NEED TO CATCH UP ON ROOMMATE OMG

but yeah tldr: hi i’m back i love you <3

ASFDGFHGJL GIRLLLLL!! I had no idea your real life friends could be so rude T_T wtf, seriously, what is wrong with enjoying music and artists? I mean…BTS is now an international icon, so those who don’t support them because of shallow ass reasons should be ashamed. They took over amas and bbmas, the next thing left is a grammy lol I hope they get a grammy, they really deserve it! I understand how peer pressure works…and it really sucks when you get made fun of for something you really enjoy :( Oh well, sucks for them to lose a great friend like you! I’m so happy to hear that you’re in a better place now!

You’ll get your followers back in no time! Your blog looks great too btw :3 and yes I graduated ahah, It was a long ass ride, thank god I’m out of there! Adult life is only stressful, mate!  And girl, hang in there! You will graduate soon!! Congrats! Do you have any universities in mind? I bet your brain cells are so well endowed they might as well enroll you in med school or something…meanwhile I sit there and enjoy my bag of doritos as I drool over Jungkook’s pink hair x) and omg you’re such an outstanding kid…literally working while going to school??!! When I was in high school…pftttt….I WAS SLEEPING WHEN THE PROF WAS TALKING and complaining over how much I wished I was homeschooled. That teacher hated me too…My friend and I used to write about how much his class was boring in my textbook, and we got caught once. He had me in his black list for the rest of the year D:

yeah, plagiarism is ugly and it is an offense but what to do? People can’t seem to use their brains to get their own ideas nowadays and it irks me in so many ways. I hope it gets solved soon!

Don’T feel guilty for not being there to fangirl with me T_T Truth is that I was busy too and barely had time to actually enjoy bts like I used to (like 2 years ago). School, work and other stupid adult things always get in the way of my leisure time ahaha  I received their album as a graduation gift and it honestly made me so so so happy!! THE ARMY IN ME WAS AWAKENING AGAIN!

And girl!! WHATTTT!! BLONDE!!! THAT WAS MY PLAN FOR THE MONTH OF AUGUST. I HAVE BEEN PLANNING TO DYE MY HAIR BLONDE FOR LIKE 2 MONTHS NOW ASDHFJGHKL SEND ME A PICTURE WHEN IT’S DONE OMMMMMMMGGGGG YOU’RE GOING TO LOOK GORGEOUS I FEEL IT!!!

I hope you enjoy your new experience on tumblr and have lots of fun here!!! I missed you and I hope you will stay here for a very long time x) As in for roommates …OMG….I will cringe so bad if you re-read it, because you’re like one of my first readers and my writing back then was like eughhhhh pls-run-over-me-with-a truck-so-that-i-can-forget-that-dark-phase-of-mine kind of writing ? The storyline has been loyal to its roots but the plot has changed. Jungkook is not just a college boy….and Y/N is not just a random girl who shares a room with a guy. It has a new twist, that I wish you will enjoy hehehehe You can find it at jkfortunekookies on wattpad.

I literally had to search what “tldr” stood for…and that’s when I realized how old i’m getting…

Kids these days! Y’ALL ARE TOO ADVANCED FOR MY WEAK OLD DEGENERATING BRAIN…. *sobs in a corner while shoving doritos down my throat* (I don’t sound like an adult tbh i should starting acting like one ahah)

yeah see the funny thing is they’re actually fans of bts too? i mean i don’t call them armys because they’re the ones (idk if you remember) who always made fun of beautiful sunshine boi hobi which ALWAYS PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF. it got to the point where they literally just did it to annoy me. but they were so mean like whenever we were watching a bts mv they would go ‘ew’ whenever j-hope came on the screen (made me so mad istg i should have defriended them aaages ago). but yeah they found good ol’ kookiewithak so now I gotta be cookiewithak. but its fine.

and thank you!! i love the banana-y theme you have now omg it’s so cute. i’ve been seriously loving the colour yellow at the moment idk why. maybe that was my brain reminding me that i miss my hana banana.

ALSO YES BLONDE. OMG YOU AND I SHOULD GO BLONDE TOGETHER. THAT’D BE SO COOL. i mean i know it costs money but like hey think about it. we could be blonde twins!! jk would be shook I WILL DEFINITELY SEND A PIC THOUGH I’M REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT IT AHH ITS SCARY

For roommate i have no idea what the last chapter i read was so yeah I’ll probably start from the beginning. I mean i was reading my own fics that i thought i knew backwards the other day since they took so long to write and I ended up laughing at my own jokes and stuff because i’d completely forgotten how it went. sooooo IM SORRY BUT I GOTTA START FROM THE BEGINNING WITH YOURS, NO MATTER HOW CRINGY YOU THINK IT IS. but i never thought your fics were cringy tbh. i feel like you’re probably just looking at it after having improved and feeling that you could do it better now but in reality there’s nothing wrong with it and you’re just so great of a writer that you can pick stuff apart and see where improvements can be made. i have faith in the hana from two years ago’s skills! so dw that story is a favourite of mine I WILL LOVE IT NO MATTER WHAT. A TWIST?! i need to get to it. guess who’s gonna be up all night reading your stories instead of sleeping…

YOU DON’T HAVE A WEAK OLD DEGENERATING BRAIN YOU GRADUATED FROM A COLLEGE YOU DON’T GET TO SAY STUFF LIKE THAT ABOUT YOUR BRAIN WHEN YOU’VE DONE THAT. YOUR POOR BRAIN WAS PUT THROUGH A LOT SO HE/SHE DESERVES ALL THE COMPLIMENTS. I THINK YOUR BRAIN IS A LITTLE SQUISHY BALL OF GENIUS THAT SHOULD BE APPRECIATED FOR HIS/HER ABILITIES.

okay sorry for the late response lol I had a shit ton of work to get done x)

So your ex-friends were those kind of fake fans who don’t like all of the members? Yikes. But why can’t you recover your old url? did someone take it away from you D:

Tysm for liking my theme :D I changed it last year ahah Yellow is such a gorgeous color! It goes well with everything~

AND OMG I WANT TO SEE PICTURES OF YOUR BLONDE HAIR! I believe you already got it done, right? HOw do you like it? I’m still thinking about which shade of blonde would suit my skintone. All I know Is that I want something cool like Selena Gomez at the amas in 2017! 

As in for roommates, I updated chapter 15 about 2 days ago :) I’m excited to see your reaction! I believe you already know where to find it, right? And yass girl! I feel you on so many levels. Every time I re-read a fic of mine, it’s like I completely forgot what in the world happened. It’s as if i don’t recall writing certain things . Yes, there is a twist in my story. I thought it was too much of a ‘basic-bitch-shares-a-room-with-a-virgin-dude” so I changed it to something CRAZY and I gotta I say, I am quite satisfied with the response it got. I had so much trouble trying to write Y/N’s personality back in 2016, but now I am sure at a 100 percent what i’m doing. 

I do have an old brain, maddie. I used to be so much more efficient when I was 17-18 years old , idk what in the world happened after I got admitted in uni, but ever since then, my brain cells started degenerating like jellies. I only think of enjoying things. No stress should be involved, yet I still get stressed all the time. You know when you feel like weird things are crawling on your body , but it’s just STRESS. I had plans to fly to new-york in the summer, but idk if it would be okay for me to leave for a week lol 

that’s okay!! you’re a working girl i get it you have shit to do. yes they absolutely were those kinds of fake fans. fake fans and fake friends hahaha. and for some reason my old account is still kind of there? like if you search up kookiewithak it comes up with a blank account. so i can’t take the name back which is annoying but oh well.

i forgot to respond to the stuff you said about work in the last reblog but you were saying that it was crazy that i was working while at school. is that really that uncommon over there? i’ve heard from the usa members of the fam as well that that’s really unusual there too but in australia its kind of expected that you have a job when you’re 14 and up. like if you don’t have one then you’re behind and it’s frowned upon. it’s crazy all the differences i guess :))

OKAY ABOUT THE BLONDE. i went in and they said that in order to keep my hair healthy they have to do the blonde pieces at a time and over the course of a couple of visits. so at the moment it’s really just light brown with some lighter highlights. BUT IM GETTING THERE. i can send a photo anyway but don’t expect anything too great yet. the skintone thing is so difficult like i never know what to do when looking for colours to suit my skin tone. i’m fairly sure my perfect blonde is like an ashy blonde. warm colours don’t look great on my skin so it can’t be too yellow or orange. you should speak to your hairdresser about it! mine was so helpful she was talking about how the pigment of your eye colour can indicate what kind of shade you need and stuff like that. she really knew what she was talking about.

i haven’t started rereading it just yet because my schedule has been so hectic these past couple of days but today i’m giving myself a day off so i’ll try and start later on. i’m really keen to see what that TWIST is ughh. i love me a good plot twist. yeah i feel like it’s difficult to convey y/n’s personality in any story bc you can’t be too specific? i always try to not describe y/n too much so that it will actually feel more like the reader. like if you said y/n had black hair or something then all the blondes wouldn’t really feel included. or if you said she was shy then all the outgoing readers would be like ??? so it’s hard to try and make her realistic because you can’t give her a unique personality/appearance. but i’m interested to see where you went with that bc that’s something i still struggle with. it’s actually really crazy to go back to 2nd person again now that I’m back to writing. i keep accidentally writing in 1st or 3rd lmao i’m going to have to go through it five hundred times just to make sure i haven’t changed perspective over and over.

i actually know what you mean about that!! i’ve really felt that this year my brain’s not doing too well. i just seem to be so unbelievably forgetful and i don’t feel as ‘smart’ as i used to. not that i’ve ever thought of myself as really intelligent but i was far more confident in my intelligence before this year. i need the calculator to do the simplest maths at work now (no joke i got out the calculator to do 36 - 9 the other day and the customer ended up telling me the answer once he saw what i was doing). i totally know what you mean about the weird feeling when you’re stressed it’s like bugs are crawling all over you or something? stress is sooooo fun yay.

HOLD UP. NEW YORK? THAT’S LITERALLY THE PLACE I’VE BEEN DYING TO GO TO RECENTLY I WAS THINKING ABOUT MAYBE GOING THERE. LMAO CAN WE DO THAT TOGETHER TOO? isn’t it already the summer? or do you mean next summer? it’s winter here so that means summer for you right? idek lol

Maybe you could try signing into your old account, change the username and retake your old one (lol was that too complicated to follow because my brain had issues trying to write this sentence…guess it’s the old age that makes me like this )

It’s not that it’s uncommon to work while being a student. It’s just that not most people do it. Most uni students do it because everyone is in debt ahaha  but I never really had any high school friends who worked when we were minors. I believe the main reason why is because most of the jobs require that you are over 18 years old where I live. I mean, if you want to work at Walmart, i bet it can work out for you if you’re a minor but if you ever try working at Sephora (makeup shop) or victoria secret, you need to be a legal adult.  

As in for your hair color, I’m so happy for you! It’s a great advice to dye hair gradually rather than doing it all at once, especially when it comes to bleaching! Your hair is already a light shade of brown so I doubt it would take many sessions before it actually turns blonde. It would take forever for my brown hair to turn blonde lmao.  With all the red undertones it has, I bet it would look orange at some point (which I want to avoid at all costs). I considered getting an ombre instead to see how damaging it could get? but I really don’t know what to do x) I’ll just have to schedule an appointment with a hair dresser to decide what in the world should happen to my hair. I never dyed my hair so I’m lowkey scared but i really really really LIKE REALLY want to be blonde and have fun! not that i’m not having fun as a brunette…but you know what they say, blondes have more fun! I also had silver in mind…

it looks really cute but i’m afraid it might make seem like an old granny lol

and I had selena gomez in mind when it came to blonde because she made me believe that girls with brown hair can look perfect with blonde hair too!

As in for NY lol nothing is official, but i’m really considering to visit. I want to travel there. My main worry is to find a cheap and good hotel. I’ve been searching and it’s difficult to find something good. The plane ticket is already expensive as it is T_T but i mean… the difference between taking the train and plane is barely 100$ difference.. it would take 10 hours or so to get to NY city in a train, whereas it would take 1h30 to get there on a plane. I’m still debating on what to do lol why can’t Jungkook  show up and pay for my expenses :( i’ll give anything in exchange x) travelling with JK seem like a great plan though ahaha he would be such a fun buddy to travel with. what about you? any plans for the “winter” lolll

OMG I LITERALLY WAS SCROLLING THROUGH TUMBLR CAUSE I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE SINCE LITERALLY A YEAR AGO, FRESHMAN YEAR OF COLLEGE WAS HARD AND I COULDNT BE AS ACTIVE BUT I SAW THIS AND I WAS LIKE “OMG MY FRAAANNNDSSSS”WE SERIOUSLY HAVE TO GIND A WAY TO GET THE GROUPCHAT BACK UP AND RUNNING BECASUE I MISS TALKING TO ALL OF YOU!!!!

that hum he does when he’s reading comments

a masterpiece

dude cypher is his bitch-but even at the end his sunshine self comes through

my favourite hoseok selfies • special birthday edition

@bangtannoon @bread-jinie

a sunshine

pouty bb

i just need like……………. a 3 hour long hug

me in math trying to figure out what the fuck is going on

@bread-jinie @bangtannoon

OOOOOHHH GOD BLESS